In the two weeks following the homecoming dance, my life pretty much returned to normal. My father was back from his business trip, which made things a lot more fun around my house, primarily because I could sneak out the window again and head to graveyard for my late night potato chips party. I don't know what it was about the graveyard that attracted us, maybe the tombstones themselves, because as far as tombstones went they are fairly comfortable to sit on.
We usually sat in a small plot where the great family of Hemingson was buried some eighty or hundred years ago. There were six tombstones there, all arranged in a circle, making it easy to pass the chips back and forth between us. One day, me and my friends went to library to find something about Hemingson family. I mean, if you are going to sit on someone's tombstone, you might know something about them, right? It turns out that there wasn't much about the family in historical records, though we find one interesting information. Charles Hemingson, the eldest son, was one-armed and still went in wars, believe it or not. Now the vision of him is pretty vivid right off bat, so we talked about him alot. We wondered what else he could do with only one arm, and we'd spend long hours discussing how far he could throw a shot put ball or how fast he can pitch a baseball or weather he was able to swim or not. Our conversation weren't exactly highbrow, but I enjoyed them, in every way.
Well, me and Eric were out there one Saturday night with couple of other friends eating boiled peanuts with chips, chips was must no matter what. Eric asked me what we did after dropping her home.
"we chatted and went home" I said shrugging, trying my best to play it cool.Eric playfully elbowed me in ribs, and I grunted. He outweighed me atleast thirty pounds."did you kiss her goodnight?""what? no!"he took some more peanuts from the side of his bag, as I answered. He gave me a sidelong glance."you didn't even try?""no""why not?""she isn't that type of girl, plus I wasn't her date" I looked away, and we all knew it was true, it still sounded like I was defending her.Eric latched onto like a leech."I think you fancy her," he said"you are full of crap!" I answered, and he slapped my back, hard enough to force the breath right out of me. Hanging out with Eric usually meant that I'd have few bruises the following day."yeah, I might be full of crap," he said while winking at me,"but she choosed only you for cleaning and you agreed, plus she gave you a ride back home too!!"I knew we were treading on dangerous ground. "I was just using her to impress Diana,"I said."and with all the love notes she'd been sending me lately, I reckon it must have worked."Eric laughed aloud, slapping on my back again."you and Diana- now, that's funny..."I knew I'd just dodged a major bullet, and j breathed a sigh of relief as the conversation took a new direction. I joined in now and then, but I wasn't listening to what they were saying. Instead I kept hearing this little sound that made me wonder what Eric said.The thing was, Amelia's parents are good friends of my parents so I just need to get along with her even if I want to or not, as for the ride back, it was the best I could get at that time. We talked quite nicely dosen't mean I liked her. I hadn't talked to her since the dance, except when I saw her in drama class, and even then it was some words here and there. If I liked her at all,I told my self, i would have wanted to talk to her. If I liked her, I would have wanted to walk her home. If I liked her, I would have wanted to take her for a dinner in a nice and fancy place. But I didn't want to do any of those things. I really didn't. In my mind, I have already served my penance.
The next day, Sunday, I was in my room, working on my maths. It's probably my worst subject, especially when it comes to algebra questions of two trains leaving an hour apart, traveling in so-so speed,etc. It wasn't that I was bad in math- I usually pulled atleaat C- but it didn't come naturally to me, if you know what I mean.
Anyway, I was working on my math when the phone rang. The only phone we had was located in the kitchen, and I had to run downstairs to grab the receiver. I was breathing so loudly that I couldn't make the voice too well, though it sounded like Emma. I immediately smiled to myself.
By then, Amelia's story had left me completely, and I could practically hear my friends laughing about me, all the way from Cecil's Diner.See what happens when you're a nice guy?By the next morning everyone at school knew I was walking Amelia home, and this started up a new round of speculation about the two of us. This time it was even worse than before. It was so bad that I had to spend my lunch break in the library just to get awayfrom it all.That night, the rehearsal was at the Playhouse. It was the last onebefore the show opened, and we had a lot to do. Right after school, the boys in drama class had to load all the props in the classroom into the rented truck to take them to the Playhouse.The only problem was that Eddie and I were the only two boys, and he's not exactly the most coordinated individual in history. We'd be walking through a doorway, carrying one of the heavieritems, and his Hooville body would work agai
The next night, as I was walking her home, she asked me about my father."He's all right, I reckon," I said. "But he's not around much.""Do you miss that? Not growing up with him around?""Sometimes.""I miss my mom, too," she said, "even though I never even knew her."It was the first time I'd ever considered that Jamie and I might have something in common. I let that sink in for a while."It must be hard for you," I said sincerely. "Even though my father's a stranger to me, at least he's still around."She looked up at me as we walked, then faced forward again. She tugged gently at her hair again. I was beginning to notice that she did this whenever she was nervous or wasn't sure what to say."It is, sometimes. Don't get me wrong-I love my father with all my heart-but there are times when I wonder what it would have been like to have a mother around. I think she and I would have beenable to talk about things in a way that my fat
By early September, just over two weeks into rehearsals, the sky was winter dark before Miss Chole would let us leave, and Amelia asked me if I wouldn't mind walking her home. I don't know whyshe wanted me to. Beaufort wasn't exactly a hotbed of criminal activity back then. The only murder I'd ever heard about had occurred six years earlier when a guy was stabbed outside of Maurice's Tavern, which was a hangout for people like Charles, by theway. For an hour or so it caused quite a stir, and phone lines buzzed all over town while nervous women wondered about the possibility of a crazed lunatic wandering the streets, preying oninnocent victims. Doors were locked, guns were loaded, men sat by the front windows, looking for anyone out of the ordinary who might be creeping down the street. But the whole thing was overbefore the night was through when the guy walked into the police station to give himself up, explaining that it was a bar fi
"We'll have a small tree and a few gifts-something that all of themcan share. "You're welcome to visit Christmas Eve. . . ."After we said our good-byes, Amelia and I walked in silencewithout saying anything. I could tell she was sad. The more I hungaround Amelia, the more I realized she had lots of differentemotions-she wasn't always cheerful and happy. Believe it or not,that was the first time I recognized that in some ways she wasjust like the rest of us."I'm sorry it didn't work out," I said softly."I am, too."She had that faraway look in her eyes again, and it was a momentbefore she went on."I just wanted to do something different for them this year.Something special that they would remember forever. I thoughtfor sure this was it. . . ." She sighed. "The Lord seems to have aplan that I just don't know about yet."She was quiet
We got to the orphanage just about the time it was getting dark. We were a couple of minutes early, and the director was on the phone. It was an important call and he couldn't meet with us rightaway, so we made ourselves comfortable. We were waiting on a bench in the hallway outside his door, when Amelia turned to me. Her book was in her lap. I guess she wanted it for support, butthen again, maybe it was just her habit."You did really well today," she said. "With your lines, I mean.""Thanks," I said, feeling proud and dejected at exactly the sametime. "I still haven't learned my beats, though," I offered. Therewas no way we could practice those on the porch, and I hoped shewasn't going to suggest it."You will. They're easy once you know you all the words.""I hope so."Amelia smiled, and after a moment she changed the subject, sort of throwing me off track. "Do you ever think about the future, La
The first thing we did was talk to Miss Chloe about our plans for the orphans, and she thought it was a marvelous idea. That was her favorite word, by the way-marvelous-after she'd greeted youwith "Hellooooo." On Monday, when she realized that I knew all my lines, she said, "Marvelous!" and for the next two hours whenever I'd finish up a scene, she'd say it again. By the end of therehearsal, I'd heard it about four zillion times.But Miss Chole actually went our idea one better. She told the class what we were doing, and she asked if other members of the cast would be willing to do their parts as well, so that the orphans could really enjoy the whole thing. The way she asked meant that they really didn't have a choice, and she looked around the class, waiting for someone to nod so she could make it official. No onemoved a muscle, except for Eddie. Somehow he'd inhaled a bug up his nose at that exact moment, and he sneezed violently. The bug flew out