Demi's pov I eyed Eros shyly as he worked on his plate, my tongue tied, twisting in shame as I contemplated if to ask him for help or not knowing that we were in public and I didn't want to embarrass him. "Here you go, Bambi." He let out a sigh with a small smile gracing his lips and he picked up his dish switching it with mine, "Eat up." I looked down at the plate, a dainty grin forming on my face as I realized that all that cutting wasn't for his comfort but for mine, as he had cut the tender meat into tiny pieces as well as the broccolini. I swallowed lightly picking up my spoon, muttering a thank you before I began to eat slowly. "What's your favorite color?" He asked suddenly as we ate, "What do you like doing? Tell me about you." I dropped my spoon gently and cleared my throat not knowing what to tell him as I hated talking about myself and I didn't even know what my favorite colour was. The only thing I knew was that I loved Haris and I hated pain as I had been accustom
Anya's pov I wiped the sweat off my brow, dismissing the new warriors that had been training and my gaze trailed on them as they marched off the field in an orderly manner as I had instructed. I congratulated myself for a job well done. Eros would be so impressed when he sees their performances as well as the new strengths they had recognized within themselves that would prove to further strengthening the pack's army. Today had really been successful, I did well with the warriors as well as my plans in ruining the gifts that Eros had gotten for his bitch of a mate. I climbed up the steps gingerly, feeling as happy as I felt in the morning when I had received the news that all had gone well. The attendants accompanying the goods were injured and I made sure rumours were spread for people to talk about how this had never happened which would cast doubts and self blame in the heart of Demi when she hears. A maid had whispered about her crying which proved that my
Anya's pov I burned down her house only for Eros to move her in. I ruined the surprise for her only for him to take her on a date to the human world and now news about them was everywhere like she was his beloved. I couldn't even think of any more plans than killing her but if I did, I would be found out and Eros would kill me. I was planning on winning him over as well as his family so they would all be in support of him making me Luna and so I had to thread with caution as I had been doing always. My phone rang across the room and immediately went to get it as it was the special ringtone I had set specifically for when Eros calls me that rang out. "Hello E." I picked up immediately. "Anya." He responded, "You must have seen the tabloids, contact our public relations team, reputation management team as well our legal team. I want those posts taken down and wiped off immediately! In as much as it gladdens me to show off my Bambi, I would love to protect her for now as she isn't
Demi's pov I found myself in the field again, this time my white gown was a full-length with a sash tied around my waist and its sleeves having pretty bows at the end. A crown of flowers was placed on my head by beautiful birds waving their feathers gracefully. The wind blew gently and I wished to see my reflection. At that wish, my feet directed me to where I could hear running water and I followed the direction humming to myself and swinging my hands. I was happy. I had my full arms back and I swung them aggressively trying to get the feel of them again because I had a terrible dream where my hand was cut off. I reached the stream, its water sparkling bright against the rays of the glorious sun and I bent a bit at the bank, crouching over the grass and planting my hands on the ground. I peered into the stream to see my reflection and I was wowed by what I saw. Unlike in my dream, I had perfect unscarred, and unblemished skin. My fa
Demi's pov A familiar scent awakened my senses, a scent that had had me enthralled from the moment I first perceived it. A scent that has been so engraved in my world these past few days and now it was so near me like the person that bore that scent was directly laying by my side. I tried to move my hand but I couldn't as it was held down by another and I opened my eyes, a soft gasp leaving my lips as I beheld the sight before me. My face was almost buried directly in Eros's chest, which heaved slightly in a up and down motion as his soft snores filtered through my hearing. His arm was wrapped around me, drawing me close while his bicep cradled my head gently and I looked down to see that his other hand was what held mine down. His beautiful big manly hand closed over my frail scarred one, his fingers, lean and clean were interlocked with my ugly ones and I wanted to pull away immediately as the sight called to me telling me that my hand didn't belong with
Demi's pov We could only proceed for our activities of the day when Eros finally let go of me but not before making me promise that I will let him hold me later. We had breakfast after I cleaned up and helped Haris freshen up as well while my mate proceeded to prepare for his day. When he was ready he came to my room to pick Haris and I up and we both followed him to where he was headed. Even without him mentioning it, I knew he wanted to take me to where his attention was needed at the warrior academy and I knew most of the pack members would be there. My anxiety levels were skyrocketing when we had neared the place and all eyes were on us. I had walked quietly behind Eros with Haris by my side. No one dared say anything but I could see their malicious stares as their gaze traveled to me after greeting Eros. Some of them had their noses wrinkled and when our gazes met they immediately turned not hiding their looks of disgust. I didn't let it bother me a
Demi's pov Dmitri was standing there and as I tried to move away from Eros, my eyes followed the movement of the flower bouquet that fell from Dmitri's hand. Those fingers which previously held the flowers were tightened forming a fist and his gaze sharpened, flicking from Eros to me and back to Eros again. I could see his sharp intake of breath, the muscles on his face tensioning as he deliberated on what to do. "Please let go Eros." I breathed calmly trying to free myself as shame took over my emotions, "Please." "I think you heard her right." His voice had a sharp edge to it, "Let my girlfriend go." "I do not appreciate you addressing my mate as your girlfriend." Eros's arms loosened from around me and he stood aright, "Welcome back Dmitri." "What a pleasing sight to see...a welcome gift perhaps?" His gaze was directed at me now and I looked away not being able to stand the hurt in his eyes, "Care to tell me what's happening?" He moved closer to us, eyes
Demi's pov All efforts to convince Dmitri proved otherwise as he constantly made it known to me that he would gladly choose his mate over and over again when he hadn't even known me for up to three months and so I left him unable to convince him and also agreeing to be his date to the next ball which was coming up in a few days. He had promised to come see me later on after expressing displeasure over the fact that I shared a room next to Eros and I only agreed to see him later because my head was splitting due to the constant bickering and overthinking. You aren't thinking of picking Dmitri, are you? Harlyn asked as I took a short walk into the forest, We are fated to Eros and he's trying to get us back Demi. Going on with Dmitri would be disastrous in the long run... Tell me about it, I snorted, I never knew he was this stubborn. He didn't even budge when I tried talking about his mate... How do we get out of this situation? Harlyn asked, and why wouldn’t h
Demi’s pov I could feel Haris’s hand at my back, his palm rubbing small soothing patterns to calm my disorganized state while he offered words of comfort and while I was there, sprawled over the bathroom floor wearing my vulnerability and self-disgust like a second skin, my fingers shakily tapped at my phone screen dialing Bopha. “Hey babe.” she greeted excitedly the moment she picked up the phone, “Are you ready for today?” “Bopha.” I groaned in pain, my nasal congestion revealing itself as the odor clogged my nostrils. “What happened?! Are you alright?!” Her voice broke through the connection, “Don't move, I am coming right away.” The call ended and I dropped my head against the tile, its cool contrasting with my sweaty feverish skin as I registered that in all my life, I had never smelt this bad and it was like I had smelt worse than before. I shook my head and noticed Haris getting up and rushing to the sink. He picked up a small towel and ran to my side again. “Sorry sis.
Demi’s pov There wasn’t a particular reason for my stench, so if someone were to ask why I stunk, I couldn’t quite pinpoint but if I was asked to explain on a broader level, I would be able to give various reasons. I often wondered why my persistent odor still hadn’t gone even after being here for months and bathing regularly, getting on a few hygiene products and perfuming. Every other thing was changing, my wounds were healing and I looked better but the stench was still an issue that set me back on my progress to maintaining confidence. I wasn’t surprised when Elara called me aside after the meeting, she had explained that I would be moving to the other side of the pack since I had to be away from Eros and Dmitri as the rules state that neither of us was to see each other before the fight. And after she moved me in, she asked me about my stench and its origin. I have been deprived of baths for long, had poor hygiene situations even when on my period with the blood caking to
Anya's pov Fate hated me. It was against me as well as all odds of the situation and there was nothing I could do about it. No matter what I had tried, my conceived plans being carried out only brought them together and now there was going to be a duel, two men fighting for the woman I hated the most like she was some goddess that men died for. And these ones were actually willing to die for her. She looked like a woman who should be taken captive during war and enslaved with torture and not women who men went to war for. The hatred I had towards her had brewed significantly during the past few hours and I could only wish her death. I wished upon her death with pain from the deepest cursed parts of hell. I couldn't believe what was happening and I knew that Dmitri fighting Eros without Eros's powers still wouldn't deter Eros from winning as he looked so determined to win his mate. He had finally found a way to prove his sincerity to her and nothing was going to stop him. "N
Demi's pov A king should be an example. One who was firm, just, and morally upright. He shouldn't be one to make harsh decisions or engage in oppressive actions. He should be rational and not be caught fighting except otherwise and most importantly he shouldn't be perceived as weak. And in just one night, Eros broke almost all these rules all because of me and now we were at a table in an enclosed room. The only familiar faces I knew were those of Elara, Dmitri, Eros, and Anya. The rest faces were foreign, they looked older and also very important and they weren't too happy and I could tell with the gazes that were sent in my direction. "So we are trying to understand what is going on here?" It was one of the older men that spoke, "Can you explain your majesty?" The man's question was directed at Eros but his gaze was locked on me and I cowered a bit in my seat. "Face me." Eros growled, his voice was grave in a threatening way, "I can smell her fear, don't look at her, d
Anya's pov I slid into the bathroom, my eyes wandering as I locked the door to make sure that no one had followed me in. I went to the sink, producing the little bottle of green liquid that I had stashed in my purse. The time to use it was now. I had been in the ballroom observing from afar and the events of the night had angered me more than I had ever been. That ugly bitch was present, with Dmitri clinging to her side like they were a golden couple. She had dressed up which I knew was due to the influence of her best friend Bopha and I could see that she looked presentable. He was parading her around the ballroom, introducing her to whoever it was that cared about her, and in return, she smiled and acted charming pretending like she belonged here when in fact she was supposed to be dead, long gone with that idiot of a brother with her. I couldn't stand her, when I watched her in the ballroom, my chest tightened more than it should have revealing what was more than resentme
Demi's pov I grabbed the phone instantly, moving away from where I was next to Eros and I saw his eyes follow my movements as my shaky fingers slid over the screen, another message popped in. You ran away landing right in the territory of whom you are supposed to kill the? You are a Queen now, aren't you? Mated to the king, prancing around in outfits and you have forgotten about your first mate, your first love, me.... I stared at the letters, re-reading the words that they formed and I couldn't believe my eyes. I couldn't grasp what it was he was talking about and why he was acting like we were on good terms and he didn't try to kill me at any chance he got. I took in a deep breath, eyes glued to the screen as Harlyn tried to calm me as well. I had a lot of questions, a lot of thoughts ran through my mind and I so desperately wanted to steady myself not to give off the feeling that I was in danger. "Is anything the matter Bambi?" I had failed in that aspect as my reaction c
Demi’s pov I jumped slightly at the comment turning around immediately to be welcomed by the delectable scent of the person before me, amused green eyes connected with mine, a gaze from him turning my insides into mush and a trail of butterflies bursting in my belly. "Your ma-Eros." I breathed out as he straightened up, his gaze not leaving mine as he sat next to me but giving a considerable distance, "What are you doing here?" Eros didn't answer me because his gaze was still transfixed on my form, I watched as he took in a sharp intake of air, the rhythm of his chest when he blinked and opened his eyes again. He sneezed when he pulled closer to me, his fingers reaching out to graze my forehead before he crooked one to trail across where some loose strands fell. The smile on his face warmed me when he pulled in, bringing his face so close to mine. "Bambi." He groaned loud enough for us both to hear, but low enough to keep from whomever it was that would pass, "You are breathtakin
Demi's pov There was something about tonight that was magical.It wasn't the dazzling outfit that I had put on or the glimmer of the hall room from the event nor the ladies who were gorgeous, gracing the ball room.It wasn't all that.What was magical was different and it was a first.For the first time in my life, something enchanting was pointed at me, in my direction and it exuded from me affirming my thoughts.It was confidence.For the first time in my life, I had experienced confidence and the foreign yet comfortable feel settled within me rearing its presence in me announcing that it was here to stay.I first experienced it when I gazed upon my reflection in the mirror after dousing myself in perfume while Bopha had finished dressing me up.I had gazed upon myself, the urge to talk down on myself was gone and my tongue was coated with just positive words while my fingers clutched to the purse housing my phone that matched the outfit.Bopha was happier tha
Eros's pov My fingers tightened around the champagne flute instead of where I wanted them which was Dmitri's neck. I knew I would enjoy snuffing the very life out of him before cremating his body for daring to place a hand on my mate's shoulder. He looked like the happiest man in the world with a wide smile on his face as he chatted with her by his side, introducing her to who cared to look his way as his girlfriend. I hated him so much that I wanted to ruin his face with my fist before making my wolf take out his own wolf as my wolf felt every bit worse than I did. My Bambi on the other hand was easily the most stunning woman in the room. From the moment she walked in, in one of the dinner gowns I had gotten for her when we went shopping, I haven't been able to take my eyes off her. My staring at her was often interrupted by a small talk from others and Dmitri standing before her but she was too glorious to have my attention taken away from her even with the