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CHAPTER FORTY
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2021-10-26 19:59:24TRAITOR
May 20, 2021
GABBY
For the first time in my life, I committed a heinous crime.
I deceived the person who trusted me. No, she was not just a simple person in my life. She had been a part of me—we've known each other since we were kids.
I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself, not after what I did.
"Gabby, please stay awake." Lizzie's voice tries to keep me awake while lightly tapping my face.
I shiver uncontrollably, feeling the cold on every inch of my flesh. Perhaps this is my karma for what I did to Maddy. I never expected to find her there, and I never imagined Santi could do such things to innocent girls.
But what I didn't expect was
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