BIBLE- “Don’t worry, it might not be that scary” Harvey spoke as I exceeded the speed limit while driving, I don’t know something doesn’t feel right, no one’s picking their phone up. I'm scared, I'm genuinely scared, I want to see Sarah. “I want to see Sarah… that’s all I want” I pulled the car in front of the house and strolled inside only to see Liza lying on the floor like a corpse, I shouted her name loudly while couldn’t help my tears falling from my eyes as I saw her body covered with blood. I cried her name out loud and saw Theo’s body lying around the corner, what happened here? Why are they dead? When I finally found my mother, destiny took her from me, even before I could embrace her in my arms. I could be scolded by her, I don’t know… I know nothing, Liza was dead… I couldn’t handle the pain, I behaved so rude last time, I don’t even remember what I said to her to. What were my last words, they weren’t full of love I believe. “Sarah!!” I heard a loud noise and looked a
BIBLE- “It’s gonna be okay!” Harvey slowly caressed my back while I was driving with the dead bodies of people I love. My mother is dead, I have a girlfriend lying over begging for death and I don’t know what to do anymore. If I'm broke, I don’t think I can ever console her, but is it even possible for me to not feel anything while so much has happened? I need to get a grip though, for real. My girl is in pain and I can’t lose myself. “Liza is dead… and so is Theo, Sarah--- s--- I don’t even know what to s… huh, say about her” I knew Harvey knows what happened too, but instead he just kept quiet letting me take my time to process everything. We got off at the cemetery and buried my mother and Theo with all due respect, I didn’t shed a tear, I wanted to but I can’t, not when Sarah is like this. my heart was feeling heavier as I stood near their graves, I could feel my heart bleeding, I finally had a mother, but he took it from me. He played me while I believed him, I believed him
BIBLE- [“Do you want to drive?” I heard Mikael say, he was Bar’s bodyguard and as far as I remember he is thirteen years older than me; we went out to buy something for Bar and he suddenly spoke. “I don’t know how to drive” I spoke while eating my candy floss, I liked sweet things but I was a quiet child hence never objected anyone’s decision. “What’s the harm in trying?” he spoke and I don’t know what was going inside his head at that time, I was young with boiling blood inside my veins hence, didn’t object and grabbed the keys from his hands. A smile passed through his lips as he pulled me out of the car and sat on the driver’s seat, he patted his lap asking me sit on it. Of course, my tiny legs couldn’t reach the breaks. I sat on his lap controlling the steering wheel and we drove off, fear rushed in my veins as what I was doing was dangerous, he couldn’t care less and fastened his seat belt. I kept on driving and after some time I felt like I got the hang of it. I crossed the
SARAH- “Come on, we’re going outside” Tessa barged inside as I was wearing my trousers, my wounds were healing and I knew they would heal but one thing was killing me on the inside. “No, I don’t want to” I replied and got inside my blanket hiding from the world. “I wasn’t asking” she spoke and snatched it from me, the cold breeze made me shiver and I asked her patiently to return it, she wasn’t listening, I was getting angry but didn’t have the energy to shout. I kept on lying without looking at her and she covered me with it having pity on me. “Can you call Bible?” I asked in a low voice, it was killing me on the inside, but I had to ask him, I had to talk no matter what. I know he was hurting but it wasn’t something I could hide forever, they’ll know eventually. “Sure” she replied. “What happened? Are you hurting?” a minute longer he walked inside speedily and sat beside me, I still couldn’t look at him, I didn’t have the courage to do so, I can’t, he held my hand caressing it
BIBLE-“Is something the matter?” I asked the doctor as we got out of the room, when Sarah told me how cruel of a monster Bar is, my eyes went numb and my insides were shivering in terror.So far, I don’t know how I’ve contained myself inside a box with a smile, I cannot live if something happens to Sarah. She’s just too kind for an abortion, I know it, she won’t kill a child who isn’t even born yet, she wouldn’t want an innocent to suffer for the sins he didn’t commit.I lived with that man for years but never saw an animal inside him like this one, he is a devil spirit I want to get rid of, I just want Sarah to get well and then I’ll make that bastard pay for what he’s done, I don’t care if I die from guilt or bullet, if I die, I take him down with me.Still, I haven’t figured out how to tell her that I'm the murderer of her dreams. She has the right to know, she needs to know because I felt the pain of concealing. I lost Liza, I couldn’t even mourn her or look at her, hug her and t
BIBLE-“Uh! Hey, I was t---thinking that we should go out” Sarah got out of the room and strolled in our direction.“Uh! You sure?”“Uh! Yeah!” she spoke“Uh! Okay then”“Uh---” she laughed.“Uh! Are you done? That barbie is gonna take hell of a time to get ready” Harvey spoke interrupting our ‘Uh’ moment. Sarah laughed again and went inside Tessa’s room to inform her about us leaving.“She’s talking now?” Harvey spoke in shock as last night she remained silent; she didn’t laugh even though the genre was comedy so his eyes were pretty widened when he saw her spoke.“Yeah! She even laughed today, even though for a bit, but she did” I spoke proudly making my shoulders broad, I felt like I was in heaven for a while as I saw her smile.“That’s great…” Harvey spoke and I stood up as she walked out of the room. She looked irritated but like she knew what she was getting herself into.“What happened?” I went while speaking in a low voice as she walked up to me.“She’s saying she doesn’t have
SARAH-“You shouldn’t drink” I heard him say as I picked up a glass of wine, Tessa dragged us inside the club and I literally wanted to lose myself for a moment. I wanted to get drunk and forget about everything becoming careless even for a bit.“No, I want to” I replied and gulped a whole glass of vodka instantly, “Ah! It’s bitter” I spoke while looking at Bible who seemed angry. He was just being extra cautious but “Just today…” I spoke making puppy eyes and he peered down in helplessness.I smiled and drank another one, I clunk glasses with Tessa while the boys were looking at us knowing that there’s no stopping us. They gave up and I wanted to get wasted, I was enjoying it being carefree without thinking what would happen next or what had happened until now.“Can you dance?” Tessa stood up, fixing her non-existential bra. My eyes directly went to see where Bible was looking at and he was… just a gentleman who was lost in his own world while I literally saw Harvey’s jaw drop on the
BIBLE-“Harvey come here for a while…” I spoke bringing Harvey to the corner so that the girls cannot listen, I just created a scene at the club and the guy has perhaps lost his hands but I couldn’t care less about his condition he, laid his filthy hands on my girl’s body and I needed to break them. I was taking to him when I noticed a car approaching in Sarah’s direction, someone got down from it and grabbed Sarah. I shouted but she couldn’t respond as it was too late too. I ran after the car and knew who’s behind this.Harvey quickly turned the car and we followed it, I was scared, I was freaking scared for how Sarah might be feeling right now, I don’t know who’s inside but she definitely needs me she can’t handle all that pain again.They started shooting in our direction while I did the same, it was too dark to focus and the bullets flying on our head wasn’t even helping. “Tessa, get down!!” Harvey roared while Tessa hunched down in the corner of the car, we couldn’t take her wit
HARVEY-“Tessa, can you listen to me”“No, I don’t want to”“Tessa… I love you” I spoke giving up and she finally stopped. Last night was hectic and I drank a lot, we never got to talk about our kiss but what I did yesterday made her angry.“Go love that whore” she replied in anger.“I was trying to make you jealous; I didn’t even touch her, it was just a few glasses and nothing else” I was explaining myself but I knew the way she reacted, she feels something for me too.“I don’t get jealous for jerks like you, let me be” she spoke again and started leaving, I ran picking her up in my arms and jumped into the pool. “What are you doing, leave me” she spoke but I didn’t give her any chance to fight.I pressed my lips onto hers and she began hitting me with all her might, we were wet and I was losing it, a devil like Bible is on the verge of getting married while a saint like me hasn’t even expressed my feelings for the girl I love.She stopped hitting and the forced kiss turned into a p
BIBLE-“Yes, who are you?”“Uh! I'm Mason… Mason Chester” I couldn’t believe my ear and felt a huge shock taking me back to my misery, I looked at Harvey who didn’t even have the courage to look back into mine.Sarah was standing right beside who didn’t have any idea about my past, my surname. The other day, Harvey and I talked about if I wanted to see my real father and I clearly said no, the surname Chester was the indication that he was m---my father.“W---what happened? Who is he?” she asked grabbing my elbow slowly caressing it with his thumb, she sensed it too but I was dumbstruck not know what to say.“I'm sorry… but I couldn’t let him leave since he wanted to talk” Harvey explained himself, it’s not how this is supposed to happen. I'm finally happy with my life and I need no more drama.“Bible…”“Bible Holding” I corrected him even though I remember that my mother was never married to him, then why did she write her surname as Chester? “Please show him the way out” I spoke loo
SARAH-“You disappointed me, you chose to live with someone who killed your father. You chose him over me…”“What the fuck Hardin, stop the car” I yelled not getting scared of the gun aiming in my direction. “You know what, I'm so done with your abduction tricks, it just never gets old does it?” I roared not losing my calm.“Little Sarah has finally grown up…” Hardin mocked me and I felt anger pulsating in my veins. I placed my hand on the gun and pressed the magazine releasing it with my thumb, Amias taught me how to disassemble a gun and surprisingly I became master in it. I pull the slide back and locked it open with the slide stop lever.He taught me that once, the slide is open, look into the chamber and ensure that no ammunition remains in the gun. It was open in no time leaving Hardin and his partner in shock. “If I know how to destroy it, I very well know how to use it as well. Stop the car before I define the word terror in detail”Words automatically fell from my mouth, I kn
BIBLE-“Where’s Sarah?” I rang the bell and the old lady opened the door while I was expecting Sarah to run into my arms with a broad smile on her face.“What do you mean? Didn’t you send someone to pick her up?” she said and my mind went blank, this isn’t what I was expecting. “Are you kidding me? If this is some sort of joke, please don’t do this.” I spoke not caring about the honorifics.“Sarah! Come out, don’t mess with me” I yelled not believing her words, it might be some sort of joke just to piss me off. I waited for her to come. “Sarah… I'm starting to get angry” I roared again but no response while her mother was only looking at me in shock.“I'm telling you; you asked your man to pick her up.”“What do you mean? Didn’t I say, I’d be coming here?” I ran inside and found nothing; I called Harvey to know if he had sent someone in my place, but he clearly said no.I thought Bar had learnt his lesson but he clearly doesn’t want our mercy, I’m just too tired with his stubbornness.
SARAH-“Do you wanna stay?” he asked as I was cutting my pork dropping all the battle happening between them. He knew I would like to stay since I’ve finally found my mother.“Can I come back home tomorrow?” I asked him politely and he smiled at me in agreement. We finished eating and he stood up leaving. “Wait… already?” I asked while turning and he nodded.“I’ve got to deal with something, it’s already late” he spoke coming closer to me, my mom was sitting right around the corner so I prayed that he shouldn’t kiss me. Or else, she’s gonna talk about this all the time.I eyed him saying no as I saw him leaning forward, it was slow to notice his actions but too fast to dodge the kiss. I looked at my mother eyeing us from the corner of my eyes until he suddenly kissed my forehead. “I'm saving that one for later”He slowly whispered into my ears making me smile like a joker, I pushed him away concealing my smile from both of them but failed and he started leaving. “Wait…” my mother stoo
BIBLE-Since the day when she left without giving me the answers, I lost it. I didn’t hate her but couldn’t find the courage to talk to her about that. I tried to focus on everything but her, I couldn’t, knowing that I'm vulnerable around her.I tried to talk but couldn’t muster up the courage anymore, I would go to work and end up shooting someone in the spur of the moment, Harvey tried to talk it through but I failed. I couldn’t process anything anymore and just simply wanted to get the torture towards the end.I started killing people, ruthlessly and far worse than what Bar used to do. The vow I took of not killing anyone just vanished into thin air, my ten-year-old self would be hating me now as I broke the promise, but promises are meant to be broken.Some were happy and cheering me for the way I was becoming while some who were closed to me got really scared. I got praises as I was maintaining the fear the Holdings have always held on everyone. It was enough to calm me down but
SARAH-He woke up early and I didn’t find him near me as sunlight hit my eyes waking me up. It looked at the time and it was eight in the morning; he wouldn’t have left and I believed he’d come back to take a shower.I got up and washed my face, last night I couldn’t talk to him, he was in pain but I was glad he came to me even though he was unconscious, his inner self calls and yearns for me, I wouldn’t want to ruin this relationship.I heard someone opening the door while I had soap in my eyes, “Bible? Is that you?” I asked walking out of the bathroom. “Hey! Watch out…” I heard him roar all of a sudden and bumped into the wall in front of me, where did that come from, I felt his steps running in my direction and he quickly took me inside in order to wash my face.I felt the tingling sensation near my temple and looked up in the mirror, “It’s bleeding…” I looked at him through the mirror and he scoffed at my reaction slowly taking the first aid kit outside.He held my hand making me
SARAH-We were drifting apart, slowly, but I could see it. the distance between us was suddenly so huge that I couldn’t cover it or cope up with the anxiety coming with it. things had changed so dramatically as whenever I'm sleeping, he would simply come to check on me for once and leave.He didn’t talk to me after that, not that he never tried but got caught off guard that morning, we were sleeping in separate rooms for days now, and more I think about this being a normal thing it just never made sense.He wasn’t angry, he was just… wasn’t him. he saw me training with Amias but never chose to interrupt and the longest conversation we had in the past few days was;“Hey! Uh, do you know what happened between Tessa and Harvey?” I asked trying to start a conversation with him, he looked at me with his normal gaze and stood up while wearing his shoes.“No… t---t Harvey is avoiding her” he spoke and stormed off the room like I had pointed a gun on his forehead. I could see him leaving but
SARAH- “I know, I'm not the right person for you, I ruined your childhood and I have nothing to defend myself with. The only thing I have is my love for you which is never gonna deteriorate. It’s impossible for you to not hate me but it would be so hard to hang to without you.” “Please don’t leave me Sarah… it feels like I'm begging you knowing that it’s wrong as I am the most horrendous person you’ve ever met. I have no right to ask you for anything, but I’d be dead without you” I wasn’t sleeping, but his words definitely made me want to hug him tightly, I held onto his hand not letting him go as I needed him but also, my mind couldn’t forget about what happened with my father. Should I really blame him for something that happened so long ago? Wouldn’t it be too mean of me, but he was my father after all, how can I stay happy with the man who killed my father. “Sarah!!” I heard Tessa’s voice and felt him leaving, I got up and hugged her tightly trying to forget the problems I’ve