Eli and I staggered along the black lane, our breaths raspy and mixing with the coolness of the night as the wind swept over her hair. Every stride seemed like a curse as much as a success. Marconi was gone, but so was any sort of protection we might have grabbed. My ideas flew, every one darker than the next. I looked at Eli; his face was pallid and his gait was heavy.
"You have to relax," I advised, sounding worried. Blood flowed across the improvised bandage around his side. You are bleeding way too much.
He shook his head, his eyes flashing. Away from here. We have to move farther away.
Though it would not make any difference, I knew he was right. Every fall, every grimace that graced his face tightened my heart. We persisted, negotiating tight spaces until we came to an abandoned warehouse. The door creaked open with a reluctance that matched our tiredness, and we stepped into the heavy air gathering in all about.
Eli leaned against the wall and slid down till he was on the chilly floor. He breathed in brief, shallow spurts. I sank to my knees next to him, hands shaking as I examined the cut. It was terrible, yet not as terrible as I had imagined. I could find a job with this.
More to myself than him, "You're going to be okay," I said.
His gaze locked with mine, a sloshy smile pulling at his mouth. "You constantly say that."
"Because it's true." Tying the bandage, I tore a piece of material off my sleeve. You are too obstinate to die.
He winced but did not withdraw. "Good to know my faults are keeping me alive.”
Fighting the tears about to flow, I muttered, " Shut up and let me work." "You're not leaving this that readily."
The stillness that followed was weighty, full of unsaid anxieties and memories that refused to lie buried. Working, I considered our progress and the amount we had given up. For what, too? One triumphant moment in a sea of anarchy?
Eli disturbed the quiet with her words. "Ava, you have to know something.
I stopped; my hands stopped too. "What is it?," asos
He paused, his eyes falling to the floor. Marconi was not operating by himself. He had strong ones for lovers. They will now be after us.
His words weight descended over me like a heavy blanket. Who?
"I'm not sure," he said, clearly frustrated. But I have whispers in mind. People that remain out of sight but pull the strings are known as shadow figures. They would not let this pass.
I closed my eyes and exhaled shakily. We are therefore back where we began.
"not exactly." Reaching for my hand, his grip was feeble but consistent. "Right now we have a chance. A genuine one. That implies, therefore, no more sprinting. We have to go squarely for them.
The idea freaked me. Two individuals against a phantom opponent with resources we could not possibly imagine. But I realized there was no other option when I looked at him and saw the will in his eyes despite the suffering.
Then we fought, I answered, my voice strong. But first, you have to relax.
He refrained from arguing; tiredness always wins. His eyes closed, and I sat beside him monitoring. The gloom outside seemed alive, moving with every ancient structure creaking and moaning. I would not let it, nevertheless, overwhelm us. Not yet. seldom ever.
The hours slink by, each one extending more than the previous. I watched the entryway closely, every sound sending an adrenaline surge through me. Eli swirled, and relief flooded over me. He looked pallid, yet his eyes were clear and concentrated.
His voice raspy, he questioned, "How long was I out?"
Long enough, I answered, passing him a water bottle. "Drink.
He watched, sipping a little, then spoke once again. Our stay here is not possible. Should they follow us—that is "
I interrupted, knowing exactly what I was doing. But you had time to heal.
He nodded, knowing passed between us. "We need friends, Ava. Those who will enable us to pull them down.
"Do you know of anyone specifically?," I asked, hoping to tumble across uncertainty.
"There is someone," he remarked gently. "An old friend of mine—Adrian Kane." He walked off the road years ago and exudes brilliance. He can help if anybody else is able.
"Can we have faith in him?" The question loomed large and vital between us.
Eli paused. We do not have luxury like trust. But it is him if anyone despises these shadow actors as much as we do.
"Where are we likely to locate him?
He turned to show a ghost of a smile. The difficult component is "that."
A sound outside caused both of us to stop before I could urge him more. Steps, weak but clear-cut. My pulse pounding, I went for the little knife I had stashed in my boot. Eli battled to his feet, each motion evidence of his suffering.
The steps got louder and more direct. I tightened myself as shadows moved at the door. A lady tall and slim with eyes that missed nothing then entered.
Eli whispered, "Lucia," and his voice mixed comfort and mistrust.
She has eyebrows, her face inscrutable. Did you suppose I wouldn't find you?
"What are you doing here? " I insisted, my hold on the knife was tightening.
"Saving your life, apparently," she answered coldly. You have created a nest for a hornet. Associates of Marconi are already organizing. Your death is what they want.
Eli winced as he stepped forward. "Why would you help us?"
"Because I hate them more than I hate you," she said, gleaming something sinister in her eyes. "And nobody is safe if they win."
Though just somewhat, the stress was released. "So then, what is your strategy?" I have inquiries.
"We move," she remarked, her voice free of debate. "I have a truly secure place this time. Still, you have to make decisions right now. One cannot turn back.
Eli turned to face me and asked the question in his eyes. Either trust her or not? Though one we had to make, it was a gamble.
"We're in," I answered, speaking steadily.
Lucia nodded, motion already under way. "Then let's leave. Not on our side is time.
Following her into the evening, I could feel the weight of what was coming. The fight just started; it was not finished. But we harbored optimism for the first time in a very long period. And I would hang to that with all I have.
There wouldn't be darkness consuming us. Not if we had any opinion about it.
Ava's POV Silence was, I had always thought, my best defense; if I kept my head down and stayed invisible, I would be safe. But my secret seemed like a ticking clock, each pulse resonating in the hollow place where my heart used to be. Silence five years, hiding five years, and now it was all about to end. The truth was going to rip through the flimsy walls I had created, and there would be no turning back whether or not I was ready.Perched on the brink of the forest, the tall trees created sweeping shadows across the road I had previously escaped. The clean autumn air pricked at my skin, reminding me of the evening I left—heartbroken, embarrassed, and alone. Except I was not by myself. Not then, either. not now.My hand closed around the child's tiny, delicate fingers at my side. My daughter Lily is my lighthouse. Her clear green eyes reflected my own, wide with innocence and inquiry. She pulled at my sleeve, her gentle voice guiding me out of the depths of my mind.Her wonder-fill
Ava's POV Coming back here never appealed to me.As I drove down the little, twisting road heading toward the Blood Moon Pack's territory, my lungs smelled familiarly of pine and earth. The air seemed to weigh more and became dense with memories and unspoken words the closer I approached. My pulse accelerated as my hands tightened their grasp on the driving wheel, the dark contour of the forest loomed ahead enveloping the territory of the pack in a shield. Five years as opposed to thisFive years after Jackson Wolfe tossed me aside like I was nothing—his mate, his weakness—reversed. I had been damaged, brittle, uncertain of who I was without him back then. But that woman? She vanished from sight. I was not the same Ava that had grieved and powerless stumbled out of this woodland.I had shifted. My kids had made me different."Mama, are we almost at it? Lily's voice drew me back into consciousness. Her brilliant green eyes wide as she stared out the window, she sat in the rear seat.
Jackson’s POV Seeing her once more was like a gut-pulverizing punch.Ava Thorne The one I had turned aside. The one I persuaded myself I had no need for. the person who carried my kids without notifying me once at least. Rejecting her seemed to be the correct thing—hell, the only thing keeping the pack safe. But now my world spun on its axis as she stood there with two children I knew did not exist.My offspring.The term kept bouncing off the walls of my already disintegrating sanity in my head. These were Lily and Caleb, mine. Although I should have been angry, betrayed even, all I could concentrate on was the weight of guilt smothering me. I had turned them down as well as Ava.I refused to look at her. Not at the moment."We have to pay attention to the threat," I murmured, attempting to ignore the simmering resentment under surface level. Though my voice sounded harsher than I wanted, I needed time to sort through all of this before I lost control.Ava stood sharply next to the
Ava's POV I never imagined I would be back here. The packhouse was supposed to be a fortification, a haven with its lofty stone walls and dark wooden flooring. But being here today surrounded by wolves that used to view me as an alien, it felt more like a jail. Jackson was still staring at me, observing, evaluating, maybe even accusing. Still, it was not his stare that most troubled me. It weighed what I had to tell him. The secrets I had stored for so long seemed like chains dragging me down with every stride around my ankles.I returned here not to be with him. I came to see my kids.Ignorant of the conflict whirling amongst the parents, the twins quietly occupied the corner of the room. Lily was deep in concentration on her puzzle, her little forehead wrinkled, as Caleb piled blocks and hummed to himself. They were uninformed of the threat hovering over us. Not aware that their father faced as much risk as they did.Jackson leaned against the desk, his arms folded, that austere p
Jackson's POV The blackness outside the packhouse was unbroken, as though the night itself had turned against us. Perched on the balcony of my workplace, I could see the thick woodland just outside our boundaries. Everything seemed to bear down on my shoulders. The squad. The rogers. AVA.The twins come next. My sons.Though I attempted to push it to the back of my mind, the disclosure still left me spinning. Now I afford to be sidetracked. But in what way might I not be? Ava had kept them away from me for five years. Five years later, she came back, undoing what I had believed I had sealed up. And with it, the growing suspicion that someone I trusted was poised to burn everything to the ground.Betrayal stung more when it came from your own; it tasted sour. I tried to concentrate by clenching my hands and making sense of the mess we were in. An enemy in the pack? Though it seemed inconceivable, I could no longer overlook the warning indicators. Ava would not have returned without ca
Ava's POV The chilly night air carried earthy and pine smells as it stroked across my skin. Every wolf on edge following the last attack, the packhouse was tense. Unaware of the tempest building around my kids, my heart raced as I watched them sleep peacefully on Jackson's office couch. Their little faces were calm; for a minute, I yearned for their purity.I was back here for them, not for me. Though here was the last place I wanted to be, the twins needed protection and had no alternative. I had vowed never to return across Blood Moon territory. Still, here I was, back in the place that had felt like home and today felt like a trap.Jackson never left me with his keen silver gaze. As I acted to be preoccupied covering Caleb's small figure with a blanket, I could feel his eyes blazing into the back of my neck. Between us, there was a great lot of unsaid communication and weight hovering around. I knew the inquiries were on their way. Since I came, I had seen the anxiety rising; I wa
Jackson's POV I walked back and forth in my office, the moon low in the heavens giving a soft silver glimmer over the packhouse. My ideas were disorganized, bits of guilt, rage, and anxiety. The weight of it all would not go away. Ava's comeback, the twins, the rogues—it seemed as though the earth was collapsing upon me. Worse of all, I lost faith in someone.Riley." My closest friend, Beta, had been behaving unusually. Though he had always been faithful and had my back, lately something seemed odd. It was in his avoidance of my eye and his hesitation upon receiving directions. And now, as these renegade strikes grew more frequent and deliberate, I couldn't deny the chewing suspicion that had crept inside me.Stopped by the window, I peered out into the black wilderness encircling our domain. The trees moved in the breeze, their limbs murmuring whispers I could not hear. The rogues were waiting, observing, organizing their next action somewhere out there. And I felt as though their b
Ava's POV Standing near the window in my makeshift room in the packhouse, the cool night air bit my skin. Being back here, in a location that had once been my house but now felt like a far-off memory, was unusual. Five years had brought considerable change—Jackson, the pack, me. Still, certain things had stayed agonizingly the same.Through the woods, I watched the moon, its brilliance creating long shadows on the ground. In the other room the twins were asleep; the only sound that calmed me down was their gentle breathing. But it was just temporary solace, one eclipsed by the weight of all else. The threat that loomed, the rivals hiding in the darkness, and the secrets I had stashed for so long.Mysteries starting to fall apart.Early on, Jackson had been right. I ought to have brought up the twins with him. But, following all of this, how could I. His rejection still loomed large, a wound never quite healed. I had made mine; he had made his decision back then. Now, though, I wasn't