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35. My past my pain
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Neifar's p.o.vIt took us three horrible days to reach my land, we rarely slept or rested and that got me so exhausted, I avoided my brother and the princess for a reason, I knew my brother had questions to ask me, like why the hell did I spare the princess's men?, our rule was to always keep the women and slaughter all the men, I too was confused by what I had done. I spared the little princess people because for the first time in forever, her plead and cries to spare her people got to my heart, every time I looked at her I couldn't help but feel pulled to her, there was something about her that I couldn't seem to hate or resist. I looked at her while I was walking with my men, she was tied on her wrist with ropes and blind folded the whole way, she refused to eat or drink water for two days straight, I had to violently force water in her mouth, she looked pale, weak and dirty but still beautiful. She stood tall with pride but deep down I knew she was breaking, as we approached our
Last Updated : 2020-07-21TEST OF TIME 37 Rude behavior
Sheila's p.o.vI looked at the princess who sat in my room, on my bed glaring at me, what did she have that I didn't? I was angry with Neifar for choosing her to satisfy his sexual needs instead of me, but I wasn't jealous at all, I loved Neifar with all my heart no matter who he had sex with, but looking at the princess I knew I had lost him fair and square, she was very beautiful than me with a great body, I envied her, but I mostly felt sad for her, the Captain told me everything about her people and how the war went on, she must had been very sad and in pain I believed. "Feel free to cry in here, he wont hurt you" I said softly, she looked at me then chucked. "I have no tears to shed hoe" she answered angrily. I was annoyed at her and somehow impressed, she was a fighter from the looks of things. "Yes, I am a hoe, you know you don't have to take your anger out on me, I saved you by the way, lord Neifar wanted you in his bed by tomorrow but I asked him to give you a week, I know
Last Updated : 2020-07-21TEST OF TIME 38. Run and leave your men to die
Lorins p.o.vI woke up the next day feeling tired, thirsty, sad and mostly defeated, sheila was staring at me like I was her property. "Morning mistress" she greeted as I glared at her angrily. "Call me Lorin, my name is not mistress" I said. "Sure, follow me mistress Lorin" she said with a smile. I stood up and went with her outside ignoring her disrespect, as I walked I noticed a lot of tents and houses around the land, many men were sharpening their swords and tools happily, others were training and wrestling. "Where are all the women?" I asked curiously. "Bathing, cooking, attending to the young children, farming, while others are in bed pleasing their men, some are sited in their tents doing nothing" she answered simply. "Who attends to the lords and masters?" I asked seriously as She smiled. "Anyone can" she answered then pointed at the men who were farming in chains, I looked at them carefully then gasped in shock. "My brothers" I whispered. I was about to go to them w
Last Updated : 2020-07-21TEST OF TIME 39. I can never force myself on a woman
Lorins p.o.vI tried pushing him away but he couldn't barge, I angrily bite his lower lip, he pulled back angrily and looked at me with a bleeding lip. "It Seems you love it when I bleed, don't you?, Well allow me to give you a taste of your own medicine" he said huskily. I was about to sit upright when he pinned me down. He leaned in as I struggled, I felt unbearable pain when he bite my left nipple hard, I screamed out in pain as tears rolled on my cheeks. He looked at my nipple then at my face. "So it does hurt huh?" He asked calmly. I looked away sadly, this man really did hate me. "Just kill me please" I whispered. I wished for death, death was better than suffering in the arms of an enemy. "I know why you came to me tonight, you want me to let go of your people don't you?, Even though you hate me you are more than willing to sacrifice yourself for them" he said when I faced him. "I can do that for you, all you need to do is willingly give in to me" he said while I sobbed
Last Updated : 2020-07-21TEST OF TIME 40. Truth x confession
Neifar's p.o.vHythan was standing in my tent looking at me in shock. "You did what?" He asked loudly for the fourth time. "I let the princess go" I answered softly. "Brother letting go of her people is okay, but why would you let her go?" He asked. I sighed knowing very well why I had done that. "Its because I like her, when I hurt her physically and she cried I felt horrible, I then realized how sad I became seeing her hurting, to me she is the first woman I want to protect, her cry made my heart ache, I can never force her to accept me, I could see the fear in her eyes, forcing her would have made things worse" I answered seriously. "Brother aren't you the one that taught me to hit women and use threats to make them stay loyal to me forever?" He asked. I lifted my hand and brushed it through my hair. "I did, and now I realise how wrong that was" I answered seriously. "Letting her go won't change anything Neifar, she will still hate you, better still, she will easily forget a
Last Updated : 2020-07-21TEST OF TIME 41. Brian's true colors
Lorins p.o.vThe sun was setting and we didn't walk far, we were still in the Savage's land, Brian found a nice place for all of us to rest, he really was helpful. I sat on the ground feeling happy but some how surprised, I couldn't believe that Neifar had really let me go with my people, he was really a man of his words, after hurting me he apologized and I somehow felt better, right now he was all I could think of. Brian stood up and cleared his throat. "My people, when I was captured in the land of the savages I noticed something there, unlike our land their land is very fertile, they have a lot of food, jewelry and weapons, also the women there are so beautiful, instead of going back to our boring land, what do you say we take over the savages land!" He screamed as the man stood up with cheers. I looked at Brian in shock. "All we have to do is kill the leader then it will be easy to kill the rest" he said. "Yes!" The men answered together. "No!, Are you all insane? That land
Last Updated : 2020-07-21TEST OF TIME 42. I want to lay you down
Neifar's p.o.vI woke up feeling low spirited. I took a bath in the stream thinking it would make me feel better but it did nothing, I ordered Hythan to tell everyone not to disturb me as I sat in my tent.Gabriel walked in without a alerting or calling me. "Why are you here?, Didn't Hythan tell you to send someone to follow the princess?" I asked. "Yes my lord, one of the guard did and he came back with a report, he said the princess is on her way here, she is sent by her people to kill you" he said as I chuckled. "Leave me" I ordered.He bowed then walked out. I lay down sadly going through the bad things I had done in my past, somehow I knew she would come back for revenge, she really did hate me after all.I stayed quiet for what seemed like forever, when I heard light footsteps outside my tent I shifted. "My lord" sheila called. "I told Hythan to tell everyone not to disturb me" I said loudly. "Forgive me but princess Lorin has returned" she said.I quickly sat upright with
Last Updated : 2020-07-21TEST OF TIME 43. I want you
Lorins p.o.vI woke up feeling happy, and for some reason sheila had not returned since yesterday, I went to the stream and took a bath quickly knowing John was somewhere near watching me, I came out of the stream and went back into the palace, as I walked into sheilas room I couldn't help but think of how much I wanted Neifar and how I didn't want to kill or hurt him.i Sheila sat on her bed counting some gold coins happily, when she saw me she smiled. "Whatever you did to my master was really bad," she said with a playful laugh. "I didn't do anything," I answered. "Well I went to attend to my master, master was really strained and in pain, its been a very long time since he required my service, I'm sure he must be dying to make love to you, although, you shouldn't think I spend the whole night with him," she said as I angrily glared at her. Why would he go to her when he had me in his arms last night. "Oh my god, you like him!" she exclaimed loudly. "Stop talking nonsense, I d
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TEST OF TIME 46. Best news ever
Neifar's p.o.vTwo weeks later"Why isn't she waking up, its now two weeks!" I yelled at the physician angrily while he examined Lorin who was still laying unconscious. "Brother please calm down" Hythan said loudly. I looked at him then sighed. "Hythan you shouldn't be moving up and down in your condition, you are still injured remember" I said as he smiled. "I'm okay brother, it's just that I'm sad. I still can't believe you took down a group of warriors just like that without an army, I wish I too was there," he said. "Hey, focus on getting better, those bandages don't look good on you," I answered.He touched his bandages then nodded. "The herbalist was your student right, Are you a student too?, I'm talking to you old man!" I yelled at the physician angrily while he felt Lorins pulse. "Brother, his the best physician in our land, he always succeeds in everything he does, so please refrain from yelling at him," Hythan answered as the physician gasped loudly, we quickly looked
TEST OF TIME 45. I love you
Neifar's p.o.vI picked up a dagger from the small table that was next to me and threw it near her feet. "Lorin, if what you said is really true and that you really love me, you will stab yourself, if you really were part of the plan and wanted revenge on me, this is your chance to kill me, I promise I won't fight back," I said then closed my eyes. No matter how upset I was, I saw no meaning in hurting the woman I love, the me then would have murdered her in a second, but the way I felt now was different, I embraced myself for my death by her hand, I was better of dead than killing the love of my life. I opened my eyes when I heard her cry out in pain, she stood looking at me with tears, the dagger was stuck in her stomach, her light blue dress had blood covered on it, I stood up in fear and rushed to her, she was about to fall when I held her in my arms, she groaned then coughed out blood. I quickly lifted her up and looked at her. "Neifar, I love you, I'm sorry" she cried.I qui
TEST OF TIME 44. You had no right to hurt him
Lorins p.o.vI woke up and yawned with smile, I was feeling at peace and happy with myself, I turned and found Neifar laying next to me with his back towards me, my smile faded when I saw my nail scratches on his back, I quickly sat upright and touched the scratches, he shifted a bit then turned and faced me. "Whats wrong?" He asked Softly. "I'm sorry, I scratched your back badly," I answered. "Well that's a small price I had to pay for holding you the whole night," he said as I shyly looked away. "Lorin," he called softly, I turned and faced him. "As of today, I am yours and you are mine, lets never keep secrets between us, if you are sad and unhappy about anything you can tell me okay?, This is my first time to ever fall in love and care for a woman, So I will try my best to make you happy," he said seriously as my heart beat wildly. "Did you just confess that you are in love with me?" I asked. He sat upright and laughed softly. "Yes, I have just confessed it to you," he answ
TEST OF TIME 43. I want you
Lorins p.o.vI woke up feeling happy, and for some reason sheila had not returned since yesterday, I went to the stream and took a bath quickly knowing John was somewhere near watching me, I came out of the stream and went back into the palace, as I walked into sheilas room I couldn't help but think of how much I wanted Neifar and how I didn't want to kill or hurt him.i Sheila sat on her bed counting some gold coins happily, when she saw me she smiled. "Whatever you did to my master was really bad," she said with a playful laugh. "I didn't do anything," I answered. "Well I went to attend to my master, master was really strained and in pain, its been a very long time since he required my service, I'm sure he must be dying to make love to you, although, you shouldn't think I spend the whole night with him," she said as I angrily glared at her. Why would he go to her when he had me in his arms last night. "Oh my god, you like him!" she exclaimed loudly. "Stop talking nonsense, I d
TEST OF TIME 42. I want to lay you down
Neifar's p.o.vI woke up feeling low spirited. I took a bath in the stream thinking it would make me feel better but it did nothing, I ordered Hythan to tell everyone not to disturb me as I sat in my tent.Gabriel walked in without a alerting or calling me. "Why are you here?, Didn't Hythan tell you to send someone to follow the princess?" I asked. "Yes my lord, one of the guard did and he came back with a report, he said the princess is on her way here, she is sent by her people to kill you" he said as I chuckled. "Leave me" I ordered.He bowed then walked out. I lay down sadly going through the bad things I had done in my past, somehow I knew she would come back for revenge, she really did hate me after all.I stayed quiet for what seemed like forever, when I heard light footsteps outside my tent I shifted. "My lord" sheila called. "I told Hythan to tell everyone not to disturb me" I said loudly. "Forgive me but princess Lorin has returned" she said.I quickly sat upright with
TEST OF TIME 41. Brian's true colors
Lorins p.o.vThe sun was setting and we didn't walk far, we were still in the Savage's land, Brian found a nice place for all of us to rest, he really was helpful. I sat on the ground feeling happy but some how surprised, I couldn't believe that Neifar had really let me go with my people, he was really a man of his words, after hurting me he apologized and I somehow felt better, right now he was all I could think of. Brian stood up and cleared his throat. "My people, when I was captured in the land of the savages I noticed something there, unlike our land their land is very fertile, they have a lot of food, jewelry and weapons, also the women there are so beautiful, instead of going back to our boring land, what do you say we take over the savages land!" He screamed as the man stood up with cheers. I looked at Brian in shock. "All we have to do is kill the leader then it will be easy to kill the rest" he said. "Yes!" The men answered together. "No!, Are you all insane? That land
TEST OF TIME 40. Truth x confession
Neifar's p.o.vHythan was standing in my tent looking at me in shock. "You did what?" He asked loudly for the fourth time. "I let the princess go" I answered softly. "Brother letting go of her people is okay, but why would you let her go?" He asked. I sighed knowing very well why I had done that. "Its because I like her, when I hurt her physically and she cried I felt horrible, I then realized how sad I became seeing her hurting, to me she is the first woman I want to protect, her cry made my heart ache, I can never force her to accept me, I could see the fear in her eyes, forcing her would have made things worse" I answered seriously. "Brother aren't you the one that taught me to hit women and use threats to make them stay loyal to me forever?" He asked. I lifted my hand and brushed it through my hair. "I did, and now I realise how wrong that was" I answered seriously. "Letting her go won't change anything Neifar, she will still hate you, better still, she will easily forget a
TEST OF TIME 39. I can never force myself on a woman
Lorins p.o.vI tried pushing him away but he couldn't barge, I angrily bite his lower lip, he pulled back angrily and looked at me with a bleeding lip. "It Seems you love it when I bleed, don't you?, Well allow me to give you a taste of your own medicine" he said huskily. I was about to sit upright when he pinned me down. He leaned in as I struggled, I felt unbearable pain when he bite my left nipple hard, I screamed out in pain as tears rolled on my cheeks. He looked at my nipple then at my face. "So it does hurt huh?" He asked calmly. I looked away sadly, this man really did hate me. "Just kill me please" I whispered. I wished for death, death was better than suffering in the arms of an enemy. "I know why you came to me tonight, you want me to let go of your people don't you?, Even though you hate me you are more than willing to sacrifice yourself for them" he said when I faced him. "I can do that for you, all you need to do is willingly give in to me" he said while I sobbed
TEST OF TIME 38. Run and leave your men to die
Lorins p.o.vI woke up the next day feeling tired, thirsty, sad and mostly defeated, sheila was staring at me like I was her property. "Morning mistress" she greeted as I glared at her angrily. "Call me Lorin, my name is not mistress" I said. "Sure, follow me mistress Lorin" she said with a smile. I stood up and went with her outside ignoring her disrespect, as I walked I noticed a lot of tents and houses around the land, many men were sharpening their swords and tools happily, others were training and wrestling. "Where are all the women?" I asked curiously. "Bathing, cooking, attending to the young children, farming, while others are in bed pleasing their men, some are sited in their tents doing nothing" she answered simply. "Who attends to the lords and masters?" I asked seriously as She smiled. "Anyone can" she answered then pointed at the men who were farming in chains, I looked at them carefully then gasped in shock. "My brothers" I whispered. I was about to go to them w
