BEATRICE:“Sign the divorce papers like what we agreed,” Drake, my husband, ordered, shoving the divorce papers in my hand. We were supposed to be watching a romantic movie in the living room like what he said, but his mood suddenly changed. Was it because of the movie? He asked me to come here because of the divorce. “B-Babe…” was all I could while my lips trembled.I was already expecting this day. A couple of years ago, he also wanted to divorce me. We came to an agreement to give ourselves another time. And now…But why did it still hurt? "I tried to wait for you, Beatrice, but I don't have all the time in the world. I'm a busy man. I'm not getting any younger."“You think I am not?” Tears simmered in my eyes as I continued to stare at the divorce papers. What would my family think after this? Mom will hate me. They will disown me. It was never tolerated in the family to have any divorce. And if this will push through, I will be the first Watson in the family. My relatives wi
BEATRICE:I laughed bitterly while wiping my stupid tears. "And now you're blackmailing me? Suppose that those pictures are true, you won't even give me a chance? You just grab this opportunity to be out of the marriage.""You are right. I don't want to sleep with a woman who’s not even clean."His words felt like a dagger plunged into my chest. As much as I could remember, he was the only man who touched me. I never knew my husband could be this cruel. After everything that I sacrificed for him? He would just leave me like this? When we got married, I forgot about myself. I stopped working in our family's company just to serve him as suggested by Mom. She said that Drake wanted a baby as fast as I could because of his past in which he wasn't able to hold his baby when his girlfriend gave birth.How could I cling to this marriage if he no longer trusts me? “Fine. Do you want this? I will give in. I hope you will not regret this later on.”He laughed evilly. “Good. Don't make this e
BEATRICE:It was our family dinner which happened once a month. It was also a month since Drake stepped out of the house, bringing the papers with him. I already received a copy of the divorce paper. With my ex-husband out of my life, I no longer bothered to find the man in the picture.The best thing to do would be to move on.Grandfather who would usually host the dinner was absent and said he wanted to rest instead. Yeah. He should. He was already seventy years old, and his body ached all over.Lyndon, the third child among the children of seven who was next to Everette, was watching us through an online app since he was living abroad and was also working there as an engineer. He was eating too in his pad. Mom had been nagging him to return but he had a lot of excuses saying he could not leave his firm. For all I knew, he was enjoying his single life without Mom dictating him. He also did not want to be arranged to marry someone whom he did not know like what Everette and I experie
BEATRICE:My family’s surprised expression was making me dizzy. My vision spun for a moment, and I had to close my eyes for a bit. Maybe this was the result of having a divorce. I wondered was these the same feelings that the others had experienced when they broke the announcement to their family.“Open your eyes, woman, and tell us what you said again,” Mom demanded.I opened my eyes and I felt suddenly sick.“Mom, let's take it easy first. I think Big Sister is not feeling well,” Lyndon said. “A-Are you okay, Bea?” Angelica asked. “You look pale.”“Bea, don’t act like this after you dropped the bomb, who said you’re allowed to divorce your husband? All of you are aware of what will happen to you!” Mom explained. “You will lose your inheritance! We will disown you!? All of us. You're the eldest. You should set an example for your siblings. But what are you doing? You were the first one to divorce!”“Mom! Let’s not get to that, shall we? No one will disown Big Sister,” Lyndon said. “
BEATRICE:Five years later…“Who is Mommy’s favorite?” I asked Grayson, my five-year-old son and I was about to go home after dining in a nearby restaurant. After knowing I was pregnant, in the long run, I was forced to sell my ex-husband’s house and move into a smaller apartment. For my siblings not to be dragged into my problems, I cut my contact with them. I could not afford that they would also lose everything because they sided with me. Grayson raised his hand. “Me! Me!” he said excitedly while bouncing up and down. “Who is Grayson’s favorite?” he asked in return. I acted as if I was thinking. "Hmm. I wonder who Grayson's favorite is.""It's you, Mommy! You're my favorite of all. I love you so much, Mommy! You're the best thing in the world."My heart fell at his sweetness. "I love you, too, Grayson. Did you have a good time with Mommy, today?"We just came from his school and after seeing the restraint, he dragged me inside while saying he was hungry. Grayson was my male vers
BEATRICE:I wondered what my ex-husband would say after I told him the truth that this child he was facing was his own son. Would he ask for my forgiveness? Would he grovel in front of me? Would he regret divorcing me?Would he identify Grayson as his son? You have to remember that the only thing Grayson had inherited from his dad was the color of his hair. Nothing else. The man whom he believed I cheated with was dark color. Don’t you wait for his forgiveness. Why would he do that? Drake was one proud man. Remember how he heartlessly told you that you cheated on your marriage? Who knows? Maybe he would say that the child's father was the man in the hotel. Drake was capable of doing such things. Saying I cheated on him over some pictures? Damn him to hell!If he would stop, he would feel that the child was his and the best evidence for that was a DNA test. The question was, would I allow him to have a DNA test? I did not think so. My love for my ex-husband had dissipated, and the onl
BEATRICE:What the…What was his deal? Why did Drake say I was still his wife?"We are no longer married, Grayson," I corrected before my son could get any ideas. He was smart for his age and I knew he would be able to catch up with what was happening. Or what it meant. Drake stepped forward, lifting his hand, but stopped in the middle, as if he was reminded that he had no right to touch us. "Beatrice...is there something you want to tell me?" he asked. Do you want to confirm that Grayson was your son?"What would I tell you?" I inquired. “Do you want me to tell you that I've been living great for the whole five years? Yes, I did. I was fine during those years. I was happy and met a lot of people who never left me.”There was something that crossed in his eyes before it disappeared. "Other than that? The truth?"He wanted to know if Grayson was his? Then, he had to think about it a million times until he would get mad. "Mommy?" Grayson called, getting my attention. Looking down,
BEATRICE:My strength left me upon hearing Christina's statement. My ex-husband's was starting to ask questions, not believing that the child was his. And it would take a matter of time before he would be able to find out the truth. Given all the money he had accumulated all through the years, searching the truth was an easy feat for him. How could I fight him off?You could not. Given how your Mom had disowned you, you're practically poor right now and Drake could use that opportunity to use against you, Beatrice.I bit my fingernails. What should I do? Now that what my ex-husband was capable of doing fully sunk inside my mind, I did not know what to do anymore. "Hey, Beatrice. Are you still there?"I let out a shivery sigh. "Y-Yes. I am still here.""Good because I thought you already had fallen asleep.""W-What did you tell him?""That I did not know anything because I am not your ex-husband? It was his obligation to know something about it. Like, duh. After everything he will cla
BEATRICE:My ex-husband replying with a chuckle felt like he kicked my pride, bruising my ego. Drake seducing me? Why not? It was not difficult to do, right? I did not think that was a laughing matter. Did he seduce you in the past? the other part of my mind asked. Were there any experiences in the past where he did the first move aside from his goal of impregnating you? The smile vanished from my eyes. He did not. Never. Everything was not because he desired me. "Am I not worth it to be seduced? I'm not that pretty to you?" I blurted before I could stop myself from asking.I bit the inside of my cheeks, realizing what I just said. Damn with my stupid mouth. It felt like I was desperate for his attention. That's what you get for not sleeping right away, Beatrice. You're becoming even more pathetic. Maybe it has something to do with not getting laid for a couple of years. You should have listened to me when I said to meet men to satisfy your sexual urges. The thought of me me
BEATRICE:“ARE YOU …giving your blessing now?” I asked. Everette gave me a pointed look. "I am against your relationship with that bastard. You cannot remove the images of yourself begging him not to leave you.""But?""Do you like him?"I averted my gaze. "W-What do you mean?" I inquired, stammering."You know what I mean by now, Beatrice. Do you like him?"Returning my gaze at him, I replied, "I only wanted to make my son happy, Everette.""I'm not talking about your son, Beatrice. I am asking about you. Do you still have feelings for him?" When I did not say anything, he added, "Why am I asking? You with your ex-husband is enough. You have feelings for him."I fisted on the helm of my dress and asked, "What if I have feelings for him?"As if he was already expecting my statement, he stared at me and said, "Are you prepared to be hurt again?""Loving someone is a gamble. I am willing to gamble again."He heaved a long sigh. "No one can stop you from your decisions."Shaking my head
BEATRICE:The next wedding, huh? Am I ready for that one? I did not think it would happen any moment from now. “You're overreacting, Everette.”He gave me a half shrug. “Am I? Could you blame me when I always put you two together. Your closeness is different from the past, something has changed between you two.” I heaved a sigh and stared at him for a long time. How could he insert anything about Drake when he already had a lot of things on his mind? “You're imagining it,” I denied. If I told him the truth, he would ask more questions. Despite having a lot on his plate, he was still asking about me.Besides, whatever we had right now, I wanted to keep it to ourselves first. Just to make sure. “Am I? Or you're only hiding it?”I averted my gaze and stared at Christina's sleeping form. After crying for so long, this was the first time seeing her face become lighter, as if she had released some of the weight she was carrying.“Why would I hide anything?”“Precisely, Beatrice. Why
BEATRICE:Doll…The words kept on ringing in my head.Doll.It brought happiness to my heart. You like hearing him say those words, right? Who would not?This was the first time Drake had called me into something else aside from my name. Doll. Why choose that endearment from the rest? Did he believe I was a doll? I was far from being a doll. There were already some additional fats all over my body. Has everything changed between us? Well, for starters, you two were already making out in the elevator and you almost gave yourself, alright? Second, you’re already envisioning a future with him. That is a good sign, Beatrice. “Old people are usually like that,” he said all of a sudden.”My heart jumped at the sound of his deep voice.“Like what, actually?” What was our topic once again? I already forgot since I was focused on him. I already forgot about the old woman. “Cranky. My grandmother is usually like that. Don’t let her words affect you. We did nothing wrong.”Making out in the
BEATRICE:Why should I react to Sarah's statement when it was the truth? My ex-husband had married me because I was rich. He could use our family’s influence. Wasn’t we the reason why the investors kept on trusting him? That was the reason why. “Drake. All the women whom you had relationships with were wealthy and influential. You use us to your advantage so it will never be a surprise if…” she trailed off. Sarah. She was an example of an annoying bitch. She minds the other’s business.But what she said was true, right? You were married to each other. He agreed because the Watson family was wealthy. Most of you were already billionaires. And some zillionaires even. That was one of the reasons why your mom was confident to marry you off to someone else because no one would be able to say no.Men and women practically wanted to be with us because of what we could offer. Prestige. Power. Money. Anything that you could name."Watch your mouth, Sarah," Drake growled. "I respected you a
BEATRICE:Drake and Sarah had a past. I should have known. The woman would not be acting like this if the two did not have any relationship at all. That was why she was acting as if he owned Drake. I wondered what kind of relationship they had?Images of the two of them in bed flashed inside my mind. Damn it. It was all in the past, yet why could I not move on? Why did I feel irritated towards the woman? Drake smiled nervously, while I pretended to not care at all. “I know if, Drake. There's no need to hide.”I was not envious or anything like that, okay? I don't have to react because that was the truth. "It's all in the past, Sarah.""That's why I am reminding you about it. I want the world to know that my ex-boyfriend in the past is now a billionaire. Nah. If only I was not stupid before, I should have not let you go. I was stupid and foolish."I folded my arms in front of my chest, while debating if I would walk away or not.Listening to ex-lovers was not really my forte.
BEATRICE:Yeah. I should not answer it, not because Drake said I should not. But because I wanted it. I needed to set things up with him.Josh…I needed him to be removed from my life. But could I face him right now? The thought of seeing him right now brought shivers down my spine. He murdered his own wife? And he lied with a straight face. There should never be hesitations again. “You think he is that bad?”I said no hesitations, alright? You need to make up your mind this instant!“He is the worst, Beatrice. He is the most dangerous person that you would encounter.” How sure was he, actually? Very sure that he asked someone to tail your suitor.“There is nothing to argue about that. I am totally happy that I removed him from your life. Not because he is my competitor, but because he is dangerous. You understand me, right?”Did I? Back in the past, I was stubborn. I was not listening to him. I did not listen to any of his words, thinking it was because he was jealous. But it was
BEATRICE:"YOU...You believe me now?" Drake asked, in disbelief while staring at me with wide eyes. “Do you believe that all I wanted from you is to keep you safe, Beatrice?”This man was willing to do the extra mile just to keep me safe. He was willing to splurge all his money in order to protect me. And how many times did I ever see how much he was willing to do for me? I saw everything. What if everything was because of Grayson? What if you're just the excess baggage and he was only forced to protect you because he did not want Grayson to be motherless?He said he loved me. I would like to start with that. I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. As of the moment. "Yes. I believe you now. But I hope you will only tell me the truth from now on."His eyes smiled. He looked so dashing. If what he claimed that he loved me was true, why did it have to be me? There were so many beautiful women surrounding him.Why not? You were the mother of his son.I did not want to be conside
BEATRICE:“Are you okay, Beatrice?” Drake asked as I sat in the passenger seat. I was about to sit in the back seat, but he told me that I should sit beside him so that he would not sleep while he was driving. Which I did. To stop him from saying anything anymore. I opened the door and stepped into the car. The first thing that I smelt was his expensive phone. Until now, everything that was said, did not fully sink into my mind. I meant….Josh? That man whom I thought would be the best future husband? That man who never said anything bad against me? How could I forget about him? This kind of pain was difficult to remove. It felt as if my boyfriend had broken up with me.I just wanted to be at peace. With his eyes on the road while he kept on glancing at me, he asked for the second, “Are you okay, Beatrice? You can tell me everything that is running in your mind right now. You're not alone, okay? I'm just here.” I scoffed and threw my head on the window. “Do I look like I am okay?