Sofia opened her mouth wide and felt as if the ceiling was falling on her. She wanted to articulate words, but she couldn't, the lump in her throat fortified, imprisoning her, as well as the agonizing feeling of the walls threatening to crush her.
"This..." She looked at the woman, then at the glass. And making silence for a couple of seconds, she understood that what was happening there seemed like a circus in bad taste. "Where is he?" Her words broke through the pressure of her teeth. "Where is Gael?! Is he there? He is there watching everything, isn't he? Gael! Look at me, Gael, look at my face, what have I done to you to make you do this to me? Why are you doing this to me?!"
Both women jumped when they heard the door open unexpectedly.
"What the hell is going on here!" the policewoman exclaimed. "I'm in the middle of an interrogation."
It was the rookie.
"Excuse me, Lieutenant, we have some very important information for you to review."
"What information? This is absurd."
"You must see for yourself."
Sophia's breath held as this sort of conversation took place in front of her eyes.
"OK, we'll continue shortly."
"Wait, are you leaving? Wait!" Sofia shouted. "Let's clear this up at once, I have to go get my son!"
The officer got up abruptly from her chair, picked up the folder, and left, closing the door behind her with a loud bang.
Immediately, Sofia looked in the mirror, she wanted to check the paper in her pocket. She sensed that behind that panel was Gael himself watching her, enjoying watching blame her for something she didn't do.
She rested her back on the chair at a slant so that she could see what the mystery of the pocket was all about. That's how she managed to make out the small sheet, even focusing on the words written in pen.
"Your son is fine, he will wait for you at the daycare, trust me. L."
A flood of comfort poured over her head and washed over her whole body. The feeling was so powerful that she had to cry, though avoiding crying too vigorously, sustained but releasing, a necessary cry so she could feel was still going strong.
Sofia looked at nothing, took a breath, took her hands out, leaving the paper inside the jacket...
"Come with me!"
Sofia raised her face, very astonished, with fear running through her veins. Officer L. Vos entered the room like a sweeping tsunami and approached her with an outstretched arm to help her up.
"What's going on?"
"We have to go now! Move, Sofia! Now! C'mon, let's go!"
As if the light of all the sacred tunnels was not white, but of another intense color, the young Sofia clung to the masculine hand of that savior and didn't let go as they both ran down the same corridor they ran together after arriving at that building.
"Go on!"
Adrenaline, like an inky stance, energized the girl's steps, concentrating on her footsteps and the dark blue back of the man who was carrying her away.
"This way!" Vos ran with her, reached a black van, and released her so he could open the passenger door. "Get in!"
"No, what? What's going on? Where are you taking me? We're committing a crime!"
"You're not getting out of there, Sofia. That fucker Cliff is fucking you up bad. Get in if you want to see your son again, get in!"
One second, two seconds... She found determination in Vos' eyes and got in, he closed the door, went around the van, got in, too, and started before he even closed his.
Sofia held on to the seat so as not to wobble thanks to the great speed they were going.
"Ahh! I don't want to die! God!" were the only phrases she could shout before realizing the path they were taking.
"Put on your seat belt!"
Sofia looked back, realizing that no one was following them. She looked ahead, all the traffic lights were green. Her heart was many times about to escape through her mouth, but it was already done, she was a fugitive, and she let herself be carried away by that man who took her out in the most shocking way in the middle of the police interrogation.
Sofia covered her face with her hands and clung to God, praying for her life and the life of her little Liam, when suddenly, the speed subsided.
She lowered her hands and looked around. «Are we in Liam's daycare?», she wondered.
"Make it quick. Go in, get your child, and come out right away. I'll wait for you."
"What? But..."
"Come on, Sofia! It won't be long before this turns into a circus."
Sofia didn't react. She could already imagine the sirens, the gunshots, the jail.
"What have we done?" she whispered, with new tears in her eyes.
He took her hands and squeezed them.
"I swear this was the only way out, I swear." They were both breathing hard. "I told you, Sofia, trust me."
She swallowed the dryness in her throat and took off those hands to get out of the carriage and go get her little boy.
She walked in a hurry, without running, because she didn't want anyone to suspect that something was wrong. Still, she didn't know how to quell the urgency taking hold of her.
She climbed the small set of stairs to a brick-colored double door that was always locked. She smiled at the watchman, a very friendly African-American who let her in.
Without explanation, she walked through the corresponding corridors until she came to the maternity room, always smiling, a feigned gesture that only became sincere when she saw her little boy.
"Honey! Come to mommy." She met her offspring in the middle of the way, he towards her and then she picked him up to give him hugs and kisses. "How are you, my beauty boy? How did it go today at the little school?"
"Liam has been excellent today," reported one of his caregivers, the only one in the desolate classroom. She was a slightly short woman with short black hair, dressed in a regulation uniform and a patterned apron. "Is everything all right? We were very worried about you when we heard you were going to be late, and especially when a police officer informed us that."
Sofia froze for a moment, quickly coming back to earth.
She smiled.
"He's a friend. I'm managing a move, and my landlady got a little rude, that's why I was late, and he offered to come. Sorry, I didn't manage to call to let you know."
The teacher wrinkled her eyebrows slightly but didn't stop smiling.
"Goodbye, little Liam!" she said, as mother and child hurried away, immediately after Sofia had almost snatched her son's backpack from the teacher's hands.
Sofia hugged her baby tightly and hurried back to the car, which was still waiting for her with the door open. She got in and Vos drove off at almost the same speed as before.
He was driving in concentration, but he couldn't help but glance at them from time to time, alternating between the road and the image of the woman hugging her baby in anguish.
When the young mother saw where they were, she felt her chest tighten again. The van was parked between a big car and a wall, and the engine was turned off. Vos, still with her hands on the steering wheel, sighed.
"Why are we at the airport?" she asked.
"Contrary to what you may be believing, no one will come after you, because no one has a charge against you."
She didn't understand what he was saying, she showed him in a gesture. He looked at the baby, innocent of everything that was happening.
"I still don't know exactly what Gael Cliff is up to, but it's not good, like almost everything that family does. The accusation against you is false..."
"Of course it's false," she cut him off in her defense.
He showed his palms, asking her to calm down.
"I saw it. Especially the amount they put in your account today."
"One hundred thousand dollars. I've never seen so much money in my life."
"Dark money, they wanted to dirty you with it. We think they meant to take it from you. We think intending to take the child from you. Did you know that Gael is getting married soon?" Sofia opened her eyes and denied it. "His future wife is the daughter of a millionaire."
"What does that marriage have to do with all this and with me?"
"We don't know, but it has something to do with it. You gave him a son who was always a nuisance to him. Now, out of the blue, he wants to take you away by putting you in jail. I mean it, something has to do with it, but you can't stay to find out. You can't stay."
She changed her expression.
"What do you mean?"
He sighed, feeling something strong in his chest that he didn't know how to interpret.
He turned his body, pulling one arm back, and brought with him a leather backpack that seemed a bit heavy.
"What's that?"
"Take it."
She maneuvered with Liam to take the bag he was handing her.
"Your sister is going to wait for you."
"What?" She smiled, not at all amused. "My sister's been in Spain for years."
"I know. And you're going to visit her." Sofia couldn't believe it. "We did some quick research and found out you have a sister there. We called her..."
"What? And... who...?"
"She understood everything and will be waiting for you."
"But... how...? This is crazy!"
"No. Crazy is what Liam's father was about to do today."
Sofia opened the backpack; inside were her and Liam's passport, two plane tickets, and an envelope with money."
"You broke into my apartment? These passports were there. How did you...?"
He didn't answer, and she continued to look through them. The envelope contained a considerable, though not excessive, amount of money. Underneath, clothes, household goods, not a lot of things, but all women's and some baby things."
"It's going to be a long trip, you'll want to put on some other clothes, maybe a coat. Buy it with that money and leave some in case you have to buy something for the child."
"I've got stuff in the apartment..."
"Your sister will take care of that."
"This is..." She looked at nothing, then at him. "How did we get out of the station without being chased?"
Vos didn't want to explain any of that to her, much less with the little time they had.
"Don't try to answer those things, just... keep in mind that no one will look for you, no one will come after you."
"Then why did we run away as if we were delinquents?"
"Because the best thing is for you to leave the country for a while, to visit your sister and... don't you have financial problems? Isn't that why you had to take on that jerk's money? The best idea now is for you not to be here." Vos didn't want to tell her that he was the one who would get in trouble and that by investigating him, she would show up on that case, that he didn't want to harm her, and that the cameras showing any evidence of their meeting at the station would be erased shortly.
By her side, Sofia understood that perhaps behind that mirror in that gloomy interrogation room, something big was unfolding, that Gael was involved, and she was caught in the middle. She also understood that the officer next to her had saved them and now they had to say goodbye.
"Why are you helping me?"
Vos stood still, looking straight into her face.
"Because it's the right thing to do," he hesitated to answer and felt he missed too much to say.
Liam looked at his mom and placed his little hands on her face. She closed her eyes, took his tiny palms, and kissed them, smelling the perfect scent of tenderness.
She inhaled, exhaled, and opened the door.
"I'm very grateful to you, I will pay you for everything and this money."
He gritted his teeth; he didn't know what to answer; he wasn't used to being good at accepting thanks or compliments.
Sofia got off with some difficulty. He helped her to take her things little by little, but when he thought she was going to leave, she looked at him again.
"The jacket..." she said, starting to take it off.
"Keep it. It's not too good for the cold, but you look good in it."
Sofia blushed, and looking down, remembered the note.
She reached into her right pocket and pulled out the paper he had left there for her.
"What's the "L" for?" He made a gesture of not understanding. "The "L" in your name. You signed here with your first initial, not your last name."
He smiled faintly, with closed lips, and looking into her eyes, he said to her:
"Leonel."
Sofia didn't imagine that this was the name and immediately agreed that it was a wonderful one and that she would never forget it.
"So, Leonel Vos, will we see each other someday?"
He wanted to smile more openly, but couldn't.
"If you and I meet again," she added, "you'll let me make it up to you for all this. I can tell you're hard up for flattery. You won't take it as one, and we'll call it even."
They both stared at each other, but little Liam began to stir, so it was time to say goodbye to his savior.
"Take care of yourself, Sofia. And take good care of little Liam."
"I will." She closed the van and walked a few steps away.
There was still a long way to go to the airport since the officer parked far from the main doors of that building. With Liam's weight and the two bags (Liam's suitcase and hers), it was a little difficult to walk faster. With a little more than a hundred meters to go, a group of sirens that were clearly from patrol cars could be heard in the distance. Alarmed, she turned around and could see that they were not for her. When she wanted to check if they were for him, she realized that Leonel had already left.
(Five years later). "Are you sure you want to leave? There's still time." Dolores Sullivan's anguish was evident in her freckled face and her accentuated expression lines. Standing in the Barajas airport, Sofia and her sister said goodbye. "Mom, is it true that Aunt can't come with us?" Both women crinkled their faces tenderly, looking down at Liam's sad little face, even though he was already six years old. Sofia bent down to talk to him face to face. Dolores would if it weren't for her tears, which she was trying to hide. "Honey, aunt has to stay for work, you know that, right? But at Christmas, she's coming home to celebrate it with us. Do you like that idea?" The little dark brown-haired boy, a color that was changing with time, nodded with a kind of smile, not very convinced by what his mommy was saying. "Hey, buddy, give me five," Dolores asked with a clean face and high-fiving him. "Time will fly by. In less than a rooster's crow, we will all be with the family." The c
"Mom, why do I have to go to school today? We only arrived the night before last." Sofia was surprised by the mature way her son spoke, besides, everything he said was not without logic, since it was true, just a couple of days ago at most, they arrived in New York and from that city they traveled by train to Albany, specifically to an area called Stone Village, almost on the outskirts. They arrived at the lodging in the wee hours of the morning and slept practically all day, recovering their strength at night with the idea of getting ready to go to school at the beginning of the school year. "Honey, I know it's been hard, but I couldn't make it earlier, I couldn't get other flights, not even direct ones, and even less on other dates. I understand you so much, honey. I'm tired too because I have to teach classes, but everything will be fine, I promise." She squeezed her little Liam in a warm embrace, already inside the cab that was taking them to their destination. Sofia didn't sto
Leonel began to feel sick. Sitting in his assigned chair at the celebration, he felt trapped inside himself, as if he were a very heavy, archaic, out-of-sea diving suit. He couldn't focus on anything, nor could he hear with precision the words of the hosts who were joining the stage, who were explaining the functions of that building. He could not take his eyes off Sofia, from whom he moved away thanks to the protocol, now having her on his left, quite a few seats away, sitting there, among the people, looking at him as well. He averted her eyes when he felt a sudden dizziness; he had to inhale and exhale, take deep breaths in an attempt to calm the array of things he felt. He had never imagined seeing her again, never thought would meet her in the United States, let alone that the surprise would sting. She seemed to be smiling and that was worse. «What are you doing here? Since when are you in the country? What are you doing here?!» he reiterated to himself, breathing harder, try
Leonel was trying to straighten his shirt collar. The least he could do was rip off his tie and toss it aside in severe discomfort. His passenger at the wheel was dividing his gaze between the road and the center rearview mirror, inspecting his boss, who didn't exactly look good back there in the seat. Leonel pulled out his cell phone, typed possessed, and placed the device to his ear. "Stop what you're doing, we need to talk right now!" He fumbled and as with the tie, tossed his cell phone aside on the seat. "Sir, are you ok?" "Just drive to the office," he barked softly, his voice choked. Vos immediately regretted speaking to him like that. The owner of that luxurious vehicle was breathing heavily and couldn't get the image of a smiling—almost crying—Sofia Sullivan out of his head, piercing his soul as he never thought it would happen. It pained him to no end to have treated her in such a cold way, but he couldn't do otherwise. «Where would she be living? I don't think she's
"She is Miss Sofia's sister," Frank said, handing him some documents. Leonel was in his spacious office, located in a building of only three floors. He liked to go a little unnoticed most of the year, so it seemed perfect, instead of moving to a more luxurious place, to expand what would become his first center of operations when everything went dark in his life, in those moments in which he had no choice but to start growing in other ways to survive. For this reason, the office of businessman Leonel Vos was located inside a mini-mall, something unusual for people like him. To enter, you had to go around the building, go through an electric gate, and follow some security protocols. Many people would think it was his favorite place, or one of them, because of the large amount of time he spent there. "Yes, that's her," he whispered, corroborating the identity by looking at the photo on the documents. She looked a lot like Sofia, only that lady had darker hair. "I saw her a few years
Leonel saw her again. And not just once. He took his pick-up and headed for the hotel, although he didn't do it right away, he still had to square some things, mandates, with two of his most trusted people, the same ones he found himself meeting with (as so many times) in his office. The businessman thought it could not have been more perfect to leave the mini-mall almost at nightfall. Had he done it differently, he wouldn't have caught Sofia leaving with two suitcases from the three-star hotel Raymond told him she was staying at. Leonel didn't want to do anything was willing to do, but he saw no alternative. He had to convince her to get out of Stone Village and even out of New York State. And he was sure that wouldn't be enough. Getting her back was his goal. He didn't call the sister, didn't want to involve more people, although that woman must have known the whole situation, he thought. Leonel was still angry that Raymond didn't tell her anything. «And what was I going to tel
"Can I talk to you for a moment?" Larry looked at Sophia as he finished placing the crystal glasses in the cabinet after she spoke to him. He looked down the hallway, where his wife and daughters had gone. "I thought you wouldn't ask. Of course, we can talk." The teacher wrinkled her eyebrows at the first thing he said and smiled at the same time. She didn't know what he was talking about but didn't want to ask. "Dinner was delicious," she said. "Fabiola cooks so good." Larry smiled. "I'm sure when she's finished putting the girls to bed, she'll come and check that everything is okay here in the kitchen. She's a neat freak." "And boy, is it worth it; this house is spotless and beautiful." Larry stopped what he was doing. He dried his hands on the dish towel and walked over to the counter to find Sophia already seated in one of the high chairs on the other side of the counter. He remained standing. "I'm not offering you wine today, there's work tomorrow, but soon at..." He lo
"Very good, you did very well, everyone..." Applause and cheers, plus laughter, were not long in coming each time teacher Sullivan explained what was on the acrylic board. "Okay, okay, okay. Now, pay attention, please. What's the next letter? Let's see." Sofia smiled openly, looking at the faces of all her students. "It looks like a... "n"?" "Mmm... Is it a question, or is it a statement?" She said to the girl who had just intervened, who laughed with her cheeks flushed. "Let's see, who has seen this..." she drew the letter much bigger, it looked like a cute cartoon, "this letter here?" She looked at the girl, pointing to the blackboard with the marker pen. "Which is very similar to "n", that's right. Who can tell me the name of this letter?" She looked at everyone, no one was saying anything. Suddenly, Sofia felt something move on the side of the door. Looked over there, and her smile faded. "EÑE! It's an "eñe," teach'," Jack Patterson jumped; the nephew of Detective Raymond
Sofia removed the blanket from her face late at night. Larry's party eventually came to an end amidst singing, piano playing, dancing, drinking, and company she never expected. Raymond's sister attended, but her brother didn't, and Sofia thanked God for that, she just wanted to spend the rest of the night in peace, without too many complications already. Leonel looked at her and stayed close all night. They even managed to talk about the campus and things about Liam, who came up to them and was in their company during the cake bite. Larry, for his part, watched them still worried, but he understood that he should not insist on knowing more and that he would give the teacher time to tell him everything herself. Leonel left early and promised that he would see her very soon. He promised her that the men stationed out there would drive her to and from school and that she would work normally because he was sure that Gael would not do anything right away. If he had this plan between his
Sofia was puzzled by the question. "The video of the tortures," she said. He froze again and approached her. "Sofia, how did you find out what Gael did to me? Didn't he tell you?" "He gave me his cell phone to show me a video." She swallowed thickly, trying not to let her stomach churn again with the images recorded in her memory. Leonel's gaze seemed to tinge with a strange mantle, something unhinged caused him to lose himself for a moment. "I didn't know he was recording." He turned his face toward her, but he couldn't see her. A sort of smile was about to appear. "So... he didn't tell you about it, but... you saw it?" Leonel reacted. "Fuck. Fuck, you saw it!" He put his hands on his head and turned away, turning his back on her, disgusted with himself for creating something as frightening as terror in that woman. "No way, you've seen it all. C'mon, what a fucking asshole!" He continued to wail, burying his fingers in his hair once more. She lowered her head, seeing him exp
"Sofia, you have a visitor, can we come in?" She listened to Larry and closed her eyes. "Yes, of course, you can come in." The director opened the door. Leonel looked at the woman, he didn't move from the doorway. Now that he was there, he could understand the teacher's living situation. The apartment was small, but it looked cozy. He could see everything quickly, barely detailing things, but seeing her standing there, dressed so beautifully and looking into her eyes, which, despite the distance, he found sadness in them, almost destroyed his chest by the amount of emotions he began to experience. She looked directly into his face, but he could not hold her gaze. "Good evening, Mr. Vos. Well, it is almost late. Larry, have you been having a good time?" The director felt his heart shrink. He witnessed the moment when the businessman passed by her and entered the house, approaching her in short strides. "Sofia, I wish we could talk," Leonel said. The woman still didn't look at
Leonel got out of his pick-up holding a bottle with a golden ribbon. He was accompanied by Frank. A couple of men were also with him, although they only got out of another pickup behind and were stationed there to guard the main entrance and a little of the surrounding area. At the same time, the van that the businessman had sent for Sofia and Liam was still there, on the same corner. Larry saw him arrive. Leonel arrived at the celebration half an hour after the professor had been at the teacher's house. He approached the entrance to welcome the sponsor. "Mr. Vos." Both shook hands. He nodded toward Loman out of courtesy, receiving the same greeting. "Come in, please." "Happy birthday, Mr. McDonald. I have brought you this present." Leonel handed him the bottle of thick, tinted glass, much like the presentation of champagne. Larry nodded. "Thank you, that's very kind." They moved forward a few steps until they reached the middle of the living room, which was located on the righ
Leonel wanted to be alone, but he knew that Frank, eventually, would have to come in. When Mark—one of his best men—told him what had happened, he could no longer carry out his chores, Leonel could not concentrate on anything else. He was no longer confronted only with the fact that Sofia was in town, not accepting his invitation to go on a trip. Now it was also about the grave danger she was in by leaving in that car. Also, his brain kept searching for the person who could have told Gael that she and Liam were there and not in Europe. Since she decided to stay, he began to embrace as good the idea of Sofia not leaving the same area, nor staying overnight in other areas too. He even liked the idea of her living at the principal's house, after realizing the teacher and Mr. McDonald had no romantic relationship between them. Cliff figured it out too fast. Leonel was sure that if Gael decided out of the blue to check up on him again, he would find out through those inquiries, wondering
Sofia was seated in front of a table in a beautiful solarium with incredibly beautiful flowers that she had never seen before. There was peace, but only in the place. Sofia inside was a sea of many things at once. They never hid her face or her eyes, they let her see everything. They had taken off her raincoat, leaving her in a long-sleeved wool sweater, jeans, and boots. They didn't cross words with her at any time. She realized—perfectly—where Gael's house was, where he lived with his wife, of whom she knew absolutely nothing, scolding herself for not having investigated a little more. It didn't matter; she was already there and felt somewhat protected because, at all times, the man who worked for Leonel had followed them. The opulence was extreme. For her, there was too much luxury surrounding them as she passed through corridors and areas of high ceilings, marble floors, the finest furnishings, and pleasant smells, but no people; they didn't run into a single person as she was
They talked just a little on the subject, she seemed to pretend well to feel open to it, but Larry heard another time about the Cliffs, owning a lot in New York State. He didn't know them, just as many didn't know him closely either, but they were ultra millionaires, creditors of organizations and businesses that even normal people couldn't spot. Larry agreed with Mr. Vos: Sofia had to be careful if a man like the businessman (who had previously saved her life and especially of the same family) was the one who advised her. She told him that was the reason she went to Raymond St. Jhons; that was pleased in a way because he knew the detective. His sister was a friend of his wife's, and at the Stone Village fairs, which were held in May, they almost always overlapped, greeted each other, and shared a word or two; the director liked him. Now, a couple of times, he wondered: «Do those men over there work for the New York Intelligence station or Mr. Vos?» Larry repressed his urge to find o
Sofia didn't leave. She invested her time in researching everything she could through social networks, the Internet, or referrals about the two men who seemed to be great enemies. One of those men was the father of her son, that fleeting lover she had when she was younger and who abandoned her from the beginning. The other was the one who saved her from him, and a miserable life as well; the same one who was using everything in his power, it seemed, to drive her away. She was no fool. She defined herself as someone who changed, a person with some stages already burned, despite her young age. Sofia Sullivan was another woman. She was pretty sure that something very bad happened to the businessman, St. John's words confirmed it. But she was even more certain that Gael had something to do with everything. After the conversation she had with the detective, she left the house that morning with nervousness. She didn't like to see the black van parked on a corner again. She didn't know if
The young man narrowed his gaze at the device, suddenly changing his grimace. He slowly straightened up as she spoke. "Miraculously, it was me who saw it. I didn't think I could do it, but I managed to catch you with that girl hiding in there. How could you think of bringing a woman into the sentry box? Have you gone mad? Aren't there enough hotels in Albany? How disgusting and unethical!" The young man looked at her with a lot of pallor and bewilderment, also annoyance and harshness. "At least you're still with her?" He didn't answer, barely breathing. "Look, just so we understand each other. You let me in, and I won't say anything to your boss about this." There was a silence that didn't last long. "Come on, Chris, I know what this is like. You and I know what it's like. Leonel upset? You don't want to see him like this. He's going to fire you, but because he feels mocked by someone he "trusts," he won't give you good recommendations, and that's little with what he could do to