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CHAPTER 4; YOU DISGUST ME!
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2021-10-06 05:52:54"You think I want to be with you? Ha! You disgust me, you slut!!" He said hatefully.
"Then let me go! If you hate me so much just let me leave! Haven't you hurt me enough? Just how much more do you want me to suffer?" I yelled.
"Whatever! You're going whether you like it or not or I will upload the video I took of you that night! Let's see what will happen then!" Tyler said threatening me, his eyes blazing with anger.
" What did I do to deserve this? I've never once wronged you or anyone else, so why?.." I asked him crying. He looks, even more, angrier after I said that, the hand that was pinching my chin went to choke my neck.
"Ughhh!!" I struggled to escape from his grasp as I'm suffocating, but he choked me even harder till I could feel my eyes roll at the back of my head.
"You deserve all of this because you are the daughter of a sinner! You have no right to live a peaceful life!! PEOPLE LIKE YOU DESERVE TO LIVE MISERABLY!!" Tyler said then pushed me hard as he let go of my neck making me fall back to bed. I coughed so hard struggling to breathe some air desperate for life.
"Haaaa! Haaa! Cough!... Even if... Haaa! The father is. Cough! a sinner... that doesn't mean cough! everyone in the family's the same! Cough! Cough!" I spoke even when I'm struggling for air.
"HA!! WHATEVER!.. JUST DO AS I SAY BEFORE I KILL YOU!" Tyler shouted and walked out of the room.
'Guess he'll end up killing me if he stayed any longer...' I said in my head.
My heart feels so painful it's hard to breathe. My body aches all over and I don't have enough strength to run away. I don't have a choice but to do what he wants me to or I'll just hurt myself more.I don't know what my father did for him to seek revenge like this. Just how much anger and hate must one have to be able to embrace their enemy? I couldn't bear to imagine how much he must have hated every time he kisses me, every time he hugs me, and every time he'd say how much he loves me.
How could one change so much overnight? I might've not known everything about him and his past, but I do know and I'm certain, everything he's shown me all those times was real.
I don't want to believe in everything that is happening.I don't want to throw the memories we had away. We were perfect and happy, we may not have the luxury to buy the things we want and date at amazing places but we were genuinely happy... or more like I'm happy because that's how he wants me to be.
Tyler is not the type of a guy that any girl would want to date seriously. Yes, he is handsome and smart but he's got nothing at all, he is poor and orphaned. Some would pity him and some act like they care but would always make fun of what he lacks. I can't say I'm better than anyone, I just don't care about those petty things. Each of us has our problems and weaknesses, so I feel like I have no right to feel pity for him nor mock him.
He and I were classmates, but we never really talk to each other. We started getting closer to each other after some of our classmates tried to force him to do their project, saying they'll pay him enough for him to last another semester.
I told those people off, and that kind of offended Tyler, but I told him I didn't do it because I pity him or looked down on him, but because I despise people who use others for their benefit when they can do it on their own.
As simple as that we became closer, we gradually started hanging out together and then fell in love with each other. Tyler was the kindest and humble person I've ever known. He would always put me first above everything else, he loves to whisper sweet things in my ears and he would always come running to my side whenever I'm down.
All the feelings and the things he did for me were too real to be a lie. Every time he kisses me and wraps his hands around me saying how much he loves me, I could feel how much those words were true. He was sincere... Or maybe he's just so good at acting that even his warmth felt so real.
I cleaned myself and wore the dress he gave me, I made sure to make myself look pretty even without make-up, just like what he wanted me to do. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled sadly thinking how this beautiful woman in front of me no longer has a loving groom waiting for her in front of the altar.
I went out of the room and I saw him waiting outside. He stood there smoking looking at me and he smirked.
"Good! Now let's go!" He said.
We went out of the apartment and took a taxi to god knows where. And when we arrived at the place he said we're going, I realized it's the church."You stay here! I'll enter first, you'll enter when it's your turn. Don't even think of running away!" He said as he straightened his suit then left to enter the church.
What is he doing here in the church?After he entered I heard singing which sounds like a song for a wedding ceremony, I feel so confused and dumbfounded as to what is going on.
After waiting for a while I'm finally called inside and the doors of the church opened widely, showing a lot of familiar faces inside. When I get inside, I froze in shock. There in front of everyone lies my greatest shame in life...To be continued.Related chapters
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"WHERE ARE THEY?!!" Rhyan shouted in anger upon seeing the room where he held Shane and the kids captive empty."Kai took them..." Glenn replied."Where is he?""I'm here..." Kai replied upon entering the room. He's just arrived."Where are the kids? And Shane?" Rhyan said raising a brow with an inflamed facial expression."I sent them to Tyler...""What? Are you out of your mind? Do you realize how much effort I put to get them?""I know,""THEN WHY?!!!" Rhyan yelled at Kai's expressionless face."Because I have a plan that will take Tyler out of your way..." Kai answered which surprised Rhyan."What plan?" Rhyan asked with a frown never leaving his face."We can frame him about the kidnapping and put him to jail."Rhyan's once enraged face turned into a sinister smile. He can't deny that Kai's idea is great. The police are on Rhyan's side, all he has to do is to make it look like it was Tyler
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Before the sun rises, Aubrey and Tyler heard the screeching sound of vehicles approaching. Tyler hurriedly went to the window to check, just in case, it’s another group of black-suited men sent by Rhyan. He wasn’t wrong about the guys from those vehicles wearing a black suit but those aren’t Rhyan’s men, it’s Kai’s and Kai is also one of them. There are two vans and both are filled with his men. When the vehicles stopped right in front of the house Tyler and Aubrey are currently staying in, it is still dark but the sun will rise in just a couple more minutes. “Take them out,” Kai ordered his men. After he commanded his men, his men immediately took the twins and Shane out of the car and place them inside the house as they are all unconscious. “I did what you’ve asked, but I don’t like what you offered to do in exchange,” Kai said. “Then, what is it that you want?” Tyler asked with a frown. “Go and see our father. He’s been asking for y
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"No, no! This can't be real... Rhyan can't possibly locate them in that place so soon." Aubrey said as she looked at the picture with her trembling hands. "Does anyone else know they'll be staying there?" "N-No... Only the house owner, Shane's old acquaintance. But he does not know who we are, he only knows Shane so he can't be the one who's informed Rhyan about their location." "I think he does. Look!" Tyler said. He showed Aubrey trending news using his phone. Turns out Rhyan has let the public know about Aubrey's disappearance. In the news, he made it seem like Aubrey's been kidnapped and so were their children. And whoever could lead him to them will receive one million dollars. "I think everyone knows. Your face is everywhere..." "Damn! I shouldn't have run away just yet... If only I could bear staying by his side for another night this wouldn't have had to happen." "You should have told me beforehand so I could help
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"You can count on me, I will help you to the best of my ability," Tyler said as he hugs Aubrey. Aubrey let herself cry in Tyler's arms. It has been so long since they've been this intimate with each other and Tyler utterly broke Aubrey five years ago but their connection with each other remains. Aubrey too has no idea why, but she feels safe in Tyler's embrace. Though she no longer hates him, she can't forgive him either. But still, with him by her side, she feels like she could loosen her guard down for a while and let herself free from all the accumulated pain weighing in her heart. "We found her!" Said the man with a black suit behind the tree with his phone on his ears. "Bring her to me," Rhyan said from the other line of the call. "Got it!" The man in a black suit answered and slowly walked out behind the tree. Tyler and Aubrey were utterly shocked to see a bulky man before them, not just one but there are three more behind him.
