RAPH'S POV
“Dinner? Why Father? You know I hate this father?, why in goddess mother's name am I traveling around to have dinner? '' I said standing up from the visitor's seat in front of my father's office desk, rubbing my hand on my hair with frustration which is making it look messy, which I hate ... He looked at me with so much disgust and shook his head from where he sits opposite me.... And I know where this conversation is going already...
“You just took over my seat boy! And you have the right to question me? You are now an Alpha of a pack you have to be responsible... ” He yelled standing up from his seat...
“How does the dinner need to do with me being responsible, father? Why must I do this?” I questioned and he did not give me a reply, instead he threw a book on the table towards me and I picked it up to check what was there..
“What the fuck?? ” I said out loud before realizing it really came out of my mouth in front of my father who hates languages... He gave me a very cold stare...
“I sent them all a notice and they will have you... But the last on the list is where you will be visiting first... ”
I checked the list on my hand and the last number which is the number 10 is FULL MOON pack ruled by Peter Hudson..
“Why the last number? ” I asked, why do I need to jump from number 1 to the last number?
"They approved our visitation invite first..Enough of the questioning, leave my office now and start packing... "
“Packing?? I thought I just had to eat dinner and come back to this pack house but no?”
“Yes, you aren't coming back until you complete all the dinners... And you can leave now... ” He said and he gestured his hand to the door... Really? Who the heck talks to his son without looking at him in the face? Is he a robot??? Am I a robot? I find every reason to miss my mother that passed away 10 years ago when I was 12... But 10 years still seems like yesterday and the wounds are still open.... I left his office and I went straight to my room..
I slammed my door and I walked back and forth in my room.. My room is so enormous that I can do that for a whole day... I threw the journal in my hand on the and I dug my two hands into my medium cut blonde hair...
I kept on thinking for a couple of minutes, when I heard a knock on my door..
Who is there?" I called out from my bed and the door opened and it was Blake.. He entered with a greenish smile.. I already knew the entire pack would have heard about it…
"Hey Buddy! As your beta and your best friend I have been ordered to follow you…" He announced as he entered jumping for joy… Really? Why is he dancing?
I shook my head and I buried my face in my hands... I'm so frustrated right now... I can't even live the life that I want for myself.. I just have to live for a pack and make sure to maintain the reputation of the great pack... I wished I could be born as an omega who has nothing to worry about but to wolf out and see his mate....
But, I have to do this for my mother, she is the reason I'm still here because I promised her to be a good Alpha.... I looked up to her portrait in my room and it was then I noticed that Blake is still inside the room sitting on the couch silently because he knows best what is going through my mind....
“Hey idiot!!! Won't you pack clothes for your Alpha?” And that's how I just accepted my fate and moved on with it... I've learned all my life that no matter what comes your way you either have to take it in or try your possible best to take it out but not dodging it... I can't take this out, I just need to absorb it and move on...
“Oh! Alpha of the great pack! Pardon my language sir! With all due respect, f**k you! ” He said jokingly and I stood up to go to the closet laughing at the stupid thing he just said... I threw a book from the table at him and he caught it immediately...
“I knew you would do that... What type of an Alpha hurt his pack members? ”
“Well I do... Alpha Raph does... ” I said grinning and I brought out my suitcase to pack my clothes but where am I going to be staying? Since I will be gone for ten days....
“Did Father tell you where we will be staying? ” I asked Blake, who is happy about going on a trip...
He said we would be staying over wherever we had dinner and then we would leave for another place the following day... And we will continue that for ten days...
Not only are we going there to waste their resources but also to inconvenience them? Will my father ever be considerate of others?? Such a selfish person.... My father and my mother are opposite but I hate talking about it...
I finished packing and I looked at Blake who was on his phone all through doing only what goddess knows what....
It's time, what are you doing on your phone? I walked towards him to check his phone and he took it away but before he could take it away I saw what he was looking at... It was his mate...
Blake found his mate immediately; he wolfed out because he was lucky enough to meet her in the pack house.... And since then the almighty Blake had become a fool for love but I don't blame him, wolf bond can turn you to a different person.... I haven't met my mate yet and I didn't make any effort to look for my mate because I don't want to put anybody through this stress but it isn't within my control... I just hope the person I find is strong enough to take the role of Luna and I will make sure to protect her till the end... I will make what my Father couldn't do my priority and so it for too... I hope I don't become a fool doing all that....
“To earth to the Alpha... ” he called out, snapping me out of my thoughts and I just smiled and smacked his head...
“Well, you see I didn't mean to make you jealous but it is for you to tighten your search for your mate, and I hope these ten days don't go in vain... ” He said and I also hope so too and that way my father will believe that I can be responsible for myself and my mate and also my Pack....
ELLIE'S POVI left his office and I headed to my mother's room. If I could plead with her for the last time, maybe she would talk to my Father in my favor... I know she can't go against my Father's order but they are fucking mates and I know they share a bond and she is not one of the pack members he could order around... Alphas have issues with their bossy behaviors, I understand that they need to be bossy but they should add some limits.... What is wrong with a normal conversation with the man I called my Father.. Why is it so hard for them to respect my decisions in this pack house... On my way to my mother's room, after so much thought I turned around to my room... Our Pack is big enough for me but yet my Father kept on complaining about expanding his pack house... I don't know what's wrong with him, the Pack is big enough for every of the pack members that there are still some rooms left... I got to my room which is the last room in the hallway.. I picked this particular room
RAPH'S POVIt was 3 pm in the afternoon and we had already gotten ready to leave the pack house... I will so much miss this pack house but I can also see this as a vacation to move away from my Father.... The guards carried my two suitcases and both bags contained ten different suits and shoes for all the dinners... Immediately I stepped out with Blake, a smell hit my nose and it was a rotten smell... Rogue? Really? Of all days? I looked over to Blake who was tilting his nose forward to track where the smell was coming from... I looked over at the west gate and I saw a not too large figure coming towards me... I let out my long sharp claws and I ran towards it... I hate the smell and not to ruin my suit. I controlled myself not to transform because I might hate the idea of dinner but I don't hate the suit... I carefully take down the rogue and I have him tied up to a tree next to him... I can't kill him so I don't get a blood stain on my suits.... I called for one of the guards and
ELLIE'S POVIt's been hours and Camilla won't stop talking about this Alpha guest we are having over and for that moment I kind of want to meet him and make fun of Camilla if everything she had said is not true but I still don't think attending the dinner is a good idea.. And thank mother goddess Camilla left my room in a hurry to dress up for dinner because it was almost time.... I just need an escape route. I know it's just dinner but here is why I don't like attending family dinners with guests... “Years ago when I was still a little kid around eight years old, my father had a guest just like this and he was also an Alpha, young then but now would be like my Dad... He came around and we had dinner but he started looking at me with his weird ugly face and it was really bizarre! He made a fuss about being my mate at the dining table and he tried to peck my hand.. "Gross!!" I kicked his balls and my father thought it was too violent that he was just joking around but he wasn't smi
ELLIE’S POVThe dining room was all intense. My father's glares could kill me at any minute but I’m going to ignore it. I looked at the idiot sitting across from me eating peacefully like nothing had happened, I looked at my brother who was sitting shamelessly beside him laughing and talking about Alpha stuff…I looked over to my Mother who was sitting beside me like she was disappointed in me but there was nothing I could do but to sit there and have the most awkward dinner of my life. I sat there quietly, having the taste of my own medicine….Even though I feel so bad about it, I would still do the same thing over and over again if I ever had the chance to reiterate it…How should I explain to these creatures that I don't like it and they should always count me out if anything that deals with socializing…My brother being the only person “Alpha Raphael“ is speaking with is really baffling my Dad and this is more reason that I’m dead tonight!The dinner was over and Immediately Alpha
ELLIE’S POV“You can’t be sturbborn like this, not when you might be mine soon, you should know!” He said with his dark deep voice and he got off me for good… I stayed on the bed frozen and watched him leave… This guy is a Psychopath…What does he mean by what he said? I would be his??? Why? Did he like me? Stupid me! I could not bring myself to ask him before he left.I stood up from the bed immediately and I rushed to the door to meet him before he entered but I opened the door and I didn't see him but to my surprise I saw Camilla waiting at the door frozen…“What happened?” I asked her but she just stood there frozen with her hand in her mouth““ELEANOR!!!!” what just happened???” She screamed “Oh no!!! Did she get the wrong idea or what? Why the f**k is she shouting?” I entered my room back and she followed me in…“What is Mr cute Alpha doing in your room???” Camilla approached me as she entered the room… what the f**k is wrong with this girl? I don’t know what to tell her.
RAPHAEL’S POVWhat have I been doing? I don't know why my wolf can't just calm down till this get settled before making any ridiculous move… I don't want to scare her away but she is stubborn and can I live with that? I need to do something about this mate bond that I find myself powerless about…This is how it feels like to have a mate, shit is exhausting and clingy…I thought to myself in the room while Blake was asleep pacing back and forth in the room, I done want to be away from her and at the same time I don't think want to see her because I need to protect myself.. I think I become defenseless when I'm with her… I seriously need to do something before I go crazyyyI can perceive her faded vanilla diverse with strawberry smell, I might run wild because of this.. What should I do? She doesn't even know that I'm her mate yet! I need this to be reciprocate but she hasn't wolfed out yet.. I stopped in my pace with my arms crossed, I sighed in frustration as I bring my right hand up
ELLIE’S POVIt's been three days now since the incident and my father still has not talked to me… I understand that he is upset and somehow disappointed but that doesn't mean he could just ignore me.. My mother also came once to check up on me in my room since I can't go out and I have no business in the Pack house.. I can't even sneak out to train because it is a very sensitive period for my Family and I… I didn’t expect this to go as far as this or is there something they are not telling me?I stood up from my bed and my room was so messed up, I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked like an evil spirit who has been locked up for decades… I don’t like going out but on my free will… I can’t be grounded like this…I walked through my messed up room, stepping on my clothes as I walked to my bathroom, I took out my brush to brush my teeth and I will go ahead to arrange the room and then go and meet up with my mother before going to my father.. I know my way around it and it’s by pl
Ellie's POV Run Eleanor!!! Run!!!! Leave me here and run!!!! My mum kept on telling me to go but I can't leave her here in these cold woods like this, as she is in too much pain from the attack in the pack house... Our pack house is under attack by the rogues and at any minute they will get to us because we're barely far from the pack house and I can hear the painful growls of our pack members..... I hesitated and held her in my arms with tears rolling non-stop down my face, wiping the tears with my hand stained with her blood, so I could see and be able to lift her a little, because of the deep claw wound on her stomach I couldn't move her too fast... “Eleanor go!! ” She broke away and asked me to leave her and run very fast but I still can't leave her... My father died right in front of my eyes and now.my.mum? If I leave her, she will die... I can't leave her to die like this... I won't be able to forgive myself I thought to myself shaking, I don't know what to do I'm weak and h
ELLIE’S POVIt's been three days now since the incident and my father still has not talked to me… I understand that he is upset and somehow disappointed but that doesn't mean he could just ignore me.. My mother also came once to check up on me in my room since I can't go out and I have no business in the Pack house.. I can't even sneak out to train because it is a very sensitive period for my Family and I… I didn’t expect this to go as far as this or is there something they are not telling me?I stood up from my bed and my room was so messed up, I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked like an evil spirit who has been locked up for decades… I don’t like going out but on my free will… I can’t be grounded like this…I walked through my messed up room, stepping on my clothes as I walked to my bathroom, I took out my brush to brush my teeth and I will go ahead to arrange the room and then go and meet up with my mother before going to my father.. I know my way around it and it’s by pl
RAPHAEL’S POVWhat have I been doing? I don't know why my wolf can't just calm down till this get settled before making any ridiculous move… I don't want to scare her away but she is stubborn and can I live with that? I need to do something about this mate bond that I find myself powerless about…This is how it feels like to have a mate, shit is exhausting and clingy…I thought to myself in the room while Blake was asleep pacing back and forth in the room, I done want to be away from her and at the same time I don't think want to see her because I need to protect myself.. I think I become defenseless when I'm with her… I seriously need to do something before I go crazyyyI can perceive her faded vanilla diverse with strawberry smell, I might run wild because of this.. What should I do? She doesn't even know that I'm her mate yet! I need this to be reciprocate but she hasn't wolfed out yet.. I stopped in my pace with my arms crossed, I sighed in frustration as I bring my right hand up
ELLIE’S POV“You can’t be sturbborn like this, not when you might be mine soon, you should know!” He said with his dark deep voice and he got off me for good… I stayed on the bed frozen and watched him leave… This guy is a Psychopath…What does he mean by what he said? I would be his??? Why? Did he like me? Stupid me! I could not bring myself to ask him before he left.I stood up from the bed immediately and I rushed to the door to meet him before he entered but I opened the door and I didn't see him but to my surprise I saw Camilla waiting at the door frozen…“What happened?” I asked her but she just stood there frozen with her hand in her mouth““ELEANOR!!!!” what just happened???” She screamed “Oh no!!! Did she get the wrong idea or what? Why the f**k is she shouting?” I entered my room back and she followed me in…“What is Mr cute Alpha doing in your room???” Camilla approached me as she entered the room… what the f**k is wrong with this girl? I don’t know what to tell her.
ELLIE’S POVThe dining room was all intense. My father's glares could kill me at any minute but I’m going to ignore it. I looked at the idiot sitting across from me eating peacefully like nothing had happened, I looked at my brother who was sitting shamelessly beside him laughing and talking about Alpha stuff…I looked over to my Mother who was sitting beside me like she was disappointed in me but there was nothing I could do but to sit there and have the most awkward dinner of my life. I sat there quietly, having the taste of my own medicine….Even though I feel so bad about it, I would still do the same thing over and over again if I ever had the chance to reiterate it…How should I explain to these creatures that I don't like it and they should always count me out if anything that deals with socializing…My brother being the only person “Alpha Raphael“ is speaking with is really baffling my Dad and this is more reason that I’m dead tonight!The dinner was over and Immediately Alpha
ELLIE'S POVIt's been hours and Camilla won't stop talking about this Alpha guest we are having over and for that moment I kind of want to meet him and make fun of Camilla if everything she had said is not true but I still don't think attending the dinner is a good idea.. And thank mother goddess Camilla left my room in a hurry to dress up for dinner because it was almost time.... I just need an escape route. I know it's just dinner but here is why I don't like attending family dinners with guests... “Years ago when I was still a little kid around eight years old, my father had a guest just like this and he was also an Alpha, young then but now would be like my Dad... He came around and we had dinner but he started looking at me with his weird ugly face and it was really bizarre! He made a fuss about being my mate at the dining table and he tried to peck my hand.. "Gross!!" I kicked his balls and my father thought it was too violent that he was just joking around but he wasn't smi
RAPH'S POVIt was 3 pm in the afternoon and we had already gotten ready to leave the pack house... I will so much miss this pack house but I can also see this as a vacation to move away from my Father.... The guards carried my two suitcases and both bags contained ten different suits and shoes for all the dinners... Immediately I stepped out with Blake, a smell hit my nose and it was a rotten smell... Rogue? Really? Of all days? I looked over to Blake who was tilting his nose forward to track where the smell was coming from... I looked over at the west gate and I saw a not too large figure coming towards me... I let out my long sharp claws and I ran towards it... I hate the smell and not to ruin my suit. I controlled myself not to transform because I might hate the idea of dinner but I don't hate the suit... I carefully take down the rogue and I have him tied up to a tree next to him... I can't kill him so I don't get a blood stain on my suits.... I called for one of the guards and
ELLIE'S POVI left his office and I headed to my mother's room. If I could plead with her for the last time, maybe she would talk to my Father in my favor... I know she can't go against my Father's order but they are fucking mates and I know they share a bond and she is not one of the pack members he could order around... Alphas have issues with their bossy behaviors, I understand that they need to be bossy but they should add some limits.... What is wrong with a normal conversation with the man I called my Father.. Why is it so hard for them to respect my decisions in this pack house... On my way to my mother's room, after so much thought I turned around to my room... Our Pack is big enough for me but yet my Father kept on complaining about expanding his pack house... I don't know what's wrong with him, the Pack is big enough for every of the pack members that there are still some rooms left... I got to my room which is the last room in the hallway.. I picked this particular room
RAPH'S POV“Dinner? Why Father? You know I hate this father?, why in goddess mother's name am I traveling around to have dinner? '' I said standing up from the visitor's seat in front of my father's office desk, rubbing my hand on my hair with frustration which is making it look messy, which I hate ... He looked at me with so much disgust and shook his head from where he sits opposite me.... And I know where this conversation is going already... “You just took over my seat boy! And you have the right to question me? You are now an Alpha of a pack you have to be responsible... ” He yelled standing up from his seat... “How does the dinner need to do with me being responsible, father? Why must I do this?” I questioned and he did not give me a reply, instead he threw a book on the table towards me and I picked it up to check what was there.. “What the fuck?? ” I said out loud before realizing it really came out of my mouth in front of my father who hates languages... He gave me a very
Ellie's POV Run Eleanor!!! Run!!!! Leave me here and run!!!! My mum kept on telling me to go but I can't leave her here in these cold woods like this, as she is in too much pain from the attack in the pack house... Our pack house is under attack by the rogues and at any minute they will get to us because we're barely far from the pack house and I can hear the painful growls of our pack members..... I hesitated and held her in my arms with tears rolling non-stop down my face, wiping the tears with my hand stained with her blood, so I could see and be able to lift her a little, because of the deep claw wound on her stomach I couldn't move her too fast... “Eleanor go!! ” She broke away and asked me to leave her and run very fast but I still can't leave her... My father died right in front of my eyes and now.my.mum? If I leave her, she will die... I can't leave her to die like this... I won't be able to forgive myself I thought to myself shaking, I don't know what to do I'm weak and h