CHAPTER TWO
Back from nowhere
I tried to get out of the bathtub but Hannah pinned me down.
“Not today, you're not .” Hannah gets out of the tub, looking grim. “I'll tell your boss. Don't worry, he won't give me any trouble.”
I couldn't help but chuckle. No one gives Hannah trouble and any ones who do seriously regret it.I mean who dares to get a top lawyer troubles?
I don't think Roland will mind, though. He's not heartless, and I have a spotless record of him.
Sure enough, a few minutes later, Hannah comes back, along with pizza and ice cream.
“Roland said it's fine, he can get someone else to cover the story. He asked me to pass along his best wishes .”
“Thanks.” I poured myself a glass of wine and took a sip. “I don't know what to do .”
“For now, relax, drink and eat. Tomorrow, I suppose you'll be expected back at work. As I said, you can stay here as long as you need. There's no rush .”
Her words are a comfort, but they don't fill the aching hole that Raymond had left inside of me. I had been slapped hard on my face and my years with him proved to be a total joke!
Over the next few hours, we proceed to drink our way through two of Hannah's best bottles. By the time I'm pretty better. I flop into the bed, grinning vaguely. My phone is on the dresser and I grab it.
I scroll through my W******p contacts, not looking for anyone in particular. The name Hunter catches my eyes and I gasped, remembering our high school days.
Hunter was very close to Hannah and me in school and throughout most of college. Everything changed one weekend after he went camping.
We never figured out what happened. He came back with blood, refusing to say how he got hurt. Barely a week later, he moved clear across the state. I've tried calling him, with no response. So far he hasn't responded to my messages.
Well, it is worth a shot.
Kenzy: “Hey.
I broke up with Raymond, he cheated on me.
Dylan: Sorry, Kenzy. Are you okay?
Kenzy: Sure, I'm great.
Dylan: You are drunk, ain't you?
Kenzy: Absolutely.
Dylan: Lol. Call me when you are sober if you want to talk.
It's not much, but it was more of a response that I've gotten so far. I send Dylan another smiling sticker before dropping the phone, missing the dresser and letting it fall to the ground.
I tried to grab it, but I ended up hitting my head on the lamp.
"Ouchhhh.." I whimpered, rubbing the area in circular motion.
There are five missed calls from Raymond, but I ignored those.
Maybe I'll let Hannah go there tomorrow and castrate him.
My head is starting to pound, so I figure this is a good time to sleep. Getting myself under the blankets is a task that defeats me in my drunken state, so I sprawl atop them. My thoughts try to turn to Raymond, and I tried to shut them down with little success.
For the first time in a long time, I worried about my future. I don't know what my life looks like without Raymond. I don't know if I can survive without him.
What if I can't do it?
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Unsurprisingly, I woke up with a pounding headache.
I groan, rolling over and nearly falling off the bed. I somehow manage to crawl to the shower, thanking every God I've ever heard of that it's a Sunday.
If I had to drag myself into work today, it might just end for me.
Once I'm dressed, I head for the kitchen in search of water and a painkiller. Hannah isn't up yet, but I managed to find what I needed rooting through the drawers and cupboard.
Feeling slightly revived, I went back to the guest room and spent a few minutes finding my phone.
There are two messages.
Dylan: Hey, give me a call when you wake up.
Dylan: I'm in town, it would be wonderful if we could meet up.
I vaguely remember messaging Dylan last night. Still, I was surprised at his new messages.
Does he want to see me?
Hannah and I were both under the impression that he didn't want to be friends anymore. Apparently, that wasn't the case.
I found myself grinning as I responded.
Kenzy: Sure I'd love to meet up. Where?
Dylan: How about IHOP
Kenzy: Just give me some hours to bring myself back to life. Eleven?
Dylan: Sure see you then.
Wow, I can't believe I'm going to see him again.
I wonder what made him disappear for so long? I guess I would soon find out. I paused halfway thinking of what he was going to look like after such a long time. I grinned, whatever I wanted to know, I was certainly going to find out about it in the next few hours.
Hannah is dead to the world, I even have to check up on her to check if she is still breathing. After eating, I spent the whole morning browsing through N*****x. I keep glaring at the clock checking the time as it passes by slowly. It's 10:30 and I'm already dressed up and on my way out when Hannah pushes her door open, robbing her eyes and asking me the big question.
"Where are you going?"
I'm reluctant to answer that and only make up excuses, pulling the door open and slipping out.
I ended up at IHOP half an hour early. As I sip my coffee, I looked at the window watching for Dylan.
He arrived at eleven on dot.
I leap up, pulling him into a hug.“ Hey, it's so good to see you .”
Dylan returns the hug gingerly, as though afraid of breaking me. “You too, Kenzy. I've missed you so much.
“Where have you been? What happened to you? You just vanished! I was really worried.”
When we were friends, Dylan had never had secrets. We used to joke that he'd make the world's worst secret service agent. Now, he leaned back, his face suddenly closed off.
I could feel the guilt in his eyes and knew he was hiding a lot, there were many things he wanted to say but I guess for some reasons he is choosing to hold it back.
“It's....it's a long story."
CHAPTER THREEHe's hiding somethingI rolled my eyes at Dylan' words.“I have time!" I snapped.“I can't go into it all. A lot has changed for me.“Come on, Dylan. You're just suddenly back from nowhere. You're seriously not going to tell me why?“I....maybe another time.”As much as my curiosity was telling me to push, Dylan obviously doesn't want to talk about this.“For me too. Raymond, I never thought he would do that to me.”“He'll regret it .” Dylan's glare sends a shiver through me. He looked dangerous. I never thought of him this way before, but I do now.“I don't know if he will. Things weren't great between us. He may just be glad it's over.”Dylan opens his mouth to say something but closes it again. “Maybe you're right. It's his loss.”We sat in comfortable silence for a while. The waiter brings our pancakes, which are especially delicious to my hungover body.“I have some news.”Dylan hesitates, seemingly nervous. “ I've decided to move back here.”“Really?”That's wonderful
CHAPTER FOUROne more question“Thank you, ma'am. If you think of anything else, please call me.”“I will.” I take the card he's holding out.Please don't let it be Hannah or Dylan.The last thing I need is either of them being prosecuted for vandalism.Hannah was waiting inside, “What's going on?”She closed the door, pecking out of the window to make sure the officers are gone.“They said someone trashed Raymond's house. Not that he doesn't deserve it, but who will do that.“It wasn't you, then?”“No, I've been here all morning, nursing a killer hangover. Not that I wouldn't have done it, but guess someone else beat me to it.”“I think you know the people that did it, but I didn't say anything. I didn't want to implicate Hannah. Unfortunately, she knows me too well.“You know something. I can see it in your face. Spill it out.”“I don't know anything for sure ”“So you suspect, then, I'm all ears”I suppose she won't leave me alone until I tell her.“I think….it might be Dylan ”Han
CHAPTER FIVEBack off !!!The clicking of the laptop keys hurt my brain and my eyes. Let's not mention my ears, the sound is so irritating I wanna break the laptop but I still try to keep calm.God, why does it hurt so much?Because you drunk half of the bar, Kenzy, you idiot.I'm never drinking again.I try to focus on what I'm doing, rather than my pounding headache. The memories of Jake keep intruding. What the fuck was I even thinking? I was so close to having sex with a stranger. All in the name he looked like Dylan!And why was I even thinking about Dylan that way?He took it alright when I freaked just as he was about to get my pants down. I went back to the bar shortly afterward.It's not Jake, exactly, that's bothering me.It's the fact that I was only attracted to him because he looks like Dylan. I've gotten Dylan friendships back, and the least I could do is to ruin it with my inappropriate longings.I force myself to look back at my laptop screen. I'm looking into Daravit
CHAPTER SIX Tell me the truth My gaze are still fixed on Dylan, he looks away, I know he is trying to pretend as though what I said hadn't had any effect on him. There is a bit of silence between us and for some reasons, I'm afraid of what his answer was going to be like. Now, he knows am following him and I wouldn't give up anything soon. Dylan stiffens.“ Where did you hear that name ?” I almost laughed at his questions, “I'm an investigative journalist, Dylan. You know me, I can never leave a mystery unsolved.” I chuckled but he didn't seem to take it lightly. “So.... I guess you went digging. From our messages I guess.” He spoke precisely and I'm glad he has a current memory. “That's right!” I smirked. Dylan closed his eyes. He huffed and opens his mouth but shuts it almost immediately. His eyes are still shut and I wonder if he's praying for patience. Was he angry I was different into his personal life? The thought of that makes me want to whimper but I stood my ground an
CHAPTER SEVENDinner of one“Come on, Kenzy, we're going to be late!”“I will be out in a moment.”I give up on choosing between dresses, grabbing the nearest one, and pulling it on. I was going to do something with my hair, but I procrastinated too long and it's too late.Hannah is waiting impatiently. "I don't want to be late, we'll make a bad impression.”“You do realize that we're not engaged, right? You are just filling in for Raymond because I can't have them alone. A good impression isn't necessarily. Besides, my family knows you.” I explained over the room.“I know, but I still don't want to give them any more reason to berate you than they have already.”That's true enough. My family is going to be a nightmare.Hannah drives, and all too soon, we're pulling at my mom's driveway. Marcus's car is already here. There are cars parked all along the sides of the streets. My mom always favored big gatherings.She opened the door, her eyes going from me to Hannah. Her mouth pop open
CHAPTER EIGHTA Horrible MistakeShit! She must have heard me screaming Dylan name. I try to come up with a lie but it's not coming forward.“I'm fine. Nothing to worry about!”Apparently, Hannah thinks from my tone that there is something to worry about because she opens the door. I'm all too aware of how flushed and disheveled I must look.“Ever heard of privacy?”“Ever heard a roommate shouting their friend's name like he's saving her from a burning building? Because I just did .”Crap!No way am I willing to confess to Hannah what I just did.“I think you are hearing things. It's probably just that wind.”Hannah's eyes narrow in suspicion.I knew it. She doesn't believe me. Well, she tells Dylan?If she does, I can kiss the dream of remaining friends with him goodbye.“You don't have to lie to him, you know. So you have the hots for Dylan. Fine. It's not like I'm going to tell him”I'm torn between shame and relief. Of course, I don't need to lie to Hannah. I know that. “Promise m
CHAPTER NINEIt's Over!"What did you say?""Nothing." I don't turn around to face Raymond hoping that he'll be overpowered by need and ignore my slip. "Keep going."Come on."Dylan, as in your friend, Dylan? You've left me for that loser?"No! Dylan and I aren't together. It's you I need." I turn around and try to kiss Raymond, but he gets up off the couch.You're going to have to try harder than that if you want me, Kenzy.""Fuck you, then.Without another word, I get up, pull my clothes on and storm off. He's not making me beg again. Never again.I drive back to Hannah's at a reckless speed. I know I should slow down, but I'm so horny I feel like I'm going to explode.It takes all my willpower to keep my hands on the steering wheel and not let one of them slide down to my clit.That doesn't stop me from pressing my legs together.Fuck, I need to come.I rush inside, running to my room and slamming the door behind me.I throw myself onto my bed, yanking my pants down. I reach blindl
CHAPTER TENStalked on All SidesI bit my lips as she asked the heavy questions again."Would he be willing to help you with this?""I don't really feel comfortable asking himthat."Why not? You've known him as long as you've known me. You two are super close. I'm sure he'd do it for you.""Maybe, but you don't know my mom. She wouldn't be satisfied with dating. She won't really leave me alone until I'm married. I'm not going to ask Dylan to marry me."At least, not when it's not real. I couldn't ask that of him, especially given my very real feelings for him.Shut up, Kenzy. You're ignoring those feelings, remember? Dylan is your friend."I suppose that is a bit much to ask. What's going on with you and Luke anyway? You haven't said a word about him in days. Usually, you never shut up about him."I can feel my face going red. "We kind of had a fight."Let me guess. He's not happy that you're still investigating him?""Not at all. Do you think I'm doing the right thing? Should I back
KENZY'S P.O.V.2 weeks later.It's been like ages since the last time Dylan kissed me on the forehead and said he loved me. Yeah, I knew Dylan had always been there for me and we had moved through this part together. Caring and loving like a normal married couple.I huffed, shutting my eyes and remembering everything that has happened so far.Yes, the truth of the matter remained that we both love each other but the circumstances of our marriage were slowly racing through my mind. I knew I was hungry for something extraordinary, something I feared that Dylan would give to me. A real marriage, a normal family. As the days keep rolling by I find myself afraid of the worst. I don't know why, but I have been having these crazy dreams about him slipping away from my hands, right in front of me. I'm not that type of frek that thinks so negatively and let it torture me in form of nightmares. This one just keeps happening, each time I shut my eyes and lay down to rest I keep seeing this beau
CHAPTER FORTY ONEI stared into Dylan's blanched face as they took me away, Inez made the atmosphere intense as he smirked.Victory written all over his face as I was gently taken away. Just like the scenes of an Indian movie, I turned backwards watching Dylan race towards but the bodyguards held him back. I could feel the agony and pains in his eyes but regardless I had to do this for him. I couldn't watch his pack become ruined because of me. As our eyes met one more time, I did what everyone in my shoes would have done. I shifted my gaze, to the door as tears rolled freely down my eyes. I knew this might be the last time my eyes will ever behold Dylan's wonderful face and we'll definited body but honestly, I didn't have a choice.I knew he would hate me for my decisions, but I don't care. What mattered more to me is the fact that I would be able to save his life and that of his pack.I gulped down, the pains of being taken away from your lover hit me like strain bullets and my ent
CHAPTER FORTYI froze at first before shrugging it off. There was no way a man like Daniel could be brother to someone as powerful and committed to his pack like Derek. Although I had to admit they both had an undeniable striking resemblance which makes me reconsider my thoughts. 'Are they actually brothers?' I snapped out of it soon as I saw a drop of blood dropping down from Daniel's face. I was furious and filled with anger and I dive towards Daniel."Let go of him! Daniel." I tried to sound as calm as possible.His weird smirk tells me something is wrong but I tired not to bother much about that. I don't know what's happening but in the next few minutes, rogues surrounded our pack. "It was a trap all along, Daniel had tricked me and with the way he was smirking, I sense everything isn't going to be fine! Derek's unusual silence caught my attention and I'm forced to look in his direction. I opened my lips to talk but figured out there wouldn't be any use for that. I could talk
CHAPTER THIRTY NineI wiped off the tears that had been falling freely down my face. I hate the fact that I'm torn in between two things I love the most. I kept running until I got to the end of the road. Now, I'm standing in front of the two paths. "Either way you will have to lose one." Daniel's words echoed in my head and I gulped, trying to figure out what to do next. Taking the right path would lead me to my Dylan, the man whom I treasured more than the entire universe and had more memories with. My existence was based on him and I couldn't imagine another day without him let alone lose him forever. Taking the right path, I will get to the pack house in no time, I will be able to warn the entire pack members and Derek will be able to help stop everything ahead of time. Speaking about time, I'm out of time! I barely have up to forty minutes to round up whatever I chose to do. I shut my eyes remembering what Raymond had taught me, back then when we used to be together, he said w
CHAPTER THIRY EIGHT"Do you think you'd be able to escape?" Daniel's hot breath feel on my neck.One thing was certain, I didn't care what the consequences of my actions are and I'm none apologetic about it.I inhaled sharply the breez, turning over to him with an indifferent look."Say what you want but don't you dare lay your filthy fingers on me." I warned with a stern look.The expression on his face showed he was amazed about the kind of woman I was. Fearless, bold and even sassy. Deep down, my head is a market place and I shiver as I don't know he was going to do next. I can only hope he doesn't hurt me and I desperately know I need to work on my tongue!"What makes you think I'd want to touch your body?" He asked with a deadpan face."I don't know but like I said, don't you fucking touch me." My eyes meets his and he grinned, devouring him with his hungry eyes as though I was some of meal.I roll my eyes really hard and sneared at him, he sighs and dragged me along like I was
CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN Deep down inside the forest, I am panting as drops of sweat race down my face.There is total darkness and I can barely make out anything.I tried to be as calm as possible, I had never been this careful, walking and praying I wouldn't end up making a single noise.I stopped on my track, looking backwards to see if anyone was behind me, but no, there was no rogue after me.Turning front, I discovered I didn't know which part to take. I was lost in this deep part of the forest. I began to panic, there was no escape for me, everyone had been taken down and I was the only person that made it out. 'Dylan!' his name rings bell in my mind and I am lost wandering where on Earth he must have gone to! Earlier at the restaurant, I became angry the moment I noticed it was another man holding me instead of Dylan. I opted to leave but he held me back. I discovered that I was not the only person who was attacked.The entire restaurant had been attacked, I flicked, pushing ba
CHAPTER THIRTY SIX"You are back!" I huffed extremely happily and I jerked off the couch.He didn't say a word, rather he pulled me into his arms and I really wished I could concrete and live in the moment but I just couldn't.The look on his face wasn't promising, he was sad. I was no werewolf neither did I have detecting skills but I still know when things aren't already with Dylan."Hey, what's wrong?" I asked, staring into his eyes.They are dull and pale, my ears are itching to hear something but he doesn't grant me my wish. Rather, he kissed me on the forehead and requested to eat."I'm hungry." His husky voice filled my ear. I stared into his eyes, and decided not to trouble him further.In a swift, I'm in the kitchen preparing what I know he loves best.He turned off the television and headed towards the room. I can't say for sure but I know something was wrong somewhere and one thing was certain, I would find out about it.Aside from the intimate relationship we now share, Dy
CHAPTER THIRTY FIVEI woke up early in the morning, touching the other end of the bed to reach Dylan but I can't feel anything.The second I realized he wasn't there I opened my eyes widely, lurching up the bed instantly."Dylan." I call softly.I stood up from the bed but realized I was naked! I roll my eyes and in a swift I'm putting his clothes down my body.I picked up my mobile to aid me see and walk my way to the light switch.I turned it on but there was no sign of Dylan around. Maybe you were in the sitting room, I tried to convince myself, as my breathing level continued to increase."Dylan." I called out again, this time I was a bit thick and shaking.He is not in the sitting room either, I panicked as a sweet scent of Maple syrup filled my nose.He was probably in the kitchen, without thinking again I was standing in front of the kitchen. Pulled the door open but he is still not here! I mumbled, drawing closer to the kitchen table. There is a cover plate on it with a can
CHAPTER THIRTY FOUR"Are you ready for this?" Dylan asked with a tensed face. For some reason, I knew he didn't want to play along with my silly plan. I knew the pack had their eyes on Raymond and soon enough, he would be arrested. Still, I wasn't at ease and preferred to buy them more time as the digging continued."It's fine! I don't need to remind you it was all my idea after all."Okay." He frowned.Dylan slammed me hard on the door, causing a loud thud noise.I smile at him and give him a thumbs up."How dare you Kenzy?""Dylan…please…" I pleaded for help but he wasn't listening."You know, I used to love you a lot but not after you've betrayed my trust in you." "Mark my words Kenzy, I WILL MAKE YOU PAY!" "Dylan, understand me, it wasn't my intention. I'm sorry, please don't hit me again." I cried from the far end of the room.If things work as planned, Raymond would be breaking down this door any moment from now. And is quite patient enough to give him the satisfaction of eav