Liam's birthday party is nearly approaching and I'm plucking up enough bandwidth to push myself out of my comfort zone. I even tried to strut with my bikini inside my bedroom and fix my haunch posture.
I asked for mom's opinion and all that she can say is that fake it until you make it. A quote straight from a podcast that she's been listening to for quite a while now. I tried a visualization technique that I've learned from binging YouTube videos which are a handful. I tried to control my breathe whenever I felt anxious and to divert my mind to look at the brighter side. It was two hours before the party and I'm already downright spiraling. My ragged breathing and racing mind is just adding insult to injury. So, I called Blake on the double if he could drop by our house to pick me up. After 30 minutes, I can hear a black-matte car pulling over our driveway. I can discern Blake in his orange floral shirt and white beach shorts which he bought on our shopping spree. He looks dashing by the way. I rushed downstairs and open the door as the cold breeze entered the living room's hallway. We trailed on my bedroom and I pace back and forth like a keyed robot. "What's the matter honey?" asked Blake. "I got butterflies in my stomach. I don't want to go," I said tremulously. "Take deep breathes honey. It's just people. They're all anodynes. Good thing I brought an alcohol in the car, " said Blake. "Are you drinking while driving? You're going to kill us both," I said anxiously. "It's not for me duhh. I'm saving it for you since I know this is going to happen," said Blake. "Come on. Get dressed already. We're still going to pick up Ashton along the way". Predrinking is such a boss move. It subdues your nerves and it gives you enough poise to attend a pool party or not. I layered my shell pink swimsuit with an ash gray camisole that was given to me by my auntie Lolita who moved abroad. I wore natural make-up and a water-proof brow liner to thicken my lifeless eyebrow. "Honey, you should also put some lip tint to hide your pale lips. It will be an arrow in your quiver," said Blake. Blake is so reliable in many ways and he is the total opposite of Ashton. I'm not saying that Ashton is two-dimensional since he's from a high-born family. But Blake is like a jack-of-all-trades. He's the youngest of them three siblings and yet, he acts like 30-years old in his days of wine and roses. "Thank you so much for coming in such a short notice," I said. I hugged him so tight and pecked him on his chiseled cheekbones. Time check. 6:45 p.m. Blake was driving and I am busy guzzling a can of beer beside the driver's seat. "How are you feeling? Does it help you keep still?" said Blake. My pounding heart starts to find it's rhythm again but I feel drowsy already from one can. "Yes. But why does everything feels spinning?" I spoke. "It'll subside once we get to the address," said Blake guffawing. We made it through Ashton's place and golly! It's been a long time since I saw Ashton topless. He looks so ripped and the costly gold membership gym card paid off. Damn! You can see his perfectly seamed V-line. I wolf-whistled Ashton as the car window rolled down. I elbowed Blake and raised my other eyebrow to tease him. I moved to the back so that the two love birds can have their own space. "What's with the limping cat behind us?", said Ashton. "See. That's the problem. I made her gulp a can of beer to ease her nerves. I didn't know she had a low alcohol tolerance," said Blake. Everything is starting to get hazy that night before I could even strut in front of Henry. I've been murmuring gibbers in the back of the car and my vision is starting to darken. There's no proximate coffee shop to help me sober up. So, we hoped that Henry's dad drink coffee. Espresso is fine. We hung left on the last crossroad and I can see a lot of cars lined up in front of us waiting to be accommodated by the sentinels guarding the gargantuan royal gate in front of us. Blake was in shock and Ashton couldn't utter a word knowing that he's also from a well-to-do family. "Are you kidding me? This is not just a mansion. This is the Buckingham Palace!" said Ashton. Blake hastily unlimbered his phone from his backpack to take a picture of the majestic mansion's foreground. As we get closer to the guards' position, Ashton jolted me so hard that I can feel my shoulders aching. "Wakey, Sleeping Beauty! We're already here at Prince Charming's Chateau," said Ashton. I squeezed my shuttered eyes and try to collect my feeble senses. The first thing that I saw is a circular fountain, with a lion statue in the middle of it like that one in Singapore but in its whole form. I tried to shift my eyes in the other direction when a French Chateau loomed in front of us. "Where are we?" I asked. "We're at a rich kid lawn. like empire rich," said Ashton. We dismounted on the car with our wide-eyed gaze. I scanned the perimeter and I can see my classmates faces and faces of people I don't know. "Holy Shit! This is really like a picture-perfect replica of the ballroom in Beauty and the Beast," said Blake who incessantly shoots picture from his phone. The ceiling was way up high, it could almost kiss the sky. And in the center most place is a seafood galore consisting of lobsters, halibut, scallops, prawns, salmon, sushi, caviar, etc. I've never seen Liam yet so Blake, Ashton, and I set our foot to the spread and make ourselves full. The place is seething with glamorous girls in their swimsuit and winsome boys in their sexy trunks. I swallowed hard and tried to monitor my heart rate. "Are you sure this is the right address, Blake? Why are there some cameras everywhere? Why are there some famous figures in here casually sipping cocktails and like, what the hell is going on?" exclaimed Ashton while filching the scallops in his plate. Then all of a sudden, the lights went out with only a spotlight beaming in the ballroom. The once lofty ballroom became an expanse of darkness. The party's announcer started making introduction and prefaced the program. The only thing that's within my earshot at that time was the announcer's guttural voice and Ashton's loud chewing. A minute after the monologue, the high-spirited host asserted the sponsor of the bedazzling birthday party which is the most illustrious and prolific chef of the century, Aries Chivec with girls surrounding him. "You're kidding me. The father of Henry is the sexiest chef ever to be seen on t.v.? How did I miss that?" I spoke. A round of applause echoed in the ballroom and the beacon for the celebrant, Liam, to show up was instigated by Aries. The spotlight hovered from Aries into the upper sinistral corner of the perimeter only to enhance Liam's smutty version of Poseidon. He's wearing a golden wreath crown, and a moss green trunk that's so short, that you might think he's wearing birthday suit. His captivating upper body, bulky thighs, and dreamy eyes can make the girls scream and guys question their sexuality. "I never felt so thirsty in my life," said Ashton. "Ditto," said Blake while quenching with cocktail. Liam gallantly descended from upstairs and seated beside his father on an underwater-themed royalty chair. "My son, Liam, is the scion of my empire and I wanted him to be happy. So, without further ado, we'll start drafting some girls in the crowd for him to have a causal date-night at the extravagant poolside," proclaimed Aries. My heart started raising again. What if there are another girl's being sensual with Liam? Being touchy to him? What if she kisses him torridly and they'll have a night they both won't forget? "Notice that the invitations are color-coded with blue and pink tone? That's simply because so that we can easily sort them out from the guys to girls. And with that, we prepared a lottery wherein five lucky girls will go head-to-head for the arms of my son, Liam," pronounced Aries. "You shouldn't miss this opportunity, Missy," said Ashton. After that, everything's history.Liam, who's a son of a proverbial chef, turned 22 in this very day where popular personalities, camera crews, and handful of guards in black suits skirt the compounds perimeter. My focus zoomed in in Liam's sizzling body."Why do I feel like we're in a different world?" said Blake."The king of the sea wants to see you Serena sitting on his throne," teased Ashton."Better get myself drunk enough to be able to do a catwalk than loaf around in front of the upper-crust crowd," I said.I needed my name to be plucked up in the lottery. It has to! I need to fight for this aimless venture that I'm about to embark. Liam is the one that I liked and I don't want him to go.So, I gulped a glass of champagne that probably cost an arm and a leg. An
Saturday Night The monster brooding underneath my bed crawled up onto me and morphed into a familiar figure. He tried to throttle me as I try to fight back. My ladylike hands were useless against him. His eyes glaring red, hair grubby, and strapping arms strangulated in my neck. I can't breathe. I can’t scream for help. I’m dying! I woke up with my pulse racing, sweat cascading over my face, and my muscles tightening up. I lulled my breathing to mellow it and with Liam consoling me by massaging my back. "Hey, are you okay?" blurted Liam. "It's just a nightmare,” I said as I knead my neck. I noticed how dark it is already outside. I worked myself up and reached my handbag on a rustic table abutting the corner most of the room. I dredged my phone and noticed several messages from Ashton and Mom who's sickly worried. Ashton's missive contains
SUNDAY MORNING.I didn’t get any sleep at all. Not even forty winks. I just gloomily stared at the drawn draperies with the ray of sunlight.Mom has been visiting me from time to time, rapping at my door, asking me to let her come in. I’m skipping meals and ignoring messages from Liam and my best friends.Today was supposed to be my whole week’s convalescence. I tried to fight the urge to stay in my room all day. But the chains are indestructible and my room won’t let me leave, like asking for a company.In twilight, I gathered an infinitesimal bandwidth to stand up and fixed my flyaway hair. Normally, I would always wash my face up with soap but water isn’t
MONDAY DAYSPRING.I rouse myself around 6 A.M., Liam texted me:“See you later at school, babe. Cannot wait for your soft lips and sweet moans.”Liam made me bite my lips just by sending me thirsty letters. This text is an understatement of him wanting you to do something bad to him. We will, he is definitely aroused after his dingy faring with his dad.He is sure jet-lagged from his itinerary yesterday.So, I implored myself to bake him some homemade brownies, to complement his espresso at Frankfurt’s.I arrived at the usual spot where Liam’s having his hearty breakfast.My conjecture was right, he looked bone-tired. I am responsible for Liam’s health, just like when he sent me those red roses.His lips, still as soft as cotton candy, when we kissed and his ocean blue eyes st
We materialized at the police station, where Jake’s being held off, half an hour later after we absorbed the affair.The foreground was seething with variegated news broadcasting station.We tried to keep our faces off the radar by having our hood above our heads. Liam tightened his grip on my hands as we passed by the curious media. He was uptight and furious at the same time.I can hear the wind moaning on our east, mixed with the pandemonium of crews and journalists who’s impatiently waiting for Jake to come out the station.I heard that he was being bailed out by Aries, while the remaining arrested were still incarcerated and to be judged by the Supreme Court later next week.Then, the flicking and flashes of cameras started to play a strobing spectacle in the middle of the moonless night. Jake was rushing, mortified of the possibility of tarnishing his dad’
This feels sinful but right at the same time. I put down the glass of water on the countertop. I was moaning as Caleb’s lips feast on my neck and collar bones. I was too caught up that I didn’t notice it was Caleb’s bare chest pressing on my back.The smell of Caleb arouses me and puts me under a lusty spell. Feels like I was levitating, transporting me into a sacred oasis.He started untying my robe after he unbuckles his belt pants. I can feel Caleb’s wholeness behind rubbing against me.He flipped me around, then carried me up the countertop, groaning my name. He pinned my hands above my head and coercively wrapped both my legs around his muscular waist. He started groping my chest with his tongue trailing from my mouth down to my breast.I wanted to stop him, but he’s so deft at making me not to say no with my concupiscence for him.
Be thankful or not. Be thankful or not. Be thankful or not.This phrase kept rewinding over my head as I try to make a straight eye contact with dad. His place looks rundown with the wallpapers barely sticking on the walls, hanging for their lives. The tiling screams for replacement, water pipes to the fore of the wall, and a defunct hanging clock that seems more like an embellishment rather than a useful instrument. Not to mention the noisy neighbors having a spat at the adjoining room.“How are you darling?” he said coolly.I can feel pity, anger, and gratefulness all at the same time. He’s a trainwreck and I have a lot of pointed questions that I needed answer.“Thank you for saving me last night,” I answered plainly.That’s the only sincere respond that I’m going to give him. I don’t want to discredit his valiant effort though t
Liam’s dream career is within his arm’s reach. His Holy Grail sitting in the room where he’s in. His closed-up radiant façade moved the hearts of millions of viewers. What ensues is carved in stone. I wish he was singing to me.Saturday Morning.Today was Liam’s awaited audition for a nightly telecasted singing competition. He must feel very excited. It has always been his focal point ever since he was a kid.I’ll have my uneventful day with open arms, for I want to stay at home all day long. Play with Kit, who grew advanced of his time. Taught him a few tricks and I’m proud to say, he’s a fast-learner.I did my laundry earlier than I scheduled it every weekend and centered at my assignments that are due next week.Mom completely conceded to skip a Movie night for Liam. Even if I already told her about our split u
The trial is set next month, about Eric’s allegedly unthinkable behavior. I was sexually violated, not just once, but twice by him. The woeful news became the buzz of our town, as media stations blocked our front yard house with cameras and business vehicles.All of our daily activities were hassled by the dogging stations, that became perceptibly jarring for both me and Mom. The wave lasted for a week, but our nosy neighbors won’t stop darkening our doors, knowing that they’re not concerned about what happened to me, but only to have the full details of what have transpired.Mom was fully exhausting every thing that she can to make sure that Eric will be locked behind bars, notwithstanding the amount of anxiety attacks that she bore she could have had in a week.Liam came by and decided to stay with me in our house, practically to protect me from the possible blackguards. Ashton and Blake frequently dropped by to show their emotional support.
I need to put a halt on despising myself because Liam is not the only family I have. His demeanor is unacceptable and he should deep down realize it.The night was enchanting, with ceaseless laughing on the dining table, that led to a campfire drinking at the idyllic view on the rooftop.All of us gathered on the breezy rooftop, garbled on cardigan and handmade quilts. Mom and Zeke sat closely together, as they share a thick quilt. I lounge on a cardigan that I borrowed from Eloisa. Eric flumped beside me, already done with his second bottle of beer.“You have to take it easy, Eric. The night is still young,” I said smilingly.“Hey! I don’t take a word from a kid, especially who’s inadequate to remain herself conscious just after drinking one bottle.” Why does that made me feel mortified?Back when I was working for Eric, I never ever knew what alcohol tasted like. All I knew is that it has a strong, bitter, disl
Jet lag must have been working hard lately. We’re already back in Brussels, but my circadian rhythm isn’t restored yet even after three days of staying inland.One more week of vacation still awaits me, and I don’t want to spoil any moment wasted. Liam is still at Majia, attending Evans, whom I hope is going to fully recover sooner. I wanted to bring Evans some flower but I can’t even afford the shipping fee, that could cost me my life.The sun shone so strikingly bright today, bringing radiance to every life being here in our town. Not a sign of impending dark clouds.Animated kids stroll at the side of the road on their bikes, neighbors mowing their lawns that has been neglected for a while, mothers gossiping about almost everything, and dogs scampering and barking endlessly as if they’ve been trapped inside their kennels for a year.On the other hand, Kit here has been unusually down today. He looks weary, his verve is at
The hospital was eerily quiet for a huge establishment. It’s almost as if I can hear all of our fluttering heartbeats combined, the three of us, Liam and Jake, preparing ourselves from the worst-case scenario.Liam’s disquietude is the most palpable amongst the three of us, who’s blankly staring on a dingy wall with both of his hands, clasps tightly, affixed to his mouth.I caressed Liam’s ruffled hair as we wait for Evans’ health results, hoping not a vital organ was maimed on the stab.The surgery took an hour before the doctor went out of the E.R. door.“How is he? Is he doing alright?”I can see Liam’s desperation to see Evans being in fine fettle, setting aside his ill-will for his cousin.Our satisfying sigh of relief begot a joyful rush running through our body when the doctor announced that there was no critical injury being subjected despite the puncture.It wouldn’t take
I carefully dipped from the bluff as Evans assisted me. I can infer that Liam saw red when Evans wrapped his arms around my midriff to aid me. I’ve never seen him this jealous with anyone else, other than the incident with Caleb, that conflicted me ever since the twins set foot on the island.For whatever reason was Liam unrested in sight of Evans, I felt strongly guilty. We plopped at the umbrella’s shade adjacent to the waters.“I’m sorry.”I held Liam’s scrunched face and kissed him. He was trying to hold back, but never detracted.“I don’t have any clue at all with your rivalry with Evans, but if you really wanted for me to avoid him by any means, I’ll-------.”“He stole my first love,” Liam disrupted, as he accidentally crushed his ice cream cone in his fist. He tried to calm himself down after his outburst, as he wiped off the ice cream orts on his hands with a morning to
The night was pretty chilly in our room, specifically in my spot because I lied right beside the wall. I can hear Jake’s snoring from the other room, which made it harder for me to fall asleep. In addition, the strong fruity fragrance of Nica’s sunscreen that densely punched my nose, giving me siege of headaches.Liam lover carried me to our bedroom for I straight down guzzled numerous glasses of premium red wine last night. Slivers of memories suddenly gushed inside my head. Supercuts of Marco’s mind-blowing fire spinning performance, Jake’s cartwheel flops, that almost broke his ankle, and Liam’s tipsiness that made him bend on one’s knees, play pretending an engagement proposal to me. Everybody is wild and out of control. I wonder what would the valets think of our madness earlier.I couldn’t toss and turn because of the strait bed, so I stiffened up like a hollow freckled log running in the river of Nile.My eyes wer
We all agreed to have the twins come with us. Mom’s still at our room and I went upstairs to come collect her. She had a slight fever and adjured us to go without her. I crossed my heart that I would behave rationally as I do most of the time. I waved her and Kit goodbye and pined her that she would present me the clean bill of health once we get back.The blazing heat on the rainforest section was insurmountable. We could feel the blistering heat permeating inside the airconditioned car.I ensconced myself beside the driver to have a superior view of the whole trip. Monkeys were swinging from tree to tree through vines and dragonflies were droning through air.I can hear the shuttering of camera from behind me, which Evans was too engrossed in capturing money shots. He also works part-time at a start-up business that principally focuses on saving the environment. It pays a little but for Evans, it’s a job where he invests most of his blood, sw
I collected myself from the heavenly bliss that Liam and I shared just a moment ago. We should be on the courtyard on the dot at 3 p.m. for the customary teatime. My Mom’s desirous of tea, eclectic-range of teas to be exact, so I bet she’s had her reservation already occupied.I can see Mom and Aries, formally sipping their drinks, articulating about Aries’ magnum opus and list of accolades.We acted well-adjusted as we tried to smoothen out the unwrinkled bit of my dress and shrugged off some grime on my shirt. It’s hard to read Aries disposition behind his golden-frame sunglasses.“You must be Serena. Join us,” offered him.My first impression to Aries is that he’s kind of pompous. The way he sat on the table screamed pride and his lukewarm gestures says it all. You know what they say, a monkey in silk dress is still a monkey.He just bragged the whole afternoon about his philanthropic acts, about his met
The interior was adorned with a predominant masculine accent, black and amber motif, suitable for a patriarch head of the family. Rounded rustic table, surrounded with velvety coal gray ling seats and bear skin rug propped on the floor. Marco and Jake were too immersed in a two- player interactive game at their phones in the corner, while Mom took a forty-winks on the massage chair, obstructed in the corner part of the interior. Liam and I, on the other hand, played with Kit, and caught up with one another, being apart for the past week. “How were the results of your midterms?” asked Liam in his sensuous voice. I extensively narrated to Liam how I managed to aced up the Midterms with the fabulous help that I got from Elijah, which I’m madly grateful for. Liam coped up with almost perfect scores in every subject in his syllabus, making him a potential candidate for magna cum laude. He’s inherently smart, that he could juggle his meteoric career