CHAPTER 104

Harold's POV.

When I decided to propose to Ella, it wasn't just a spin on me kind of action, I made sure to check with people around her if they felt she was ready for it. Carolyn made me realize that there was no better time. And to me, it felt like the perfect time.

I felt everything was going to be okay. I was going to propose to her and she was going to say and I was going to marry her and all of that. I didn't realize that I was shitting myself along. That I had been lying to myself because as I held her in my arms, I wondered if things were ever going to be okay between us.

Except that wasn't the final blow because she started to pull back and I let her know I couldn't force her to do anything she didn't want to do. She was an adult already. She could handle whatever was going on. But, there was no way I could handle this.

“You know, Ella,” I started as I cleared my throat and watched her. She was sitting so quietly and looking far away from me. It felt almost too painful for m