Zadkiel exhaled, a shaky breath he hadn't realized he was holding, the tension only easing after the thunk of the office door signaled Micha's exit. But her words – "Are you a man?" – lingered, a poisonous barb lodged deep, stirring a disquiet he'd never experienced.
It wasn't the insult; it was the question. He'd always defined himself by his ambition, his control, his detachment from emotional entanglements. Romance, relationships… they were distractions. Micha's utter failure to elicit any physical response, his internal void where desire should have been, was terrifyingly new. He'd never questioned his sexuality. It had simply been a non-issue. Until now.
'Nonsense,' he thought, the word a desperate denial rather than a conviction. He shook his head, trying to dislodge the unsettling thought. 'She's just a bitter, rejected employee.' He was Zadkiel Axton Mortel, CEO. He didn't have identity crises.
He was a man. And he had a date. A blind date, orchestrated by his mother, but a date nonetheless. Perhaps this was the universe's way of silencing Micha's words, of proving his… normality. He needed this date, not for romantic connection, but for self-validation.
"You've got a message!"
His younger brother's childish voice, captured years ago as his message alert, broke through his turmoil. A faint, genuine smile softened his lips. The recording was a link to a simpler past before the Mortel empire became his sole focus. It reminded him of a bond, strained by time and responsibility, but deeply cherished.
The message was from his mother:
AMC Hotel at 7:00 sharp.
The smile widened, tinged with a nervous anticipation. This date, however contrived, was an escape. A chance to step outside his rigid world and, perhaps, reconnect with a part of himself he'd suppressed. He checked his Patek Philippe – a symbol of his achievements, but also a marker of the relentless march of time. Time to go.
He meticulously straightened his desk, aligning the remaining documents with almost obsessive precision, then locked them in his hidden vault – a physical manifestation of his need for control, a control that felt increasingly precarious. He moved to his private lounge, a sanctuary adjoining his office.
His gaze landed on the television remote. He usually kept it tuned to financial news, a constant stream of data fueling his strategic mind. Occasionally, those reports were interrupted by entertainment segments, often gossiping about the wealthy and famous. He usually found these interruptions irritating, a waste of time.
"News flash!" a crisp, female voice announced. "The CEO of the AMC Group, Arkael Mitchel Casimiro, was spotted at one of his hotel establishments with someone in his arms…"
A photograph appeared: Arkael Casimiro, strikingly handsome, a man exuding power and a raw, almost magnetic charisma, carrying someone – their identity obscured – through a hotel lobby.
Zadkiel stared, and something shifted within him. A sensation, unfamiliar and unsettling, coiled in his gut. 'He's… beautiful,' his subconscious whispered a thought that sent a jolt of panic through him. He shook his head violently, a physical rejection of the thought.
Why am I even thinking that? The question was a terrified whisper in his mind. He'd never felt anything like this for another man. Never. This… this was a betrayal of everything he thought he knew about himself. A sharp, throbbing pain erupted behind his eyes. He pressed his palms against his temples, a desperate attempt to contain the internal chaos.
"Time to go!"
His brother's voice, his alarm, startled him. He needed to leave. This date, once a dreaded obligation, now felt like a desperate attempt at normalcy. He needed to focus on something, anything, other than the terrifying implications of his thoughts.
'Focus on the date,' he commanded himself. 'Be charming. Be… straight.'
He entered his private bathroom, splashing cold water on his face, staring at his reflection. His neatly trimmed hair, his sharp features, the intensity of his dark eyes… He looked the part of a successful, eligible bachelor. He was a successful, eligible bachelor. He just needed to act like one, to feel like one.
"Goodbye, Mr. Mortel, sir!" the security guard called out as Zadkiel exited his private elevator.
A curt nod was his only response, his mind a battlefield of conflicting emotions. He strode towards the private parking garage, where his Aston Martin waited – a symbol of his status, a shield against the world.
He retrieved his keys and started the engine, the powerful roar a temporary distraction. As he drove towards the AMC Hotel, his thoughts were a tangled mess.
A massive billboard loomed: Arkael Casimiro and his wife, smiling, radiant, close. "HAPPILY MARRIED!" the caption screamed.
Zadkiel's jaw clenched. 'Happily married, yet carrying someone else in his arms?' A surge of anger, disproportionately intense, flooded him. He scoffed.' Hypocrite.' But beneath the anger, a sharp, undeniable pang resonated in his chest. A pang of… jealousy?
The thought was so foreign, so wrong, that he almost swerved the car. 'What is happening to me?' He dismissed it, desperately clinging to the idea that it was righteous indignation on behalf of the betrayed wife. He had to. The alternative was too terrifying to contemplate.
He arrived at the AMC Hotel, his mood a volatile cocktail of anger, confusion, and a growing, terrifying self-awareness.
A valet, in a crisp uniform, signaled him forward.
"Good evening, sir," the valet greeted him.
Zadkiel stopped, opened the door, and stepped out, tossing the keys to the valet without a word. His abruptness was a reflection of his inner turmoil.
"Good evening, sir. Do you have a reservation?" the receptionist asked, her smile professionally unwavering.
"Reservation under Zadkiel Mortel," he replied, his voice tight, his gaze sweeping the opulent lobby, searching… for what, he couldn't say.
"One moment, please," the receptionist responded, her fingers flying across the keyboard.
Zadkiel's eyes caught sight of a couple embracing passionately near the entrance. The sight, normally unremarkable, ignited a fresh wave of something dark and complex within him. His blood felt like ice, then fire.
"Sir," the receptionist said hesitantly, "there is a table reservation for two, but it's under the name Axton Mortel…" She lowered her voice, nervously biting her lip.
"That's still me," Zadkiel snapped, his patience at its breaking point.
"Oh, I'm so sorry, sir, but… could I see some identification, please?" The receptionist stammered, her eyes wide with fear. "It's… standard procedure."
"Are you accusing me of identity theft?" Zadkiel's voice rose, his fists clenched so tightly his knuckles were white.
"No! No, sir, of course not! It's just… hotel policy…" the receptionist trembled, her face ashen.
"What's the problem here?" a deep, resonant voice intervened.
Zadkiel's fists clenched tighter. He knew that voice. He slowly turned, his eyes meeting those of Arkael Mitchel Casimiro.
Him. The man from the news. The man from the billboard. The man who, inexplicably, was the epicenter of this emotional earthquake within him. The man his body, betraying his mind, seemed to recognize.
"Talk to your receptionist, Mr. Casimiro," Zadkiel said, his voice dangerously low, the words a struggle against the turmoil churning inside him. "She seems to believe I'm an imposter."
Arkael stepped forward, his expression apologetic. "I apologize for the inconvenience, sir. Please understand, it's standard procedure…" He hadn't recognized the man at first. But now, looking closer, at the sharp jawline, the intense, dark eyes… a jolt, a visceral thrum of recognition, shot through him.
Zadkiel, still seething, reached for his wallet, extracted a gold-plated identification card, and practically threw it onto the reception desk.
The receptionist's eyes widened to saucers as she read: Zadkiel Axton Mortel, CEO, Mortel Group. Her face went completely white.
Arkael picked up the card, his gaze lingering on the name. Zadkiel Axton Mortel… A name that whispered from a past he'd thought lost, a name that echoed with a forgotten intimacy. He looked up, meeting Zadkiel's eyes, and recognition slammed into him with the force of a physical blow. The eyes, the jaw, the faint scar above the left eyebrow… It was him. It had to be.
"Zadkiel…?" Arkael said, the name a breathless whisper, a question, and a revelation all at once. He saw the confusion in Zadkiel's eyes, the blankness. Of course. He wouldn't remember. He'd been just a kid.
"You're Mr. Mortel, of the Mortel Group," Arkael said, forcing a neutral tone, masking the emotional tsunami that had just crashed over him. His brother. His lost brother was standing before him, radiating an anger and a… something else… that Arkael couldn't quite decipher, but felt drawn to nonetheless.
"I am," Zadkiel replied curtly, his confusion deepening. Why was this man staring at him with such intensity? Why did his voice hold that… strange quality? "Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a reservation."
"Uh, yes, the sixth floor, Mr. Mortel," the receptionist stammered, her head bowed in shame.
Zadkiel snatched his ID back, shoved it into his shirt pocket, and turned to leave, every muscle tense, every nerve on high alert.
"Wait!" Arkael called out, reaching out a hand instinctively, desperate to stop him. He couldn't let him just walk away. Not now. Not after all this time.
Zadkiel stopped, turning back, his expression a volatile mix of annoyance, confusion, and something else… something that made Arkael's breath catch in his throat. "What?" he asked, his voice sharp, almost a challenge.
"I… I apologize again," Arkael said, improvising, struggling to maintain a calm facade. He needed time. He needed to figure out how to navigate this… this miracle. "Let me… personally escort you to your table."
"I can find my way," Zadkiel retorted, his heart pounding a frantic rhythm against his ribs. This man, this stranger, was affecting him in ways he couldn't comprehend, arousing feelings he'd never experienced, and it terrified him. "I don't need your help." His body, however, seemed to disagree, a subtle tremor running through him.
"Come on," Arkael persisted, forcing a casual tone, a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes, "aren't we both men? No need to be so… defensive." He gestured towards the elevators. "Follow me." He pressed the button for his private elevator, a detail that registered even through Zadkiel's inner chaos. But when Arkael turned around, Zadkiel was gone.
Arkael stood there, staring at the space, a whirlwind of emotions – disbelief, joy, frustration, and a profound, aching sense of loss – crashing over him. His brother. After all these years… He'd found him. And he'd let him slip away.
That man… he's my brother, Arkael thought, the realization solidifying, a truth that resonated deep within his soul. And he has no idea. He needed a plan. He needed to tell him, to bridge the chasm of years, of lost memories, of separate lives. He was, after all, his older brother. But there was something else, too. A pull, an attraction, that he couldn't deny, an attraction that complicated everything.
Meanwhile, Zadkiel was pressed against a wall in a secluded alcove, trying to control his breathing, to make sense of the emotional maelstrom that Arkael Casimiro had unleashed. He couldn't understand his reactions. The anger, the confusion, the undeniable, terrifying attraction. It was all so foreign, so wrong, so… intense.
Arkael leaned against the cool, polished wall near his private elevator. A deliberate distance from the bustling activity of the hotel lobby yet close enough to keep an eye on the main entrance.He wasn't planning on going to the sixth floor. Not yet. He needed time to think, to process the emotional earthquake that had just struck him. He closed his eyes, trying to shut out the ambient noise.The polite chatter of guests, the clinking of glasses, and the soft murmur of music – and focus on the image that had seared itself into his mind: Zadkiel Axton Mortel. His brother.How many years had he spent yearning for this? How many nights had he prayed for a sign, a clue, anything that would lead him back to the little boy he'd lost? How many tears had he shed, silently, privately, mourning a bond broken too soon?The ache of that loss had been a constant companion, a dull throb beneath the surface of his carefully constructed life.Two decades. Two decades since their lives had been ripped
'When did the good-looking kid turn ugly in those kids' eyes? Had they gone blind? What's wrong with them?'This had been eight-year-old Arkael's bewildered, indignant reaction to little Zadkiel's claim of being bullied for his appearance. It was a thought that echoed, with bitter irony, in the present-day Arkael's mind."Why are you still frowning?" Arkael had asked, his childish curiosity piqued by the persistent downturn of his new little brother's mouth.Zadkiel had been staring off into the distance, his expression clouded with a sadness that seemed far too heavy for such a young child.'What was troubling him? Did he owe someone money?' Arkael's young mind, unfamiliar with the complexities of adult worries, could only come up with such simplistic explanations."I...I can't even see you," the little boy mumbled, his voice barely audible and his head drooping in shame.The words were like a punch to Arkael's gut. A revelation that shattered his innocent assumptions.Arkael had been
Zadkiel couldn't bring himself to follow Arkael to the private elevator.The other man's presence and his unexpected persistence triggered a storm of confusing emotions. So, when Arkael turned, Zadkiel instinctively sought refuge, slipping into a shadowed alcove near the main lobby. His heart hammered against his ribs, a frantic, erratic beat that echoed the chaos in his mind."What the hell!" he muttered, clutching his chest, as if he could physically still the turbulent organ.The encounter with Arkael had been… unsettling. It wasn't just the man's good looks, though those were undeniable. It was something more.A pull, an almost magnetic force that had drawn him in, sparking a strange mix of excitement, anxiety, and… something else. Something he couldn't, wouldn't, name. He'd felt a connection, a spark, that had nothing to do with business and everything to do with… attraction. A male attraction. An attraction to the man who seemed both familiar and unfamiliar to him. The thought wa
A cruel smile twisted Arkael's lips as he locked the cubicle door.The woman, all eager anticipation just moments before, now seemed to shrink under his gaze.He unbuckled his leather belt with deliberate slowness, the metallic click echoing in the small, confined space.He let the belt dangle from his hand, his eyes never leaving hers. He wasn't interested in pleasantries, or even in seduction. This was…punishment. And, perhaps, a twisted form of release.He sat down on the closed toilet lid, lowering his trousers and underwear in one swift motion. His erection, a physical manifestation of his anger and frustration more than genuine desire, sprang free.The woman's eyes widened, her gaze fixed on his exposed flesh. She swallowed hard, a mixture of fear and blatant hunger in her expression. She licked her lips, a gesture that, under different circumstances, might have been alluring. Now, it just fueled his disgust. She looked, he thought with a sneer, like a predator salivating over it
Zadkiel approached the men's room slowly, his pace a deliberate contrast to the frantic beating of his heart. He rubbed his forehead, a slight throbbing starting behind his eyes. He'd drunk half a bottle of wine – more than he'd consumed in…well, he couldn't even remember the last time he'd had that much alcohol. He'd lost track of time, of pleasure, and of anything beyond the relentless demands of his work.Real happiness felt like a distant, almost forgotten luxury, something he couldn't afford, no matter how much money he possessed. It was harder to attain than any business deal, any award, any accolade. He'd graduated top of his class from a prestigious university, and achieved every professional milestone he'd set for himself, and yet…he felt empty. A hollow shell of a man, going through the motions, driven by ambition, but lacking…something. Something essential he couldn't point out.He didn't understand this emptiness. His childhood memories were fragmented, and incomplete, leav
Arkael leaned against the wall near his private elevator, his outward calm a carefully constructed facade. Inside, he was a maelstrom of conflicting emotions. Nervousness, yes, but beneath that, a deeper, more unsettling turmoil.The encounter in the restroom had, as always, left him feeling empty and disgusted, not with the woman, but with himself. The brief, violent act had been a release, a desperate attempt to regain control, but it had, as always, failed.He felt a tremor run through him that had little to do with the aftermath of his encounter, and more to do with who was nearby.His heart was hammering against his ribs, but not entirely from the physical exertion. It was the anticipation. The unexpected, unwanted, and yet undeniably thrilling prospect of seeing Zadkiel again. Seeing the man who, with a single look, a single word, had managed to crack the icy shell he'd built around himself.For the second time in his adult life, he felt a surge of… what? He couldn't name it. It
Zadkiel was lost in thought. Consumed by the whirlwind of emotions Arkael had stirred up. He barely registered Mariella calling his name. The sharp snap of her fingers near his face finally broke through his internal chaos."What?!" he snapped. His irritation flared in an instant. He hadn't meant to be rude, but the sudden intrusion into his private thoughts felt violated.Mariella pointed behind him. Her expression was a mixture of amusement and something else—something that looked almost like… understanding. "Dude, there's a situation developing behind you," she said in a low voice.Zadkiel turned and followed her gaze. His breath caught in his throat. Standing just a few feet away, with a posture radiating a strange mix of tension and concern was Arkael Casimiro.The man's musky scent, which had inexplicably captivated Zadkiel earlier, wafted towards him in a potent, almost overwhelming wave. He instinctively inhaled, his body reacting before his mind could censor the response. He f
Arkael’s heart leaped for a reason he couldn't quite place when Zadkiel's words reached him.Perhaps it was a surge of relief that this newly rediscovered childhood brother seemed to embrace a brighter outlook than his own. A fierce protectiveness welled within him. He would move heaven and earth to shield him from the corrupting influence of malicious individuals. He had grown accustomed to navigating such darkness, but Zadkiel? The thought of him being tainted was unbearable.If only recognition had dawned on him sooner, everything would have unfolded with such ease. He would have been a constant presence in Zadkiel's life, ready to fulfill his every need and desire. He would have stayed by his side to accompany him wherever he wished. Was it truly that simple, to simply cater to his whims?Arkael closed his eyes as he drew in several deep and steadying breaths. He had momentarily lost himself in the past. He almost forgot the chasm of time that separated them from their innocent chi
A year later...“Ahhh!” A woman’s painful whine ranged on Kael and Kiel’s ears.“Axe... Take it easy, she will be fine and so as our babies...” Kael patted his lover’s shoulder gently to comfort him.“My love, what if the babies couldn't make it? Godddd! I can't bear to lose them!” Kiel grumbled shakily. He was pacing back and forth anxiously outside the delivery room. After their marriage, their parents give them both a task to fulfill before going back to their country and take over the company. They are required to find someone to give birth to their babies. They were both billionaires
“Merah! Watch out!” BANG! BANG! BANG! “Ahhh!” THUD! Loud gunshots ranged simultaneously on the parking lot. The surroundings seemed to froze and everyone around the premises seemed to halt in their motions. Some were hiding and the others forgot to find themselves a little place to cover, they just stood there frozen in shock. The atmosphere turned eeriely silent. Allen was extremely petrified and carelessly jumpe
"I'll deal with her!""Got it, Sr. Officer!""Clear the crowd. I want the clearest angle at ten o'clock." Amira commanded dominantly while roaming her sharp eyes around the premises.Zack was then turned speechless. He went thoroughly dumbfounded. ‘She’s a Sr. Officer? Why didn't I know that?’ he thought."Got it!" Hoop affirmatively agreed without hesitation.A few minutes later...A fully armed man in a black combat outfit appeared on Amira's side. He hand her a fully loaded automatic rifle on which she accepted right in front of her ex-husb
Meanwhile...Merah was feeling extremely uneasy. Her guts told her that there must be something big happening behind her back. Her heart thudded loudly beneath her chest. Her stomach couldn't help churning. She felt edgy that she kept on pacing back and forth in their living room. Allen’s call gives her the odd feeling that he must be up to something. Something dangerous!“Merah, listen to me my love... don’t come here to my office today, do you understand? I have an important work with Zack that needs to be focused...” Allen informed her seriously.“What work was that? You didn’t tell me about that matter these days. Are you hiding something from me, Ace?” Merah a
“Eugene!” A furious voice ranged on the two men’s ears making the other one rattle in his current position.Merida adjusted her cloak leisurely and showed her haggard face. Her stare makes Eugene tremble all over in fear. He broke into a cold sweat as he shifted on his seat looking too flustered.“Relax, don't be scared,” Kenneth whispered and squeezed Eugene’s hand giving him enough courage to carry over his task. “Madam you're here...” Eugene stood up from his seat and bowed slightly greeting the woman trying to get himself calm than ever. His feet trembled immensely.“Where is your boss?” Merida inquired and eyed Kenneth from hea
“Okay... Tell me the details of where she could possibly go at this moment.” Hoop demanded waiting patiently on the other end of the line for Kael's information.“I think she’s going to my office. The AMC hotel headquarters.” Kael stated as he thought about it carefully. He was a hundred so sure that it would happen. No doubt about it.Merida hated his guts so much ever since. Then perhaps she would go directly on his office and kill him on the spot! She was kidnapped and because of that incident her anger tripled and she was now desperate to avenge herself! How irrational of her!“Alright! I’ll put your office under surveillance right away. Please notify your employees about it Mr. Casimiro. Everything should be cle
“Sir, please move a little. We need to do some follow-up checks ups on him...”Zadkiel’s attending physician barged in without further ado with his nurses trailing behind him. Though he caught sight of the two men’s intimate movements he ignored it and proceeded to do his job. He was a professional doctor with professional ethics thus he didn't need to mind their own businesses.Zad rolled his eyes in annoyance. His lips pouted seemingly displeased with his doctor’s sudden intrusion. He gazed at his lover and give out a slight nod of his head like he was telling him a silent ‘let’s carry-on-later!’ look.Kael throw a playful wink back to Zad and wore a faint smile on his lips. He silently moved sideways giving
“Kael Casimiro?” Amira nodded her head vigorously while yawning. “Zack, I really want to sleep, sweetheart...” she whined hopping on her car. She clasped her belts and leaned her head lazily. “I’ll take you home then...” Zack went to the driver's seat, started the car, and drove away. He felt at ease after knowing that Allen’s brat was now taking over to take care of their son. He was gratified for that! He was just hoping that the latter could wake him up in no time! He was greatly worried as the days started to count with Zad responding to them! Meanwhile at the hospital... Kael slowly walked towards Kiel’s bed and took a seat on the chair where Amira had been seated earlier. He was
“He has also undergone brain surgery,” Allen murmured lowly staring at his son. “Dad... Ho-how did that happen to him?” Kael muttered in shock. His eyes widened like saucers while staring at his father. His heart tightened and his nerves clenched painfully. “It was an accident, Kael. He bumped into his minibar counter while he was drunk.” Allen muttered with honesty. “Whe-when was that?” Kael couldn't calm himself anymore and he stood up from his seat. He keeps on pacing back and forth in front of his father looking restless. He was so worried about him! He was freaking out! “The day after you left him...” Allen muttered and narrated the story according to Zack Snyder’s story.