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Chapter Twenty Two
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2021-09-07 00:41:19CADEN'S POV
I know she's not going to do it, I'm just pulling her legs, but it's a shame though.
And she's totally lying.
She's scared of me, I'm just not sure if it's because of how I've treated her since being back or because she feels something for me.
I pray it's the latter, even though I don't know what I'll do with that if it's true.
I'm too broken to deserve her and that's been the main reason I've been staying away from her.
Knowing Jade, she'll spend the rest of our lives trying to fix me, if I give in and act on my feelings for her, because that's how she is, nurturing.
But I'm past the point of being fixed, I took a hit too hard and it damaged me too bad, and she dosen't know that and it'll make me worse watching her try.
I can't do that to her.
I chuckle, trying to ease the tension my request had caused in the room.
Shit is so palpable I can cut through it with a butter knife if I try.
Does it r
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