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Zadkiel approached the men's room slowly, his pace a deliberate contrast to the frantic beating of his heart. He rubbed his forehead, a slight throbbing starting behind his eyes. He'd drunk half a bottle of wine – more than he'd consumed in…well, he couldn't even remember the last time he'd had that much alcohol. He'd lost track of time, of pleasure, and of anything beyond the relentless demands of his work.Real happiness felt like a distant, almost forgotten luxury, something he couldn't afford, no matter how much money he possessed. It was harder to attain than any business deal, any award, any accolade. He'd graduated top of his class from a prestigious university, and achieved every professional milestone he'd set for himself, and yet…he felt empty. A hollow shell of a man, going through the motions, driven by ambition, but lacking…something. Something essential he couldn't point out.He didn't understand this emptiness. His childhood memories were fragmented, and incomplete, leav
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Zadkiel was lost in thought. Consumed by the whirlwind of emotions Arkael had stirred up. He barely registered Mariella calling his name. The sharp snap of her fingers near his face finally broke through his internal chaos."What?!" he snapped. His irritation flared in an instant. He hadn't meant to be rude, but the sudden intrusion into his private thoughts felt violated.Mariella pointed behind him. Her expression was a mixture of amusement and something else—something that looked almost like… understanding. "Dude, there's a situation developing behind you," she said in a low voice.Zadkiel turned and followed her gaze. His breath caught in his throat. Standing just a few feet away, with a posture radiating a strange mix of tension and concern was Arkael Casimiro.The man's musky scent, which had inexplicably captivated Zadkiel earlier, wafted towards him in a potent, almost overwhelming wave. He instinctively inhaled, his body reacting before his mind could censor the response. He f
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Arkael’s heart leaped for a reason he couldn't quite place when Zadkiel's words reached him.Perhaps it was a surge of relief that this newly rediscovered childhood brother seemed to embrace a brighter outlook than his own. A fierce protectiveness welled within him. He would move heaven and earth to shield him from the corrupting influence of malicious individuals. He had grown accustomed to navigating such darkness, but Zadkiel? The thought of him being tainted was unbearable.If only recognition had dawned on him sooner, everything would have unfolded with such ease. He would have been a constant presence in Zadkiel's life, ready to fulfill his every need and desire. He would have stayed by his side to accompany him wherever he wished. Was it truly that simple, to simply cater to his whims?Arkael closed his eyes as he drew in several deep and steadying breaths. He had momentarily lost himself in the past. He almost forgot the chasm of time that separated them from their innocent chi
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Arkael was glaring at Zadkiel murderously. He had been worrying his fucking ass out while thinking of the man's emotional streak but he didn't expect that what he saw would turn him livid and mad. What would happen to them if he hadn't arrived his ass at the right time? The thought of Zadkiel being kissed by Xander made his blood boiling. But why? This was the very first time that he felt this way. What was this feeling called?"Stop glaring at me like I've done something unforgivable. It sucks!" Zadkiel straightened himself and took his steps forward. He wanted to leave the club and go back to his hiding territory. There, he could find the solace that he needed the most. He could mend and heal his invisible wounds. Eventually, he could gather himself again and stand on his arrogant feet again!&nb
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