BEATRICE:“This is not a dream,” I whispered and brushed the side of Grayson's cheeks. I wished they were. I wished this would not bring any trauma and would still allow me to sleep peacefully at night beside my son. “When you wake up, your Dad is still here.” With us. The question was, until when? How long will he be with us? Grayson pinched both of my cheeks. “I believe you, Mommy. Good night, Mommy. Good night, Daddy,” he said and closed his eyes leaving me and Drake. A couple of minutes and Grayson was already snoring. Glancing at my side, Drake was staring at the ceiling, wide awake, without any idea what he was thinking at all. Did he like staying here with us? Of course he did. Remember how he rushed here just to save you and Grayson from danger even at this hour? That’s how important we are to him. Don't you think it's high time to give him the benefit of the doubt, Beatrice? It's not that easy. “Do you want me to turn off the light?” Drake asked all of a sudden, when
BEATRICE:I stared at the two in disbelief as I tried to understand what was going on. Wait. Did I miss something? Josh never informed me that he would be visiting me in the morning. So why?“Josh?” I asked while my brows formed a straight line. “What are you doing here?”How did you get my address? I tried to recall if I did give him my address, but did not remember anything like that. Or perhaps I only forgot about it? Sometimes, I was quite forgetful. The man automatically stood hearing his name while bringing a bouquet of flowers with him. He sauntered towards me and closed the distance between us while Drake was sitting at the coach, but was wearing a deep scowl on his forehead. I was as confused as him, too!“Little One. Are you okay? I was deeply worried.”My lips parted as Josh checked my body, as if he was looking for some wounds. “Why won't I be okay?”“A burglar broke last night,” he commented. “The moment I came here, I automatically rushed here. Why did you not call m
BEATRICE:Oh, no. This was not getting good. I wished I had stepped in earlier to stop Drake and Josh’s banter. "I don't think we need to go to that area. If I hear you two fight because of me, you might hide yourselves and never bother seeing me again. I don't like it at all when people fight over me. I'm not worth it," I insisted, both giving the two a stern look.Josh smiled and put both of hands around my shoulders. His hands were light. "Of course that won't happen at all, Little One. No one will fight if you don't like it all. I will do anything for you, Little One. Anything you like."Drake scoffed while his eyes were glued on Josh’s hands on my shoulders. I slowly removed them on my shoulders not because of Drake’s glare, but because I did not want the two to fight. They will fight because of you. Don't you find it romantic, Beatrice. I mean, back then, you're the only one who was chasing your ex-husband's feelings, but now, two men are pursuing you. Sooo romantic, the othe
BEATRICE:The two men stared at each other then returned the gaze towards me while I waited for their statement. While waiting for their answers, I craned my neck from side to side. I was tired even though I had only just woken up. “We will not fight if you don’t like it, Little One,” Josh declared. “We will not do anything that would upset you, okay? I’m sorry if our constant bickering upset you. Please forgive us for our immature behavior. We should be doing better since you’re still traumatized by what happened to you.”As usual, Josh was the understanding type. Unlike my ex-husband who did not grow up. I heaved a sigh. “I hope you will be honoring your promise, Josh. And now, would you please go now? You two, please? You’ve been here for so long.”I want to have some alone time with myself and fetch Grayson at school. With the two men here, I did not think I would be able to do that.Josh stood. “Alright. We will be going now.”Drake’s forehead knotted as he lifted his gaze an
BEATRICE:My lips parted as I stared at Christina, then shook my head a couple of times. "You're not going to tell my brother, Chrstina even if he is your husband. You promised me."Everette and the rest of my siblings should not know about me and Grayson. They just could not know. What would Mom do if she found out I contacted them? Mom never treated anyone as a family member as long as you did something wrong in her eyes. Christina's expression softened. "Don't you think six years is already too long for punishing your siblings? Beatrice. Please. You have to tell them already."Punishing? Was that how it looked to her? I cut ties with them because I was punishing them? Why would I punish my beloved siblings when in fact my heart was calling for them? There was never a day that passed by without me thinking if they were fine or not. My heart was yearning for them. If only…"You’re wrong. I'm not punishing them. I am merely following the family traditions. I don't want them to be pu
BEATRICE:Christina's voice was full of suspicion. As if she greatly believed that I fell for my ex-husband once again. Which won't be happening any moment from now. I was not the type who would do that knowing my ex-husband was with a woman right now. I was not that foolish.Are you sure, Beatrice? the other part of my mind asked. It's easy to tell a lie. What the! I'm not lying at all! I'm not stupid to fall for Drake. Why would I?"That's not going to happen," I explained, biting back each word. Christina’s eyes were full of suspicion. "Are you sure? Because that's not what I am seeing right now, Beatrice."“Whatever you say is wrong,” I defended. “Don't assume anything, alright?”I shook my head a couple of times and then glanced at the time on my phone. Grayson was already waiting for me now. Lifting my gaze and staring at her, I said, "Look, Christina. If you ever push what you planned, like telling my brother, then you might as well believe that our friendship is done. I c
BEATRICE:My body went cold, as I continued to imagine the worst things on who could be visiting me. What if Christina did not listen anymore to my pleas?"Mommy? The bell keeps ringing. Do you want me to open the door? Maybe it's Daddy, Mommy. I miss him already."I blinked a couple of times. Drake would be better than facing my younger brothers and sister. I was still not ready. I could not be ready at all. "Mommy? Are you okay?"Inhaling deeply while trying to control the fast beating of my heart, I said, "I am fine, Grayson.""Are you sure, Mommy? You seemed sick. Do you have a fever, Mommy?"I shook my head while biting my lips. "Don't mind, Mommy. Would you mind if you stay here while Mommy will check who could be the visitor?""If it's Dad, MOmmy, please inform him that we're going to play."I just hoped it was my ex-husband.Curtly nodding, I said, "I will." And I left his side and sauntered towards the doorway, hoping it was not any of my siblings.My heart was thumping wil
My hands shook while staring at Everette. He and Christina were alike. Those were easy for him to say because he did not know my struggles. “Really? Then, why don't you step out of my house and leave me alone? Don't you come in here so that you will stop seeing me. If I will only cause you stress, then you remove me from your life. You got that?"It was not like I asked them to look for me. I did not. I was already fine with spending the rest of my life with my son and no one else.Everette yanked his hair out of frustration."You don't understand, Beatrice."I smiled bitterly. "Yeah. All of you think I am an imbecile and I don't understand what you are all talking about. It's only my son who understands me. No one else. So why don't you disappear from my life, Everette. Don't you dare come back again. I don't need you. Or any member of the family."Maybe being alone was better. "Beatrice. You don't know what you're talking about. You need us in your life."I averted my gaze. "I kn