Feeling the pressure, now that I was standing before him, I was at a loss for words. Well, nothing like just introducing myself, I suppose. Looking him dead in the eye, I caught my lower lip between my teeth seductively as I extended my hand to him. With my three-inch heels on I was nearly as tall as him, just shy of a few inches, making him just over six feet tall. “Hi there, I’m Alessandra.”
“I guess that’s our cue to get lost,”
One of his friends said, I didn’t know which one, my eyes were firmly in place staring up at the gorgeous man before me. The billiards game was abandoned as his two friends walked away.
He accepted my hand, his large, strong hand wrapping around my dainty one.
“I’m Zandro.” The feel of his soft, yet strong, hand wrapped around mine sent a shiver of anticipation through me. We stood in silence staring at each other for what felt like an eternity. I didn’t have any game – at all – it was pathetic. In my defense, I’d never picked up a man in a nightclub before either, so I had an excuse.
“How about I buy you a drink?” he finally said breaking the tension. “And maybe we can find a seat and talk – if you like?”
The bubble of tension within me deflated and I sighed. “That would be great. A glass of wine would be perfect.”
I didn’t think more hard liquor would be wise. I didn’t know this man and certainly wasn’t naïve. I’d baby that wine for the entire night until we left. As it was the three shots had already had me feeling buzzed. I followed him to the bar and watched him order. When the drink arrived, I was quick to grab it from him and keep it close to me. Papa didn’t raise any fool. After some searching, we finally found a two-person table secluded in a corner away from the people and the music.
Perching myself on one of the stools. I took a sip of the wine while he seated himself across from me. Feeling eyes on us, I looked over to where my potential sorority sisters were. As suspected, they were all watching, not even pretending to seem disinterested. Nothing like making me nervous, a little privacy would have been appreciated. Shutting my mind off to them,
I looked back over at Zandro whose gaze on me made me feel that warm and fuzzy feeling inside, the one that they try to sell you on in the romantic movies. I’d never felt physically drawn to a man before, so it was a foreign and exciting feeling. They picked well.
“So, Alessandra. Tell me everything about yourself.”
Time to put on the charm. And hell, you never know, maybe it would be a match made in heaven. He did look older than me a solid ten years, so telling him I was a college student off the bat seemed counterproductive.
Luckily, there was a lot more to talk about than careers. Sitting in the passenger seat of his car on our way to his place I was so nervous I feared I was going to vomit. The chitchat at the club hadn’t been all that productive. It was just too busy and there was too much going on. Not to mention my nerves were getting to me. When he suggested that we get out of there to find a better place to talk I blurted that we should try his place. For a moment I feared I’d be rejected, but he downed the rest of his beer, took my hand, and led me from the club. I didn’t even have time to tell the girls I was leaving, although I’d seen their eyes on us the entire time so I was sure they knew where we were headed without me giving them the heads up. What if he’s a psycho killer, a voice in the back of my head chimed in. I scoffed at the voice. If he was, I’d be the last person he killed before my family got hold of him and had him ripped apart limb by limb. Mind you, it was little consolation if I was dead. The car slowed and turned into a parking lot and then to the parking garage under the apartment building. A few minutes later he was parking in his designated spot and opening the door for me to get out. Taking his hand in mine I allowed him to assist me out of the car. Despite the nervousness I was feeling inside, the feel of his larger hand surrounding mine, gave me a sense of calm that felt natural and right. By the time we entered his apartment the feeling of nervousness within me had calmed and excitement over what could happen next took over. Slipping my shoes off and hanging my purse on the coat rack, I entered his place and was immediately impressed. It wasn’t huge, a couple of bedrooms with a small kitchen and living room, but it was furnished nicely with modern décor and an eye for detail that you’d expect from a professional decorator. I loved the contrast of white and black in the furniture. It gave off a fresh, hipster type of vibe.
“Did you do this all yourself? It doesn’t really give me the impression of a bachelor pad.”
He chuckled. “Yeah, I did. I have a touch of OCD. I like everything to be perfect and in place. It’s something I’m working on.” Turning to face him, I grinned. “A perfectionist.”
As my eyes swept the apartment there wasn’t a speck of dust to be seen. The place was eat off of the floor spotless. “You could say that. I just like to take pride in what I have.” Turning from me he went to the fridge and opened it up. “Would you like something to drink?” “Water would be fine for me.”
“Water coming up.”
He pulled a bottle of beer and a bottle of water from the fridge, then turned back to me. Just kiss him. Kiss him and the awkwardness would go away, I coached myself. Closing the distance between us, I reached up and removed his glasses. Taking a step back, I grinned.
“You look completely different without glasses. I mean, you look hot with them, but a different type of hot without them.”
Laughing, I saw a faint glow color his cheeks. “Well, thank you. So, I have a Superman and Clark Kent thing going on, you think?”
Setting the two bottles on the counter, he took the glasses from me, put them on, and then whipped them back off, giving his eyebrows a little wiggle as he did. Giggling, I nodded.
“Yes, you do.” He was sweet and funny. And damn he was sexy. His shirt stretched across his toned chest. He definitely went to the gym. “So now that we’re here, what would you like to do? I think I have Monopoly here somewhere.”
I wasn’t sure if he was joking or not, but by the grin on his face, I suspected he was. But there was an uncertainty in his eyes that told me he was covering his nervousness with humor and I appreciated it. Stepping closer to him, I slipped my hands up his chest, pressing myself against him and closing my eyes allowing the smell of his cologne to pull me in. Damn, he smelled good.
Opening my eyes, I looked back up at him. The nervousness that was in his eyes had disappeared and it was replaced by a hunger that sent a thrill through me and encouraged me to be more brazen. As I pressed myself tight to him, he slipped his arms around me, pulling me tight so I could feel his rapidly thickening erection against my stomach. Inhaling deeply, I moaned softly as I forced my reservations over what was about to happen from my mind so I could simply lose myself and enjoy the moment. I didn’t need to over-think this. All I needed to do was enjoy it. Lifting me up, he placed me on the countertop.
“I’m going to give you a chance to stop this before it gets out of hand.” He brushed the back of his hand against my cheek. Closing my eyes, I savored the feeling of him touching me. His hand slid to the back of my head as he urged my lips down to his. When our lips touched, a shot of excitement raced through me that I hadn’t felt for years. Grabbing my ass in his hands, he pulled me tight to him as I wrapped my legs around his waist.
“Maybe I want this to get out of hand,” I whispered against his lips. There was a faint taste of beer on his lips as he nipped at my lower lip. Pulling back slightly I giggled and removed his glasses setting them on the counter behind me, before my lips came crashing down onto his, pressing myself tightly to him. I moaned inviting his tongue in to meet mine. As our tongues danced, my hands explored the hard lines of muscle under the linen of his shirt. His kiss left me light-headed and needy for more. Suddenly his lips left mine and began to work their way down the side of my neck. I moaned softly, tilting my head to the side, allowing him better access to the sensitive flesh. My fingers fisted the material, longing to feel the heat of his bare skin against mine.
My hands moved to the front of his shirt, quickly undoing the buttons, one by one then pushed the material aside giving my hands access to the hard lines of muscle underneath. Once his mouth reached my shoulder, he lifted his head to look up and into my eyes. Lowering my head, I lightly kissed him.
“You definitely do look like Superman now.”
I pushed back admiring his thick chest and defined abdominals. “I don’t even think he looks as good as you do without a shirt.”
Zandro laughed. “Like I said, I pull off Clark Kent well.”
My fingertips traced the lines of muscle on his shoulders as I pushed the shirt off his shoulders completely.
“Are you Superman in the bedroom as well?”
Grinning, he picked me up, hoisting me on his hips, and began to walk with me through the living room toward the bedroom. “I guess you’ll have to let me know in the morning.”
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Cocking a brow up at him, I held right to him. “You can keep going all night?”“I guess we’ll see.”Carrying me through the threshold, he took me directly to the queen-sized bed, covered in a black and white checkered duvet. We both went tumbling onto the bed, his body covering mine as his lips came hurtling down onto mine. His kiss was frenzied as he ground his hips against me, the ridge of his dick rubbing against my groin. With each movement, my skirt hitched up until it was bunched around my waist with only the thin lacy material of my panties and the cotton of his pants separating me from what about going to bring me the type of pleasure I’d been longing for. It was crazy and reckless. I knew this, but it was about more than a stupid hazing stunt. This was me finally being able to break free of the restraints I’d been bound in and be the woman I’d grown to be.I was free now to indulge in my sexual urges and take pleasure in a man’s body on mine. I was free to indulge in everythi
With one forceful thrust up, Zandro groaned loudly, as he pulled my body tight to his and unleashed within me. The force of his cum slammed against the walls of my pussy and the feel of his rigid body tight against mine was my undoing. I screamed out loud, not giving a damn if the neighbors heard me, as every muscle in my body tightened almost painfully then just like that a wave of pleasure rushed over me that left me light-headed and slumped against him as my pussy clenched and then released as I came to his torturous dick.“Oh my God. That was…” I gasped, clinging to him as if my life depended on it. “Incredible,” he supplied, pulling away from me just enough so that his gorgeous blue eyes could look into mine. I smiled down at him and nodded.“Incredible.”We stared into each other’s eyes for what felt like an eternity. “So, what now?” I finally asked with his depleted, yet still surprisingly thick, dick still within me. A mischievous gleam flashed in his eyes before he grabbed my
My eyes narrowed at him not sure if I should trust him or not. “Do I know you?” This time I gave him a thorough look up and down. He looked innocent enough, kind of like a boy scout with his short-cut red hair and green eyes and freckles. At least what Boy Scouts were portrayed to look like on American television – right down to the beige khaki pants and green button-down shirt.“No, not really. I noticed you in line at the registrar’s office the other day talking to some frat douche. You probably didn’t notice me, but you’re so beautiful that I’d have been blind not to notice you.” Cocking my head to the side, I gave him another good look up and down. He was a little scrawny. Certainly not the type of man my father would hire. I certainly doubted he was a plant, if he was then my father was really scraping the bottom of the barrel for security. He’s probably just some horny guy hoping to score with a girl hobbling her walk of shame back home.“I think I’ll pass on the piggy-back, th
Alessandra Russo POV Sociology 1001. My second class of the day. I’d been so nervous about my first day of college I’d skipped breakfast which I now realized had been a terrible mistake. Now my stomach was beginning to grumble, luckily lunchtime was quickly approaching. Entering the massive theatre room classroom with a few hundred seats inside, I made my way to the front of the class. I was going to make the most of this experience and was aiming for the Dean’s list so that meant being front row center for every class. Luckily, most people weren’t so anxious to be in the line of fire. Finding the perfect seat right in the center in front of the podium that that professor would presumably use, I set up my laptop and waited as the rest of the class filled the room. I’d read and taken notes of the first two chapters of the textbook already so was confident I’d have an answer to any question on the contents.The quiet of the room quickly turned to a loud rumble as students chattered amo
Zandro Bernardino POV I watched her as she raced down the hallway as if hell hounds were nipping at her heels. Damn, she had a fine ass. She had the kind of ass that made you want to grab it as you’re… I groaned to myself feeling my dick begin to rise in my pants. I should have made her take a different course, she needed electives, and she could have taken this course with someone else next semester, at worst. But I didn’t want her to. I’d been thinking about her since I woke up the previous morning and she’d been running rampant through my mind ever since. But it could be dangerous to my career.Although, all it had been was a one-night stand before I even knew she was a student of mine. Nothing would happen between us again, regardless of how much my dick wanted it to. She disappeared around the corner. If she’d given me a moment before bolting, I would have told her that she needed to turn in the opposite direction to make it to the main lobby of the building, but she’d figure it
Two months later Zandro Bernardino POV Almost done. Grabbing my coffee cup, I took a long drink of the black coffee inside and then grimaced. God, it was disgusting, but I was burning the midnight oil on campus trying to finish work for the day so I could free up the weekend. Marking the tests was such a tedious chore, especially when there were nearly two hundred to go through. Luckily the card reader did most of the marking, but I still needed to verify the results and input them. Did anyone even pay attention to my classes?The grades on many of the tests were disheartening. This was Intro Sociology; it should be a simple class to do well in. Maybe I was a shitty teacher this term? Who the fuck knew for sure? In previous years the grades hadn’t been this bad. Maybe it was a fluke. I really hoped it was a coincidence otherwise I’d have to figure out what was different; as if I didn’t already know.There were a few students who shone brightly over the others. One in particular had
Alessandra Russo POV I felt like such an asshole. His cheek was already starting to swell up and I could only imagine what his balls were feeling like right now. I’d nailed him with every bit of strength that I had in me. I hope this didn’t affect my grade…. At the last thought, I couldn’t help but giggle. That was such an inconsiderate and asshole thing to think when the poor man before me was in pain due to my paranoia. I’d been trained to sense being watched and take note of my surroundings and I’d been getting some eerie feelings that I just couldn’t shake lately. I didn’t think it was a coincidence, although I knew Zandro wasn’t the one who’d been following me lately. I could call the family, but then what? Either they’d send my brother and his goons here to deal with it or force me to return to Italy. I was enjoying it too much here to risk Papa sending me home. Chances are if there was someone following me then it was one of Papa’s men anyhow.I should have known better than t
Alessandra Russo POV I tossed and turned all night barely getting a moment of sleep, my mind wouldn’t turn off and it was all because of Zandro. It shouldn’t be like this. I shouldn’t be this obsessed after all this time. We should have slid into a normal teacher and student routine by now and I had thought that we had – until last night. Maybe I’d been fooling myself. If anything, the past couple of months seemed to solidify the bond we were both trying to convince ourselves didn’t exist.Throwing the blankets from my body, I slid out of bed and took a quick, cold shower hoping to wake myself up while hoping the shower wouldn’t wake Editha. At least it was the weekend and I didn’t have classes today or I’d have been a walking zombie. Toweling myself off, I got dressed in the bathroom and then went back into the bedroom where my roommate was still loudly snoring. She’d come home shortly after I had, stumbling into the room and knocking over the lamp next to her bed before falling alm
Cassandra Russo Gallardo POV I never wanted a big wedding. Growing up, I wasn’t the type of girl who dreamed about flowing white dresses, enough flowers to open a florist shop, or exorbitantly expensive multi-tier cakes. I’m perfectly content with what I have—my family in attendance and my man standing proudly at the altar. We’re in a small chapel, tucked away in one of the quieter, more peaceful corners of the city. I’m dressed in the same wedding dress Mom wore when she married Dad, the very same veil on my head. There are no words to describe how honored I am to wear it. I hope one day, I get to pass it on to my own daughter to wear at her wedding, and perhaps even my granddaughter after her. Little things like these, full of sentiment and love, are how traditions are born. Dad and I stand just in front of the main entrance to the chapel. Everyone’s taken their seats, and the music is beginning to swell. I know he had his reservations when I first agreed to marry Thorton, but inst
Thorton Gallardo POV One Month Later Separately, the Russo and Gallardo Mafias are capable of incredible things. They both rule with iron fists and awe-inspiring efficiency. Where the Russo commands the respect of their peers, my brothers and I are tenaciously ambitious. Combined—we’re a force to be reckoned with. We’re only a month into our merger, but all of Italy works like a well-oiled machine. With the Russos’ connections and my transportation network, we’re virtually unstoppable. I don’t think the criminal underworld has ever seen a more impressive organization. With Leo running the numbers, Samuel enforcing our laws, Roman negotiating our deals, and Damien keeping his ear to the ground for any whispers of dissent, we have the entire city under our thumbs.But right now, the last thing I want to think about is work. Zandra, unfortunately, has other plans. “Remind me to ask Samuel to pay the Southern Administrative District a visit. A couple of businesses haven’t been paying ki
Zandra Russo POV I only have so much time. Before long, my baby bump will begin to show, and then the jig is up. I need to figure out how to break the news to Dad without sending him into full-on cardiac arrest. My decision is final, though, no matter what he or the rest of my family has to say. I’m keeping this baby, and I’m going to protect him or her with every fiber of my being. Do I think Dad might disown me when he learns the truth? Probably not. He’s always been a level-headed guy. I doubt he’d do anything so drastic… But that doesn’t stop me from coming up with a Plan B, C, and D—just in case. I’m just about to pull out my phone to look up some rudimentary information on what mothers should expect when I hear a strange sound coming from outside. The screech of car tires, angry shouting. My heart automatically leaps into my throat and lodges there. Oh, God. Are we under attack? All this excitement and paranoia can’t possibly be good for the baby. My little brother comes hobbli
Thorton Gallardo POV Half of Italy belongs to the Gallardo Mafia. I should be over the moon. I’m anything but. “We’re seeing staggering profits,” Leo tells me from the other side of my desk. One of his detailed spreadsheets is pulled up on his tablet.“We’ve had next to no resistance from the remaining Russo in the area. They’ve all but fled to the north of the city. The raid left them scrambled, but I don’t think now is the time to keep pushing. There’s still a heavy police presence in the area.” “Sure,” I mumble. I’m only half listening, partially because I know Leo’s got everything under control, and partially because I can’t bring myself to care. It’s almost cruel how we have everything we want, yet I have nothing I need. “The taxi business practically runs itself at this point,” Leo goes on. “Since Detective Rossi, uh, passed, there’s been no reason for the police to keep sniffing around. He was the only one who could link us to our criminal interests, and it doesn’t look like
Zandra Russo POV I’m bedridden for what feels like an eternity. Aunt Natalya keeps telling me it’s frankly a miracle I survived. Very few can take a bullet through the chest and live to tell the tale. It’s nothing short of divine intervention. But even if I did have the energy to get out of bed, I wouldn’t. A heavy fog clouds my mind, and it has nothing to do with the pain meds I’m on. I can’t stop thinking about Thorton. I can barely even think of his name without pins and needles stinging my eyes. No matter what I do, no matter how much time has passed, I can’t bring myself to accept he’s dead. The lives we lead are dangerous ones. Death and injury is an accepted workplace hazard. I just didn’t think it would actually happen.“Come on, Zandy,” Alessandra whispers at my bedside. There’s a bowl of chicken noodle soup on her lap. It’s all I’ve been able to stomach lately. Everything else makes me feel barfy. “You should eat something,” Mom adds softly. She’s seated on the other side o
Thorton Gallardo POV If obsession is a disease, then I’m sick and suffering. My waking thoughts bounce back and forth between Zandra and Rossi, trapping me in a never-ending cycle of cause and effect. I can’t stop thinking about her, about how cold and small she was in my arms as the lights faded from her eyes. My chest tightens at the realization that I’ll never get to kiss her again or speak to her again. Rossi has to pay—he has to. Tracking the man down this time is a whole lot easier. He’s paraded around like a damn war hero, showing up for interviews and public award ceremonies. I lie in wait, watching from the back of the crowd, dressed in an unassuming pair of jeans, a black sweatshirt, and a baseball cap. The hood’s drawn over to obscure my face. A whole line of TV cameras is here, along with nosy reporters and a handful of uniformed cops. I can’t just approach him. I may want vengeance, but I’m not suicidal. This place is too public, too many witnesses. I need to bide my tim
Thorton Gallardo POV Pulling up to the Russo’s private residence is practically begging for immediate execution, but I have no other options. I need to see Zandra, need to know she’s okay—even if it kills me. The place is swarming with armed guards, all of them training their weapons on us as the car screeches to a halt in front of the house.The moment I jump out, at least four of them barrel toward me. I came fully prepared for the beating of my life, but what happens next is so much worse.“Stand down!” Manfred Russo shouts at his men. They do so, snapping to attention as he trudges down the front path, his fists clenched so hard his knuckles are white. I see so much of Zandra in him. And that’s why I don’t react when he winds back and punches me in the jaw. I stumble to the ground, my ear ringing and my face throbbing. I deserved it. I deserve all of it. I will accept it. I see no point in fighting back. Even if I wanted to, Manfred Russo is almost three times my age. There’s no
Zandra Russo POV I awake with a start. There’s a blinding, throbbing pain in my chest, just below my left shoulder. I can’t make sense of my surroundings. Everything’s too loud, too bright. Confusion makes the room spin and fear makes my blood run cold. What just happened? How did I get here?“Easy, Zandy,” Aunt Natalya says as she hooks me up to a blood bag. O-positive, according to the sticker slapped on the front. “It was a high caliber round, so the bullet went right through you. You lost a lot of blood, but you’re lucky it missed all your important organs. Four inches lower and it would have pierced your heart.” Aunt Natalya is speaking perfectly clearly, but I don’t understand a word coming out of her mouth. Is it because of the shock? The pain? Probably both. I groan.“What happened?” “Relax, sweetheart,” Dad says. He’s at my bedside, his brows steepled together in grave concern. My uncles are here. So are Mom Amara, Alessandra, and Jovito. It’s a miracle my room is big enoug
Thorton Gallardo POV I don’t need to be an expert in reading body language to know tensions are running high. This is a public meeting—as is the tradition—hosted in a restaurant that’s been completely booked out. The lighting is dim. Armed men are everywhere. They don’t just belong to the Russo, but to the other families I’ve managed to piss off, as well. Why couldn’t we have done this in the back of some dingy room? Because this is a show of good faith, of honor, an unspoken code of conduct. There is nowhere to hide here, no secrets to be kept…which is exactly how I know everyone in this room hates my guts and they’re itching to reach for their guns and show it. Zandra—gorgeous, beautiful, fierce Zandra—sits at the head of the table. Her father and her uncles stand behind her like silent stone sentries. Around the table, the other Mafia heads sit. Some faces are familiar. Others are not. They all have one thing in common, though, and it’s the way they all stare daggers at me and my