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BEATRICE:

It had been a while since Christina left, but my mind would often wander on what she had been telling me. Of pushing me towards Josh.

Until now, it was still a question if he was worth it or not. But I know for a fact that he was always worth it. I was just not ready. Or maybe…I was looking for someone. Especially my ex-husband?

No matter how much I denied it, the feelings were still there.

Still…

My sister-in-law always had a point. When it comes to love, she was wiser compared to me. How come she would not become wise when she had experienced a lot of breakups and had relationships already? Each of them taught her life lessons. But sometimes, for some of them, she did not learn anything at all.

How could she not when she easily falls in love? She always thinks that she’s in love with someone she barely knows.

When I think about Josh, despite talking to him earlier, he seemed like a walking green flag. When I recall my friends, I would hear them talking about him nicel