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CHAPTER 86: FORGIVENESS

Author: Stardust Wendy
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FREYA'S POV:

I’ve grown too accustomed to the burning silence, and bored from being by myself. The intense loneliness that came with my entire situation.

I merely entertained myself by getting deep in thoughts, building up impossible scenarios in my head and playing them how I imagine they would play out till the end.

Then, specifically thinking of Silas till the very end of the day.

I have to focus on a lot of things, so I don’t lose my mind.

Just as I stare absentmindedly, the bars pull open, and I turn in the direction to see none other than Lucas.

He offers a warm bowl of what I assume is food with a small smile on the side. I simply nod in greeting as he steps in.

Surprisingly, he moves closer to me, settling down on the hard dirty ground beside me and sighing once he’s entered a satisfactory position.

“What are you doing?” I ask

“Sitting next to you.” He responds again with same small smile.

I don’t return it this time as well, being not obligated to and not being in the mood
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thelancasters873
Depends on what he’s going to do to prove that he’s changed. Plus, he’s most likely Xena’s mate so don’t want Xena losing her mate. She doesn’t deserve that and he can definitely be a better person.
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thelancasters873
Oh no! What’s he going to do with her??
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Danielle Ditzenberger
yes and no there is some reason besides duty that he is doing this, I think, what does the King know?
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