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The Painful Yearning

Author: Taevya
last update Last Updated: 2023-02-04 23:06:21

"I will never forgive you for that…never, Zae…."

Zale felt like someone was pricking needles on his heart harshly, after hearing her. Her words penetrated his very being.

"I will never forgive you for taking my child away from me…never…" she seethed out and shattered down into tears. Dropping herself down, she sat on the bed and buried her face in her palms.

"I…I will never forgive you," she chanted while sobbing badly. His tears turned more harsh by watching her turning so vulnerable just because of him. He had shattered her so heartlessly and never even tried to understand it that she had done nothing to him. She was not at fault. He still didn't know what the truth was but now he was sure that that innocent soul never tried to hurt him intentionally but his blind anger tainted her completely.

Striding towards her with his slow steps, he kneeled down before her and placed his head on her lap. His teardrops fell on her lap constantly, making her aware of how badly he was crying. Des
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