Chapter 6

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Cecilia stood by the walk-in closet with a smile as I just stood speechless with the amount of clothing that have now filled up the whole empty racks, shoes, and bags that I didn't even pick was all packed, and right in the middle of the room is a table packed with beauty product, both for skincare and makeup.

I have worked in the salon for years now, so I know expensive products when I see one,

"I hope I did a good job, I wasn't given a particular order, I was told to go for the best," Cecilia said

"This is perfect," I said still unsure of how to react to everything.

I don't even have a preference in the first place, I never had any of this in the past, to begin with.

"While every maid in this home now answers to you, I was assigned specially to you ma'am," she said shyly with a smile, I nodded still uncomfortable with the ma'am title

"I am Luna," I said with a smile

"Luna? Like the moon" she said with a smile somebody actually knows the meaning, while in the countryside, I was made fun of, they called it name for oldies.

"I had a childhood friend with your name," She said with a smile, she had? I wonder why they aren't friends anymore, I never had friends, to begin with, I was the odd one out in every group, not that all the kids treated me badly I just self-isolated myself, they were mostly good kids, and some troublemakers as well.

"I have worked here for three years now and for the first time I was asked to prepare this room for a visitor, I couldn't believe a lady to be the visitor," she said, hmm, I suppose he doesn't bring women home

"You have no idea how surprised we all are, I guess the rumors were lies, after all, master didn't just bring home a lady but a wife," she said happily I don't even know what to say to her, but if I were her I wouldn't be too chatty with my master's supposedly new wife but I guess I don't look that stern and bad for her to feel comfortable

"What rumor?" I asked nosy enough

"That master was gay," she said and grasped while I just stared at her in total confusion and bewilderment

"The only visitor that sleeps over at master's house is young master Ethan so the rumor was that they were dating secretly but I doubted that, Young master Ethan was too flirty with women to be gay" she blabbed I have no idea who Ethan was but apparently she couldn't agree with the rumors because he was too flirty with ladies, her description of him sounds like he is a party animal rather than a woman casanova or maybe I just have a poor judgment of character.

"Hmm interesting" I let out, I might be greatly entertained by stories, who knows, I like to think I hate drama, well I do hate drama when it involves me or people around me but I enjoy watching a good soap opera on Tv which usually involves lots and plenty of drama.

"Oh I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that, my mouth will put me in trouble," she said holding her mouth with a panicked look, she finally realized she shouldn't be telling me this things

"No, it's okay, non of that matters you can tell me anything you like, and every rumor I love to hear them, they are funny" I whispered the last word making her relax a bit, his rumors are non of my business, it's not like we are a real thing so they would never offend me.

"I can't believe he was just being faithful to you I was thinking he hated women" She went right into her discussion completely forgetting her initial panic, the spark in her eyes as she talked easily gives out she loves to gossip a lot and is probably one of the generators of these stories but I like her still better than Carolina.

"Carolina being his maid never says anything when she lives in his study," she said gaining my attention as if she just took a peek into my heart.

"Carolina is his maid?" I asked

"Yeah, you know how I'm specially for you, she is like that for him, he hardly asks for her though, Nathaniel does almost everything for him, well except his teas and coffee, she serves him those" Cecilia explained,

Maybe that was why she had a condescending tone, I don't want to rush to the conclusion that she is smitten by him but it's not far from happening, with the way he looks anybody can fall for him.

"How long has she been working here?" I asked

"Carolina? two years now, I came before her" Cecilia said with a prideful smile.

A knock on the door took the attention of both of us dragging us out of the closet, it was getting long overdue in the first place, Cecilia rushed to the door to know who it was while I sat at the leg of the bed trying to see who she was talking to at the door.

"Ma'am, Master calls for you" I can't possibly allow her to keep calling me ma'am right? The sound of it is weird,

As I got up and approach the door only then did I notice it was Carolina coming to fetch me not Nathaniel, I smiled at Cecilia and made my way to his study with Carolina following me behind.

As we arrived at the door while I stretched my hand to open the door, she walked over to me and pulled the door open without knocking, walking herself in while I just followed her behind, while I think that is disrespectful, who am I really to say anything, it's not my house neither is it my study.

The image of him sitting on his desk, very identical to the first time I saw him, which was yesterday, crazy right? Just yesterday and now in this whole new situation, he had on his glasses flipping through a file and at the same time looking back and fro to the desktop in front of him.

"I didn't hear you knock," he said looking at Carolina who seemed taken aback for some reason

"Oh, I am sorry sir, you requested I call her so..." she paused lowering her head with a teary look

"Do not open the door without knocking next time" he said facing away from her to look at me, I immediately straightened my back, I don't even know why, his vibe is just too stern for some reason.

I looked away first, not knowing what to say, and at the same time trying my best to act as naturally as possible and not to make his maid suspect we are not a real couple

"You seem busy," I said approaching his desk while he went back to flipping the file in his hand, I watched as Carolina served him tea and went to stand beside him, he paused and observed the tea before dismissing her

"You can leave now and call Nathaniel," he said not looking at her, I looked over at her as our eyes met, there was tension in the way she stared at me like I stole something from her, whatever it was you got the wrong person Carolina.

Immediately she left, there was no use to continue pretending and forcing a subtle smile

"You called for me," I said

"Yeah I did," he said tossing me a box, hesitate I did open it.

A ring, for a moment I was lost, taking in the beauty of the simplicity of the ring, wondering why I have this in my hand, why am I so mesmerized with this piece of circle.

The snap of his finger brought me back to reality

"huh?" I asked flustered or rather embarrassed as realization set in, beside him is another box which I suspect is his, we are supposed to be married after all, fake or not, it is only expected I wear a ring while on it.

"Back from dreamland?" he asked and I literally have to fight invisible demons to resist rolling my eyes at him

"Thank you," I said putting the ring on, he raised his brow, then placed the file he was holding

"Why are you thanking me?" he asked, his question explaining his face exactly

"Not for the ring, I am thanking you for the shopping," I said, although that is genuinely how I felt, and what I wanted to say, but it felt heavy coming out from me.

At least his face relaxed, I wonder if he ever smiles, he always looks ready to judge you or say the rudest thing ever, or he is wearing the most intimidating and scary face ever, maybe it's just because we just met.

"Here," he said completely ignoring what I said and passing me the phone laying on his desk

"My number is saved on it already, from now on that is your phone and your number, pick whenever I call you no matter what," he said his voice and face neutral, something is complying about the way he talks that just makes you nod or just speechless, maybe it's because he is rich, he just says things, how can I thank him if he is soo stuck up and I am not a people pleaser, I love to fight and I hate disrespect but at the same I am thankful, how can that even be possible.

Why am I even acting like he is just doing this out of goodwill, I just signed out to bear a child for him.

Should I just come clean and tell the truth, maybe he can help, he seems rich enough, maybe he is just as bad, I am in a state of Dilemma right now.

"I hope you really know what you are up against Luna" he suddenly said scaring me,

"Yes I know," I said watching as he got up from his sit Not knowing what to do, I did the same.

"What exactly do you think is going on now?" he asked turning around to face me with his hands tucked into his pants.

"I am here just to help you produce an heir," I said nervously, I don't understand, is he going to take me in his study, is that what the ring was for?

"you are fully aware, it is your egg right?" he said his words driving straight to my heart while I nodded

"As much as it's my child it's also going to be yours, your blood and egg after all and you would give up every right for the child after birth," he said his voice strong as he continued moving forward while I moved backward

"You are going to carry him for nine months just to give him up like that" he continued, I know exactly what he was doing, and it was working, my heart tugging and pulling, and slowly it began to bleed, my eyes tearing up, it's been a while since I cried and I can't afford to do so in front of this man, he is just testing me, how willing I really am to live my child.

The truth is I can't even think of it, I don't want to think of it, he mentioned in the contract that the child will have a mother figure which I assume is probably the woman he loves, I don't know, would I really have picked this for myself if I had this opportunity with the amount of money paid, I don't want to think I would do something like this, but I am doing It without the money too.

I just want to survive, that's my justification for my action right now but what if I was not in a situation like this, that I was in the salon on a hot afternoon and a man in his thirties appeared with this offer would I still do this?