Horny

Since I was five years old, I find it difficult to huge my emotions.

Whatever I am thinking, if you are a good observer, you will read me like an open book.

I am that transparent.

And hiding my emotions become more difficult if I am too excited.

I don't know how to contain my excitement. I have always been a little too chirpy when I am this way. When I know something that fills me with hope and excitement.

" Stop looking at me as if I am your favorite candy. " Ava groaned as she takes another bite of her banana pancake. Mom immediately looks at me and raises a brow, and like the over-excited I am, I give her a big smile.

" Why are you so happy today?" mom asks wiping her mouth with the napkin as she is finished with her breakfast, her eyes on me looking with both confusion and curiosity.

I look at mom and open my mouth to answer, but before I can do so, our house help enters the dining area, and she pours juice into mom's glass.

Once she leaves mom once again l