Sara's facial expression was a clear indication that I was about to have one of those moments, but I wasn't in the mood for one of those moments.The thought of breaking the news to her was becoming more and more appealing, but then, I just wasn't ready to put up with all the emotional displays that were bound to follow. There wasn't any time for that at the moment, as I was bent on making some progress in my plan with Dale to make sure I ended back up with Tamika.It had been in the heat of my orgasm while having at it with Sara that I had made that stupid phone call to end things with Tamika who was on air. She had forced me to make that call if I wanted her to give me free access to her body. The urgency of my desires had blinded my sense of reasoning at that moment. Long story short, I deemed her to be the cause of all my woes.But then, a part of me blamed Tamika as well. At the time of all those happenings, she had suddenly grown too busy to have any time for me. She was alwa
“So, you want to rub our union in their faces?” Dolph asked in plain terms, as that had been what I had been suggesting for the past couple of moments.“Exactly what I want…” I said, nodding in confirmation of that fact. But then, I didn't get why he was looking back at me with such a funny gaze, that almost made it look like I had been joking for the past couple of moments. “What's the matter?”“You don't know just how ridiculous that sounds.” He said, with a disapproving chuckle as he looked away. It was clear that he didn't know just how bad he made me feel at that point. “You just don't know how much this means to me…” I replied feeling a bit betrayed, as he didn't see that I was serious about what I was saying. “But then, I'm always putting up an act whenever you make the demand. Why can't you just return the favor this one time?”He was silent— probably silently reading the words for his refusal. “So, why exactly would I want to put up this act?”“Because I'm your wife… to-be…”
“Wait…” Michael was pacing around the room impatiently, “Are we just going to keep letting him rip us off, just like that…?”I was wishing I could give Michael the answers he so much wanted to hear. There were just too many paths of action that had all been stopped by that stupid agreement I had signed.“For now, we really can't do much about it,” I said, in disappointment. “I would have sued his ass if I could, but my hands are tied as well.”“How did he even get you to sign that stupid, paralyzing agreement?” Michael's face was effulgent with the sour feeling of frustration that was eating him up. “There's got to be a way we can work our way around that legally.”“You don't understand…” I sighed, as I cupped my head in both hands, “I can't involve any element of legal actions in this, then it's already a breach of the agreement. It has been an age-long tradition of my family, and it's almost impossible to change.”“So… simply put, all we can do is to bend the fuck over for Dale to k
“Tell me you're but putting on anything provocative…” Julia said to me on the phone as I told her where our rendezvous was. “Well, it depends on what exactly you mean by provocative,” I said, as I treated my eyes to a view of the city. “Different contexts, different definitions.”“Tamika…” she called out my name like she was a mother trying to caution her errant child. “What are you trying to do?”“Nothing, really…” I said, even though I knew how exactly I was intending to get Dolph mad and unable to contain himself. He should have known better than turning down my polite request. It had me feeling even worse about myself, that I was acting that way, all because of him. But then, I wasn't going to let myself get trampled upon. That had always been one of my concrete rules of relationships, and I wasn't going to break it for anything.“Are you sure Dolph didn't do anything?” Julia knew me too well and could almost tell what my intentions were like she was some sort of magical fortune
“Wow… she’s hot…” Julia’s unexpected comment had me giving her a suspicious look. “What…?” she queried in defense of her comment. “That’s just an observation, not like I’m checking her out or something.”“Whatever…” I said, waiting for her to come explain why exactly she had stopped me there in front of everyone. “Are you sure we shouldn’t be ignoring this obvious call for attention?” Julia asked, as she seemed uncomfortable with all the eyes turned in our direction. “Besides, there’s a chance that she might make us stay longer than we intend to.”“I just hope you have a good reason for stopping me here…” I said as I saw Amelia walking towards me, with a step that breathed nothing but seduction, just like ever other element in her motion. The smile she had on her face went a long way in annoying me. I just couldn’t tell what exactly it was that kept annoying me. Was it the smile, or just the fact that she had been Dolph’s ex? That was a dilemma I would solve later as I was focused o
“Make sure you look pretty good, so they know that you are living your best life.” Julia urged me passionately on the line. “If you had your way, you wouldn't even have to go see them.”“Yeah…” I said. “But then, we have to submit ourselves to the norms of the society. It is an inevitable evil which we must permit for this contract… I meant, marriage…”“Hmm… are you alright?” Julia questioned, sounding a bit suspicious about the slip-up I had made in my speech. “You know you have to be in your best state of mind for this meeting.”The day had finally come. I was going to meet my parents. With Dolph, who seemed like he was being dragged into something that he hadn't bargained for.“I'm aware of that,” I sighed as I was about to get ready to put up an act of fake smiles to get the meeting over with. I intended to make it as snappy as possible, as I couldn't bear staring into the eyes of the woman who had made my life a living hell.“And make sure you get Dolph to show them just how happ
“You don't know just how long I've been waiting for you…” Like we had some sort of appointment. What the heck was she doing? The strange girl that Tamika claimed to be her stepsister was sent really weird.I was on the verge of freaking out, as I wondered what the motive behind that sudden show of affection could have been. The way she clung to me was beginning to get quite annoying.“You smell really nice…” that comment had me cringing terribly, and that was my cue to disengage. Immediately. She put her head in my chest, and that hamadee even more uncomfortable as that was something that I hadn't done with any of my exes. “I hope you didn't have any trouble finding this place…” she spoke with an annoying familiarity that was threatening to implicate me before Tamika, even though I had never met her in my entire life. “No… but I'm having trouble with this undue closeness you are trying to initiate. Who are you?” With that I was able to get her off me. I didn't like the look that h
“Aren't you supposed to be working at these hours?” Julia had me feeling quite guilty as I had snuck her into my office, right at the peak of working hours.“Well, I call the shots here, and I decide what is acceptable and what isn't…” I boasted as I was trying to cover up the guilt of having broken office protocol. Forgive me, Dolph, I whispered guiltily to myself.“I see…” she said, with her eyes scouring every detail around the office. “Nice place you've got here. I bet you're home wild l would be much better.”“I hope you get to see it for yourself… real soon,” I said, hoping she would get the subtle invitation I was offering her. “You can have a seat right here.” I pointed to a sofa not too far from where my desk was. “Don't you have work to do?” She asked as she saw me sitting beside her. “It's noon already. I've been struggling to get my mind around something since morning and I just decided to take a break for a couple of minutes.” The excitement I felt around her made me ge
"And yeah... I'm going to pay him a surprise visit..." I decided that as I was on the phone with Julia while trying to get out of bed. "That would spice things up as we would get to make out in his office...""You are naughtier than you sound on the radio..." Julia remarked as she was laughing hard over the phone with some music playing in the background. Soon enough, I was in the car on my way to the office. I was sure that Dolph was bound to be happy if he saw me showing up there. I was happy that I was going to be putting a smile on his face at that point. The air was simply cool all around me and it felt real good, much cooler than it would feel on a normal day. There were a lot of things that had me feeling like I was about to have a great day as I was about to make it all happen right there and then. I wanted to recreate the memory of the night that we had in his office on the night of the anniversary. There were just too many things that had me feeling like that moment in hi
"Hey, Dolphy..." I said as I was soon walking towards him with a walk that I made as seductive as possible. It seemed like I was about to face one of the most unimaginable moments that I would ever be in. Dolph was looking like a helpless prey in my hands at that point, as he was reeling from the effects of the drug he used to be so hung on. That moment had me wondering what exactly I would be up against in the next couple of moments as I was soon seeing the desires that were burning up in his eyes as he seemed to be sizing me up right at that moment. "What… are you doing here?" He sounded like he was out of breath like he was being eaten up slowly by a disease for which the only antidote to it was my body. There were a lot of things that had me feeling like I was about to be eaten whole. "Are you all right, Dolph...?" I asked, knowing that he was far from all right as he was looking to get his hands on me. "You don't look all right to me... you're looking like you are about to l
"Hello, Tamika's husband…" Michael reminded me of the title my mom had given me back then as I was driving to my office. It was bad that I had been called that by my mother, but then I wasn't going to tolerate that at all from Michael. "Call me that again and you're fired…" I said jokingly as I soon had the casino in view. I didn't know what it was that made everything seem much more beautiful after I had gotten married. That was my first time stepping out of the house after I had gotten married, and it was feeling quite awesome. The look of that ring on my finger was quite exhilarating each time my eyes came to where the steering was. It was almost hard for me to understand how I had been able to get it all to work out to the point where I got married to Tamika. There had been a lot of hindrances, but somehow we were able to get out of everything. "So, what's up? How's the newer couple in town holding up?" Michael asked as he was sounding like he had just woken from a long, event
"Are you sure it's that important?" I just didn't know what it was that made me feel cynical about Dolph's decision to go along with the visit to the office. He had just gotten married two days ago and there he was, suddenly trying to head back to the office when he was meant to be in bed with his wife. "It's not like important important, but I won't take long, I promise. Just need to get some files and I will be back with you, hun…" Dolph said as he went on with dressing up. He was dressing casually to the office in a bid to convince me that he wasn't going to stay long. But I still wasn't convinced by any of it. There were just too many things that had me feeling like I couldn't make it past those few moments without him by my side. It was hard for me to understand what exactly I would be doing all alone in those few moments that I would be all alone in there. "Tamika…" he said, as he put his arms around me after turning away from the mirror that time around. "You know I'll miss
I couldn't deny how lonely it felt, having to watch everything happen from the confines of my solitude which was eating me up slowly as I was almost losing it from watching the clips of Tamika's wedding online. It was quite a hard sight to behold but it ailed me greatly as I believed that all of this was meant to have happened between me and Ava. But that bastard Dolph had taken my place by her side and it was simply the hardest thing to watch. I just couldn't stand the sight of it. The jealousy had me burning up badly like I was having a fever. At first, I wanted to act cool and pretend that I was happy for her and all of that. But the pretentious act wasn't working as I had thought she wouldn't be happy with anyone else besides me. There were a lot of things that had me feeling like I was being mocked and made fun of with all those pictures and videos of them floating all through the net. It felt like she was trying to show me how capable she was to find happiness in the arms of
"But they just got married… how could you possibly be thinking of doing something that would cause them to split immediately? That's simply unfair." Amelia's words sounded like mere lip service to me as she almost sounded like she was just trying to show that she still had a conscience which was alive and breathing. Like she didn't want the same thing. "Quit acting like you were so happy with seeing that my brother had you replaced with her," I said, hitting her hard in places that I knew she wouldn't recover easily from. She was quite an egotistic one and I knew it was going to take way more than talk to get her to believe that the plan would be in her best interest as well. That would take a lot from me, but I didn't mind if that would be the case as long as she would end up agreeing to my request. It was hard for me to think of what I would be able to do at that point. "I understand, but still…" she paused a bit before restarting. "Are you going to make yourself come in betwee
It had been a refreshing moment being in the shower with Dolph, up until the moment he had made mention of the way we had met. It had me feeling awkward and it ended up ruining the entire moment for me. I wondered just how long all of that would go on. It was almost beginning to look like things would never get back to normal ever again. From that moment, I decided that I would be staying away from my phone and every external connection, as that had been mainly what had caused all of that. If I would stay away from Dale and all of his lies and frame-ups then I would surely regain the sanity I once had before have took it all away from me. "Let's just be happy…" I whispered to myself as I was about to leave the mirror which I had been staring at for the past couple of moments. I was feeling my confidence as it waned with each passing moment. It was bound to be another moment of putting up fake smiles for the cameras. It was almost like I would be airing on a show where I had to
I stood there in the shower, as I was breathing heavily as I had just dodged a major bullet from all that had just happened to me at that point. A lot was going on in my head as I was trying to figure my way out of that mess. It was hard to stay put that time around as I was realising that the effects of that drug in my system were about to cost me my marriage.That moment had me feeling impatient to go and find out what I had to do from Dr. Meyers. It almost felt like I couldn't do anything from that point onwards. It almost felt like my predicament was the most hopeless of all. There just weren't any means of identifying how I could be able to stay away from misbehaving until we had a lasting solution to that. There were no words to describe just how miserable I felt at that moment. All that our union was hanging on to at that point was Tamika's trust in me. I felt the desperate need to get her to trust me all over again, as the trust she had for me seemed to be wavering with each
It felt like my world had suddenly stopped and restarted hurriedly as I stood there staring at my screen. What was that I was looking at? It was almost impossible for me to keep a straight focus at that point, as I wanted to believe that what I was looking at was some sort of strange, unreal reality.I could bet that Dale was giggling victoriously wherever he was at the moment. There were just too many things that had me feeling like I was about to lose my mind from just watching the video. I turned off the screen at once as I was looking to keep myself from falling apart right there and then. Why was everything popping up right there and then?For the next couple of moments, I forgot that Dolph was in the room and it made me feel like I was about to lose my mind from the pressure that was coming on me slowly. The words he was saying to his mother over the phone were simply breezing past me as I was simply trying to get my mind off the video I saw. That one hit differently as I had s