Sarah's confession

Sarah's POV

Ever since I saw Felix, I cannot seem to forget him. I remember very well the first time we met at the office, the day that we bumped into each other. I was on a lot of stress that day that I did not even look at him properly. But when we met again at the movies, that was when I noticed how handsome he was.

I wanted to see him again and by good chance he came to me when I was having my lunch at the office. I looked up and saw that it was him. My heart skipped a bit, it was like my prayers were finally answered. First I pretended I did not know him, but deep down in my heart I just wanted to know him more. I wanted us to be friends and maybe something more serious.

He was so handsome. Well-built body, cute haircut, well maintained beared, he was tall but not that much I mean he was perfect match and size for me. I wanted to be held tight in those strong hands of his. I am just dying to feel his touch.

Today I met him again at the office and he had dressed up so nicely. His blue suit suited him perfectly. I just wanted to greet him, so I could hear his cute deep voice.

I made sure I had complimented his look. He looked handsome, and I just wanted him to know it. I bet he is also interested in me because of the look he gave me. I knew for sure he was craving me as well.

I am not concentrating in my work today. All my body and mind was thinking about Felix. I could not forget his cute name from the first day he told me. I just wanted to see him all the time. I could not believe I was behaving like a small girl. This was driving me crazy. I have to talk to him no matter what. I promise myself.

“Baby girl, what is wrong with you today.” Joyce my best friend says literally shaking me. I was deep in thoughts that I barely could hear her.

"Joyce. What is it?” I ask like a crazy person.

“Girl, where are you thinking. I am asking you something for ages now, and you are not even responding. Are you sick or something because this is the first time I am seeing you like this.” She says.

She is always concerned about my well-being. I share a strong bond with her that we share everything. She knows all my secrets.

“Nothing my friend, I will tell you later because it's nothing important. What were you saying?” I ask her.

“The boss wants to see the report we were making. Where is it, I intend to go and show it to him.” She says.

I had totally forgotten about work, but luckily, we had finished already, so I give her the file and she leaves. I know she will come back later to ask what was going on with me. That is how she is always concerned for me.

At lunch hour we sat together. She did this when she had something essential to say because mostly she will be dieting.

“Girl, so tell me what is going on with you. I can't hold it anymore.” She says.

I have no option but to tell her. She is my friend anyway, and can keep my silly secret.

“I am in love, Joyce.” I find myself saying.

“With whom?, who is the lucky guy.” She asks. She was so eager to know.

“With another guy in this office. I am telling you, he is so good-looking.” I say excitedly.

“Who I want to know, girlfriend. I would like to see him too. Does he know you have feelings for him, or does he feel the same way.” She says.

“Hey, what is with all those questions. Relax girl, I will answer you when the right time comes. Just relax babes.” I say to her.

“What? I don't want to wait. Why leave me in suspense. Just answer me already.” She says. I know she loves to argue a lot. I have to find a way to evade her silly questions. Likewise, I can't answer all of them right now. I just want to know what Felix feels about me first so that I can be sure.

“I promise to tell you. But not now, please. Let me figure it out first. I will tell you everything.” I say. It seems like she accepted it because she did not bring out the subject again.

I just want to tell Felix what I feel for him. I want him to know how much he means to me. I just have to find an opportunity to do that, and I swear I won't waste it when I find perfect time to say what is in my heart.