CHAPTER 4; YOU DISGUST ME!

"You think I want to be with you? Ha! You disgust me, you slut!!" He said hatefully.

"Then let me go! If you hate me so much just let me leave! Haven't you hurt me enough? Just how much more do you want me to suffer?" I yelled.

"Whatever! You're going whether you like it or not or I will upload the video I took of you that night! Let's see what will happen then!" Tyler said threatening me, his eyes blazing with anger.

" What did I do to deserve this? I've never once wronged you or anyone else, so why?.." I asked him crying. He looks, even more, angrier after I said that, the hand that was pinching my chin went to choke my neck.

"Ughhh!!" I struggled to escape from his grasp as I'm suffocating, but he choked me even harder till I could feel my eyes roll at the back of my head.

"You deserve all of this because you are the daughter of a sinner! You have no right to live a peaceful life!! PEOPLE LIKE YOU DESERVE TO LIVE MISERABLY!!" Tyler said then pushed me hard as he let go of my neck making me fall back to bed. I coughed so hard struggling to breathe some air desperate for life.

"Haaaa! Haaa! Cough!... Even if... Haaa! The father is. Cough! a sinner... that doesn't mean cough! everyone in the family's the same! Cough! Cough!" I spoke even when I'm struggling for air.

"HA!! WHATEVER!.. JUST DO AS I SAY BEFORE I KILL YOU!" Tyler shouted and walked out of the room.

'Guess he'll end up killing me if he stayed any longer...' I said in my head.

My heart feels so painful it's hard to breathe. My body aches all over and I don't have enough strength to run away. I don't have a choice but to do what he wants me to or I'll just hurt myself more.

I don't know what my father did for him to seek revenge like this. Just how much anger and hate must one have to be able to embrace their enemy? I couldn't bear to imagine how much he must have hated every time he kisses me, every time he hugs me, and every time he'd say how much he loves me.

How could one change so much overnight? I might've not known everything about him and his past, but I do know and I'm certain, everything he's shown me all those times was real.

I don't want to believe in everything that is happening.

I don't want to throw the memories we had away. We were perfect and happy, we may not have the luxury to buy the things we want and date at amazing places but we were genuinely happy... or more like I'm happy because that's how he wants me to be.

Tyler is not the type of a guy that any girl would want to date seriously. Yes, he is handsome and smart but he's got nothing at all, he is poor and orphaned. Some would pity him and some act like they care but would always make fun of what he lacks. I can't say I'm better than anyone, I just don't care about those petty things. Each of us has our problems and weaknesses, so I feel like I have no right to feel pity for him nor mock him.

He and I were classmates, but we never really talk to each other. We started getting closer to each other after some of our classmates tried to force him to do their project, saying they'll pay him enough for him to last another semester.

I told those people off, and that kind of offended Tyler, but I told him I didn't do it because I pity him or looked down on him, but because I despise people who use others for their benefit when they can do it on their own.

As simple as that we became closer, we gradually started hanging out together and then fell in love with each other. Tyler was the kindest and humble person I've ever known. He would always put me first above everything else, he loves to whisper sweet things in my ears and he would always come running to my side whenever I'm down.

All the feelings and the things he did for me were too real to be a lie. Every time he kisses me and wraps his hands around me saying how much he loves me, I could feel how much those words were true. He was sincere... Or maybe he's just so good at acting that even his warmth felt so real.

I cleaned myself and wore the dress he gave me, I made sure to make myself look pretty even without make-up, just like what he wanted me to do. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled sadly thinking how this beautiful woman in front of me no longer has a loving groom waiting for her in front of the altar.

I went out of the room and I saw him waiting outside. He stood there smoking looking at me and he smirked.

"Good! Now let's go!" He said.

We went out of the apartment and took a taxi to god knows where. And when we arrived at the place he said we're going, I realized it's the church.

"You stay here! I'll enter first, you'll enter when it's your turn. Don't even think of running away!" He said as he straightened his suit then left to enter the church.

What is he doing here in the church?

After he entered I heard singing which sounds like a song for a wedding ceremony, I feel so confused and dumbfounded as to what is going on.

After waiting for a while I'm finally called inside and the doors of the church opened widely, showing a lot of familiar faces inside. When I get inside, I froze in shock. There in front of everyone lies my greatest shame in life...

To be continued.