The gesture was fleeting but absolutely earth-shattering. He broke their eye contact, leaving Cassandra feeling curiously emptied. With a brief, succinct excuse muttering something about getting drinks, James left them alone.
The rest of the crowd Sébastien Monfort had been talking to melted away too. He turned back, fixing on her with that intense gaze again.
“You’ve had time to change, I see. Tell me, is this work too?”
Cassandra's body got taut. Hot, burning irritation was rising.
“Of course, I changed… It’s a party. And, yes, this is still work.”
His eyes swept down, taking in what she knew to be a perfectly suitable although very unexciting dress. It was a black shift, high-necked and under a matching jacket. Unrevealing. Neutral.
“You’ve changed, too,” she pointed out, feeling ridiculously self-conscious.
He was managing to stand out in a crowd of identically dressed men in a traditional black tuxedo, white shirt, and black bow tie. His eyes met hers again.
“Don’t you want to take off your coat? It’s warm in here.”
Warm! She could feel a drop of sweat roll down between her breasts as if his words had just turned the room into a sauna.
“No, I’m fine, thank you.”
But all at once the jacket which had felt positively lightweight now felt like a bear skin. To be confronted with him up close and personal was overwhelming. Her eyes wanted to look their fill of his broad, lean body, wanted to rest and dwell and see if he filled out his suit as well as she suspected he did. Who was she kidding? As well as she knew he did. She didn’t have to look to feel the latent power of his taut body envelop her in waves.
Before she knew what she was doing, Cassandra felt her hand come up in a telling gesture to smooth her hair behind her ear. It was a nervous habit. His eyes narrowed and followed her movement, and Cassandra flushed.
Damn it! She didn’t want to look like she was in any way aware of him. A smile quirked his mouth.
“Your hair is perfectly… tidy.”
Was the French guy laughing at her? And then she remembered what James had said. She glared up at him. Her hand dropped.
“Is it true that you requested me for this interview?”
He shrugged nonchalantly.
“It’s tiresome, but every now and then I have to give in to press demands. So, yes, I requested you… in the hope that perhaps with you asking the questions, it would prove a more entertaining experience than I’m used to.”
His eyes were hot and sensual. Everything professional in her reacted to his dismissive manner. She smiled sweetly, and something treacherous ignited in her belly when she saw a flare of something in his eyes. Cassandra ignored her body’s response.
“Monsieur (French for ‘Mister’) Monfort, if you think that just because I’m a woman I’m going to confine my questions to what your favorite color might be, then you’re sadly mistaken.”
James was mad! She couldn’t interview him that evening… Cassandra made a mental note to stay up all night if she had to, to research this man. His eyes narrowed and cooled, and she shivered slightly.
“And if you think that because you’re a woman I would dismiss your ability on that basis alone, then you are much mistaken. Any interest I have in you as far as the interview goes is purely professional. I’ve had your work investigated, and you impressed me.”
Cassandra was completely taken aback and immediately felt like apologizing. But, looking up at him now, she felt that cool wind still washing over her. She could almost believe that she had imagined his hot look of just moments ago. That she had imagined everything leading up to this point. She had an uncanny prescience of what it would be like to be this man’s enemy.
“Well, I’m… That is, I hadn’t thought that…”
Sébastien cut off her inarticulate attempt to apologize.
“Like I said, my interest in you is purely professional… as far as the interview goes. However…”
He stopped and moved closer. The air around them changed in a heartbeat. Became charged. Cassandra sucked in a breath. His eyes were hot again, making her feel very confused.
“I can’t promise that my interest doesn’t extend beyond the professional.”
As earlier in the stadium, Cassandra felt as though the huge, packed ballroom had just shrunk around them. Adrenaline pumped through her along with the desire to flee.
“Monsieur Monfort, I’m very sorry, but you see…”
“You’re married?” he continued so quickly and abruptly that Cassandra was stunned.
“Yes,” she answered automatically and saw something dark flash across his face.
And then she stepped back and shook her head. What was this man doing to her brain?
“No. I mean I am… Uhm… I was married.”
Cassandra bit her lip and looked out to the room briefly, desperately willing James to come back and interrupt them. She looked back up at Sébastien with extreme reluctance. His eyes glittered, and a muscle twitched in his jaw.
She wondered how they’d got onto such personal territory so quickly, and then his words came back to her. ‘I can’t promise that my interest doesn’t extend beyond the professional.’
A multitude of emotions and memories was threatening to consume her. And the fact that she was here, in an environment so reminiscent of her past, was quickly becoming claustrophobic. Cassandra took a breath, deeply resenting that he was making her talk about this.
“I was married. My husband died two years ago.”
Sébastien opened his mouth as if to say something, and Cassandra was already tensing in anticipation. But her prayers had been heard, and James bounded up at that moment with drinks. He thrust a glass of champagne at Cassandra before handing what looked like a whiskey to Sébastien.
And then panic struck. She put the glass on a nearby table, some of the champagne sloshing out over the rim. She opened her bag to pull her phone out. Ten missed calls.
“Oh… I’m in so much trouble,” she groaned and turned to James. “I really have to go.”
She looked at Sébastien briefly, welcoming the feeling of panic which was distracting her from his overpowering presence.
“I’m sorry, I need to go. I’m already late for another engagement.”
Cassandra started backing away, ignoring James’s menacing expression. She bumped into someone and apologized. She felt her hair come loose from its sleek chignon and pushed it behind her ear. She was literally coming apart.
“It was nice to… meet you, Monsieur Monfort. I look forward to the interview.”
Liar! He just watched her, a small, enigmatic smile playing around that hard mouth, and stuck one hand deep into a pocket. Cassandra could already see women hovering, ready to move back in again, and something curdled in her stomach… Jealousy, maybe?
“Me, too,” he said softly and lifted his glass like a salute or a threat. “Á demain, (French for ‘See you tomorrow’) Cassandra.”
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Tomorrow… It was disturbing, to say the least, to try and conduct a coherent conversation while the drops of the hottest lust he’d ever experienced still washed through his body in waves. Even the welcome knowledge that she wasn’t married invaded his racing mind.
Sébastien was still trying to clamp down the intensely urgent desire to know exactly whom she had gone to meet and where. Was it a date?
“So, what made you decide to ask for Cassandra Applegate to interview you?”
Her boss, James Hogan, the head of the sports division of the national TV channel, laughed nervously. He was beginning to intensely irritate Sébastien with his fawning behavior. This and also by drawing his attention to the uncomfortable fact that, in the space of the short car journey earlier, Sébastien had gone from dismissing Cassandra from his head to making a series of calls to find out exactly who she was, and then requesting her for his interview the next day.
Following an instinct, he decided not to dismiss this man straight away.
“I decided to use her because she’s the best reporter you’ve got, of course.”
James’s flushed face got even more flushed.
‘Well, thank you. Yes, she is good. In fact, she’s rather surprised us all.”
The other man looked around for a second and then moved closer. Sébastien fought against taking a step back. The Irish man was becoming progressively drunker.
“The thing is, you see, she was only given a chance because of who she is.”
Sébastien’s interest sharpened. He injected a tone of bored uninterest into his voice.
“What do you mean?”
James laughed and waved an arm around.
“See all these women hanging on?”
He didn’t have to look… They were practically nipping at his heels. His lip curled with distaste. Situations like this always attracted a certain kind of woman, eager for marriage to a millionaire sportsman, and the platinum-credit-card lifestyle his wages could afford.
The women who had achieved that status lorded it over the ones who hadn’t, but it didn’t make them any less predatory.
“Well, she was one of them. The queen of them, in fact. You see, she was married to Brian O’Shea.”
Sébastien sucked in a breath, shocked despite himself. Even he had heard of the legendary Irish football player. That knowledge fought with the mental image of Cassandra in front of him just now, in that unrevealing black dress that had covered her from neck to knee, her hair as tidy and smooth as it had been earlier. James was on a roll now.
“When they got married, it was the biggest wedding in Ireland for years. The first big celebrity wedding. The Irish football team was having back-to-back wins. Cassandra was seen as their lucky mascot. She went to all the matches. It was an idyllic marriage, a great time… and then she wrecked it all.”
James flushed.
“I mean, I know she’s not personally responsible, but…”
“What do you mean?”
Sébastien was rapidly trying to remember what he knew about Brian O’Shea, still slightly stunned at what Cassandra’s boss was revealing.
“Well, she threw him out… For no good reason. And Brian went off the rails. Ireland’s luck ran out, and then he died in that helicopter crash just days before the divorce was through. We ended up giving her a job because she was unbelievably persistent, and she knows sports inside out. It’s in her blood. Both her uncle and brother played rugby for Ireland.”
He was still trying to reconcile the image he had of Cassandra with the women around him in their tiny dresses that left little to the imagination. And yet, Sébastien could see her now as she’d been backing away just moments ago. She’d been flushed in the face, and a lock of hair had been coming loose.
It had been that which had sent his lust levels off the scale. He’d had a tantalizing glimpse of her coming undone, of something hot beneath that cool surface. But the thought that she had been one of those women made everything go sour.
Yes, she didn’t flirt with him, despite knowing who he was… Unless it was just a tactic. In which case, Sébastien vowed to himself now, he’d play with her to see how far she was willing to go and walk away when he’d had enough.
The next day, Cassandra looked at herself in the mirror of the ladies' toilet at work. Nervously, and hating herself for feeling nervous, she smoothed her already smooth hair. She’d tied it back in its usual style for work and now tucked it firmly behind her ears. She leaned close to check her make-up. She’d had to put slightly more on than usual today to cover the circles under her eyes. She’d arrived home late last night, and had then stayed up researching as much information about Sébastien Monfort as she could. The fact that she hadn’t had to stay up long said it all. He rarely gave interviews. In fact, the last one had been at least two years previously. He was the CEO of Banque Monfort and had reached that exa
“I don’t appreciate being manipulated into this kind of situation, Monsieur Monfort.” Sébastien looked at Cassandra’s tight-lipped profile from across the other side of the car and had to subdue the urge to show her exactly how much she might appreciate being manipulated. He knew she felt the simmering tension between them too. At one point during the interview earlier, when she’d had the temerity to dig so deep, way too deep into his life, their eyes had stayed locked together for long seconds and he’d read the latent desire in those amber depths even if Cassandra tried to deny it. “I prefer to think of it as a gentle nudging.” She cast a glimpse at him and made some kind of inarticulate sound. “There was nothing gentle about it. Your unspoken threat was very clear, Monsieur Monfo
Cassandra fell silent as she thought of her parents. She was acutely aware of their increasing frailty, and especially her father, who had had a quadruple bypass the previous year. With her older siblings busy with families and their own problems, the care and concern of their parents largely fell to her. Not that she minded, of course. But she was aware nevertheless that they worried about her, that they wanted to see her settled like the others. Especially after what happened to Brian. They’d finished their meal, and the plates had been cleared. She took a quick sip of coffee and avoided Sébastien’s laser-like gaze. It was as if he could see right through her head to her thoughts. She hoped the coffee would diminish the effect of the wine, which had been like liquid nectar.  
By the time Cassandra was standing in her tiny kitchen the next morning drinking her usual cup of tea, she felt much more in control. She only had to look around her small house to feel on firmer ground. This was reality. This was all she’d been able to afford after Brian had died. Her mouth tightened. Contrary to what everyone believed, she hadn’t been left a millionairess after her football-star husband had died in the accident. She was still picking up the pieces emotionally and financially from her five years of marriage. And, while her emotional scars might heal one day, the financial ones would be keeping her in this tiny cottage and working hard for every cent for a very long time. The truth was that Brian had left astronomical debts behind him and, because their divorce hadn’t come
The shock was rapidly wearing off by the time Cassandra had stepped back into her house, followed by a tall, stunning and magnificent Sébastien Monfort. She crossed her arms and rounded on him with a scowl on her face. Once again, he was demonstrating that ability to suck in the space around him and make everything seem small and inadequate. She tried to block out the fact that he was quite simply the most gorgeous man who’d ever stood feet away from her and looked at her with an intensity that bordered on being indecent.“That…Um… That phone call was a conversation that shouldn’t have had to happen. And, just so you know, it was all your fault.” He inclined his head slightly and smiled slightly. He looked huge in her tiny living room.“I apologize, but, as
Happy that she’d justified her actions to herself, and not willing to pay attention to the buzz of something in her blood when she heard the strains of her favorite blues CD coming from the sound system, she found it soothing rather than scary.“I hope you don’t mind?” Cassandra looked over to where Sébastien was bent down at the system, the material of his trousers and shirt straining over taut, hard muscles in his thighs and back. She shook her head, her mouth feeling very dry.“No… no… Cass, stop…” she whispered almost imperceptibly and took another quick sip of wine. The dinner was extremely pleasant and by the time Cassandra was taking his cleared plate from him, and apologizing again that their dinner had been on
He saw the cards that had accompanied the flowers neatly lined up to show the sentence they’d spelled out. Something forceful struck him then. He’d never gone to such trouble before. Women always said yes… It was always that easy to have every woman he’d wanted. Only recently his experiences with women had always proved somewhat unsatisfactory. And now merely kissing Cassandra was making him feel like a randy teenager again, like a schoolboy on his first crush. And it was wonderful, unsettling, and somehow bothering all tied up into one cool package. Cassandra welcomed the distance as she watched Sébastien put his coat on, accentuating his shoulders, his broad back. Those wonderful shoulders that she’d just been clutching with complete abandon, because if she hadn&rsquo
Trapped in that intimate space, Cassandra felt as if her entire body was on fire. Suddenly her shirt and tie were ridiculously restrictive. It was impossible for her to look at Sébastien. She was afraid that one glimpse would take her breath away forever. Silence thickened, but it wasn’t all that awkward. As they approached the city, Sébastien started pointing out landmarks in a neutral, deep voice. Just that alone had an effect on her body, the fine hairs standing up all over her skin. Yet it was also calming as if he was trying to soothe her. She still hadn’t looked directly at him, but then she felt his hand, warm and very real on her chin and jaw, turning her head towards him. Her eyes were huge, staring at him with a mixture of fear and trepidation.“Thank you,&rd
Cassandra relaxed back into the luxurious cushions of the huge, comfortable couch. The tiny baby suckling at her breast was inducing a deliciously soporific effect in her blood. A familiar flood of happiness and pure joy made her smile as she looked up from her daughter and took in the warmly decorated open-plan sitting room, and the big windows that looked out into a large garden littered with toys. Situated right in the center of Montmartre, one could be forgiven for thinking the house was in the countryside, the hum of Parisian traffic barely discernible through the high trees guarding the property. This had been one of the first elegantly palatial townhouses she and Sébastien had looked at that day so long ago when she’d believed that all he wanted was to set her up in isolated seclusion. When s
With the corner of her eye, Cassandra got a glimpse of Sébastien. He was looking in front of him, but she could sense a change in his demeanor. Maybe her words were breaching the pain she inflicted with her running away. Cassandra continued. “So much money had been spent, so much emotion invested. My parents were old. I knew they wanted to see me settled before it was too late. And I just… I couldn’t stop it. I knew I was making a mistake. I’d isolated myself spectacularly in a bubble of make-believe. And yet still I hoped for the best, put my trust in what I’d witnessed growing up, thought everything would work out for the best.” Cassandra felt Sébastien turn towards her, but couldn’t look at him. Her eyes stung with tears but her voice didn’t waver. “I was just a baby, Sébastien… I was only twenty-two. I hardly knew myself, never mind Brian. I subju
“Hey, Cass, nice to have you back. We really missed you.” Cassandra smiled at the receptionist, but it felt forced as she walked into her old office. “Thanks,” she said and closed the door behind her. Everything had felt bland since she’d come home just a few days ago. Cassandra felt lethargic as if a vital source of energy had been taken from her body. She smiled bleakly to herself since she knew why was she like that. The reason for her strange mood was Sébastien. She sat down behind her desk heavily. Just then a knock came on her door, and before she could answer, it opened and James barged in totally uninvited. “Cass! It’s so great to have you back. Sorry about all that business before, but you know my hands were tied. I did my very best to keep you here, working for our statio
He rested over her on his hands for a long moment and Cassandra bit her lip. She couldn’t take her eyes away from his… she knew there was a silent battle of wills going on. Finally, just when she thought Sébastien was going to make her beg, he slipped a hand under her buttocks, tilting her up towards him, and then with one deep, earth-shattering thrust, he entered her and she felt as if he’d touched her soul. She wrapped her legs around him as far as she could, drawing him in deeper and deeper, going with him when he pulled out and drawing him in tight again when he thrust back. Cassandra reached up and wrapped her arms around his neck, her mouth blindly finding and pressing kisses to any bit of exposed flesh, and he took them higher and higher. &nbs
She was feeling it and him too… The air around them was saturated with their desire. Cassandra didn’t know how she was still standing. She felt weak and trembly. And a little angry. “Would you stop being so damn enigmatic? What are you talking about, Sébastien? What things are you trying to elevate to another level? You’re really… Listen, we’re just… We were lovers. I’m here while things settle down at home. Nothing’s changed.” Sébastien crossed his arms at that, and his face got even harsher. “Why do you keep saying that? I’ve told you, we’re together now. I’m not going to be apart from you or this baby.” Bitterness and something else indefinable washed up through Cassandra. “And yet you’ve spent the day showing me places where you’ll happily shelve me and our child.” &nbs
As soon as she knew she was alone, the tears came like a raging river, and through them, Cassandra ranted at herself. What was wrong with her? She wanted Sébastien and yet she didn’t want him. She wanted to be independent, and then when he brought her out to show her places where she could live independently, she didn’t want that, either. All she knew for sure, as she wiped away the tears and prepared some dinner, was that she wanted him with a bone-deep ache that ran through her body like a dull pain. It got worse every time Sébastien came near. Cassandra had been having erotic dreams nearly every night about what had happened in the restaurant, waking with sheets damp and twisted around her body. She needed his physical presence. It was as if that would make all her confusion go away if she could just b
The following morning, Cassandra woke up and found herself naked but for her underwear in her bed, and she couldn’t believe it when the clock said 10:00 a.m. She’d slept for the entire previous evening and night. Had Sébastien undressed her? Who else could it have been? And she’d slept through it? She showered and dressed quickly, feeling completely disorientated. When she emerged into the living room after finding no note in the kitchen, she jumped with fright when Sébastien’s study door opened and he strode out, dressed head to toe in his successful, powerful billionaire gear. Her heart clenched. Seeing him like this, a world away from the muddy rugby coach of yesterday made Cassandra feel so sad. She folded her arms defensively, not sure why she was feeling like that. So sensitive about it. So irritate
Finally, her suspicions were confirmed. “Now I can see things pretty clearly. You did want to be a rugby player too. Anyone watching you out there could see what a natural talent you have. Why didn’t you go for it, Sébastien?” He looked out to the men on the pitch and then spoke with a kind of resigned modesty. “My grandfather could see how good I was. He had played all his life, and he was a great player. But it never got him anywhere. Originally, he played it for acceptance into the community. I never told you, but he was half-Algerian, and he always felt like an outsider. That’s why he took it so badly when my mother disgraced the good name, he’d built up by having an affair with a married man.” Cassandra looked at his profile. It was proud and harsh. A warrior’s profile. “He’d always regretted his
Cassandra was utterly consumed by him at that moment… Nothing else existed around them. A waiter tried to get their attention, but gave up and walked away leaving them immersed in their conversation. “I’m sorry, Sébastien. I don’t mean to pry. If it’s that hard to talk…” “No,” he said quickly, his hand tightening on hers. His eyes locked onto hers. The sympathy he saw in their depths reminded him of what he wanted, what he’d vowed to set out to achieve after that catastrophic night in the restaurant. If he wanted that, then he had to tell her everything. She had to know who he really was… where he was coming from. “It’s not that, Cass. I can take you somewhere tomorrow if you like. Perhaps it’ll be much easier to explain then.” She just nodded, every part of her warmi