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2025-04-02 07:35:28THIRD PERSON POV:
Hearing Kookie say those words makes Elias feel a bit relieved. For the past six years, he had kept his feelings for her in check because he never saw the right time to pop the question. He had loved Blue like his own ever since, and sometimes, when he saw the stress in Kookie’s eyes, he felt he wasn’t doing enough. But Kookie wouldn’t let him do some things—she was overprotective of Blue, and he understood.
She had named her daughter after his favorite fruit because he ate them a lot, and it made her crave them so much during her pregnancy. They had a lot of history between them, but Kookie never banked on that because she always reminded herself that Elias was a man.
Kookie pulls away from Levi, waving the wallet in her hand in his face.
“We should go to Blue. She will be relieved to leave this house,” she says to him. Elias feels a familiar weight press down on his chest. He knows it
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THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK ATTENTION TO DETAIL
KOOKIE:We get into the car, and I open the wallet. There are two master key cards inside, along with a paper that I pull out. It contains an address, which I read out to Elias, who is driving. I read further to see the instructions on how to configure the security system and its default password. It is basically everything I need. I search the wallet further to see if there is anything else, and I find a neatly folded paper, which I assume contains more instructions. But when I open it, my heart skips a beat.It is a letter from Levi. Not just any letter—it is written in the same format as the letters we exchanged when I was in medical school and he was away for his training. My name is designed in cursive, with the first “K” adorned with tiny hearts. It is supposed to be childish because we are no longer teenagers, but seeing it makes the eighteen-year-old version of me resurface—the one who craved this so bad
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-03THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK PUSH AND PULL
Kookie:“I’ve got to hand it to him,” Elias begins, his eyes scrutinizing the wardrobe. “He has great taste.” He tries to mask the anger in his tone, but he isn’t doing too well. I let out a sigh, shutting the closet and turning to him.“You don’t have to worry about anything.” When I say this, Elias raises a brow.“I’d love to believe that, but you’ll literally be living in the dream house built by your ex, and—”“Mummy, can I have my own room?” Blue cuts Elias off, causing both of us to hold our breaths as she nearly walks into him, revealing that Levi is her father.My eyes leave Elias, settling on Blue, who looks happier than I can recall. I walk over to her, crouching down in front of her.“Yes, baby, you can have your own room.”“Yay!” she chimes, clapping h
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-03THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK DINNER
KOOKIE:Waking up to Elias’s hands wrapped safely around me feels like a dream. It is like a therapy I needed but never knew of. The warmth alone makes it difficult for me to stand from the bed, and if I could, I would remain in bed, but we have a lot to do today, which includes dinner with my parents.He stirs from sleep behind me, shifting closer, allowing his morning wood to press into the back of my butt. Self-control is the only thing stopping me from letting out a moan, because my mind can already paint a mental picture of how thick it could be.“Good morning, Love.” His thick voice fills my ears, causing bumps to sprout up on my skin. The grip he has on my waist loosens, and I turn around to face him.Even without a shower or morning routine, he looks gorgeous as hell. His hair is messy, but… sexy. Get it together, I whisper to myself as I press my thighs together to calm the storm between my legs. Yes, he is hot, but maybe I am just super horny, because I haven’t been touched
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-10THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK CONFRONTATION
KOOKIE:“Ignore him,” I whisper to Elias as my mother shifts for us to walk in. She exchanges brief cheek kisses with Elias. “Hi, Mum,” I greet as I walk into the house with Elias.The door is shut, and we make our way to the dining, which has a lot of meals laid out for us. Blue has a special seat all ready for her size, and Mum has made sure to place it beside her.“She looks just like you,” Mum says as she places Blue in her seat. I flash her a smile while Elias pulls out a seat.“Thank you,” I say, glimpsing his eyes before I sit. Then he takes the seat close to me, which is opposite my father, whose brows have not relaxed once the entire night.He isn’t even trying to hide the fact he does not approve of Elias, and it makes me wonder if he wants me to go back to Levi. Is he not angry about the fact his only daughter was betrayed and humiliated? I cannot imagine the look on his face when he knows Levi is the father, and I have been suffering alone for six years. Would he still hol
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-10THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK WON'T WORK
KOOKIE:I sense something is wrong when I see Dad walk out of the kitchen, so I leave Mum and Blue, who have done quite the catch-up the entire night. On getting to the kitchen, I find Elias’s face drenched in water with a frown etched on it. My legs move involuntarily, and I stop in front of him.“What happened?”“Nothing,” he answers flatly, before getting a glimpse of the expression on my face. His face loosens a bit, then he lets out a sigh. “I was just clumsy,” he replies, dropping what is left of the bottle of water on the counter before grabbing a paper towel to wipe his face.I stand there, watching him, wondering what transpired between the two of them. I am so caught up with my mum and Blue that I didn’t notice my father following Elias into the kitchen.“We should head back,” Elias says, then I force a smile, following him as we head to the dining room. When we get there, my father is the only one sitting.“Your mother decided to tuck Blue into bed in the room she set up fo
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-10THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK NEAR DEATH
KOOKIE:Regret fills my heart as I leave the room. I hate the fact I said those words to Elias, but the fact he isn’t trying to come after me makes it worse. I begin to question if he truly loves me or if it is an agenda to get me back to the pack because of my skills.When I get outside, I realize we came here in Elias’s car. I do not want to take it, so I walk back into the house, knocking on my parents’ door. My mother answers the door, walking out dressed in her nightgown.“You are heading out?” she questions, and I nod.“I need to get to the alpha’s house. I forgot to give Levi his shot,” I say to her, then her face loosens up. “Did you think I was going to leave immediately with Blue?” I question, and she shrugs.“Well, I just need your car keys. Elias and I are in a bit of a situation, so I cannot ask for his. I am not talking to h
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-10THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK NOT WHAT YOU THINK
KOOKIE:The drive is quiet, save for the soft hum of the engine and the occasional exhale from Elias. But I can’t stop looking at him. The way his knuckles clench around the steering wheel, the slight furrow between his brows, the sharp line of his jaw. He’s tense, but still here—by my side.I keep watching him out of the corner of my eye, and I can’t hold back anymore.“Why did you come after me when I left?” I ask quietly, eyes still fixed on him. “Why not when I was still in the house?”He doesn’t answer right away.His jaw tenses further, and his grip on the wheel tightens just a little.“I didn’t want to make things worse,” he says eventually, his voice low. “I felt like... if I stopped you in the house, it would lead to another fight. You were upset. Hurt, and I didn’t want to throw fue
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-11THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK RAW
KOOKIE:When we get back to the house, I lead the way into my room in silence. He closes the door behind him softly, the click echoing louder than it should. The thoughts in my mind from the morning cloud it again, and I am curious, wanting to know how all of him tastes—not just his lips. Wanting to know how it feels for him to be inside me, the warmth, the pleasure it would bring. I want all of it, but I don’t know if he wants it this fast. I am bent on finding out.He opens his mouth to speak, but I don’t let him. I crash into him, my hands gripping his shirt as I kiss him hard—raw, desperate, and completely unfiltered. It’s not soft or careful. It’s the kind of kiss that demands answers, claims ownership, and leaves no room for doubt. The kind of kiss that says, I need you now.Elias stumbles back slightly, caught off guard, but his hands find my waist, holding me stea
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-12
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THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK SHE KNOWS
KOOKIE:My blood pressure shoots through the roof when I learn the person who picked up Blue is Levi. I stare at Luna Jasmine, hoping for a good explanation, but she says nothing as I fume with anger. How could she do this to me? I thought she liked me, but it seems she is only trying to sabotage me. Why would she even let Levi near my daughter? I rush to the window, looking out to see Levi’s car pulling up.“I am sorry, Luna Jasmine, but I have to leave.” I take a step towards the door, and she speaks.“I know Levi is her father.”My blood runs cold, freezing me in place as a chill runs up my spine. Involuntarily, my body turns to face her, and I open my mouth to speak, but the words do not come out.“Wha... what are you saying?” I finally ask. Then I shake my head, trying to deny it. “Elias is the father of my child, and we have been together for six years.”Luna Jasmine rolls her eyes.
THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK FATHERLY LOVE
LEVI:I make payment for Blue while I sit in a corner, honoring the greetings of pack members with my eyes on her as she plays on the bouncing castle. The place is rowdy, with a lot of children, but somehow I can single out her own giggle, which weirdly warms my heart. I can’t tell if it is my connection with Kookie at work, but seeing her daughter happy makes me happy, too.Instead of sulking about my mistakes, I sit there, determined to make the best out of it. Maybe my mother is right, and I have not been man enough. I know Kookie will not just accept an apology, but I will keep trying to work my way to her heart, even if it means giving up all I have. This is what I never knew I needed—a daughter. A daughter from the woman I love. She isn’t even my biological daughter, but the mere fact she belongs to Kookie makes me want to care for her like she is mine.After a moment, she runs to me breathless, with nothing but her socks on.&ldqu
THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK FATHER AND DAUGHTER
THIRD PERSON POV:Blue is sitting at her desk in class, painting what she assumes is a picture of Elias and her mother. Her teacher, Mrs. Walter, walks up to her, stopping a few inches from her.“Blue,” she calls out in a soft tone, and Blue turns to the sight of the black dress in front of her. She looks up at her teacher, a brown-haired lady in her mid-thirties.“Yes, Mrs. Walter.” A smile forms on Blue’s face as she tries to answer politely, like her mother has taught her.“Your mother is busy, and the Luna has sent someone from the Alpha’s house to come get you.” When she says this, Blue’s face falls, as she had planned to show her mother her drawing.It has been almost a week since Elias left, and she wishes he would live permanently with them, because he makes her mum happier.“Okay, Mrs. Walter,” Blue answers, facing her drawing again.Mrs. Walter understands her tone, so she tries to keep Blue company. She is her latest student, one she is yet to figure out. She isn’t rude, bu
THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK MANIPULATION 101
LEVI:The days have been long. Too damn long that I don’t even know how I’m still breathing through it. I wake up, and she’s the first thought. I close my eyes, and she’s still there—always there.Ever since I saw her kiss him, I’ve been trying to claw my way out of whatever hell she left me in, but the way she melted into him like he was the only thing that mattered—I don’t think I’ll ever forget that. I’ve tried to move on. Forced myself to. Got girls to spend the night. Pretty ones. Soft voices, eager hands, but the moment they climb into my space, I cannot even touch them.Their skin feels like acid against mine, and I guess it is my punishment from the goddess. Slowly torturing and reminding me I don’t get to feel good without her. When she came over last week for my last shot, her expression was blank even after seeing the girl in my be
THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK GOOD MORNING
Kookie’s :No matter how much I try, the news about Elias leaving horrifies me. I thought I would be over it this morning, but knowing I will wake up alone in two days makes the worry in my chest weigh me down. The warmth of Elias beside me is the only thing that feels authentic right now, the only comfort in the storm brewing in my heart.I don’t want to open my eyes, don’t want to face the reality that tomorrow, he’ll be gone. Tears slip down the sides of my face, soaking into the pillow beneath my cheek. I try to stifle the sob, but it comes anyway, a soft, aching sound that breaks through the stillness of the room. I feel his presence, still so close, and I reach out instinctively, wanting to hold on to him, to keep him here with me. But when my fingers brush against the empty space beside me, panic floods my chest.My eyes snap open, my breath catching as I sit up in an instant,
THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK TWO DAYS
THIRD PERSON POV:The sunlight filters through the soft curtains, casting a golden hue across the room. Kookie stirs, her body still curled into Elias, the warmth of his skin blanketing her like safety. For a moment, she lies still, eyes closed, basking in the afterglow of everything they shared the previous night. When her eyes finally flutter open, a smile forms on her lips—wider and more genuine than any she’s worn in weeks.Her heart flutters as her mind replays every moment, every soft touch, every sweet word. The way Elias held her like she was something rare. The way he moved with her—slow, intentional, loving. It was nothing like she had imagined; it was better. So much better. Beside her, Elias stirs too, groaning softly as his arms instinctively tighten around her waist, pulling her back into his chest.“Morning,” he murmurs in a thick voice. Kookie giggles, turning to face him, their
THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK RAW
KOOKIE:When we get back to the house, I lead the way into my room in silence. He closes the door behind him softly, the click echoing louder than it should. The thoughts in my mind from the morning cloud it again, and I am curious, wanting to know how all of him tastes—not just his lips. Wanting to know how it feels for him to be inside me, the warmth, the pleasure it would bring. I want all of it, but I don’t know if he wants it this fast. I am bent on finding out.He opens his mouth to speak, but I don’t let him. I crash into him, my hands gripping his shirt as I kiss him hard—raw, desperate, and completely unfiltered. It’s not soft or careful. It’s the kind of kiss that demands answers, claims ownership, and leaves no room for doubt. The kind of kiss that says, I need you now.Elias stumbles back slightly, caught off guard, but his hands find my waist, holding me stea
THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK NOT WHAT YOU THINK
KOOKIE:The drive is quiet, save for the soft hum of the engine and the occasional exhale from Elias. But I can’t stop looking at him. The way his knuckles clench around the steering wheel, the slight furrow between his brows, the sharp line of his jaw. He’s tense, but still here—by my side.I keep watching him out of the corner of my eye, and I can’t hold back anymore.“Why did you come after me when I left?” I ask quietly, eyes still fixed on him. “Why not when I was still in the house?”He doesn’t answer right away.His jaw tenses further, and his grip on the wheel tightens just a little.“I didn’t want to make things worse,” he says eventually, his voice low. “I felt like... if I stopped you in the house, it would lead to another fight. You were upset. Hurt, and I didn’t want to throw fue
THE ALPHA WANTS ME BACK NEAR DEATH
KOOKIE:Regret fills my heart as I leave the room. I hate the fact I said those words to Elias, but the fact he isn’t trying to come after me makes it worse. I begin to question if he truly loves me or if it is an agenda to get me back to the pack because of my skills.When I get outside, I realize we came here in Elias’s car. I do not want to take it, so I walk back into the house, knocking on my parents’ door. My mother answers the door, walking out dressed in her nightgown.“You are heading out?” she questions, and I nod.“I need to get to the alpha’s house. I forgot to give Levi his shot,” I say to her, then her face loosens up. “Did you think I was going to leave immediately with Blue?” I question, and she shrugs.“Well, I just need your car keys. Elias and I are in a bit of a situation, so I cannot ask for his. I am not talking to h
