Chapter Sixty Five

JADE'S POV

Shit!

I dreamt about it again, the things that Matt had told me about, the things that happened in the time I somehow can't remember.

In these past couple days or so, I've had flashes, parts and pieces and incessant dreams, but nothing I'm ready to accept yet.

How could I have kissed him and not remember what it was like, how could I have wanted him so much in one night and wake up blank the next morning?

He'd said he doesn't hold me responsible for any of it and promised that things don't have to change between us because he thinks my drink might have been ruffied too.

He just wanted me to hear it from him first and to know if I meant any of the things I'd said.

But how can I answer that when the words, repeated to me, sounds so foreign.

I bury my face into my pillow and let put a muffled scream, trying to let out all the frustrations that's built itself inside.

"Aren't you going to school today, loser?"

Amber asks, waltzing into my room unpermitted, looking around the p