Eli’s POV
My secrets' weight was finally falling on me. Ava's expression betrayed both fury and loyalty, and I could see why. Believing it was safer that way, I had kept her in the dark for so long. But here she was, putting together the elements of my life I had always sought to divide.
"I did everything for Ava, all for you. Every danger, every lie—I was attempting to guard you, my voice unvarnished.
She gave out a sour laugh. "Guard me?" By driving me into peril without even realizing it?
I had replayed this scenario in my brain a thousand times, but now it was far more terrible. "I had no idea how far it would sink. When I initially became engaged with Marconi, it was straightforward. He needed someone on the inside, and I considered it as just temporary—until I had sufficient information to turn him in. But it veered out of control.
Ava's eyes closed as her rage flared. Eli, you could have told me. I had a right to know.
"Possibly. But, as you would know, they would have sensed it. "If Marconi had even a hint you knew, he would have turned you against me, Ava. He is merciless in that regard.
She crossed her arms, and I sensed the wall between us becoming taller. "Eli, what then is the endgame here? Right now, what is your plan?
Actually, I had been stumbling through this for months, waiting for the ideal opportunity to act—only that time had never materialized. She was not faking now she was caught in this web. I inhaled, then laid everything down.
"The only route out is via. Although I have been compiling proof against Marconi's network for months, I am near. Near something firm that will bring his operation down permanently.
Her eyes softened, just a bit. And you suppose you could bring him down?
"I do not think," I said. "I understand. He has become messy, and I have contacts ready to swoop in the instant I need. But another issue is that he has a mole in the CIA, someone who has been providing him with data. I have kept you out of it thus, Ava. If he discovers a leak, how much I know?
She wrinkled, considering the weight of it. "This is thus not only about you now. Everyone is engaged in this.
Exactly, I answered, appreciative she was seeing the intricacy of it all. But it will grow more perilous once he is aware of my intentions. I need your assistance.
Her eyes became wide with astonishment. "You...need my help?"
I nodded, the seriousness of the matter settling in much more. "Ava, none else I could rely on. I need someone outside to assist in organizing events—someone he does not suspect.
She listened silently as she worked through the weight of what I was asking down on both of us.
She came at last to meet my gaze. All right. Tell me exactly what you need me to accomplish.
Relief came over me mixed with an unresolved worry. "I need you to forward a note to Lucia, a woman one of my connections. She is our link to Marconi's financial records and under great cover. Our leverage comes from knowing whether we have evidence of his money laundering.
Ava asked Lucia again, as though she were committing the name to memory. "Where am I to locate her?
Her base is hidden as a coffee shop located in central Cairo. But you'll have to reach her with a password. She will know you are with me when you tell her the storm is on approach.
Ava let out a breath, the will in her eyes both inspiring and terrible. "Okay. Luna coffee. Password: The storm is about here. And just exactly what should I tell her?
My tone low, I told her it was time to bring down the lion. From there, she will know what to do.
Ava nodded, and for a minute the strain between us relaxed and was replaced with something unsaid, something neither of us could ignore. But the seriousness of the job dragged us back to reality as fast as the warmth settled.
She raised her shoulders and stood squared. I will be back tonight. With anything she presents to me.
Though I knew there was no other option, my stomach turned when I considered her entering the lion's lair. "Be cautious, Ava." Marconi does not leave free ends.
She turned to face me, a trace of rebellion in her eyes. " Neither do I."
Every instinct screaming at me to keep her safe from the peril ahead, I watched her go. I couldn't, though. Marconi had spies all about; if he suspected she was collaborating with me, everything would be over.
As I waited for her back-off, the hours passed, each one tinged with anxiety. I kept going back over our chat, wondering whether engaging her would have been the proper action. She was courageous, sure, but Marconi's world was merciless and she had no clue exactly how far his influence went.
From my thoughts, a soft knock on my door startled me. When I hurried to unlock it, Ava stood there looking exhausted but resolved.
She exclaimed, "It's done," waving a little envelope. "Lucia handed me this."
Within the envelope were a handwritten message and a flash disk. I read it aloud: "Here are Marconi's offshore records. Access calls for biometric clearance; you will have to be near.
"Biometric clearance," I said softly. That implies I need Marconi personally.
Ava creased her eyebrows. How? He has never allowed you to get near enough without mistrust.
One of the questions I had been debating had no simple response. But the more I considered it, the more one concept—though risky—started to develop.
"There is one way," I remarked gently. "This weekend Marconi is throwing a special charitable event. I could be near enough if I go incognito.
Ava let her eyes enlarge. "Eli, that is suicide." He will be familiar with you.
Not if my disguise is good. And that is an opportunity we might not have once more.
She shook her head, concern painted on her face. Then I will be following you. He won't know me, and should things go wrong, you will have backup.
"Ava, your battle is not this one. I cannot ask you to be in danger.
She moved nearer, her voice sharp. " Eli, you did not ask. Whether or not you like it, I am here with you.
We neither talked for a minute. Her eyes full of determination, she turned to me and I knew there was no talking her out of it. "Okay." Still, you keep near, follow my example, and leave if something seems odd. Not one query.
She nodded, a little grin flickering through her concern. "I'm trusting you, Eli. You have to trust me, though as well.
Her words calmed something in me, a warmth that got through the terror. " Let's bring him down, together."
We stood quiet, the weight of what was ahead falling upon us. And when I saw her gaze, I realized that we would be facing it side by side whatever occurred next.
Though the stakes had never been higher, I had an odd serenity for the first time. We were on the verge of something life-changing, and I knew neither of us would walk away the same regardless of the result.
Ava's POV The weight of our plan pulled down on me as I slid into the lovely evening gown. Designed to fit Marconi's unique humanitarian occasion, it was a borrowed facade. The garment gleamed in Eli's apartment's dim light, but it seemed more like a chain binding me to this dangerous work."Are you persuaded regarding this??" Eli's voice came out from behind me, mixed with resolve and worry. Looking in the mirror at me, he adjusted the cufflinks on his tailored suit. Though I could see the tension etched in every feature of the man standing there, he seemed almost the guest."I'm sure," I said, trying to project confidence I lacked totally. We have gone too far to undo right now.He nodded and his jaw clenched. "Marconi won't slow down if he suspects anything.""I know," I said softly. Still, there's an unexpected element. He knows nothing about my arrival.This qualifies you both as an asset and a target. He came forward, his fingers lightly brushing across mine. You will do as I l
Ava's POV From the mansion, the streets melted together. My heartbeat had hardly slowed since we departed; every flicker of headlights behind us made my heart leap. Eli's jacket pocket kept the data firmly in place, but the weight of what we had done hovered about like a dense fog."Are you nice??" Eli's hands grabbing the steering wheel shattered the silence.I nodded, though the fact was far more complicated. "I'm ok." Mostly trying to catch my breath.His eyes went to the rearview mirror in search of any sign of pursuit. "We made it out," he said, as though trying to convince himself. Marconi, though, will not let this slide.I grasp. I found the weight of what we opposed returning to me. "Do you believe he realized?"Not at the moment, Eli answered, his mouth firm. "But he will shortly." The second will come for us; he discovers nothing amiss or even traces of betrayal.I drew hard, the understanding sinking in. We have to remain ahead of him then. Where from here should I be goi
Eli's POV Marconi's voice slinked across the night, spasming my spine. I made myself cool even if the weight of our situation crashed on me. Ava halted next to me, and I grasped her hand firmly. Her breath stopped Not just now; we couldn show fear.Marconi entering the dim light stated, "You have been quite the thorn in my side, Eli." His attire was beautiful, his grin predatory. To be very honest, I find it really impressive. Most people seldom remain this long.Retaining a forceful voice, I shot back, "I aim to disappoint." Every phrase was intentional, every second a chance to get away. Every minute to consider.Marconi laughed a deep, terrifying note. "Brave words for a man on the run."I went gently to sleep between Ava and him. "What then do you want, Marconi?"His eyes gleamed with entertainment. "My ideal has always been control. Eli, you have been too long meddling in my life. And today you have included this lovely woman into it. such a loss.Ava stayed rigid next to me, bu
Eli and I staggered along the black lane, our breaths raspy and mixing with the coolness of the night as the wind swept over her hair. Every stride seemed like a curse as much as a success. Marconi was gone, but so was any sort of protection we might have grabbed. My ideas flew, every one darker than the next. I looked at Eli; his face was pallid and his gait was heavy."You have to relax," I advised, sounding worried. Blood flowed across the improvised bandage around his side. You are bleeding way too much.He shook his head, his eyes flashing. Away from here. We have to move farther away.Though it would not make any difference, I knew he was right. Every fall, every grimace that graced his face tightened my heart. We persisted, negotiating tight spaces until we came to an abandoned warehouse. The door creaked open with a reluctance that matched our tiredness, and we stepped into the heavy air gathering in all about.Eli leaned against the wall and slid down till he was on the chill
Ava's POV Silence was, I had always thought, my best defense; if I kept my head down and stayed invisible, I would be safe. But my secret seemed like a ticking clock, each pulse resonating in the hollow place where my heart used to be. Silence five years, hiding five years, and now it was all about to end. The truth was going to rip through the flimsy walls I had created, and there would be no turning back whether or not I was ready.Perched on the brink of the forest, the tall trees created sweeping shadows across the road I had previously escaped. The clean autumn air pricked at my skin, reminding me of the evening I left—heartbroken, embarrassed, and alone. Except I was not by myself. Not then, either. not now.My hand closed around the child's tiny, delicate fingers at my side. My daughter Lily is my lighthouse. Her clear green eyes reflected my own, wide with innocence and inquiry. She pulled at my sleeve, her gentle voice guiding me out of the depths of my mind.Her wonder-fill
Ava's POV Coming back here never appealed to me.As I drove down the little, twisting road heading toward the Blood Moon Pack's territory, my lungs smelled familiarly of pine and earth. The air seemed to weigh more and became dense with memories and unspoken words the closer I approached. My pulse accelerated as my hands tightened their grasp on the driving wheel, the dark contour of the forest loomed ahead enveloping the territory of the pack in a shield. Five years as opposed to thisFive years after Jackson Wolfe tossed me aside like I was nothing—his mate, his weakness—reversed. I had been damaged, brittle, uncertain of who I was without him back then. But that woman? She vanished from sight. I was not the same Ava that had grieved and powerless stumbled out of this woodland.I had shifted. My kids had made me different."Mama, are we almost at it? Lily's voice drew me back into consciousness. Her brilliant green eyes wide as she stared out the window, she sat in the rear seat.
Jackson’s POV Seeing her once more was like a gut-pulverizing punch.Ava Thorne The one I had turned aside. The one I persuaded myself I had no need for. the person who carried my kids without notifying me once at least. Rejecting her seemed to be the correct thing—hell, the only thing keeping the pack safe. But now my world spun on its axis as she stood there with two children I knew did not exist.My offspring.The term kept bouncing off the walls of my already disintegrating sanity in my head. These were Lily and Caleb, mine. Although I should have been angry, betrayed even, all I could concentrate on was the weight of guilt smothering me. I had turned them down as well as Ava.I refused to look at her. Not at the moment."We have to pay attention to the threat," I murmured, attempting to ignore the simmering resentment under surface level. Though my voice sounded harsher than I wanted, I needed time to sort through all of this before I lost control.Ava stood sharply next to the
Ava's POV I never imagined I would be back here. The packhouse was supposed to be a fortification, a haven with its lofty stone walls and dark wooden flooring. But being here today surrounded by wolves that used to view me as an alien, it felt more like a jail. Jackson was still staring at me, observing, evaluating, maybe even accusing. Still, it was not his stare that most troubled me. It weighed what I had to tell him. The secrets I had stored for so long seemed like chains dragging me down with every stride around my ankles.I returned here not to be with him. I came to see my kids.Ignorant of the conflict whirling amongst the parents, the twins quietly occupied the corner of the room. Lily was deep in concentration on her puzzle, her little forehead wrinkled, as Caleb piled blocks and hummed to himself. They were uninformed of the threat hovering over us. Not aware that their father faced as much risk as they did.Jackson leaned against the desk, his arms folded, that austere p