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"Toby Wale, good to see you again!" Doctor Lewis greeted aloud in a friendly fashion. He was a chubby built man in his early fifties, draping a white coat and a stethoscope which hung around his neck. His grey beards rounded the sides of his chin and his button nose hung the rimmed glasses which shielded his small brown eyes trailing the movement of the tall and lean figure of the boy who had a lopsided grin stretched on the corners of his lips.
"Same here. How have you been?" Toby replied, pulling out the spinning chair which sat before the mahogany table that had medical instruments displayed on it while doctor Lewis sat directly opposite it.soft breeze from the A.C whispered around the office soothingly.
He chuckled, "dude! I'm suppose to be the one asking you that."
Toby gave a light shrug, fixing his eyes round the white painted office which had pink plain curtains hung at the windows, paper covered beds at one side of the room,child friendly health advice neatly displayed around and not to forget the bunch of kids toys neatly packed across the room. Toby chuckled, shaking his head.
"Why do I always feel like I'm visiting a playground anytime I come around your office?"
"It's for the effect, feel comfortable kind of thing. Besides, I really do have kids visiting my office though.โ doctor Lewis explained, smiling in a satisfactory amused kind of way.
Toby groaned.
He knew that look. It was a look that doctor Lewis always gave him whenever said something amusing which toby didn't share in that sort of amusement.
"I'm not a kid.โ Toby grumbled aloud causing doctor Lewis to laugh out loud.
"You wish.โ
"I'm eighteen."
"In three months time, kiddo." doctor Lewis countered, throwing a smirk at the boy who sighed in frustration yet the hearty smile never leaving his features.
"Can I seriously not win an argument against you?"
Doctor Lewis smiled in response. He had been toby's family doctor/ therapist turned family friend ever since they came to Nigeria. A kind-hearted man who had had his own share of cruel fate. Having his wife divorce him since the death of his only child. He took solace in his work.
"I don't see your mum around?" Doctor Le asked, leaning forward and placing his arms around the desk to get more comfortable.
"That's because I didn't come with her."
"Why?"
He shrugged, "nothing." after a pause, he continued, "I don't just want her worrying about me.โ
The hearty smile had faded causing his expression dull down. Doctor Lewis sighed in understanding,
"Toby...."
"I know i shouldn't have sick thoughts of dying and my mum going through pain again... but sometimes i can't help it.โ
"I mean, she may not show it on her expression but I know her and if she could still be hurting cause of her cat which died some years back, how much more will she be hurting for loosing her son not to talk more about dad."
Lewis drew his chair backwards, standing on his feet's and drawing nearer to toby. He placed his palms reassuringly on Toby's shoulders.
"She's a strong woman, Toby. And you are too. Besides, no one says you'll die soon."
"I know right but It's hard to think about living." he muttered.
"Well, I guess this is where hope comes to play right? " Lewis asked rhetorically
" keep hope alive and do whatever stuffs that makes you happy so you have less depressing thoughts.โ
"I'm trying hard to do that."
"That's great. At least you're trying. Besides, i want to see you get yourself a girlfriend while graduating from highschool looking as healthy as the word itself.โ Lewis said with a wink.
Toby scrunched his nose in mock disinterest, his lips curved into a smile, "you didn't just say that now."
"Oh I did!โ doctor lewis countered causing the both of them to laugh.
COMPONENTS OF MACRO ECONOMICS
Wow! What a great way to start a term.
Toby leaned by the side of the door which had a plate card with the name SS3B written on it. Taking a small peek inside the class which was surprisingly full with students all dressed in the white and ash uniform. The fact that it was just the beginning of the term made it look surprising to see students all seated in clas.maybe, students got bored of the long vacation. Anyway, whatever might be the case it was still surprising. He glanced round the class from the corners of the door.
There were still the old faces in school. Diane who everyone called her the queen bee cause she was always bubbly and fun. Then, there was the twins Dayo and Bayou who were known for being louder than a street crier, Daniel the bookworm who was in an unspeakable competition with Seun and then Debra, the gossip always seeking for juicy news to keep her audience updated.
Mr Bello, the economics teacher with the devil may care personality towered the twenty five pairs of eyes staring at him in rapt attention. He was one of the strictest teachers who never tolerated late comers and man wasn't ready to give some explanation as to why he was late to Mr Bello's class so he swerved towards the side of the hallway leading to an empty classroom which was under renovation.
"What's this one thinking about?" a small voiced whispered behind him, he quickly reorientated his thoughts, twirling his head behind to catch sight of the slender brown skinned girl who stared at him in sparkling excitement.
"Sarah,โ he smiled, stretching his arms wide for a hug which she snorted on.
"Abeg wait. This one you're giving me hug for free, is that how much you missed me? "
"Take your chance now." he countered, a smirk dancing at the corners of his lips.
She snickered, rolling her eyes, "lemme joor"
"C'mon nau, would it hurt to get a hug from my bestie?โ
"Oh so now, I'm your bestie?" she feigned annoyance with her tone.
"You've always been.โ
"Oh! What an interesting info...I really had no idea that I was cause dude, you ditched me to go to wherever it was."
He quirked his lips into a pout, "c'mon are we still on that?"
"Yes!" She snapped, "jhare I'm going to take my time vexing for you and that your innocent face."
Toby burst out into a boisterous laughter, โon top my own hands and hug that I'm offering you?โ
She smiled in response, pulling herself into his outstretched arm. Her nose basking in his fine scent of lavender with a tip of citrus and almond fragrance. She hummed NICE!
"Aren't you planning on letting me go?" He asked with a smirk which made her pull away from him with a playful scowl. A comfortable silence hung over them for awhile before she spoke again.
"What are you doing here all by yourself though?" she asked in concern.
"Nothing." he shrugged, "came late for Mr Bello's class. You?"
An excited grin plastered immediately on her face, she titled her head dreamily to one side.
"Actually...I was talking to George in the music room "
He shook his head, pulling out his headphone, "so...."
"So this term may just be my term after all..." she replied, clapping excitedly like a five year old seeing her favorite candy. He smiled. It was hard not to especially seeing how flushed she looked.
"Sounds good huh! "
"It is. I mean I've had a crush on him since we began senior class, it wouldn't hurt for him to like me just once. Would it?" She asked. A nostalgic smile quirked at the corners of her lips.
"Hey! You okay?" Toby asked, scrutinizing her sudden change of mood. She shrugged.
"I am...just that, queen witch and George..." she paused as if trying to figure something out.
"Queen witch?" He asked with a light chuckle.
"She's basically one, trust me, you wouldn't even want to meet her. She just started this term with us though, it's all over Bluebell's special.โ she replied, pulling out her phone and handing it over to Toby.
He stared at the picture of the girl clothed in the school's uniforms. Her lips pursed, a blank expression gracing her face yet the pointed stare and stuck up button nose all rounded a familiar figure which he suspected to have come across. He snapped his attention back to sarah
"What class is she in?"
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"So when next I come, hand in you CA before we begin another topic on the reproductive system, do you understand? " a lanky lady announced in a quirky kind of voice that seemed to drown in the noisy and rowdy class.
Apparently, class was over but the cause of the noise and rowdiness wasn't just because they had succeeded in finishing biology class but because, the April Waje, the famous teen celebrity was making her way inside the class or rather strutting inside alongside the company Zaria Omah and cooes of Awwwwwnnnn and admiration which flanked their every step.
The biology teacher, Miss Emen, had to even stop talking just for the noise to die down and maybe steal that opportunity to watch them strut majestically into the class.
"Aunty good morning." April greeted excitedly at miss Emen who was still struggling to spurt out words from her mouth.
"April you're late again?" She finally released in a sentence like manner.
"I had an impromptu shoot this morning ma'am...I'm sorry." April replied, putting up her best puppy-look that made her seem like she really was sorry for having to miss school for awhile on the first day of resumption.
"No..no, it's okay." miss Emen said dismissively, picking her books up to leave the class. Of course that wasn't a question she asked anyway. And how about Zaria? Did she also have a Photo shoot? Talk more about it being impromptu?
Tch!!
"Why do everyone adore April Waje? I know she's a celebrity and all but she's never going to notice them anyway.โ
Someone with a tone laced with tinge of envy uttered.
"Well why do you still breath and hope to live when you already know you're eventually going to die?" Another retorted. Probably a die-hard fan of April.
"It's you that will die! Did I talk to you?" the former shot back and just like that, the bickering between the two girls began
Yara rolled her eyes in annoyance. Today had been a long day yet it wasn't over. Sir Bayo, their form teacher had made new seating arrangements before miss Emen came to class.
And guess what?
She got to seat with April.
Can today get any better? Besides the ugly things her schoolmates said about her and now, this!
She watched as April made her way towards Zaria who sat with Seun, the most nerdy, timid guy in the whole of SS3 who everyone considered as a slug.
One thing about Bluebell's was the fact that they had a thing for grouping students. The slugs, for timid people hot shots, for people like April and her devil's replica who's no other than Zaria. And then, the mean bitches which she obviously belonged to. Anyway, April had been talking to Seun as though he was her best friend who had just gifted her a billion dollar. while, Seun on his part was staring back at April like he was offered to go on a space travel.
Yep! Their expression was that weird so it was difficult to make out what the heck they were talking about
And in a jaunt of eternity, Seun was already settling himself beside a befuddled Yara who stared at him like he had gone mentally bunkers.
"Umm...I'm sorry, April asked me to sit here." he said shyly. His voice quaking at each word which he pronounced. Yara rolled her eyes.
For real?
"How long do you plan on sitting here?" She asked. Arching her brows,her tone coming out more icy than she intended.
"For..a long...time...I..I guess "he stuttered.
"Are you serious right now?"
Seun shrugged, "I couldn't do anything. She asked me nicely."
Yara let out a loud scoff whilst rolling her eyes, "yeah..I'm sure she did."
"You don't want me here?" He asked. There was something about the way he asked that question as though he sounded anxious.
Yara said nothing in reply, clamping her hands around her bosom, she gave him a pointed stare for awhile.
"On the brighter side, you can sit here. Atleast I don't get to pull out someone's hair at the least second.
Seun laughed in relief, "that's... soothing."
"Or maybe I do have to.โ Yara cut in, giving him a cold pointed look which immediately got his smile to freeze.
"Sorry...I thought...that was...a joke." he said in a quiet tone.
She smiled, "it was. I was just messing with you.โ Seun stared at her in disbelief for a split second before letting out a relieved laugh.
"Well, look at that! I didn't think you two would get along so well." an uninvited and unmistakable voice cut into Seun's laughter.
Yara frowned, turning her head to face the both girls who towered over her. Her whole expression screamed "hey look! It's the two conniving bitchy spuns of Satan" instead, she rested her pointed gaze at them.
"Fancy seeing you here April and sidekick."
Zaria frowned deeply, " I see you've made a new friend already?" She tsked, "that's so unlike you.โ
"Why?! " Yara retorted in a sweet sickly smile, "do you want to be my friend?"
Zaria scoffed, " you don't go back to your vomit..I'm pretty sure you know that.โ
April snickered while Zaria had the triumphant look etched on her face. She could feel her temper spark. A wave of fury flash through her yet she smiled, masking the seething anger which gradually built itself in her. There was a handful of excited attention drawn towards them.
" I can see you still have your bruise on your neck " she replied calmly, her hands folded around her bosom and a calm smile dancing around her face.
Zaria flared, " just because I let it go doesn't mean i still can't send you back to where you came from, afterall, your stay must have been fun." she spat.
Yara nodded in agreement, "it was." she paused, fixing Zaria a dead look , "one hell of a fun that I couldn't wait to drag your sorry ragged personality along.โ
"How dare you! " Zaria yelled aloud. Rage surged through her as she stared at an unperturbed Yara murderously.
"Calm down Zaria! Seems like hell must have sent dear sweet Yara back, cause she holds alot of grudge than it can handle. " April said, smirking at yara who returned it with a sneer.
"Well then, you better watch your back dear sweet April, cause I'm back from hell and I'm back with the devil's true colors." she cautioned April who had her peacy smile fazed. A slight look of fear and anger masked up in false cheerfulness shot back at Yara's.
"Tequila! " the silvery tone called out in uncertainty. It sounded so clear.so pleasent that it cut through the excited crowd who had been making mad comments on she and the duo's banter.
She recognized that voice.
And the name!
Raising her gaze up, she was met with those coffee eyes boring at her in surprise, a tinge of confusion and hidden excitement.
"Tequila! "He called again, more like a soft whisper with his eyes never leaving hers.
This term was going to be one hell of a long ride.
Everyday is a new learning curve as you steer through life"Toby! Christ! I've been running after you and calling your name. Why were you even looking for queen witch sef and what's up with the ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ up and down? Infact, why is she pacing up and down in our secret hideout and the heck is she smoking again?"Sarah rambled out the questions through hitched breath. Looking at the slender girl who paced the empty classroom behind toby but an earshot away though. Speaking of the girl pacing about, he had remembered calling her out in excitement. An excitement which he had no idea of its reason and then he called her tequila which sprang up more rumors than whatever the heck happened back in that class before his arrival.๐ป๐๐๐๐๐๐ was a nickname which he had specifically given her and asides the reason of not knowing her real name, he had nicknamed her that cause of his own personal reasons which maybe he wasn't ready to share with the world. At least, not yet. Anyways, her
๐ฐ๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐_Ujuritaelliannaโโโ"In our next class we will be dealing with real topics. For now let's use this week to preview what we did last year on lexis and structure... " Aunty Lara, the English teacher was saying, pacing about the classroom like she was assessing every student and at the same time showing off her chubby frame which was clothed in a tight red knee-length skirt over a white flowery designed shirt made of light material. A black heel to match her wavy wig which fell across her shoulders."This is SS3. And I know you students are aware. So, if I were you...""Thankfully you're not part of us. I can't imagine having aunty Lara as our student, I'd be bored out with her presence." Sarah whispered beside Toby.She had been his seatmate since SS2 ending of semester and according to her, she liked the middle position because it helped her concentrate often. But, Toby knew better 'cause Sarah's whole self was a distra
๐ฆShe carried so much hope which she didn't even believe in on those fragile wings of hers She held so much life and so much light on those wings of power. She was just a small butterfly๐ฆโโโThe deep feminine alto tone laced with a hint of annoyance startled him.He reeled. Locking his gaze at the girl with the slender figure, big beautiful honey eyes, thick lashes and the perpetual disdainful expression wholly evident on her face.She had this big NEW SCHOOL PHYSICS book sprawled in front of her, a pink and black headset laid beside the book, a pack of cigarettes and a hardcover journal which hung a pen inside it. He couldn't really figure out what she was doing.Was she reading?Listening to music?Inhaling harmful smokes into her lungs which wasn't suppose to be his business but somehow, he cared.Or was she just sitting which wouldn't be totally normal."You two were fucking too loud." she said again, twirling the pen around her fingers.He drew his feet nearer to where she s
๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐,๐ฎ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฎ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฏ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐โจโจ_Ujuritaelliannaโขโขโข"Good evening mum" Toby greeted the lightskinned lady who held her cheeks up for a light kiss and a beaming smile. She was donning a white tank top over a flowery silk jacket and a black trouser to match her soft-textured natural hair held together in a neatly styled manner. She seemed to be going on a casual outing."Good evening mummy Jaytee." Sarah's chirpy tone greeted. Apparently, she had followed Toby home."Finally! Look who decided to shows up." Toby's mother who sarah had gotten used to calling 'mummy Jay-tee' after coining it from James-Thompson, replied as soon as she saw her.She smiled warmly at sarah whose expression had turned to one that of a remorseful one."I'm so sorry. I had one hell of a busy vac so, I couldn't come around... ""It's alright sweetie. Just hope you enjoyed your holidays?""Totally! I made alot of
Go through the darkest of daysHeavens a heartbreak awayโโLoud music from a Dj standing on a stage blared through the disco lit popular ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฌ&๐๐จ๐๐ฌ club. Two girls, one of which was clad in a mini black v-neck flare gown and a pair of black booty heels accentuating her slender figure. Her gothic makeup rounded up her looks. They arrived in front of the two hefty bouncers in black suit standing on guard. Tola dipped her hands into a silver clutch purse, bringing out a pass card. Both bouncers nodded in approval, giving them a pass. Yara proceeded to step in when one of the them held out his hands to prevent her."Passcard?" He asked in a straight tone, glaring down at her which she effortlessly reciprocated the action.Tola cocked an eyebrow at them."She's with me."They quickly, without another word, gave the both girls a quick pass. Yara gave an eye-roll, already taking notice of the hint of apology which had flashed through their gaze. Shouldering their way through the sea
โ Let you're positive energy be contagious._ Ujuritaelliannaโโโ"So, let's say a stone is thrown with a velocity of 5ms-1 at an angle of 30ยฐ to the horizontal. What would be the time of flight T, maximum height H and range, R. Using (g=10m/sยฒ) ?" The physics teacher who had been going on and on with the topic Projectile Motion, asked. since it was a theoretical physics class, they had not gone to the lab rather had remained in the classroom to do the learning. The whole class settled immediately to solve whatever he asked while Yara had her head lain on her desk. Her head felt like it was going to explode anytime soon especially after she had gone clubbing last night."0.5s." Seun replied in a matter of seconds."Anyone else?" The physics teacher, Mr Korede, asked again, raking his eyes over them in anticipation."(2.22)." another random person eagerly replied. A low mumble broke out from the rest of the other classmates in disagreement "Okay, that's alright. Time's up. Seun, can
โ The stars in the sky may be related to the sunand just as brilliant, but they never appear in her companyโ โขโขโขCamera flashlights flickered continuously around her in the monochromed cyan two-pieced suit which she wore with a strapless heel. Her hair parked neatly behind pulling the bosslady kinda look with her makeover as she struck different killer poses under the directions of the exclusive photographerโ a chubby guy with long curly hair which he held back with a band. He peered at his camera view finder, taking countless shots at once in full concentration while she did the shoot for STAR ENTERTAINER fashion week cover magazine.Something about the photography guy oddly reminded her of Toby. And no. It was not because of his curly hair and his looks. Infact, compared to toby, he was fairer, chubby, had longer curls, glassy pupils and a shorter in height compared to Toby's iconic tall frame.He just had a familiar way of holding his camera so devotedly as though he was seeing
โ He's got heaven in his smileAnd heaven in his eyesโ โขโขโขโขShe stared hard or rather she glared at her phone screen. A sardonic smile played on her lips as she continued to glare at the bright coloured screen until it turned black, indicating its turn off.Heck!!!It was everywhere. The news entertainment headlines, celebrity scope magazines, Bluebell's top stories and even on the lips of Bluebell's students.April Waje looking stunning in S.E magazine cover. April Waje spotted at exuberant restaurantApril Waje been casted as lead actress alongside Desmond in upcoming drama series10 facts about Nigerians hotshot teenager, April.W which you never knewApril this and April that.April ko. May ni.It was damn annoying.There was nothing special about the so called April that got the media talking. Besides, ten things which no one knew? She scoffed, betting her guts that it was a total rubbish. April would never disclose even a fraction of her life to the media. And Yara? The girl p
๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ข๐ญ: Chapter 7&8 / Beautiful pain by Sia ft Young thugChapter 12/ Let me love you by Justin Bieber ft DJ snakeChapter 14/ 48 laws of power (a non-fiction book)Chapter 16/ A thousand years by Christiana PerriChapter 17/ all the stars by Kendrick Lamar ft SZAChapter 18/ Daises by Katy PerryChapter 19/ Lalala by PentatonixChapter 23/ Maybe IDK by Jon BellionChapter 24 & 25 / Anyone by Justin BieberChapter 26/ Casanova by Nasty CChapter 27& 28 / same as chapter 17Chapter 29/ Broken by Anson SeabraChapter 30/ Alone by Alan WalkerChapter 32&33/ River of tears by Alessia CaraChapter 34/ Heaven by Julia MichaelsChapter 35 & 36/ Holy by Justin Bieber ft ChanceChapter 38/ Wolves by Selena GomezTequila & Butterflies/ Memories by Maroon 5Chapter 21 & 37/ I can't remember tho. Maybe you can look it up on any music app using the lyrics.The rest of the chapters without a music lyrics but a quote was the ones written by me. Also, by a friend of mine.โบ๏ธโบ๏ธThank yo
๐ฏ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐, โ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.๐ป๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ , '๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐,๐๐๐.โขโขโข15 years later.The compound was vast and neatly organized, there were pine trees planted at each side of the avenue leading to the white building situated inside, a water fountain stood in the middle of the compound.A BMW car parked silky in the underground parking lot, opening the car doors, was a pair of sleek black stilettos gracefully complimenting the beige trousers, white bodysuit and a b
โ It's been a long day without you my friend,and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.โ โขโขโขThe graduation ceremony for Bluebell student's was going to hit off in the next one hour at the school auditorium. Everyone was excitedly talking about the graduation the same way they talked about her housewarming party. She could still feel her head pound from the too many alcohol, loud music and dancing. Almost everyone at school knew about their prom-at- home party because April had gone live on social media, showing off her designer's outfit which was a limited edition, Sarah who wore a chef look with a makeover that made her so gorgeous. She even captioned under her picture; ๐ผ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐๐ข๐ก ๐ผ'๐ ๐ ๐โ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ผ ๐๐๐'๐ก โ๐๐๐ ๐๐ก. And then, there was Yara wearing a butterfly look which April made her open an Instagram account and caption something that read; ๐ต๐ข๐ก๐ก๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
โ ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐: ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐_UjuritaelliannaโขโขโขIt's mid afternoon and the girls are sprawled on the floor, looking over the boxes and decorations they've managed to pull off so far, the house decorations wasn't so different from the one Yara had in her room, she had said it reminded her of change and she wished to maintain it. It was a large two bedroom apartment that had a spacious sitting room with a dining table, a kitchen and three toilets. At one side of her sitting room which was fully furnished was a scented candle lit up around on a fancy table surrounded by fresh flowers and Toby and Josie's framed pictures.It had becoming her usual routine to say a word of prayer for him, lit the candles and keep it covered in a glass jar while replacing the flowers too. A routine she had just finished along with the girls who had helped doing the house design.โYara, you really sure you can keep up with this?" April asked in concern.โYeah, I thought you'd mo
โ ๐จ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ._UjuritaelliannaโขShe sat idly Infront of her laptop, not really idle nervously excited about opening the mail she had just received from a hospital who needed a health care assistant.She had applied for a job through her volunteer service in the health centre she did a part time coupled with St.patrick's hospital did a recommendation for her volunteer service, she'd confidently applied but wasn't sure she was going to get it since she didn't have an O level certificate.Staring at the mail now and torn between excitement and a lurk of disappointment, she couldn't bring herself to click it open until a knock disrupted. It was Benny. She wasn't dressed in the usual uniform she wore and stood religiously at the door, she infact looked different in the floral dress and Crocs with her hair falling across her shoulders. And it struck Yara how alike they looked with both of their hairs falling across their shoulders. She said
โ You shoot me down, but I won't fall,I am titanium.โ Week 4."It's called rebranding." Reya smiled, sipping the glass of juice gingerly."What does that mean?" "Good question.โ she leaned in further, "it's like doing away with those issues that weigh you down and taking on the good side of why you're alive despite everyone.""But there is no good side of life when you lose your sister and years later your boyfriend or when you get molested and thrown into a juvenile because no one believes your story rather think you're a demon of some kind and there's absolutely no good side of life when your parents treat you like shit and lie to your face everytime." she scoffed, "so tell me, what's the good there?" Reya nodded affirmatively, "i understand, Yara. I do because you have every right to feel this kind of way and I don't want to be that person who would just like to tell you to move on. I can assure you, it's not so easy as anyone would tell you." she paused, taking in a deep breat
โ ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ . ๐จ๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐._UjuritaelliannaโขโDoes running away solve anything at all?โ Yara stared back at the woman who was offering tea for the second time, placing the paper cup dedicatedly like it was glass. Her countenance was impassive and blank as though she hadn't just finished listening to Yara's story and asking that question. โIt's soothing. Doesn't solve anything but it's better than turning to drugs and alcohol for help.โ The woman smiled, โHave you tried to reach out to them again?โ โNo. I don't know if they ever want me. Sometimes I think I'm some kind of bad charm, I attract only the bad things to people around me and myself. โ Reya said nothing, urging her to go on. โJosie thought I was a small butterfly when I was little. Like I could change the world or something. Toby thought th
โ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ผ๐ก'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐ข๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐ค๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข'๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐๐ข๐โ ๐๐ก. โ _April WajeโขโขโขโIt's day 28 Yara, would you like us to talk about anything?โ The woman's office was spacious, a fluffy rug blanketed the floors, the lights had been turned off and only some candle lights in its holder illuminated the room, the AC hummed soft air and a large cushion rested at a corner of the room, a bit apart from where the tea maker was kept. Yara said nothing except to sit still and stare blankly into space. She was aware of her environment, she was aware of the woman who had calmly been entertaining her silence for almost a month, she was aware of the reason she had come to her in the first place. She was aware that the woman, Chimereya also called Reya was her therapist ever since Toby's demise.It didn't make her speak. She hardly
โ ๐ป๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ โขโขโข๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ก ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ซ. Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Tobyyyy, happy birthday to you. Hip hip hip!!!Hooray!!!Camera clicks Laughters and more smiles. The air was contagious, cherry smiles and nude joy enlivened the rooftop of the hospital lobby which was devoid of people except for Yara, Sarah, George, April and a truckload of wrapped gifts stacked at one side and flowers and birthday wishes from schoolmates who according to Yara, weren't invited. "Today isn't my birthday. Y'all didn't have to do this." He grinned widely at all of them gathered."Actually, it was your girlfriend's idea." Sarah interjected and he fixated an arched brow at Yara who let out a gleeful sigh."I know. I just really wanted to throw you a part