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CHAPTER 118: RAY OF HOPE

Author: Stardust Wendy
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SILAS’ POV:

I couldn’t go after her even if I wanted to, even when I had hurt her so much and constantly.

I could only hold her close to my heart and swear on everything that I had changed because of her and that everything I do now is for her safety.

All I could do was stand and watch Adam go after her.

I am nothing but the powerless prince in this story…unable to pursue the woman he wants because he is bound by a contract with his father.

I couldn’t risk being seen chasing her outside the library in an open space.

I know all this puts the wheels of regret still spinning faster within me as I finally walk into my room, drenched from the rain’s beatings.

I restlessly pace around the room, attempting to contain my urge to find her and beg for forgiveness. She must already be assuming the worst possible things at this point.

“Damn it!” I swear out loud.

I was too engrossed in dealing with Adam to notice when she had entered the library and started listening in on us. This isn’t what I
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She is Strong
No, he doesn't deserve forgiveness for his horrendous part in this. Not yet at least.
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Natasha Nelson-Garcia
happy belated birthday! it is a silver lining, there's just one flaw with their plan and it's the fact that Freya is not an Alpha
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Stardust Wendy
Yesterday was my birthday, yay. QUESTION OF THE CHAPTER: DO YOU THINK THIS IS FINALLY THE SILVER LINING THEY ALL NEED? AND DOES LUCAS DESERVE THIS FORGIVENESS?
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