NADINE.
We arrived at the packhouse, and the first thing my eyes looked for was Mindy. But I didn’t see her. I saw other females around. They were probably the Omegas of the packhouse.
They looked at us when we came in, but no one greeted me, even when I smiled at them. And Xander didn’t even bother to introduce me. They all made me feel like I was not welcome. They just continued with their routine without giving me a second look.
I also thought Xander was the one who would show me my room, but he let someone else take me. I was directly ushered to the second floor. And no matter how I tried to converse with the female who walked beside me, she never replied and only told me where my room was.
And then I was left on my own.
I didn’t even know what I was supposed to do.
I had been walking back and forth, contemplating whether I should go down and introduce myself to anyone I would meet and, at the same time, try to find out who Mindy was. But then I was not sure if I was welcome to do that. I didn’t want to look aggressive.
I was still undecided when I smelled Xander’s scent. Even if I didn’t want to, my body jerked up, and a smile curled on my lips. I couldn’t deny that I was excited to see him again.
But I reminded my wolf to restrain herself. Xander, too, was the enemy.
“Hi!” I greeted him as soon as I opened the door, flashing him my widest smile.
“Can I come in?” He asked. His deep, baritone voice sent shivers down my spine.
I didn’t reply, but I opened the door wider. He stepped in and waited for me to close it before he spoke again.
“I won’t be staying long. I just want to leave some instructions before I go.”
“What do you mean?” My eyes squinted.
“Don’t go out of the room while I’m away.”
“What? How about dinner? Are we not going to eat together?”
“I’m done with dinner.”
My mouth hung open at his words. I knew he didn’t want me here, but I didn’t expect him not to invite me to my first meal in this territory.
“How about me?”
“I’ll have someone bring dinner before I go.”
I bit my bottom lip to stop my teeth from chattering.
“If you want to leave the territory, just say. And I will drive you anywhere. A hotel in the city. Or an inn. Just say it.” He added.
He was throwing me out. But I would not give him that pleasure.
“No. I want to stay.” I smiled.
“Then it’s settled. Do not open the door to anyone, even if it’s the Alpha.”
“Am I not supposed to meet Mindy?”
“What?” He looked surprised by my question.
“I’m not allowed to go out or even open the door. I’m assuming it’s because I’m not allowed to bump into her.” There. I finally said it. “Will she be upset if she finds out you met your mate?”
“Whatever you have in mind, throw it away. Don’t believe Maddox. My brother knows how to offend everyone, especially me.”
“So, she’s not your chosen mate?” I just wanted an answer.
“I’ll get something for you to eat. Do you have any requests?” He asked, ignoring my questions.
“I want an answer.”
“We’ll talk once I’m back. Or if not, we can talk tomorrow morning.”
“I want to talk now.”
“What do you want to talk about? I don’t have much time. It’s a full moon, and I will be helping pups who are shifting.”
“Exactly. It’s a full moon. I will go into heat.”
“I know…”
He was still cold.
I had two choices. Either return the animosity he was showing me or pretend I didn’t notice how rude he was to me.
I chose the latter.
“I’m excited, Xander…” I bit my bottom lip and fluttered my lashes. “I’ve heard so much about a female’s heat.”
I was hoping my act would tug something in his heart.
“Are you? What do you think will happen?” A smile finally crawled on his lips, and in an instant, it made my pussy throb. Hard.
“I don’t know. I guess it depends on you. You can also tell me what to do.” I smiled at him before throwing him another question. “I think it’ll be amazing.”
“Do you think so?” He asked, his brows hiking up.
I bobbed my head excitedly, still smiling at him. “Are you not excited?”
Xander grabbed my hand and placed it over his front, making my body jerk. I felt his erection, and it was getting harder.
“Oh, Goddess…” I mumbled softly.
“Does it tell you how excited I am?”
Before I could stop myself, I had already squeezed his shaft.
“Nadine…” He grunted. And my name came out so alluringly from his lips.
“Sorry…” I tried to pull my hand away, pretending to be embarrassed by my action, but he wasn’t letting go. If anything, my action only made his cock swell more.
“Are you really sorry for doing that?” He asked as a smug smirk tugged on his mouth.
He was already handsome with a stoic expression on his face, but with a smug smirk on it, he was absolutely gorgeous.
I shook my head.
“I didn’t know I was given a naughty mate.” His eyes dilated, and the way he was staring at me made heat rise from my stomach.
I couldn’t help the seductive smile that curled on my lips. And I swear, my eyes might be twinkling. I like where this is going.
“You’re beautiful… Especially when you smile like that.” He let go of my hand, and I slowly lowered mine, even if I didn’t want it away from his cock. Because, as crazy as it might be, it was my only proof that this man was also attracted to me.
Xander cupped my chin and let his thumb brush against my skin. My lashes fluttered, and I couldn’t help but close my eyes as I reveled in his touch.
The sparks and his addicting smell were making me and my wolf lose control.
Focus. Focus. I kept telling myself.
“We’ll talk later. I have to go.” His voice snapped me out of my reverie and made me open my eyes.
He was still looking at me, his knuckles continuously brushing against my skin.
“Can you stay? Please.”
“I have to go.” He repeated. This time, his voice sounded throaty, and his eyes kept dilating. His wolf wanted me. I had to take advantage of that.
“Please…” I said in a raspy voice before parting my lips.
I was ready to beg more, but his thumb brushed against my bottom lip, and the expression on his face as he parted his own lips made me speechless.
He looked so sexy. He watched his thumb move as he slowly pushed it into my mouth.
I moaned before closing my lips around his thumb. A growl reverberated from his chest as I began sucking it, and my hands flew to his torso, clutching his shirt as I pressed our bodies closer together.
“Harder…” He grunted as his arm snaked around my body, and his hand landed on my ass.
The fire started igniting in my stomach, spreading all over my body.
I closed my eyes and sucked his thumb harder, but then he slowly pulled it away from my mouth. I whimpered while opening my eyes, only to see his face closing in. My heart skipped a beat, and the moment his lips brushed over mine, I felt a wave of warmth envelope me.
My arms coiled around his neck as his hand gripped my waist. His kisses started gentle and soft until they became aggressive, devouring every corner of my lips until his tongue forced his way inside my mouth. And I just let him in.
The taste of him — it silenced every thought in my head and made me want him more.
Focus. Focus.
A sultry moan escaped my throat when I felt my body being lifted and my back landing on the soft mattress. Xander was kissing me bruisingly hard, and the grunts coming from his throat let me know how hungry he was for me.
His actions were building my confidence. He wanted me.
My hands went to his hair the moment his lips left mine and trailed down my throat. “I want you…” I mumbled.
“Damn, Nadine… I can smell your arousal…” He groaned as he pressed his bulging erection against my front.
NADINE.“Damn, Nadine… I can smell your arousal…” He groaned as he pressed his bulging erection against my front and I couldn’t help but grind mine onto him. “Fuck!” He growled as his hand gripped my hair, and our eyes met. “My wolf wants you!”“Yes.. please…” I moaned. “Take me…”His hand moved, and goosebumps raised on my skin as he trailed his calloused palm along my thigh while our mouths fought for dominance. His fingers brushed on the tiny fabric covering my core before he slipped it to the side and began touching my folds. His touch was rough, but I reveled in it, and in no time, I could feel my pussy leaking. He pulled away from my throat and pushed his body up so his face paralleled with mine. I whimper in disappointment because I wanted his lips on my skin. “Aren’t you too wet for me, mate?” He asked as he licked his lips. His eyes dilated again while his two fingers slid in between my folds and penetrated my pussy - stroking in and out of me.Whimpers and moans escaped m
NADINE.As soon as he left, my heat came. And it was the worst feeling that I ever had in my whole life. I was burning and miserable.In the beginning, I kept myself composed and did my best not to even flinch at the first sign of pain when it came. But as time went on, I couldn’t stop myself anymore.I was burning. I thought I was about to die. I couldn’t stop my cries anymore. So I just let the pain consume me and added my mate’s name to the list of people who had wronged me. I thought Xander was different. I thought being his mate would make me special in his eyes. But I was wrong. He was one of the worst kinds. I spent the whole night crying, cramped up in my little bed. I didn’t know when and how I fell asleep. Or maybe I passed out. I woke up with my clothes soiled from my sweat and tears. I was sure the whole room was reeking of my juices because of how many times I touched myself until I couldn’t remember anything anymore. I was the only one in the bunker, but I felt used a
NADINE. “Nadine!” Xander’s voice rang in the air before another one came.“In my office, Beta,” Maddox ordered him. “Give me ten minutes, Maddox,” Xander answered, and soon I heard footsteps following me. I hurried my steps, and the moment I reached the second floor, I ran to my room. “Fuck!” I heard him mumble before he ran as well. I was able to reach my room, but it was locked, and I had no idea where the key was. I was still holding my doorknob when I turned around, my eyes glaring at him as I spoke. “Don’t come near…”He stopped right away and raised his hands. “I have the keys in my pocket.”“Give it to me.”With one hand still up, he reached for his pocket and pulled the key from it. I grabbed it from him and inserted it into the keyhole. With my body facing him, I pushed the door open. “Don’t you dare attempt to come inside my room, or I will scream.”“I just want to talk.”“You had your chance last night!” I snapped at him, my teeth gritting. “Can you fucking calm down a
NADINE.“Would you like to work for me personally?” The Alpha asked and my head automatically nodded. I knew there was something fishy about the way he offered it, but I was willing to do anything to stay.I would not let Xander throw me out of this pack. Since my mate didn’t want me, I would go back to my original plan and lure the Alpha for my revenge. “What kind of work will that be, Alpha?”“Will it matter?” He asked.I smiled at him and shook my head.A satisfied grin tugged at his mouth as he licked his lips. Well, let the games begin. “How old are you?”“I’m turning twenty-two soon.”“Interesting. You look younger.”“Will that matter? Will you let me join your pack?” I asked, biting my lower lip. “Yes.” He said slowly before he stood up from his chair and opened his drawer. I saw him pick up a dagger, and it made me swallow harder. I knew the dagger was needed to draw blood, but I reminded myself to be wary and observant. He rounded his table and leaned back on it as he s
NADINE. ‘Can you hear me?’ Xander’s voice rang in my head. ‘Yes.’ I replied, and I made sure he could hear the animosity in my voice. “Alpha, we will go now.” His arm coiled around my waist as he pulled her closer after taking the glass away from my hand and placing it on the shelves near him. I discreetly wriggled out of his grasp, and I was sure Alpha Maddox saw it. I felt his chest heave as he continued speaking. “I will take the two days off that I asked you for yesterday. I’ll make sure Gamma Kenzo is aware so he can take over as needed.” “I haven’t agreed on it,” Maddox replied as he turned his back on us and walked back to his chair.“You told me I could have days off once a month. I’d been here for more than two months and had never taken a day off. I’m asking for just two days.”“Trying to run over me in front of your mate?” Maddox asked, furrowing his brows. “No. Just two days. I want to spend time with Nadine.”“Does she want to spend time with you?” He asked, and a s
NADINE. We bumped into four Omegas, including Mindy. My hands curled into fists, but I did my best to stop my chest from heaving. “Good morning, Beta Xander.” One of them greeted him. “Good morning.” Xander stopped walking, making me stop, too. His arm went around my waist as he pulled me closer to him. “This is Lady Nadine, my mate. Future Beta Female of this Pack.”I saw shock registered on their faces, except for Mindy, who smiled at me. But it also didn’t slip my eyes the way the other Omegas tried to look at her discreetly. They were probably checking her reaction to Xander’s introduction.“Welcome to the Dark Forest Pack, Beta Nadine.” Mindy greeted me, tilting her head to bow down. The rest of the Omegas followed her and said the same thing before they bowed in respect. I wanted to cry and walk away, but I kept my head high while doing my best not to sound sarcastic. “Thank you,” I replied. And then I saw it. Mindy’s eyes flecked white, and I slowly tilted my head to look a
XANDER.Before Nadine showed up at the border, I had asked Maddox to give me a day or two off to find my mate. I told him I had no plans to claim her — that I didn’t want her. But I needed to find her for the rejection. That was a lie. I wanted Nadine. My whole being craved the female I smelled two weeks ago at the Claiming Ball, but I knew I had nothing to offer her, not with Maddox around. In the two months I was here, I had seen females that my brother fancied, and I was terrified his attention would fall on her. My mate’s beauty was exquisite. She might be innocent-looking, but there was a fire in her eyes — something that my brother would surely take notice of, and the last thing I wanted was for him to add her to his conquest.Some of Maddox’s conquests were willing females who would open their legs and let him have his way with them, but others were victims of his games. Mindy belonged to the latter. I had to let my brother think I wanted Mindy so he would leave her alone.
XANDER.So here we were, heading to the Security Building so I could explain things better.I had never had to explain my actions to anyone, and I was at a loss for every question Nadine would throw my way. I had no idea how to make her believe my intentions were real — that I wanted her, not anyone else.Seeing the desire in Maddox’s eyes for my mate woke up all my senses. I didn’t care anymore if Nadine was still in love with Tristan or if she was an accomplice to him. All I knew was that I wanted to protect her, and I wanted to claim her. But earning her trust would be hard after everything I did to her in the last twenty-four hours. “What are we doing here?” She asked as we stopped in front of the door where SECURITY was written. I didn’t answer. Instead, I opened the door wide and let her in. There were four men inside, including Gamma Kenzo. “Good morning, Beta Xander.” The rest of the men greeted me, while Kenzo just nodded his head toward me. “Good morning. This is Nadine.