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Chapter 17 HEART AND MIND BATTLE
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2021-09-16 09:06:02“Axel...” Arkael mumbled softly while taking his time caressing Zadkiel’s short hair with his fingers gently. How long had it been since he got a hold of the guy’s short hair? 17 years? Does anyone had gotten that privilege away from him now?
A lot of things had happened to him during his journey from childhood to adulthood, what about him? Did Zadkiel found and meet a lot of friends too during those years? He was interested to know how did he cope up without seeing him for that long.
“Arky...” Zadkiel kept on mumbling his pet name dreamily. He was shifting on his seat, all looking uncomfortable now and then.
“Axel...” Arkael tapped Zadkiel’s shoulder again to wake him up. He didn’t want to interru
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