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XANDER.

The crowd finally let us go. We bid them a peaceful night and watched as they dispersed with a promise that there would be more moments like this when they could talk with us.

Nadine was safely secured in my arms as I kept kissing the crown of her head from time to time. There was nothing holding me back from showing her how much she meant to me, especially when I saw how she stood up for us in front of our people.

Our people. This felt surreal. All my life, I had thrown the idea of a pack life away and had never wanted to be here. But I did it for Mindy, and as absurd as it may sound, it was one of the best decisions of my life. Because it led me here, beside my mate.

I could only imagine her life if I didn’t accept the Beta post that Maddox offered me.

I never doubted she would succeed, but I knew Maddox would definitely break her. And I was glad I was here to stop that from happening.

“Do you mind if I talk to Xander?” Dad asked the moment he approached us. Nadine was al
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