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Chapter 36

Author: Cassandra M
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NADIA.

I was trying to take in all of Riley while he sang when a surge of emotions suddenly hit me and mixed with mine.

My eyes started to water as it finally dawned on me that he was sharing his emotions with me.

This was the first. And I hope it will be the first of many that will come after this.

We never talked about walls and boundaries, but I always shared my deepest emotions with him so he could read everything about me. But he never did it for me. Not until today.

And I felt his pain, his sorrow, and one thing that I was never familiar with - something that was giving me butterflies in my stomach. It let me know that I was important to him.

I slammed my face against the nook of his neck after he positioned me on his lap. I couldn’t fight the sobs escaping my throat.

Too many emotions, too many feelings, but what stuck with me was his pain.

"I’m sorry if I disappointed you today. I didn’t know he would show up…"

"What are you talking about? I’m not disappointed with yo
Cassandra M

Hi, lovelies! I only have one today. Thank you for reading! Tomorrow's chapter is what you've all been waiting for. Will it end badly or not? Stay tuned... ♡ Thank you for all the GEMS yesterday! They were overflowing! I couldn't thank all of you enough! ♡

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Ginger Guevara
Ok this timeline should take place when they, Andrea & Caspian (in the arms of my Alpha) paid Riley a visit but he was in a bad place still .,, it wasn’t until months later when Riley finally getting his life together, visited Andrea & Caspian to make peace!! I hope so!!!!
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Sophie
Maybe she’s there to invite him to their wedding or something.
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Kelly
Ok....I’m gonna need a minute.... ...
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