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CHAPTER SIXTEEN
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2024-10-29 19:42:56FACING FEAR
May 19, 2021
FINN
I gently clutch the doorknob of the backdoor of their house. When I turned at my back I saw him with his eyes closed while continuously breathing in and out in a heavy and rapid motion. His panic attacks him earlier than I expected.
“I’m gonna open the door now.” I gave him a head start, he didn’t open his eyes instead he nodded vigorously.
I slowly turn the doorknob while not taking my eyes off him. I watch him tenses and his anxiety even gets worse when I finally open the door wide. The wind greets us as it blows our hair and embraces our body. I saw him jittered by the touch of it.
“F-Finn, I think I’m gonna have to go to the bathroo
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