CAROLINE
I can't get that face out of my head as I go through the rest of the night by my grandmother's side with a smile plastered on my face. I have to wear this smile and act like I don't want to disappear into a hole and hide inside a hole but I've long decided that I'm way past hiding from my problems. I still bear the scars at my back to prove that thanks, grandma. "Caroline dear," Madam Quinn says and I turn my neck to give her my attention. She's not looking at me but that doesn't mean she's not seeing me. "You're stiff, dear.'' Her voice is light and humorous with pride and that makes me tense. "What's wrong?" "Nothing at all. I guess I'm just a little tired," I lie. "My head is spinning from all the names and faces I've recorded-" "Pay attention to every one of them," she interrupts and sets her levelled eyes on the guests around. "You'll need them as well as they'll need you." "Yes, grandmother." Her lips curl in a smile and she's turning to me to grin, "You are one I have decided to be very proud of, Caroline. I'm defying all odds by putting all my hopes in you." "I will not let you down," I quickly assure her. "Good," she narrowed her eyes to the side. "Who is that... man you were standing outside with? You looked far too relaxed." Shit! Her eyes may be old but that didn't mean she was blind. Madam Quinn had eyes and ears everywhere. I knew this beforehand and I've been prepared ever since but Malcolm caught me off guard. Wearing a calming smile, I chuckle a bit and relax my shoulders. I understand what she's trying to do. I mustn't lose my cool at all times. "That was Malcolm York, grandmother. He's your granddaughter's husband." "Oh!" She looks away. "I have heard of him. They have a child together- Marylin. What did he want with you? If he's looking to hop to you because you're now the heiress then," she chuckles with little to no emotion on her face. I can already tell what she's thinking. "A shame." "I cannot say for certain but it seems he mistook me for someone else," I cleared her doubts. "Even if he wishes to hop, I'm afraid there's already a long queue. I'm aware that Mr. Williams just called for his son," I glance at the elderly man keeping an eye on me as he waits impatiently by the door. "Yes. You'll have many suitors, dear. Be nice and keep your head up," She advises before stretching her hand to me, "Now let's play Cinderella before those suitors arrive." It's easy to love her. I clutched her hand and she grabbed me firmly. I glance at her wrinkled hands that trembled due to old age. These same hands can be harsh and brutal when they want to be. "What would you like for dinner?" I ask with a smile, leading her out to the car as her guards open the door for her and I help her in. "Come home and we'll decide together," she says and her guard shuts the door before they drive off. I'm still wearing my smile as they drive off and I watch her leave. Once she goes, my car is pulling over before me and the passenger's window is rolling down to reveal a familiar face. "We have five minutes before they notice you're gone." "Right on time, Susan," I'm getting in and we're driving off immediately. As I relax my shoulders with a deep sigh, I feel Susan's eyes on me. She's my personal assistant as well as the only friend I'm allowed to have. I'm pretty sure Madam Quinn doesn't know we've moved from just assistant and boss to friends. She will lose her job if she finds out. "The headlines are going crazy," Susan announces. "I saw he left angrily." "You would too if your inheritance is snatched from you," I lean back on the seat and close my eyes with a deep sigh. "Book me a massage by tomorrow. I need to get all these tension out... as well as their evil eyes." "Yes, ma'am. Do we resume fully on Monday?" "No. We start tomorrow," there's no rest for me in this world. Not until my mission is complete. Being announced as heiress is only the first step. The first step to problems. A phone rings beside me and my brows knit at the disturbance. "Sorry, I have to take this, Hello," Susan says, going all professional in an instant. "From York tech? Are you Mr. Malcolm's assistant?" That's... fast. "Miss Quinn cannot come to the phone right now. You can leave me the message and she'll get back to you- Oh. Oh, Mr. York. Y-Yes, sir-" Did he call himself? I sit up straight and turn to Susan who quickly pulls the phone away from her ear and covers the mouthpiece with her hands. "Him?" I ask and she nods. "He asks to speak with you." Why would he go through the trouble? "I'll pass," I rub my temples and lean back on my seat, closing my eyes again to take a breather. I don't need more headache. I already broke character once when I laughed so heartily but who could blame me? His eyes were literally begging me to say something and that attitude was so sickening that it was funny. There's a little commotion around me as I can hear Susan and the driver whispering back and forth but I can't quite make out their words. "Uhm, Miss. Quinn," Susan interrupts my moment of peace. "I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone, Susan. Whatever he has to say can wait. if he wants a meeting, go ahead and book him down for 10a.m tomorrow-" "Yes, okay but that's not it," she sounds concerned and I look at her. She's looking behind us and I see she has put down the call, "We're being followed." "Followed?" What does that even mean? I turn behind to see a black car following at a distance. "Susan, it's a straight road. They could just be going their own way." "No, Miss Quinn. I noticed them when we drove out of the hall. I've taken the longest route and even tried losing them but they are still on our tail," the driver announced. "What do we do? We can't die here. You only just got your position," Susan whines. "I'll call the cops-" but her phone rings insead. "It's Mr. York again-" Could it be... I turn to the car again and I try to picture Malcolm driving. I squint my eyes as anger washed over me and I snatch the phone from Susan, answering the phone, I say in one breath, "Mr. York, this is Caroline." He's silent for a while before he speaks, "Finally. I thought your assistant wasn't going to put you through-" "You can say whatever you want to say now but first, can we stop this barbaric act? It's a little too belittling of your status. I wouldn't want your wife to get the wrong idea." "What are you talking about?" I can hear the frown in his voice. "And Louise is not with me right now-" "I don't care. Please stop following my car. I'll book you in for 10a.m tomorrow-" "Wait, what? You're being followed?" he asks in shock that I recoil and turn to the car that's now gaining fast on us. The sight strikes danger in my heart that for the first time in a long while I feel fear. "I haven't even left the hall yet. Where are you? Give me your location right now and I'll come find you!”CAROLINE We're pulling over once we get to the mansion and I step down. "Drop Susan back home safely," I tell my driver and my assistant looks at me with worry on her face while I smile back, my default setting as the car drives off. I hear his footsteps before I turn to see him storming towards me. Once he gets closer, he grabs my shoulders and he looks concerned immediately. "Are you alright? Did you get hurt?" Malcolm asks, searching my gaze with worry in his face. His expression is foreign to me and that concern in his voice but I can't lie, they do make him look very good. Now all that's left is for him to drop on his knees crying and pleading for all-- ah, let's not get carried away. I hope my poker face is okay. "I'm fine," I take a step back and his arms fall from my shoulders. I draw in a deep breath, it's hard to catch a break from his touchy hands. "You didn't need to come all the way here," I tell him. "I already called the cops-" "I got here faster," he points out w
MALCOLM"Master York, welcome back-"I storm into the house, ignoring my workers standing by the door to welcome me back. With my fist clenched and teeth gritted in annoyance, I don't bat an eyelid their way."Sh-Should I set dinner for you, sir or would you prefer it in your study?"I can't forget the way she looked at me when I pulled her so close. I'm half pleased that I was able to tear her mask even if it was for a moment but as if she had been programmed, she wore it back and acted like nothing happened.That darn woman! What's with her attitude; The silent treatment and the expressionless face?"Miss Marilyn slept off while waiting for you to return, sir. Would you like to have dinner with her?"Why the heck did I kiss her? I couldn't stop myself. The woman who has haunted my dreams finally appeared in the flesh, it was impossible to keep my hands to myself. Touching her shoulders wasn't enough and pinching myself didn't feel real-- what felt real, though, were her soft lips an
MALCOLMI barely got any sleep last night. After Marilyn mentioned that, I had to clear her doubts about her mother and I but we never got anywhere since Louise returned home and they both spent the night in Marilyn's room."Fuck," I rub my tired face as I look out of the driving car. I didn't expect my daughter would remember Caroline but she wasn't exactly too young when they met.She was only eight when I married Caroline and up until she turned eleven, the two never exactly got along.Caroline never mentioned this to me though. Marilyn's attitude was just impossible to ignore. I wonder if it was my mother feeding her all those things or if it was Louise brainwashing her but she never got to know how sweet Caroline could be or even give the poor woman a chance.Like a Quokka, Caroline would simply smile through it. I close my eyes as I try to picture the smile on her face but all I have are fading memories replaced by this new poker face."We're here, Mr. York," at my driver's word
CAROLINE Tearing my eyes from Malcolm's angry face-- he's been getting real mad and unable to hide the hate he has for me-- I turn to my secretary and arch my brow at her. "I-I'm sorry, I tried to stop him," Susan stuttered with tears in her eyes. Poor thing! She must've been terrified when he barged in. Susan hates confrontations and anyone who tries to challenge authority. She hates standing up to people and is easily frightened but she's a damn good secretary nonetheless. "Caroline?" Kris calls through the phone and I suddenly remember I was still talking to him before this beast of a man barged in. I want to walk away when I see Malcolm reach for me from the corner of my eyes. I smack his hand off my arm and offer him a little smile. He's stunned by my reaction that he does nothing as I head to the table and end the call. "Ahem!" Mr. Williams cleared his throat, drawing my attention. "I'm sorry, can we please reschedule? I'd like to have a talk with you some other time when i
CAROLINEThe question hangs in the air and it's enough to wake me from his earlier spell where I thought he was almost sorry for what he did. An apology wasn't what I had expected from Malcolm.In fact, I never want him to apologise. That sorrowful look on his face shook me up so bad. Apparently, preparing mentally doesn't affect what happens in reality. There's a big difference.Just like how I thought facing him in my head would make me immune to seeing him in reality.I turn to Malcolm with curiosity heavy on mh features and I stare in silence. He repeats his question again and I just stare because I'm trying to piece my thoughts and analyse him.So he's not sorry? I can't place my finger on it. Is he asking because he's curious or because he would like to know if I really have my life together.After kicking me out like that, he must've thought that was the end of my life. I can't blame him, up until our divorce, Malcolm was the only one in my life. He was like a god, a helpmate a
CAROLINEMalcolm leaves without another word. I stand in the middle of my office even after he's shut the door and I wait for his steps to fade out. After about five minutes where I'm sure he can't barge right back in, my legs finally give out.I fall on my ass with one hand on the floor to support me up and the other on my chest as I huff and pant for air. My heart is pounding in my chest while I try my hardest to calm my nerves.The serious look in his eyes flash in my mind and I frown so heavily enough to give myself wrinkles. He had been so serious when he threw a marriage proposal in my face again. His guts and his audacity irks me enough to make me tremble.I push my hair back from my face and look around my space to the CCTV camera. I made a mental note to ask for the footage of today. I need that as my protection from him… for now. I can only hope he doesn't try anything else.But I already have a feeling that he will.What exactly does this man want with me? We ended things s
CAROLINE I step into the house mumbling my thanks to the guard who held the door open for me. The mansion is surrounded by guards at Grandmother's disposal. After what happened last night, I think I should get some for myself. It wouldn’t be so bad. I noticed most business tycoons have guards. Take Uncle Edward and Malcolm for example. Their guards never leave their side like they await an attack every minute. It'll be bothersome but I guess since it's for my safety, I should- "Grandma, you shouldn't wear black too often. It's bad omen," I snap my head to the direction of the voice and pause when I recognize it. I know we share the same Grandmother but what is she doing here? "Keep your talks of omen to yourself, Louise. I'm still wondering what you're looking for," Grandma replied with annoyance in her tone. "Last time I saw you here, you were still in your teens." "What can I say? I missed you-" "Cut the bullcrap!" Oh, that's harsh but I smirk at her attitude. She's just as
CAROLINE This space looks familiar. It's the hotel I used to work at a few years ago. The 'shabby' hotel as Malcolm's mother would always say. "You picked this one from a shabby hotel and think you can make her a wife? Over my dead body, Malcom!" I barely remember her words these days but tonight, all I can hear is Malcolm's sweet and gentle voice. The very first time we met, he didn't hesitate to throw me a smile to flatter me and catch my attention. The image lasts only for a fleeting moment before he's kissing me and picking me up in his arms. What was supposed to be a one-night stand, turned into several and I found myself drowning in his affection and looking forward to his weekly visits. The 'shabby' hotel became his home and his room, well… let's just say it was easy to get to work since I practically started living there. "Caroline," The softness of his voice next to my ears took my breath away and I sighed softly, feeling his hand caress my breasts like he did every mo
CAROLINE ‘There’s nothing like spending quality time with family after a long day at work.’ Louise posted and oh the blogs have been going crazy. ‘Strong and unbreakable,’ the press called them. A photo of Malcolm, Marilyn and Louise taking an evening stroll and a late night shopping was all over the Internet and in my face too. I scrolled and scrolled and scrolled– ugh! Wasn't anyone interested in the country anymore? They looked happy in the photo. Marilyn was wearing her biggest smile sitting between Louise who was doing the same and her father who, well, wore a small smile with his eyes closed and a relaxed look on his face. He looked happy. They all did. What happened to divorcing her, huh? Didn't he promise he'd end it with her and chase after me? Was he giving up so fast? Where's the fun in that? He didn't make me plot against him for nothing, now did he? Just when I was starting to entertain the thought of using him for myself one way or the other. But what role would
MALCOLMI made myself comfortable on the floor and leaned against the door. I tossed my tie somewhere and drew my knees up as I waited patiently, listening to her sniffs and silent cries that made my heart tighten."Marilyn, just open the door," Louise groaned impatiently where she stood at a distance. "Fuck! I have a terrible headache.""Leave me alone!" came the voice. "Just go away and forget about me. I'll stay here and die. Maybe then you two won’t have a reason to make this family work anymore."That was the last thing I wanted. "Oh, baby, you know that's not true," Louise slurred, staggering to come closer. "I know your father is pissing us both off but he can-"My nostrils flared in anger, " Stop saying that. Now is not the time."Completely ignoring me, she continued, leaning against the door for assistance, "We're not getting a divorce nor is your father abandoning us for some other bitch-""Louise!" I scolded, shocked she would act so foolish and before our little girl."
MALCOLMI stared at the recent photo of Caroline leaving the hospital like she went in for a fashion show. She covered up nicely-- the turtle neck said it all. Smirking, I knocked on the window and my car door was pulled open.I should send her flowers for speedy recovery but knowing her, she'd send it right back with a little note of her own. At least I'll get a handwritten note-- if she's being nice. It would piss her off but I enjoyed the little human reactions I got instead of nothing.How could I interpret and get through to nothing?"Is Louise home?" I asked Caleb once he opened the door."Yes, sir. She arrived a few minutes ago," he reported."Her whereabouts?""Breakfast with her friends and some shopping.""Keep a closer eye on her and those friends. Her father's been really quiet these days and I don't like it," it was unlike him to let everyone run on the chess piece and refuse to take a step."Yes, sir."Speaking of the devil, she stepped out in a skin tight red dress, sho
CAROLINEI rolled my eyes with an exasperated sigh. What wa he getting at now? Miss me? After leaving a hickey on my neck, he sure had some explaining to do.The loud sound sure sounded like a gunshot. Marilyn had always been into video games and as the years rolled by, they only got more aggressive and loud. I believed it was her way of channeling her inner hatred-- for me and everyone else."Don't call me that."He chuckled and I could imagine the smirk on his face."Last night…""… nothing happened, Caroline."Oh, he already knew why I called. "I find that very hard to believe seeing as…" Susan was at one corner of the room mixing my tea, paying absolutely no mind to my conversation but I lowered my voice before saying, "You left something on my shoulder."He laughed richly, "Come on, Caroline. If something did happen, you’d know. Your body wouldn't forget so easily and so soon."He was not wrong but that did not make this conversation less embarrassing and annoying."In simple wor
MALCOLM"Don't stop touching me." Those words were my undoing. I thought I was doing a good job holding back and keeping my hands to myself but her cry face as she pressed her cheek into my palm went straight to my dormant cock.Even after all this time I was still attracted to her.I knew the inner workings of her body and a part of me was tempted to test it all out again.Did she still react the same way when her nipples were played with and sucked? Her neck nibbled on and softly bitten. Did she shiver and gasp from just tracing my hand down her spine?Fuck! How else would she know if she hadn't been with someone else?She moaned softly, grinding her hips to nothing. She pushed my hands lower and I stroked a finger over her soft bottom lip. Frustrated tears leaked from her eyes as she whispered, "Please…""Caroline," I cupped her cheek, memories of our time together playing back in my mind and a fond flame of unchained desire rose up in my chest."Mmm.""Fuck," I unfastened my seatb
CAROLINEThe door opened and I released a breath, squared my shoulders as she walked in. her eagle eyes scanned my face and my body as she walked in. The soft thud of her walking stick approaching closer and closer made me hold my breath."Welcome, grandmother-""Tsk tsk! Look what they've done to you," she sighed, shaking her head. Was that disappointment in her voice? She didn't look concerned about me one bit."I'm fine-""You better be," she narrowed her eyes, making me tense. "The public cannot smell your weakness. You'll resume work on Monday. They need to see that they cannot get rid of you.""Yes." I glanced at Susan who jerked immediately, developed two left feet as she seemed confused on how to walk out of the room. She hurried out, leaving grandmother and I alone. I hated the silence but dreaded her next words."That man…"Here it comes."How did he get his hands on you?"I explained the situation to where I remembered. "Susan couldn't leave so Mr. York asked her to meet us
CAROLINEI opened my eyes to a pounding headache and groaned at the bright lights. The ceiling was unfamiliar and the beeping sound in the room made me scowl.Someone turn that off!"Susan," I struggled to sit and heard footsteps rush towards me."Thank God you're awake!" she sobbed in between, grabbing my shoulders gently and helping me sit. She arranged the pillows behind my back."Water," my throat was dry like I just walked through a dessert. She handed me a glass and I drank quickly, almost choking."Take it easy. I was so worried."I looked around the private room, wondering how I got here. I couldn't remember anything after I stepped out into the hall trying to get away from Malcolm."What happened? My head feels so light. I feel like I skipped a huge chunk of my memory." I pushed my hair back and leaned against the pillows. "Where were you?""I am so sorry, Caroline. I couldn't get away from the guests. They all wanted to schedule a meeting and even after I explained that it w
CAROLINE What followed next was a series of head banging on the wall, punches, teeth falling off and screams that made me second-guess their gender. Their ear-piercing scream almost deafened my ears. I had sagged to the floor when he grabbed the one kissing me and slammed him hard against the nearest wall and he had been going on for close to ten minutes now. His rage was unstoppable but concerning for me. I couldn't have a scandal to my name. Grandmother would never let me off easy. Where the heck was Susan? How long did it take to bring the car around? I tried to push myself up and with my hand on the wall I started to stagger out of there, not sparing a glance behind. Malcom's grunts and groans as he punched them over and over again filled me with fear but I didn't turn around. Before anyone would walk in and try to make a scene out of this, I'd be long gone and out of the picture. "Don't you ever put your hands on her again!" His voice vibrated through the halls. The door
CAROLINE "There you are," Susan rushed towards me with a worried look on her face as she searched my eyes. "Are you alright? Did you get lost?" "No," I got carried away and when I came to, I had to look in the mirror and make sure there was no shaken resolve showing on my face. I grabbed a drink from a waiter as soon as I stepped out of the guestroom. He was heading in Malcolm's direction. It seemed his drinking habits hadn't changed. That man could drink a whole bar down and still ask for more. It was an irritating behaviour that I tried my best to curb but it seems he snapped right back into it when I was gone. "Miss Patterson has been laughing and jollying all night," Susan said and stood by my side as I looked around for the woman. "She's going about giving everyone hope with that smile. Ha! She says "may the best man win." "It's fair game, Susan. We just need to do our best." my best wasn't going to be enough here. I'd need to do everything I can. Grandma had her eyes on tha