I can't move.
I can't say a word.
All I can do is watch CJ in the unconscious state he's in, lying on the bare ground.
Heaven suddenly enters the office looking stunning in a blue dinner dress.
Maybe the two were supposed to go on a date... Maybe... Coz they are just friends, right?
But then Heaven is always dressed up like this...
She does not freak out like I have. She's just a little astonished. She squats and starts slapping him lightly.
"He's having a seizure. This has been happening for the past three years... It's nothing new," she says softly.
The past three years? But I never left him with the condition. Could that mean I'm the reason he's like this? No... No...
"But lately... Since you came back," she makes it clear. "He has been having seizures more oftenly."
What!
CJ starts breathing hard
Amira slaps me again.Then when I think she will slap me again, she pulls me in her arms and lays her head on my shoulder affectionately."You fucking deserved another slap," she says in between silent sobs."I missed you," she whispers.I hold her tightly, forgetting that she has a baby bump.She pulls away from me and kicks me out of her way."I almost got lost coming here... I mistook the address Dee gave me."Amira gets inside, walking awkwardly, with her bump leading the way.I can't tell you how happy I am that she's here. That she embraced me that tightly and affectionately. Maybe we might never go back to the way we were but atleast we are on good terms. Atleast she made the effort to know where I live...Though I had to pay with the price of a slap.&n
I was clocking it at work at midday today.Not early in the morning like usual.As I enter, holding my handbag tightly, I bump into Heaven who glares at me angrily and hits me on the shoulder as she passes.What the heck was that?"CJ told her to stop dropping by at his office all the fucking time if he hasn't called for her," Zara explains approaching me. "They got into a heated argument and CJ told her to stay away from him. He wants a break.""But they are just friends, right?"Zara chuckles."Friendships need breaks too."We enter the elevator as Zara continues to fill me in on all the gossip that has been happening in the office. How really grumpy CJ gets nowadays. How rude he is to most of the stuff.But he's always been like that. Nothing new. That's why he earned the name, Mr. Grumps."So be careful not to get on the bad side with him," Zara warns as I leave to go to my office. "Just try yo
He's looking at me.I'm looking at him.It's just the two of us in his office.And all my life I have never hated someone as much as I hate this man looking directly in my eyes.He's staring intently at me.I can see it allover his face.I can see it in his eyes.Pure satisfaction.Total bliss.That mean look of victory.He thinks he has managed to tear me apart into pieces. I will never let him tear me apart. That would be the last thing I ever do...I know he thinks I'm going to break down in front of him and beg him but I won't.He wants to play games? Let's play games. It's either I'm the winner or THE FUCKING WINNER. There's no in between. There's no way I'll lose this game he came up with to him. I want to beat him in his own fucking game. I want that to teach him a lesson."Are you going to do it or should I call the police?"I look coldly at him. "Call the police!"
"What!"Seven blurts out, his eyes looking like they might pop out of their sockets any time."The third note!"I nod."And, why didn't you tell me this was happening?" he nags. "I know we are not so close but damn it! We've grown so close for the few weeks I've known you. I'd expect you to tell me something so serious."I sigh. "I thought the person sending would just get tired and stop. I know it's just empty threats!""Empty threats!" Seven bursts out. "This is a matter of life and death. Somebody just threatened your life and you're taking it as a joke."For some reason, it warms my heart that Seven is more concerned than I am about all this. Jeez! The look on his face... The fear in his eyes..."Tell me you've reported this to the police..."I shake my head and he loses it and starts pacing around the house furiously."God! Terra! You're so naive! The police need to know about this... An investigation s
It's my day off.Fortunately, CJ decided to give me the day off since I have been working diligently and he's impressed with my work.I really don't know how to feel about CJ. He's really confusing me. Why is he being nice to me suddenly? He promised to tear me apart so, could acting nice be part of his plan?One thing I'm sure, I won't fall into his trap...I'm not as dumb as he thinks I am.I shamble to the kitchen lazily.It's quite a lazy morning and I just feel like lying in bed and sleeping the entire bed. But then I'm severely hungry so I have to make breakfast. It's times like this that I wish I was one of those girls who starve themselves intentionally to stay skinny... Can't be me...I open the fridge and I'm slapped by shock.The fridge is completely empty.No groceries.No milk.No yogurt.No icecream.Nothing.The doorbell rings and before I even get the door, I h
"Baby?"I hear a familiar female voice call.I look behind CJ to see Jessica, holding hands with Fidel. And tagging along with them, is the pretty Heaven.Oh, so they all hang out and stuff? I guess their friendship has grown stronger as the years have gone by.The little boy jumps happily,"Mommy!!!"Jessica is startled to see me. The last time we saw each other, our meeting didn't go too well and she said some "not-so-pleasant" things to my face.She fakes a smile. "So you're still around?"She can't hide how much she hates me. It's allover her voice and face.Fidel looks much older now with a bulky beard, looking way better and more mature than he did the last time I saw him.Fidel ignores my presence and forces a smile as he squats." Brandon baby! Come to daddy!"So this is their child?The first time I thought that this was CJ's kid. "But I want to play wi
3 years ago... Hours before the wedding, Dee just dashed into the washrooms. I'm left staring at myself in the mirror. Despite the makeup, I still find my face dark and pale.Is this what I really want? Do I really want forever with CJ? Am I ready for this? Am I ready for him? To have kids with him? Make a family with him? Shit! Why am I having second thoughts? Do I really love him? If I do, why do I have this many doubts?My phone rings, pulling me from the range of thoughts lined up in my mind.An unknown number.I quickly pick up."Hallo?""Hallo."CJ's dad."Mr. Jean?""Terra, I believe today is your big day.""Yes it's my wedding day."
They immediately break off and he pulls up his trousers as Zara zips her dress.He looks at me, astonished and puzzled."Terra?""Eli?"Zara's face is flushed with embarrassment. This is the guy she didn't want me to find out about? Eli?But why?"Uh... See you around..." Eli looks at me then at Zara who is looking down at the ground.Eli seems a little disappointed as he leaves, leaving me alone with Zara.I laugh. "So it's Eli? The guy you've been trying so hard to keep a secret?"Zara rolls her eyes, pretending to be busy washing her hands but her face is still flushed."I'm not keeping him a secret!""Well, that's what it looks like..."Zara stares at me sharply. "Something is kept a secret when there's something. But there's nothing between us."I giggle. "What I saw some few minutes ago didn't seem like nothing."