Ava's POV
As I entered Eli's flat, which seemed to be a lonely, empty shell where memories persisted but warmth had long ago vanished. Knowing full well that anything I discovered may change everything, I came here seeking questions.
Unspoken words were in the air as Eli slammed the door behind me. His eyes looked to be inscrutable, a stronghold of secrets apparently indestructible. I was not, however, backing down this time.
Starting with "Ava," his voice a deep rumble, "I know what you're thinking."
"Do you?” I drew back, crossing my arms. "Because I'm not even sure I know what I'm thinking now. I doubt even what is genuine since you have kept me in the dark for so long.
He moved nearer, his face softening. "I never intended things to be this way. I reasoned I could hide it from you. I reasoned that would keep you secure.
Shaking my head, I battled the need to yell. Eli, safe from what? You still won't give me the truth; I already live in the center of whatever this is.
He simply stared at me for a long, anxious period, as though considering the ramifications of what he was going to say. Then he said, every syllable weighed with resignation. "I was trying to guard you from a side of my life darker than you could ever imagine."
Then let me picture it, my voice lower now, my will sharpened. Eli, I am not fleeing here. Whatever this is, I am not leaving you alone to deal with it.
He groaned and walked up to the window running a hand through his hair. He looked even more far away as the city lights spilled across his face creating shadows. "I never mentioned to you someone else. Someone from the start who has been observing us.
I felt a cold pass through me. "who?"
"Her name is Isabelle," he said, the name stinging on his mouth. "We... used to be involved long back. Not before you.
The bits began to click together, and I felt a feeling of envy mingled with terror. "This is an ex-girlfriend thing then? A lover who has been scorned?
"No," he answered rapidly, turning back to me with great emphasis. It is far more than that. Isabelle and I collaborated as well. She participated in an operation I joined years ago, one I abandoned when I discovered how twisted things had gotten. She wasn't really receptive to it.
I stepped back, attempting to make sense of this fresh bit of data. She is thus stalking you? Us"?
"More than that, he said. She is making sure I pay for walking away. Grudges exist between Isabelle and Ava. She is deadly and understands just how to reach me—through you.
The room went quiet, his words laying over me like a dense cloud. I had assumed all this time that Eli was simply hiding secrets from me, shielding me from some ill defined risk. But now our twisted past bound us together with a face and a name.
"Why wouldn't you have told me?" I said no more than a whisper.
"I felt I could manage it on my own," he continued, remorse clearly on his face. "I wanted you not to be dragged into the disaster I produced.
But, Eli. You have. I am in this right now. Sensing the stress pulsating through him, I stretched out and clasped his hand. "I have a right to know what we are confronting. What does she wish for?
He hesitated, looking down at the floor. She wants to break me and ruin my life. She has also been observing, poised for the ideal opportunity for attack. She won't stop until I give her what she wants now she finds you.
The idea twisted my gut uncomfortably. "Exactly what does she want from you?
His jaw tightened, and I could see his mental struggle raging. She wants me to cover for leaving her in the middle of something she wasn't ready to deal with alone. But Ava, it's not that easy either. Isabelle... She is not only from my past. She's strong and connected. She has those who owe her favors and others eager to perform as asked.
She is thus threatening you... us?
One nodded. She also understands how to hit where it hurts. She will come after you, after anybody close to me, if I refuse to follow along.
A shudder slid down my back. The actual state of affairs was worse than I had imagined. Then what are our next steps?
Eli stared at me, the smallest hint of optimism softening his cheeks. Though I have a strategy, I will need your assistance. We have to throw her off, make her believe we are vulnerable, that I am open to negotiating. It will get us some time.
I wrinkled, the idea seeming to be both dubious and dangerous. And then what happens when she finds out you are bluffing?
You come in here at this point. With a severe look, his hand tightened around mine. "We have to use great caution. She will see through one slip. She is brilliant, Ava, but together... We have a shot, in my opinion.
Though his confidence was encouraging, it nevertheless felt heavy on me all the same. This concerned survival in the present, not only Eli's history.
We discussed every conceivable aspect and strategized for the next three hours. Though my brain was whirling by the time we had gone over every choice, the plan was obvious. We would pretend to be Isabelle's hands, make her believe she was winning, just to yank the rug out from under her at the precise moment.
We were both tired as the first signals of morning started to break, but at last we had developed a strategy robust enough to meet whatever lay ahead. As we sat in the stillness of the early morning, Eli's palm brushed across mine, a hesitant trust building between us.
He whispered gently, his eyes locked with mine: "There's one more thing I need to tell you."
I braced myself and a lump developed in my throat. "What is it?"
He hesitated then, "If this goes wrong... if Isabelle finds out what we're doing, I need you to promise me something."
In my chest my heart hammered. “Anything”
"I need you to walk away if things go south. Leave me; leave me to manage things by myself. Ava, I cannot lose you—not because of my background.
I shook my head; his comments impacted more strongly than I had anticipated. “No, Eli. I am not going to go. Not with this time.
But he merely stared at me with that same, steady gaze; I knew he wouldn't let me in on this unless I consented. Reluctantly, I nodded knowing full well I would never keep that vow. For better or poorer, we were in this together.
A keen knock on the door cut off the moment. We stopped and exchanged a watchful, strained glance. The sun hadn't really risen, hence nobody was expected.
Eli signaled for me to keep back as he walked slowly toward the entrance. As he reached for the doorknob, my heart beat and I watched warily.
He opened the door with a tight, under control gesture. On the other side, covered in shade, a person stood whose face hardly caught the dawn light.
An icy, familiar voice answered, "Hello, Eli," sending chills down my spine. It was a voice full of poison, one that seemed to reverberate from Eli's worst memories.
Her name was Isabelle.
As she entered the room, her calculating stare fixed on me, the strategy we had spent hours developing felt flimsy and unclear. She grinned, the sort of cold-blooded smile.
She apologized, looked between the two of us with a syrupy tenderness. "Did I stop someone else from speaking?
Eli stood defensively in front of me, his voice calm and his jaw hard. "What are you here, Isabelle?
Her eyes turned to mine, and for a split second I could feel her hate weighing me. Her eyes narrowing, she added, "I came to see what all the fuss was about." "After all, I hardly get to see the woman who stole what was once mine every day."
And the last card had been turned over just like that. Isabelle was here; now everything seemed about to fall apart.
Ava's POV Watching Eli pace the room, his expression locked between regret and something darker—probably fear—and I could not breathe. Since he began talking, he hadn't yet looked me in the eye; however, this time I was letting him evade me."So, you are telling me this has been going on for... exactly how long?" My voice hardly steady as I asked. "You concealed all this from me for years, and felt it was alright since it was for my protection?”"It was never that simple," he said at last, looking directly at me. His eyes reflected a mix of vulnerability I had never seen before and embarrassment. "I felt I could keep you out of it all and manage it. But things were increasingly difficult.I laughed, then clenched my hands. " Complicated? Eli, I have been in danger without even seeing it! Do you know how powerless that renders me?Thick with suspense, the room went still for a minute. Eli's face softened and his shoulders slumped as though he carried a weight too great for one person.
Eli’s POV My secrets' weight was finally falling on me. Ava's expression betrayed both fury and loyalty, and I could see why. Believing it was safer that way, I had kept her in the dark for so long. But here she was, putting together the elements of my life I had always sought to divide."I did everything for Ava, all for you. Every danger, every lie—I was attempting to guard you, my voice unvarnished.She gave out a sour laugh. "Guard me?" By driving me into peril without even realizing it?I had replayed this scenario in my brain a thousand times, but now it was far more terrible. "I had no idea how far it would sink. When I initially became engaged with Marconi, it was straightforward. He needed someone on the inside, and I considered it as just temporary—until I had sufficient information to turn him in. But it veered out of control.Ava's eyes closed as her rage flared. Eli, you could have told me. I had a right to know."Possibly. But, as you would know, they would have sensed
Ava's POV The weight of our plan pulled down on me as I slid into the lovely evening gown. Designed to fit Marconi's unique humanitarian occasion, it was a borrowed facade. The garment gleamed in Eli's apartment's dim light, but it seemed more like a chain binding me to this dangerous work."Are you persuaded regarding this??" Eli's voice came out from behind me, mixed with resolve and worry. Looking in the mirror at me, he adjusted the cufflinks on his tailored suit. Though I could see the tension etched in every feature of the man standing there, he seemed almost the guest."I'm sure," I said, trying to project confidence I lacked totally. We have gone too far to undo right now.He nodded and his jaw clenched. "Marconi won't slow down if he suspects anything.""I know," I said softly. Still, there's an unexpected element. He knows nothing about my arrival.This qualifies you both as an asset and a target. He came forward, his fingers lightly brushing across mine. You will do as I l
Ava's POV From the mansion, the streets melted together. My heartbeat had hardly slowed since we departed; every flicker of headlights behind us made my heart leap. Eli's jacket pocket kept the data firmly in place, but the weight of what we had done hovered about like a dense fog."Are you nice??" Eli's hands grabbing the steering wheel shattered the silence.I nodded, though the fact was far more complicated. "I'm ok." Mostly trying to catch my breath.His eyes went to the rearview mirror in search of any sign of pursuit. "We made it out," he said, as though trying to convince himself. Marconi, though, will not let this slide.I grasp. I found the weight of what we opposed returning to me. "Do you believe he realized?"Not at the moment, Eli answered, his mouth firm. "But he will shortly." The second will come for us; he discovers nothing amiss or even traces of betrayal.I drew hard, the understanding sinking in. We have to remain ahead of him then. Where from here should I be goi
Eli's POV Marconi's voice slinked across the night, spasming my spine. I made myself cool even if the weight of our situation crashed on me. Ava halted next to me, and I grasped her hand firmly. Her breath stopped Not just now; we couldn show fear.Marconi entering the dim light stated, "You have been quite the thorn in my side, Eli." His attire was beautiful, his grin predatory. To be very honest, I find it really impressive. Most people seldom remain this long.Retaining a forceful voice, I shot back, "I aim to disappoint." Every phrase was intentional, every second a chance to get away. Every minute to consider.Marconi laughed a deep, terrifying note. "Brave words for a man on the run."I went gently to sleep between Ava and him. "What then do you want, Marconi?"His eyes gleamed with entertainment. "My ideal has always been control. Eli, you have been too long meddling in my life. And today you have included this lovely woman into it. such a loss.Ava stayed rigid next to me, bu
Eli and I staggered along the black lane, our breaths raspy and mixing with the coolness of the night as the wind swept over her hair. Every stride seemed like a curse as much as a success. Marconi was gone, but so was any sort of protection we might have grabbed. My ideas flew, every one darker than the next. I looked at Eli; his face was pallid and his gait was heavy."You have to relax," I advised, sounding worried. Blood flowed across the improvised bandage around his side. You are bleeding way too much.He shook his head, his eyes flashing. Away from here. We have to move farther away.Though it would not make any difference, I knew he was right. Every fall, every grimace that graced his face tightened my heart. We persisted, negotiating tight spaces until we came to an abandoned warehouse. The door creaked open with a reluctance that matched our tiredness, and we stepped into the heavy air gathering in all about.Eli leaned against the wall and slid down till he was on the chill
Ava's POV Silence was, I had always thought, my best defense; if I kept my head down and stayed invisible, I would be safe. But my secret seemed like a ticking clock, each pulse resonating in the hollow place where my heart used to be. Silence five years, hiding five years, and now it was all about to end. The truth was going to rip through the flimsy walls I had created, and there would be no turning back whether or not I was ready.Perched on the brink of the forest, the tall trees created sweeping shadows across the road I had previously escaped. The clean autumn air pricked at my skin, reminding me of the evening I left—heartbroken, embarrassed, and alone. Except I was not by myself. Not then, either. not now.My hand closed around the child's tiny, delicate fingers at my side. My daughter Lily is my lighthouse. Her clear green eyes reflected my own, wide with innocence and inquiry. She pulled at my sleeve, her gentle voice guiding me out of the depths of my mind.Her wonder-fill
Ava's POV Coming back here never appealed to me.As I drove down the little, twisting road heading toward the Blood Moon Pack's territory, my lungs smelled familiarly of pine and earth. The air seemed to weigh more and became dense with memories and unspoken words the closer I approached. My pulse accelerated as my hands tightened their grasp on the driving wheel, the dark contour of the forest loomed ahead enveloping the territory of the pack in a shield. Five years as opposed to thisFive years after Jackson Wolfe tossed me aside like I was nothing—his mate, his weakness—reversed. I had been damaged, brittle, uncertain of who I was without him back then. But that woman? She vanished from sight. I was not the same Ava that had grieved and powerless stumbled out of this woodland.I had shifted. My kids had made me different."Mama, are we almost at it? Lily's voice drew me back into consciousness. Her brilliant green eyes wide as she stared out the window, she sat in the rear seat.