The door to the restaurant opened one more time and with the new entrance, Ryder was happy he did know the owner of this place.
It made it easier to go about his business without raising brows or suspicions.
That's the reason he'd chosen here, that and the fact that Bree loves the place but have unfortunately never been here.
Jonas did look a little out of place in the black and white uniform he was trying to get comfortable in, but he'd do for the job he needed him for.
He just needs to be quick, precise and they'd be done and he'd be out of here in a blink.
Again he was forgetting he had company, the course of his plans does get too much sometimes and he tends to loose focus on what really matters at the moment.
Like Bree, sitting so close to him yet having to deal with him being so far away.
If only he realised he was doing it now and that Bree was really feeling the impact of it.
She didn't deserve it and he should
If only she'd seen this night going the way it just did, Bree wouldn't have taken the pain to doll up and actually come here. She'd have said 'fuck Ryder all the way to hell and back'. He's made it a point in the time that she's know him, to always hurt her, especially when she's fucked up by raising her own damned hopes up about him. She drove the heel of her palms under her eyes, catching that had welled up in her eyes. God, she was ruining her own make up, her hours of hard work. All because of him, all for him. She could do with getting the hell out of this place, except her only ride back was the guy that had brought her here in the first place. All her fault for not making plans and not getting those apps she'd been hearing about that offers rides in exchange for pays. She could really use one of those right now. Well, blame that on the car she'd gotten for a lease while she worked to get the money to buy
Ryder knew there was no form of recognition of who he was to Brandon and that was exactly what he needed.It didn't excite him to know that he'd been forgotten so quickly but it served his purpose.It was no surprise to him the old thing still went around forcing himself on people, but not this time, no, not on his watch.He'd seen all shades of red when he'd made it down only to find fucking Park getting all handsy with a disturbed Bree.She'd been uncomfortable with his attention but the swine hadn't cares! What's one more to his long list of assault, ehh?It had taken all his will and control not to tear him limb from limb, right there.Bree looked relieved at his arrival, because he'd come when he did and rescued the damsel in distress, but he doubted the effect of that would last enough to get his ass back into her good graces.Her small voice at his side, begging him to let go and get them away from here pulled him back from doi
But she didn't, didn't ask to call it off right there and then and didn't ask to be dropped off, not even when she saw his everly so magnificent house come into view.The only thing she was able to manage was keeping her cool and feeding her hurt so she could stay angry and not give in to the forbidden thoughts now playing in her head.He'd hurt her and should be treated in accordance and that had nothing to do with him becoming the subject of her fantasies, again.She didn't wait for him to come around and get her door, they were home now and past the pretense.At least she'd believed he earlier one to be for the benefit of Cole and whoever else it was he was trying to fool, definitely not hers.She pushed the door open, and came out of the car, craving the comfort and solitude of her own room.And this night when she relieves herself of the ache burning between her legs, she'd know to lock her doors.Without a word, she went past hi
Just as it was getting better and the ache inside her was flaming uncontrollable, he pulled back from his oral assault, his eyes glinting with the knowledge of the power he now held over her."We should get inside, don't you think?." He asked, watching her like a predator would watch its prey.Her face colored as she realised she'd totally forgotten where they were while she'd surrendered herself to him.And it was worse knowing that she wouldn't have called it quits if he hadn't."Of course." She bit out, still flaming red from her embarrassment.He must know how much effect he had on her, and must be enjoying every second of it.She followed him inside, taking her time to shut the door after them and hoping he'd be gone by the time she quit stalling.She didn't feel ready to face after what they'd just been up to.Just like the last time they'd been together, he'd been the one to call it quits, again.But he wasn't gon
"Are you sure you want this, baby girl?" Bree didn't understand his need to keep asking that particular question, if she didn't want him, she wouldn't be here trying to tempt him into taking her with reckless abandon. She nodded, trying urge him on before either of them regains their senses and call it quits. "No, I need to hear you say the words. Tell me how much you want this." His voice was deeper than usual and his fingers worked their magic, pulling her clothes slowly off down her body, like they had all the time in the world. "I want you, Ryder, so much." "It can get a little rough, I like my control and no touching, little one. No hands." He sounded rather too serious with the no hand rule, with heavy emphasis on it but she wasn't about to let it deter them. She didn't try answering him with words, she just lifted on her toes instead and kissed him. It seemed to communicate her agreement to him in c
In all her years together with Cole, Bree had never experienced an orgasm as mind blowing as the one Ryder just gave her. She lay limp with her body sensitive to all senses. He had a smirk on his face as he watched her with hooded eyes. True to his promise, he'd made her wait and beg for it before he finally let her cum, his name a chant on her lips and all the while, he made sure her hands were captives in his. He got off the couch, taking her with him. Without wasting any second, he lifted her off her feet and carried her up the stairs. She didn't ask any questions, trusting him to do only what would please them. He carried her into his room, with it's wide and comfy bed, dumping her on it. "I want to take you so hard in my bed and make memories to wake up to." There's no way he means that, right? He unbuttoned his shirt with so much ease, managing to make the simple action so sexy and tempting.
Being with Ryder was everything Bree had imagined and more.A lot more.The real deal had put her fantasies to shame and the woman she'd become in his arms had come as a surprise to her.She'd been free and wanting in those strong, big, safe arms.At some point their love making had escalated and there'd been all the urgency in the world in their movement and at other times, he'd been all about the passion and savoring the moment.Slow and thorough in his loving.But it had puzzled her though, his obsession with keeping her hands off him and pinned and keeping all the control in his arsenal.It had delighted her to be at his mercy but to have her hands held at all times, well, that's something they'd have to talk about.Except that it scared her to raise the topic.The last time she'd tried it had ended rather sadly.He'd bailed and left she and her needs to her own vices.Her phone rang, disrupting h
Bree dreaded going to see Jeffery, like she always did, but today it seemed the lesser evil when thrown against facing Ryder after last night.The night had been beautiful and she didn't want anything to ruin it, not even the man that had made it special for her.She sighed as she dressed up, she'd spent a greater part of her morning in the bath sponging off and now her skin hurt as the closest contact.She made sure Ryder was still in bed, at least his room, before she snuck out.If there's one thing she really sucks at, it was the morning after talk, and she'd rather not have it with man as enigmatic as he was volatile.And those were the words she'd use to describe Ryder in a heartbeat.To think she'd understand him better after having lived with him in the same house for a month plus now.The home was already running for the day when she arrived abd it gave her the chills to be here again and so soon.The back of her neck p
Her box laid open in the middle of their bed while Bree went around the room, taking anything she thought she'd need and throwing them inside it.She's procrastinated this packing for a while now but it needed to be done and as a matter of fact now that Ryder was still at the office.She didn't want him to come home and find she was the only one delaying the vacation he'd taken the whole month to plan for them.Yeah, a vacation, more like a honeymoon except the kids, Karen and Issy, the new nanny, were coming too.In the couple of years that's passed, a lot has happened, none of which she regretted one bit.Not learning how damaged how husband had been before he waltzed into her life or that his plan had been to use her as pawn in his schemes to get revenge, none of it.That last part had hit harder than the rest, knowing that she could have so easily suffered for the crimes of someone who didn't even give two piece of flying shit about her.She'd taken her time to digest that piece
"You know you'll never hurt Xander, right?" She asked him quietly, and honestly, she had no idea what that did for him.He didnt know that, he's been afraid of that since he knew he was expecting a soon too and maybe, just maybe, that has affected his relationship with his baby.He wondered if she'd noticed, all the times he'd opt to hold Lexie instead of him, afraid that whatever had made his father get so awfully abusive to him might be nestled somewhere inside him.What if it was a bad trait living inside him too, waiting to grow and make him a monster too?It was the sole reason he hadn't wanted kids, ever, but Bree had come into his life and many things had changed with her presence.She'd made him want things that he had no right wanting, made him be live he deserved some good things in his life and now here they were, with two kids, one of them a boy......just like he'd been."I need you to understand this Ry, you'll never be like your father. You are a good man, one of the best
Bree knew that Ryder had gone through a lot growing up, hrll she knew he had had it tough growing up and has dealt with his fair share of traumatic experience, but abuse at ten?That was a lot to digest.It must have been so difficult for him, a different kind of hell even to loose the one person that genuinely loved him and have the other person who was supposed to love him now resort to abusing and molesting him instead.She couldn't stop the tears that rolled down the sides of her face as she listened to him tell it in that voice of his that couldn't choose between indifference, anger and pain.She could imagine him, so innocent, so small, so hurt and yet do afraid of the monster he calls father.No wonder his father snd hers had gotten so along together and had even made it as close friends.They were both bad pedophilic men, cut from the same nasty cloth.".......and just when I thought it couldn't get worse, he started bringing his friends over."Her breath caught in her throat s
Before he got into bed, Ryder had already made up his mind to tell Bree everything that she wanted to know about him and why he turned out the way he did.He didn't want a fight like the last time, that had been an absolute hell, and he didnt want to let his past keep winning.He wanted to get it out there, he needed to.This morning had shown him that, he might never be over those horrid incidents but it would be better to know he tried.And if he had to share it with anyone, then why not her? Why not the woman he was ready to spend the rest of his life with?Even though he hasn't popped the question, he knew that was his truth, he's been ready for that step for a while now and he'd ask her anytime from now."Baby please...."Her voice called his mind back from wandering off.He opened his mouth to, but the words weren't coming, his tongue sat heavy in his mouth, unmoving, while the forbidden images he's fought so hard to keep at bay flooded his head.His hand that held her close sque
Bree didnt know which bothered her the most this night between a tantrum throwing Xander who wouldn't calm down to anything and a Ryder she'd watched all day start to recoil into himself.But she'd be damned if he thought that she'd let him do that to both of them again.Not this time around, no.It was surprising still how fast his mood had swung from after she found him in the sittingroom with the last people on earth she expected to see today.He'd been okay at first, talking with them and even playing smug with her when she'd called him out on knowing they had guests snd not mentioning.But as the discussion in the room had settled more between herself and Larry, encompassing how much things had changed back home from when she left up until now and stuff, she'd noticed the start of his withdrawal. By the time Larry had come around filling her in on what had been decided on the case of her father, Nathan and Brandon, he'd been about ready to combust.She'd noticed, and before she c
The rest of the day passed in a blur for Ryder, centered around the two new men in the house and the babies they came to visit, mostly.It was nice to see Bree around other people that wasn't him and the kids, to see her around her own crowd.She needed this, he knew, because in these past months it's been just himself, the kids and Karen in her life, which wasn'tideal for anyone really.It must have been difficult for her, not having anyone or anywhere to go, especially in the times he'd been an absolute asshole to her and she must have needed someone to vent to, but she'd endured it without complaint.He hated that she had though, she should have said something, done something, but she hadn't and he couldn't even lay the blames at her doorstep now.He'd been all that she'd had here, away from her family, biological and adopted, and he'd fucked up royally.These thoughts and accusations in his head while he watched her bloom like a flower having its first taste of sunshine in a while
The memory of what happened in the bathroom stayed with Bree while she had her soak in the tub and an accompanying nice bath, making her flush every now and again.She never expected it to feel this good again, but Ryder had broken every of her doubts with how easily he'd made her body sing and how intensely he'd made her come.Her legs still felt shaky even after time had passed and she was out of the one room that now held a different memory for her.She'd worried that he didnt want her anymore since the babies came and mentally, she blamed it on her postpartum body and the scar that lined her flesh, the scar that marked her first step into motherhood.And those thoughts had almost made her hate it and herself too.But this morning, barely an hour ago, he'd shown her that she'd been worrying for nothing really.Her body ached sweetly even as she got dressed up, still humming from his sinful ministrations.The room was empty which means he'd taken the babies with him on his way out, s
"Then stay."That sentence, made only of two words, in that moment, sounded more powerful than any argument Ryder could think of.He wanted to, fuck, he's dreamed of staying, like she was asking him to and doing the things she was suggesting, but the fears he'd parroted to her were real for him.He didn't want to hurt her, shes been through enough in recent times to add that to her plate and he knew he might with how rough this could easily turn.She had no idea what she did to him, to his control and without it, he could do things that both of them would only regret later....While his head turned and tossed the pros and cons of indulging their flaming desires and fantasies right now, his eyes followed her body's slow descent until she dropped to her knees before him.She looked like an angel to him, in fact to him she was one, just naughtier and more tempting to his already thin control.Her dainty fingers reached up to the waistband of the sweatpants he had on and he just watched as
"Ryder.......please......"Bree could hardly believe the voice saying these words belonged to her.She sounded so different to her own self and that was probably because it's been a long while since she's had Ryder touch her like this.She was almost beginning to think they'd hit a drought in their sex life before this morning happened.The no sex rule made sense during her recuperation period she could understand, but even before that and then after, he'd still been reluctant to touch her in an suggestive way.It had bothered her enough to make her believe it was because she looked hideous to him now with her scars and all, but the eyes that had taken in every inch of her body just minutes ago had cleared her of worries.He wanted her snd he wasn't hiding that either.She arched her body as his fingers found her other nipple, catching it between his forefinger and his thumb and rubbing it mercilessly till she thought she'd come from the pleasure.Initially, she'd been afraid she might