BREA POV
"I know what you plan to do Brea" Markus's voice whispered into my ear, his body hovering over mine. My hands stilled under the running water and I managed not to flinch. I hadn't heard him move, and I'd thought he was still at school. "You and your friends already canceled the trip so why did you suddenly push for it when you were with them this afternoon... Was it because of Ryder?" He asked, the annoyance in his voice loud and clear for me to pick up.
I wasn't surprised that he'd been there instead of school. I guess he was getting very good at following me around since I hadn't even sensed him in the vicinity at all, which was as well since I had been very preoccupied with Ryder.
"Don't be ridiculous." I scoffed as I turned off the tap, and met his manic gaze in the mirror. "I don't have to give you an explanation".
I wasn't surprised when he grabbed and yanked me to face him. He was pissed, and the puff of his angry air hitting me in the face made me cringe.
"I deserve an explanation. I already had all our activities for the weekend planned out and now you're just gonna go off with your friends to do God knows what in that stupid woods y'all know is teaming with wildlife".
He was really becoming so delusional that it was starting to get ridiculous. I grinned and that seemed to piss him off further.
"You should have consulted with me first before you made your stupid plan Markus... But what I really don't get is why you'd make them in the first place... why the hell do you think I want to spend any time with you? Is your brain corrupted so much that you've finally lost touch with reality... "
"I still have those pictures, Brea," he cut in, his voice calm and collected. I stared at him as the threat sank in. "And if you push me, I might really show them to Mother this time".
I clenched my fist. It was always the pictures, but the way I saw it, it was either nonexistent or they weren't that incriminating. He was just trying to get under my skin, and it would have worked if he was more confidence, but he was so stupid that it was hard to take him seriously. Nevertheless, I hated being threatened, especially if it involved my parents.
"And what will you do after Mother finds out, huh, are you going to turn me over to the cops.?"
"See that," he said unbelievably. "You act like I'm the psychopath for wanting you when you go about killing people like it's not a big deal!" He yelled and shook me a little.
"I killed those people because they deserved it... Better be careful Markus, your name is already on my hit list and if you continue threatening me, I might just get rid of you faster than I plan to" I said and he gasped as the scissors I'd picked up pressed against the skin of his throat. His Adam's apple bubbled against the sharp edges of the object, our eyes pinned on each other.
"You can't get rid of me," he said, stepping closer all of a sudden until his whole body was pressed against mine. I could feel his sickening arousal pressing hard against my stomach and with his harsh intake of air, I could tell he was really enjoying himself. The scissors had cut into his skin but he just groaned, almost as if he was savoring the cut. "You want me as much as I want you, Brea" he growled, his hand reaching up to grab my wrist that held the scissors as if he wanted to crush it. "I am going to have you even if it's your dead body Brea" he stated and leaned in to kiss me.
"Do that and I'll really shove these scissors in you, Markus," I breathe, the space between us almost non-existent. "I'm sure you know I'm not bluffing," I said and shoved at him with my free hand. I took in the hard bulge in his pant that had pressed heatedly against me while he'd had me trapped. I felt absolutely nothing.
Maybe Ryder was truly my soulmate since he didn't even have to do anything to get my pulse racing. I smirked at the ludicrous situation, but I guess nothing came easy. If I wanted to know the true meaning of happiness- or was it just the thrill that I was seeking - then I'd have to do whatever it takes to get it. I pointed at his pants, a mocking smile on my lips that made his eyes darken dangerously.
"You are so pathetic, it's sickening," I said and turned to go when he shoved me. The force of it propelled me forward and I crashed into the door.
I gasped in shock and then yelped when he pulled me up by the hair, my scalp prickling under the tension.
"You are such a bitch! Do you know how much that mouth of yours hurt my feeling? Why don't you give a freaking damn about me" he screamed as I trashed and tried to free myself from his hold.
It was a surprise since he'd never gotten aggressive before. The sudden punches to my gut left me breathless, but at least it got my pulse racing. He shoved me against the mirror and I barely had a chance to breathe before he smacked me hard across the face.
Deciding I'd had enough, I grabbed hold of his hand and twisted it at an angle that guaranteed that I would be hearing either a pop or a cracking sound.
Markus's sharp inhale of air before he screamed brought a smile to my lips despite the bruises I knew were already forming everywhere he'd hit me. His arm hung loosely and the pain that contorted his face urged me on. I reached for my dagger and his eyes widened in surprise when I pressed it against his throat.
"I told you not to mess with me... Sorry little brother, but your time of grace is up..."
"No, don't..." He screamed then gurgled on his blood as I sliced his throat.
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"Watch out, Brian" Ana screamed and I jerked awake in time to see us crash into a tree.
The force of it had us jerking back and forth and banging against the interior of the car.
Once everything calmed down, I was majorly pissed because my head freaking ached.
"What the hell, Brian... What were you thinking? You almost got us killed" Ana yelled, her voice so shrill that it felt like I was going to start bleeding out of my ears.
Brian looked dazed as if he couldn't quite decipher where we were, and he was right not to, because, at some point during the drive, he must have taken a wrong turn. We were deep in the wood, and we were not even on the right track. He must have veered off the highway while he dozed off. This wasn't the first time he had done something like this.
I wanted to curse out loud but I restrained myself. Everything had gone to shit because of Markus. Getting rid of his body had proven really difficult and I was totally prepared to deal with the repercussions when I got back from the trip. Mother would be devasted- when she finds out he ran away- but I didn't give a damn.
I hadn't been able to seat at the back with Ryder as I had planned. He would have seen the bruises on my face if he got a chance to take a closer look.
Brian had volunteered to drive and since I had to reminisce about the whole ordeal with Markus, I'd sat at the front, my mind wandering. I should have paid more attention when I knew Brian sometimes couldn't help himself from falling asleep while driving.
"I can't believe this... Brea, what the heck! Are you just gonna stare into space... This was your whole idea and now look at this mess" Candice pointed to the wreck, her eyes cold and spiteful.
I stared at the car, then held her gaze. "How is Brian's carelessness my fault?"
"Your job was to watch him!" She yelled, her neck veins bulging.
"Let's calm down ok, this is not Brea's fault. Accident happens... Let's just try to figure out what to do since we're already in this situation" Ryder suggested and my gaze snapped in his direction. Why was he so perfect?
"Ryder's right. This isn't Brea's fault", Ana agreed and gave Brian a pointed look. "It's all his fault".
Candice threw her hands in the air and looked toward Brian who had his head bowed to his chest.
"I'm sorry guys, and you are right Ana, It was all my fault. I dozed off for a second... I swear it was just me shutting my eyes for a little bit, and the next thing I know, we were crashing into this horrible tree. Your car is wrecked, Ryder".
"You didn't just shut your eyes you douchebag" Ana muttered under her breath and I watched as Ryder gave her a chastising look.
"Let's just retrace our steps and find the highway first" I suggested and they all turned to face me.
Ryder nodded. "Brea's right. I mean it's not like anyone of us knows how to fix a car now do we".
"I can try" Brian spoke up but the look Ana directed at him had him shut up.
"We can also just call your repair man," Candice said matter of fact.
"No service. That was the first thing I tried to do" Ana answered then muttered under her breath. "We're not all as dumb as you Candice".
"What did you say" Candice charged and I wanted to scream. I was so done with their nonsense. All I needed was Ryder. The car would never have crashed if it had been just us. Ugh.
I walked away from the group without a word and they followed, Ana complaining under her breath about all the crawly animals that resided in the woods.
But soon the complaint stopped and I heard their sigh of relief as we saw a group of men just standing up ahead. I made to step toward them when my gaze darted to the three guys that were bound up on the floor, then to the gun that was aimed at their head by a very tall, muscular, and devilish-looking male.
My eyes widened, my steps halting in shock as the man pulled the trigger, his grin stretched so wide, it sent chills racing down my spine.
The loud bang made me jump, then a scream pierced the air. Candice. The little dumb bitch.
The eyes of the man snapped in my direction and I found myself staring into dark evil pits of orbs that only seem to ooze death and danger.
He raised his gun, his grin still in place as he aimed at me.
My heart froze. Was this how it was all going to end?
BREA POVThe night was utter chaos. Candice had tried to run, and she'd grabbed Brian's hand at the last minute, but a shot in their direction had rendered them immobile till three of the men holding guns rounded us up. They shoved at us, rough-handling anyone that tried to resist as they pushed us toward their boss. Ana's pale face told me she was on the verge of fainting but Ryder was still holding her hand, so I guess she had someone to lean on. I was all on my own. My hackles rose as the guy behind me shoved me harder, his gun digging into my back, the threat that it could go off at any minute making me tremble. I shouldn't be afraid, I told myself as we're all shoved to our knees. The real person to fear was the man we were kneeling in front of. I'd seen the crazed look in his eyes on most of the worst inmates at the asylum... Those that had always tried to hurt me. He was no different, I could tell just from the first glance. He would hurt me if he got the chance, so maybe a b
BREA POV"You jerk... How dare you put us all in danger. Brea is the reason why we're all in this mess, Ryder, and yet you went back for her" Ana yelled, jabbing a finger into his chest.He yanked her hand away, then crowded over her, his annoyance coating his whole demeanor. "What should I have done huh? Did you expect me to just leave her there with those men. I would've been dead if it wasn't for her. She stood in front of a gun for me without fearing the consequences"."Oh please don't use that foolish excuse! We're all still in danger of dying because they're going to come after us and hunt us all down like dogs, and who's to blame for that? We would have never been here if it wasn't for Brea. We already canceled this freaking trip remember" Ana yelled louder, before turning to face me."I should just kill you where you stand... In fact, I should have just killed you a long time ago... So what if you saved me from bleeding to death... I shouldn't have given you so much credit..."
BREA POV The sound of dirt bikes roaring in the distance made my heart squeeze. I should’ve guessed. They wouldn’t run after us like a typical chase. Why would they waste their energy hunting in the wrong direction? Or on foot. The boss had looked smarter than that.I skidded to a stop, my mouth dry and my chest heaving. I wanted to give up. Could I really outrun a bike while running on foot? I highly doubted it.What do I do? What do I fucking do! I panicked, my mind getting frantic as different thoughts filtered through my head. He was going to kill me if he caught up with me, there was no doubt about it.My neck craned as I peered up the length of a knobby-looking tree. The branches were symmetrically placed, the leaves not exactly thick but its trunk looked strong enough to hold my weight and the leaves were enough to keep me out of his sight. I hoped no maggots or snakes were teaming under the branches tho, but I didn't care. I just needed to live through the night. I’d never
BREA POV There was no way. I couldn't believe that he'd caught me so easily.He lighted a cigarette as he watched me, a hint of amusement dancing on his feature."You look kind of wild hanging up there... I wonder what sound you'd make if you were to suddenly fall" he asked, and I could see that he was genuinely curious to see it happen. "This has been an interesting night I must say. You gave me quite the thrill, but I won, so come down and meet your fate".He was insane if he thought I was just going to obey him. "No!"My words take him by Surprise, which was as well because I was sure everyone probably did anything he told them to.He cocked his head as he took a drag from his cigarette. "Interesting," he mumbled, the cloud of smoke slipping through his lip almost a work of art."You will do as I say in the end little cat, but by then I'd probably be more pissed off than I already am, and you'll have to bleed a little to put me at ease" he stated, an evil grin on his lips. That w
BREA POVI woke up to something heavy around my neck. Without opening my eyes, I reached to feel it. It was a round necklace - solid metal, with a foreboding weight and texture. But the weight of it resting against my throat felt almost reassuring.Without looking in the mirror, I could tell that it was a collar. A customized collar with a round ring connected to it - like those of a dog on a leash.Where the hell was I? Jerking to a sitting position made me wince in pain, my whole body aching. The memories of the night before filtered through my mind and I groaned.My mouth was dry, my throat was parched and I felt like shit.I looked around the room I was in. The room was an annoying whitish-ashy color, and the theme was maintained for all the items that surrounded me, not that they were much. Just a bed, a couch, a closet, and a nightstand. I could already tell that it was meant to drive me crazy, and I was sure it would. I got to my feet cautiously and saw that I was not shackled
NICOLAI POVI didn't tolerate defiance, It was not something I did, I didn't spare my kill either, but I was willing to make an exception this time.Brea was like a wild cat and I loved cats. The fiercer the better. But I wanted to tame her like a dog though. I'd planned to tie her up and use her body as a canvas it was meant to be but decided against it at the last minute. She was nothing, and yet she was. I didn't want her dead yet. Not when she was so thrilling to be around.I wondered how the electric shock felt running through her skin. It was a sight to see her writhing on the floor, her eyes almost rolling into the back of her head. Would there be a nasty red bruise on her neck if I were to take it off?I toyed with the idea before the memory of the kiss I'd been trying to block crashed into my head with an intensity that made my head spin. Her blood had tasted like wine. The best kind.I felt my pant tighten, the tingly sensation I felt spreading across my skin until it was
BREA POV I didn't want to be left alone. Because I didn't want to confront what I'd felt when Nicolai kissed me.What the hell was wrong with me? Was I really turned on by someone who I was sure was going to kill me in the end? Or was I so touch depraved that at any slight provocation, my body ignited like a burning flame? He put a freaking shock collar on me and must have probably watched me writhe on the floor before he decided to grab me by the hair.Ryder's touch had made me feel alive, but Nicolai. It made me burn. It made my skin prickle and I didn't like it. I didn't like him either. His eyes were so cold they scared me. And I was afraid because I knew he could do worse. But you love the pain. I jerked at the voice in my head. Then I tried to deny it, but I knew it was all a lie. He'd bitten me and it had hurt like hell, but the burn and the way it still tingled even up till now made me feel alive.But I couldn't live like this. This was just like the rehab center, even th
BREA POV.For a sickening moment, the whole room was enveloped in silence. The weight of Lucas on my back increased as he froze in place. I knew who the voice belonged to. At least it made Lucas stop, because I was already on the verge of giving up... My head was suddenly yanked up and I gasped for air. I could feel Lucas grin against my cheek as he lowered his head until his cheek touched mine. Nicolai's brows dipped. "What does it look like, brother? I am just trying to break our little prisoner in." Lucas's voice felt like nails scratching at me from the inside. If I ever got away, I was going to make sure I killed him if I got the chance to. My gaze locked on those of Nicolai, my heart drumming erratically. His face was unreadable except for the ticking in his jaw as he stared, almost right through me."What?" Lucas continued. "Are you not going to share her with me? Is she special to you or something" he asked and yanked on my hair harder. I kneed in pain and bit my lip so I
BREA POV The hall got so quiet, you could hear a pin drop. A little hole appeared in front of Angrav's neck and I watched as red blossomed from it, and then a spray of blood hit me in the face before the man dropped to the floor. Zeus and Ryder stared shock-shelled, their jaw almost touching the floor. Then Ryder screamed, rushing towards me and brandishing a knife. Another shot swished through the air and I watched him crumble to the floor, screaming in agony as blood dripped down his thigh. "Fuck! Fuck!" He cried, then pulled out a tab and started pressing on it repeatedly. "Don't bother doing that Ryder, there is no one coming to save you. The Angrav clan is no more since your leader is dead. This house is under new management now" I smirked, taking in the horrified look on Ryder's face. I cocked my head at Zeus and watched in delight as he trembled. It wasn't from fear but rage, but there was nothing he could do about the situation. I bet he wasn't that dumb to figure out t
BREA POV.I gasped as Angrav's nails dug into my chin, and then glared into his ugly-looking face."Hmm, such a fierce look. I can see why Nicolai wants you so much" he said, turning my face from side to side before letting go.My chin itched from the pressure, but my hand was bound at the back of the chair I was sitting on, so I couldn't scratch it off. Ryder stood pressed to the wall, watching me with no expression on his face. He still looked the same, except he was missing some fingers and his hair had grown longer. I met his gaze and he frowned, murderous intent swirling in his eyes. So he wasn't sorry for what he did? I came to a decision. I was going to cut his fucking arm off when all this was over. He'd injected me with those same hands and delivered me to Lucas anyway, so it was only fair for me to return the favor.A big screen stood in front of me, and that was the only thing that occupied the space we were in. Were they planning on showing me something? I didn't know h
NICOLAI POVBrea was right, there was something fishy about the whole thing with the Angrav, hence why I was secretly making a plan B.I wasn't going to let them hurt her, but I also needed to wipe them out for good, or take over the territory because if I left them unchecked, they were only going to keep trying to obliterate me. I didn't even understand what Angrav's deal or obsession with the death of Xavier Genovese was. Had they been lovers, if they were, it would explain a lot. I would never stop seeking vengeance if anyone touched the hair on Brea's head, or put a bruise on her skin. But If I didn't put Angrav in his place, others like him will grow balls and they would try to challenge my authority, and in this fucking business, reputation was everything.I was already being disrespected anyway, and all because I chose to play nice for once. Zeus being an example... I should have just killed him earlier, but stalking my prey and instilling fear in them worked just fine to kee
BREA POVThe gym was packed, and as I took out my frustration on the punching bag I couldn't help but glance at Zeus at the opposite corner.He'd been a fucking spy, and he'd tried to seduce me... Was that all part of their plan? What would he have accomplished by getting me to fall in love with him?No wonder he'd been so cocky when I told him that Nicolai was going to kill him if he didn't leave me alone.I could still remember his words from that day. "You underestimate me Brea, but don't worry, I am going to make sure that that doesn't happen. I won't allow Nicolai to hurt you anymore" he had uttered, fire burning in the depth of his gaze. I should have seen then that he wasn't ordinary, especially since everyone revered Nicolai. Then there was Ryder who was now on my kill list. The manipulative son of a bitch was going to die at my hand, I swore it.He'd betrayed me to Lucas and now he was trying to sell me off to the Angrav's.There was only so much I could take before I snapp
NICOLAI POV"So this is all a big conspiracy" I mused, scoffing, my hand clenching the phone I held to my ear.I glanced back at Brea who still had her eyes closed with her mouth slightly parted, soft air escaping her lips as her chest rose and fell. She was so cute, it tugged painfully at my heart.The blanket half covered her and I could see the marks I'd left on her skin, gleaming as the lights from the lamp cast its glow over her. She was perfect, just like I'd known she would be.She'd told me she loved me, and it had caught me by surprise, because how could she love me after everything I did to her, but someone she did, even though she knew I was a monster?Brea had put her trust In me and even though I was a maniac, my brain always firing off and trying to deviate from the normal norms, I was going to keep her trust, I was going to protect her, and I was going to give her anything she wanted.I haven't seen her smile in a while and on a normal day, it wouldn't have mattered, ju
ZEUS POVHer rejection shouldn't have hurt, especially since it was something that I had anticipated, but it did, and I did not like the dark feeling it evoked In my chest. I wanted to fucking smash something, but the gadget in the house I stood in was freaking expensive and I didn't want to be indebted more than I already was to my piece of shit older brother. Brea was a victim in all this mess and Nicolai Fernandez was the fucking bastard who didn't deserve her. He was a psychopath anyway and Brea should know better. He was only going to hurt her in the end.I dragged my hand through my hair, sighing in exasperation. For all of my life, I never thought that I would get involved in my brother's plot for revenge, but after the death of Xavier, and the attack of Nicolai against his syndicate, he'd been voracious for it and had come to me seeking for my help. I'd refused at first since I wanted to do nothing with the syndicate, but Angrav knew some things about me that could land me in
BREA POV His words raised goosebumps on my skin and I am so disoriented by the sudden, power shift that I don't even fight back as he took my wrists and cuffed them to the bed.I swallowed hard as he yanked the bathrobe off my shoulders, almost ripping the material in half with the force he used. And then he did rip it, the tear ringing like a Canon in my ears. I gasped, shutting my eyes for a second as I burned up from the adrenaline coursing through my naked skin. I tried to wriggle away from him, but he put a stop to my movement as he straddled my thighs, holding me in place, his capable hands cupping my ass. His touch fucking scalded my skin and a harsh breath punched out of my lungs."What the hell do you think you are doing" I managed to get out, licking my lips nervously."Reminding you who you belong to" he growled, then yanked my hips back to get himself in a better position, holding me still with his dominant hands.“Relax, Brea,” he whispered, leaning forward to press a
BREA POVSomeone was watching me and I could tell who it was even though I was still asleep. I jumped from the bed, my eyes flying open and blinking rapidly in the darkened room. I hit the light switch, trying to regulate my panic-induced breathing.I was alone, but there was a gut feeling that told me I wasn't. I dragged my hand through my hair, exhaling tiredly. Last night had been draining, maybe that was why I was feeling paranoid. I'd forced myself to go out with the rest of the crew... Andre had been really excited about the win, and the proud way he'd announced me to the rest of the crew had made me feel all warm and floaty inside. It was good to win, and as we all had fun, I'd been able to forget about Nicolai and Zeus for a while. Zeus literally disappeared after our encounter in the changing room, and Melissa recalled him saying he was going home to crash.Well, that was all over now. He was going to stay away and I was going to make sure of it. Nicolai on the other hand
BREA POVMy body was wound up tight like a rubber band and I couldn't bring myself to move as I gaped at the spot that Nicolai had occupied just some seconds ago. The ghost of his finger against my throat still lingered and my lips throbbed, the feel of the harsh way he'd kissed me ingrained into my memory for good.I counted my heartbeat as it ricochet beneath my ribs. I couldn't breathe or gather my thoughts, especially not when my body fucking burned like I'd been lit afire.My head felt fuzzy as I dragged my fingers against my swollen lips, then down my throat, my eyes slipping close as I tried to relieve his touch.A door slammed outside and I jerked, my eyes flying open as my heart rate increased, almost to the point that it fucking hurt.What the hell are you doing Brea? I asked myself, dragging my hand through my hair and wincing from the dark bruises that littered my torso from the fight earlier.Nicolai was back, and contrary to what I thought, he hadn't forgotten about me