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Chapter 195

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Xander's POV

I couldn't sleep. Not after hearing Ava's words, the fear in her voice as she questioned what was real and what wasn’t. The doubt that had settled into her soul like a slow-moving poison.

She was breaking, and no matter how tightly I held unto her— how fiercely I tried to steady her— it wasn't enough. The darkness was still crawling inside her, whispering and taunting.

And I couldn’t fight it for her. Not alone.

The Oracle.

It was in moments like these that I wished for the Oracle’s wisdom more than ever. She was the only one who might be able to help Ava through this, the only one who might understand the unseen battle raging inside her mind.

I had tried everything I knew. I had comforted her, reassured her, even pushed my emotions through the bond hoping it would give her strength but it didn't work. The fear was still in her eyes as she frantically searched every corner of the room when she was awake or looked at me, trying to figure out if I was real or not.

I couldn’
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