Message from Kate

Farrell:

My number one rule was never to hit a woman but I doubt I will be able to keep that promise. Mere looking at Courtney, all I could think of was the different ways I could punish her.

"Leave!" I yelled at the man with us and he scurried away, shutting the door behind me.

As soon as he left, I grabbed Courtney tight on the neck, and she fought tirelessly to get my hands off her.

"Give me one good reason why I shouldn't murder you and dump your body in the sea," I said as I watched her face being drained out of life.

We spoke about Molly and how much I needed her, yet she found it useful to do away with Molly when I needed her. For the past month I felt insane and I was so close to being myself but she took it away. The worst part was that she was proud about it.

"I used to give this rubbish the benefit of doubts. I hated myself yesterday for viewing you sexually, because I know we can never be a thing but instead of being grateful you do the worst things," I said, and then I le