Hours had passed since I'd kissed Pixie goodbye earlier that day. I hated being away from her, especially since she insisted on spending time with dangerous, unpredictable wolves. Both of whom, I might add, were unstable and prone to lashing out, even at those they knew.I hadn't been this worried for her safety since those three days she had spent out of my sight with Dwight.I hadn't been able to focus much on my work, and Jaden had stepped up more than once to cover for my inexplicable silence that morning in their briefing. I couldn't help it; my mind continuously strayed back to Pixie, my thoughts filled with her. I wondered if she was okay, if she'd eaten enough before locking herself away with her former pack mates, if she'd get enough rest before dinner. It was maddening, but I chalked it up to the mating bond between them, having amplified the subtle communication that had already existed between them before.I was aware of her emotions now, more attuned to how she was feelin
PIXIEWith all the difficulty in the world, I somehow extricated myself from the tangle of Asha's possessive limbs and got myself cleaned up. I'd wanted to have breakfast with him but couldn't bring myself to wake him when he looked like he was finally getting some decent rest.So I went downstairs alone, nodding in greeting at the few wolves who were awake at that hour. The common areas were vacant, but I heard movement in the gym down one of the hallways as I passed to get to the kitchen."Oh, good morning, Roane," I said, spotting the young wolf sitting alone at one of the tables in the cafeteria-sized dining area. His eyes shot up and he almost choked on his cereal in his haste to jump to his feet. “G'mo-morning, Luna!" he coughed, his eyes watering."Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you," I said with a wince, patting his back once I was close enough. "He only shook his head, his long, black locks falling into his face as he did so. "Not at all, Luna. I was just leaving, sorry.""
PIXIEI frowned, sitting down beside Gloria on the grass and watching the final preparations being carried out by a handful of wolves."You have Dwight," I gently prodded, hoping that his name would help her ease up. But it didn't. Her eyes grew misty, and she sniffled."He doesn't want me anymore," she whimpered, fat tears slipping free and running down her cheeks."Don't say that," I comforted, reaching up slowly to wipe the tears away without scaring Gloria. "He loves you."But Gloria shook her head stubbornly, her eyes closing and squeezing more tears out."No," she said adamantly. "He hasn't wanted me for a long time. After you left, he lost."What do you mean?" I pressed, wanting to know as much as possible while Gloria was willing to talk."After you left," she sobbed, hiding her face in her hands. "He took on challenge after challenge for his position. He spent most nights in the infirmary and when I went to visit him, he was so distant and so cold that I could barely recogniz
ALPHA ASHAI was going to lose my mind.Truly, I was teetering on the very edge of sanity, held up by sheer will and spirit alone.Standing at the very edge of the forest, the sunset slowly casting their surroundings into shadow and turning the trees a golden-orange, I felt the heat of anticipation crawl up my neck.It may not have been my first mating run, but I knew it would be my last, and that knowledge unearthed my nerves and turned them to live wires inside my body.I had given up on the idea of ever finding the kind of happiness that Pixie brought me, and there was no way I was going to allow anything to ruin this night for her.I was well aware that this was her first mating run, and her last, if I had anything to say about it, and I wanted it to be special for her. I wanted it to be a night she could look back on in the future with joy in her heart.As if my nerves hadn't been enough to set my teeth on edge, my cousin and god-father had made themselves a bit of a nuisance whi
ALPHA ASHAI led her to the entrance of the forest, where Helldog stood waiting for us.The old wolf had dressed for the occasion in a truly Helldog-esque way. He wore his usual leathers with an oversized yellow hoodie that he must have swiped off a human during his many late-night- haunts into the human world. His long gray hair was riddled with single braids ending in silver rings that made him look every bit the fearsome wolf he once was."Hurry up, you two," he growled, ushering us over. "I'm old and I'd like to get back to my tea before it's cold."Pixie giggled and stepped forward excitedly, holding one hand out to Helldog and offering the other to me. I felt the easy smile spread on my lips when our skin touched, and I knew Helldog would give me shit for it later."As an Alpha," Helldog started, addressing the pack that had gathered to witness their ceremony. "A wolf's work is never done. He must work tirelessly to protect and care for all, disregarding his own well-being for t
ALPHA ASHARunning at the head of my pack with Pixie by my side was unlike anything I'd ever experienced.When I and Naomi had been mated, she had refused to shift for the hunt, preferring to stay behind while the rest of the pack had celebrated. I had not minded it at the time. I was so helplessly in love with Naomi that all I could think about was going back to her.This time around, Pixie ran beside me, her breath cutting through the night air while her paws tore up thick chunks of dirt. I could feel her presence through their bond as well, their souls finally joined as one. It was like hunting with an extra set of senses; if I concentrated, I could see, hear and smell everything she could, and it was dizzying at first. But I quickly got the hang of it, my brain adjusting to understand what was mine and what was hers.The pack moved as one through. the forest, their paws like a single, massive heartbeat, thrumming into the earth with every step. And yes, I thought, this was home.I
PIXIEThe rogues were all around us, closing in as Asha howled his warning to the pack. I could hear them dropping their kills in a rush to support their Alpha, but I did not know how far out they were, or if they'd make it in time.I dipped low and lunged forward without a thought, snapping my jaws at a rogue who got too close to Asha's throat. I handed control over to my wolf, desperate to protect my mate, my Alpha, from the surprise rogue attack. My wolf sprang into action, my thoughts devolving into a steady string of "protect, defend, protect, defend', and my movements became more fluid. I was able to take in more information this way, with my wolf at the wheel. I counted the incoming wolves and watched each of them fall at Asha's feet. The only command I gave my wolf was to deny the urge to crawl under him to protect his exposed throat.I had to stay out of his way; I could already sense his panic and concern for my wellbeing through the bond. And I knew that he be better equipp
PIXIEWith Jonah's full weight slumped against me, I could barely breathe."Jonah," I groaned,whimpering in pain. "Jonah, are you okay?"He didn't answer, and I felt his body sliding to the floor, my gut clenching in fear. "Jonah, what the hell is going on?"His body finally collapsed to the floor with a subdued groan, and I cried out, falling to the floor with him. I spotted the syringe sticking out of his neck and gasped, my eyes flying up to find Gloria standing over us."Gloria?" I whispered, getting back to my feet very slowly, my thoughts running wild and fast, maybe a little too fast for me to even focus on one thought for long enough."Useless doctor," Gloria spat, kicking Jonah's ribs viciously with a nasty leer on her face."He should have known better than to interfere."An icy fear settled in my gut as Gloria glared at me, hatred sparking in her eyes. I desperately tried to open Amber’s door, but it was still locked. I searched around for the keys, finding them inches fro