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NADINE. I was nervous to meet Xander, but I prepared myself never to snap at him or return the animosity regardless of how he treated me. Xander might have been indifferent whenever we talked or saw each other, but his actions showed he cared for me. Why would he give me all the properties he had acquired if he wasn’t thinking about me? He might still feel guilty about what Maximus and Maddox did, but I knew it was more because of me.Despite everything, I knew Xander wanted me. He was just fighting whatever he felt because he didn’t want to live a pack life. Or was it because I was the Alpha, and he would be deemed weaker than me? But Xander had always been confident of his own strength. Didn’t he play the role of the weak brother for many months, unaffected by the opinions of others?Besides, I knew in my heart that I might be the Alpha, but only Xander knew how to make me weak and surrender to him. Lower my pride. Do not shout at the first sign of rejection.Do not walk away
NADINE.“Xander,” A female’s voice snapped his attention from me, and he immediately straightened up, wiping his hands on his jeans.I was seated, my hand latched on a cow’s breasts, pumping milk from her. Xander was teaching me how to do it. Earlier, I asked him what work he would give me. He told me he didn’t really have any vacancies, but he knew I needed money for my vacation. Since he was kindhearted, he decided to give me work. I laughed at the way our conversation went, and I was not going to deny that I was enjoying my moments with him. Being around Xander had always been a joy, as he knew the right jokes to make me laugh, but everything changed when I found myself in a cell. But I was glad that I was seeing the old Xander I met.He guided me to a cattle house where some dairy cows were kept. He told me they milk cows here manually, as the ones produced in this area were for his and the workers’ personal use.That was why I ended up milking one. “What’s wrong, Sidney?” Xande
XANDER. The moment I kissed Nadine, I couldn’t stop. There was no denying that she could make me bend my will in an instant, and no matter how much I distanced myself from her, one smile and I surrendered. I was lost in the sensation of kissing and devouring her lips while my hand slowly slipped inside her jeans. I waited for her to object, but all she did was moan and whimper under my hold and press her front onto my throbbing erection. My hand squeezed her ass before it moved downward, cupping her core, which was already soaking her panties, and with her arousal swirling in the air, I knew things would escalate from here.I didn’t want to stop. I wanted more. But fate surely knew how to mock me.“Sir?” A man’s voice rang in the air, and there was urgency in his tone.My eyes snapped open as I withdrew from her swollen lips and pulled my hand off her pants, resting my arm on the wall just above her face. Our gazes locked. My chest was heaving, my eyes dilating, and I opened my mo
XANDER.The whole day was too slow, and there were too many things to do.My new worker, a beautiful female named Nadine, whom I couldn’t stop staring at, ended up doing nothing but watching and following me wherever I went.For once, I felt secure and at peace just doing my routine, knowing she was just around me. But more than that, I took pleasure in all the little gestures she showed me that let me know how much she always wanted my presence around her.Nadine was a natural when it came to interacting with people. She knew how to make them comfortable, and she knew the right words to make them feel good about themselves.I always knew Nadine to be smart and tough, but seeing her soft side was mesmerizing. It took her only hours to gain their trust, a feat that took me days to accomplish.By nighttime, most of the workers in this place were already calling her Miss Nadine, and some had asked if she was a close friend or more than that. I always tell them to ask her instead. And she
XANDER.“I only have one heart, which belongs to the wildheart standing before me.”Her eyes watered, and I didn’t miss the quivering of her lips. Was she struggling not to cry?“It’s beautiful.” She mumbled.“Not as beautiful as you.” My finger brushed against her soft cheek. She cupped my hand and tilted her head, pressing it more to her face as she closed her eyes, stopping her tears from falling. “I didn’t know you’d notice the tattoo,” I told her. “I did, but I want to make sure I’m not hallucinating.” She replied.Because her head was tilted, my gaze landed on her marked skin, and a surge of hunger ignited within me. Her heat scent was driving me wild, and it was getting harder to control. My cock was already too painful.I couldn’t wait anymore. My head dipped, and my mouth landed on her soft spot where my mark stood, and I began sucking on her skin. Soft moans escaped her lips, and after a while, she grabbed the waistband of my jeans, tugging it lower. She bent further unt
NADINE.Xander gave me more than what I was hoping for, and I just found myself digging my fangs into his skin. I’d been dreaming of carrying his mark and marking him even before I was imprisoned—despite not knowing what lay ahead of us—but I couldn’t because of Mindy.Now that I had him in my arms, with Mindy in a good place and Maddox gone for good, there was no reason not to claim him. “Hmmm…” I moaned as his blood traveled down my throat, and a deeper connection bound us, enveloping my whole sense with warmth and security.Xander was finally mine. All mine.My eyes shut open, and I abruptly pulled away from his neck, scrambling on my ass as I moved away from him. My head tilted to look at him, and his expression was dark. I was right. He was upset. “I’m sorry… I got carried away.” I mumbled.It was a crime to mark a female without her consent, and I was sure it was the same for males. “Sorry for what? For marking me?” He asked.I nodded my head. “I should have…”“You should hav
NADINE.I was still far from seeing the possibility of him coming home with me, but I would take this—I would take what he could give me. And maybe one day, maybe soon, he would understand that there was also a life waiting for us at the Dark Forest Pack. “You’re so beautiful... Every day, I’m still in awe that I was paired with you.” He mumbled, and his eyes told me he wasn’t joking. “You look good in my shirt.”“I love you, Xander,” I said in a soft voice without taking my eyes off him. I was not good with this, but I hoped he could feel the sincerity of my words.“I thought I would never hear that from you.” He said as his eyes watered. “It’s an honor to be loved by you, Nadine. I hope I can be good enough and live up to your expectations.”“Why are you saying that? You are more than enough.” He didn’t say anything and just smiled at me. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and his hands on my waist pulled me closer to him before our lips brushed against each other.“I love you.” H
NADINE“Fine, I’ll go. We’ll talk later.” He said, shrugging his shoulders and ready to turn around. “Xander, please.” I was getting frustrated. “Don’t leave.” It was Kenzo. “I’m sorry I came unannounced. But this next information affects you too, so I suggest you stay. After this, I’ll leave.”“What about it?” Xander asked. “Can we all sit down?” Kenzo requested.Xander sat on the couch in front of Kenzo. I went to the same couch and sat beside him but he didn’t even look at me. “One of the pack doctors visited us at the packhouse. She was worried and wanted us to know if we knew anything about Carlotta.”“Why?” I couldn’t help but ask. “She said Carlotta is pregnant, and she didn’t know she was no longer part of the pack, so when she didn’t show up for her scheduled appointment, she tried reaching out to her, but she couldn’t reach her anymore.”I sank into my seat, pressing my back against the couch. Pregnant? Was it Maddox’s pup?“Only then did she find out she left and deno