Everything is more beautiful because we are doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again. -Homer. |L O R E N Z O|Now as she stands with the girls she looks fucking ravishing and irresistible. The purple on her dress matches with the purple in her eyes and her eyes shines. She lets out a free laugh that males me heart miss a beat. She is so fucking gorgeous that it actually hurts. "Stop looking at her like that." I heard Rowan say from my side, breaking the trance of my thoughts. I am displeased by my mind being taken off from her. "Like what?" I ask him as I face him with the displeasure evident on my face. "Like you want to worship her like a goddess." Rowan scrunches his nose in absolute disgust as he says so. "Maybe, I do." I answer him with a twitch in my lips. "You have not even told her those three words yet." He says making me frown at his incapability of failing in explaining things prope
You are deep and constant in me despite this turbulence, glowing in my conscience, forever still, intense and silent. -Miklòs Radnòti.|I R I S|Have you ever felt a ache in your heart when you look at that one particular person? A good kind of ache. The one where your heart flutters and you know what you are glancing at. Where you know that the person your eyes are focused on, has somehow become the sole focus for you. That in the entire freaking huge world, he is your only centre. Because that's freaking how I feel when I look at him. He is engaged in a conversation with the man who just bought a gun worth 70k dollars. I have no idea what the freaking hell was so special about it but who am I to judge. He talks with such a charming smile and main taking his composure like a gentleman while he is anything but that. He is so different with the people of outer world that it is so easy to find the difference in his behaviour. I have embraced a
I always wonder what crosses your mind when your eyes meet mine. -Unknown.|L O R E N Z O|As much as I was tempted to go there and put a fucking bullet right between the eyes of that fucker called Justin. I could not let it get between our first official date. We arrived at the restaurant I had booked for us since the morning. We walked upstairs and are greeted by lots of glowing lights surrounding the terrace. Yes, I booked the terrace of the restaurant for our dinner date. "This is beautiful." Iris commented still looking lost in the decoration of the terrace. I put my hand on the small of her back to guide her towards our seat. Once we reach the table, I pull her seat out and gesture her to sit. She gives me a warm smile as she sits down. I take my seat right across her. "Now, dinner?" I ask her with a raised eyebrow. "No." She tells me, quickly. "Talk to me." She says and I frown at her words. "About what?" I questioned her, still c
I will remember the kisses our lips raw with love and how you gave me everything you had and how I offered you what was left of me. -Unknown. |I R I S|Our date is interrupted by a phone call. Lorenzo curses under his breath before he pulls his phone out of the pocket of his pants. He glances at the caller id and rolls his eyes before picking up. "Later, Mason." He says on the phone and did not even gave a chance to Mason to say what he called for. "Assholes." He mutters causing me to smile. "Now, where were we?" He asks with a mischievous glint in his eyes as his hand came back to circle around my waist pulling me in his chest. "You -" I am interrupted again by the ring of his phone. A very foul curse escapes his lips before he picks the call but no matter how pissed he looks, we both know that Mason would never call twice if it is not necessary. Though, I am not sure if it actually is Mason. "What is it, Mason?" Lorenzo snarls on the
When a devil falls in love, it's the most hauntingly beautiful thing ever. And you should be terrified for he will go to the depths of hell for her. -Unknown. |L O R E N Z O|Life is fucking weird. One minute you are on the top of world and right next, you are falling down that exact highest cliff you were standing on. Yet, I hold onto the silent promise I made with Iris. I'll wait for you. She said. Her words still ringing loud in my head. Even at though it looks impossible to get rid of this fucking situation, I will try. I will try for her. As I reach downstairs, I find the manager of the restaurant busy in a conversation with the FBI officers. He looks like he is trying to convince then to not interrupt my date. But these fucking officers are stubborn as hell. "Mr. Russo." One of the officers announced when his eyes fell on me. The same one I want to poke out right now for ruining this day for Iris. But I muster up a forced smi
Until the lions learn how to write, every story will glorify the hunter. -African Proverb. |I R I S|How does life goes from being absolute perfect a moment to nothing the next? Time really goes fast. Very fast. There is a strange darkness surrounding both my vision and heart. But the good thing is I can still hear it. It is beating. That means, I am okay. I am alive. Forcing my lids open, I took in the surroundings. I am lying on a soft bed but it is not soft enough like the one's at Lorenzo's.The lights are turned on in the room but it is empty. I look around in search of any familiar face. I pressurise on my mind to remember what happened and how did I end up here. That's when everything came back flooding my mind at once. Lorenzo. FBI. Problems. Him leaving me alone. Me telling him that I will wait for him. I jerk up from the bed instantly, at the promise that I remembered. I took a promise from him and for that I need to be there, with
..because the people I most strive to please do me the worst injuries. -Sappho. |L O R E N Z O|I am in the department, I hate the most. The FBI department. I am sitting in a chair with officers surrounding me as their judgy eyes are fixed down at me as if it would get them their answers. "Where were you at the night of his murder?" One of them asked. "I am waiting for my lawyer to get here. Until then, I would not say anything on this issue." I tell them for the hundredth time but they have such close to no head that they do not understand this simple thing. The officer sighs and plops down on his seat behind me finally giving me the space to breath. My mind travelled back to Iris who I left alone on the terrace of that restaurant. Did Mason picked her up? I just hope she is fine.Just then, Mason and Lucas entered the department with our lawyer on their tail. The lawyer shook hands with the officers and took the seat right beside me.
A thousand butterfly skeletons sleep within my walls. -Federico García Lorca. |I R I S|"Seattle? What?!" I shouted in shock. "I mean, how?" "We brought you here." Tori told me, pressing her lips in a thin line meeting my gaze. "What do you mean by -" And that's when the realisation hit me. It's going to be alright, Riz. The words before I went unconscious at the terrace of the restaurant rushed back into my mind. I knew it that the voice was familiar but I was not in my right stage of my mind at that time to figure it out. "It was you." I shouted, immediately, like a person who just solved the biggest mystery of the world. "Why would you do that to me?" I ask her feeling a little disappointed. For god's sake she did not had to do all that shit if she wanted to talk to me. "We had to take you out. And, they were right downstairs in the restaurant. We could not risk you yelling or asking questions, there. It had to be done quickly and silently." Tori
Two months later..."You are hot." Iris' mother complimented Lorenzo and he blushed under the judgmental gaze of his girlfriend's mother."Daisy!" Mr. Emerson scolded but only if his wife was one from listening."What? Isn't he?" Mrs. Emerson looked up at her husband with doe eyes and her husband gave in."Thank you so much for coming." Lorenzo thanked the couple, genuinely."Oh come on, you are proposing her. We need to be here." Mrs. Emerson shrugged."You better take care of my little daisy or I will kill you." Mr. Emerson threatened and a death warning coming from such a sweet person absolutely had an deep impact.Lorenzo nodded his head as he assured the couple, "I will always take care of her. And, if any day I fail, you are free to take my life." Lorenzo added.Mr. Emerson nodded with assurance at the man's sincerity before walking ahead towards their assigned room."How is my favourite son doing?" Came his mother's voice.He beamed at his mother before she pulled him in her mo
What we lived through is living in us. -Unknown. |I R I S|"I have a surprise for you." Both Lorenzo and Rowan said in unison. While Rowan had a big ass smile on his face regarding the same, Lorenzo had an evil smirk plastered on his face. I stared up at them, confused. "What surprise?" Lucas asked on my behalf. "Wait!" Rowan exclaimed and quickly rushed outside the mansion, leaving the three of us behind to wait for him. He returned with two people on his tail, but he was blocking my view so I could not really see them, until he stepped aside letting me take in my surprise. "Oh my god!" The words left my lips when I saw Tori and Vince standing at a few meter distance.Tori was wearing a yellow top and black jeans while Vince on the other hand was dressed formally, like going on a business trip. I waited no more time before I rushed to them and pulled Tori in a none crushing hug. She hugged me back, happily. "I am so happy that
An eye for an eye and the whole world goes blind. -Gandhi. |I R I S|"Good morning," A husky and drowsy voice greeted me in my sleep. My eyes fluttered open and I smiled, contently, at the beautiful sight in front of me. He was hovering my body and nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck when I gave him a smile. His nose tickled my sensitive skin, pulling out a giggle from me. My hands found their to his back and I sighed in pleasure as he marked my translucent skin with his torturous kisses. He took hold of my both hands in his one and pinned them above my head. His eyes gazed into mine for a fleeting second before he leaned down and crashed his lips against mine, holding me caged under his huge body. "God! I missed you." He whispered against my lips before he shoved tongue inside my mouth, ravishing it. I was completely at his mercy and he was merciless. His free hand explored my half naked body as his hand travelled from my s
Peace be upon those who hand pick their words, for fear of hurting anyone. -Unknown.|I R I S|Today, I am going to talk to Marcus. Because, umm, I kind of got distracted from the mental note I made last night. Anyways, I wore my white crop and black jeans before I headed towards his room. Marcus, I mean. Marcus' room is right opposite to Lorenzo's. The mansion is silent today, as if, people are still asleep. Most importantly Rowan. He is the only one who keeps this mansion alive with his cheerful screams when his favourite team wins a match, or when he running away from the other mam whoever he has pissed or annoyed in the mansion on the specific days. Once, I was standing in front of Marcus' room, I heaved out a long breath and lifted my hand to knock on his door. I waited for him to open the door while I thought about all the things I can possibly talk to him about. His sister? All the things starts from her and end on her. I was bu
I want you. Your bones. Your body heat. The bite marks your teeth leave, to see how bad and beautiful those eyes look beneath me. -Beau Taplin. |I R I S|After spending the whole day together inside the room with Rowan, talking and watching movies, we finally came out of that hole at night, during the dinner time. Lorenzo, Lucas and Marcus were already sitting at the dinner table, waiting for us while the servants served the food. Lorenzo's eyes immediately came to meet mine as if he has suddenly got some super natural powers to know about my whereabouts. I descended the stairs with Rowan on my tail. When we reached the dinner table, Rowan was quick to take a swat right next to Marcus, who by the way looked very lost and was barely eating. I made a mental note to have a conversation with him after dinner. I sat down next to Lorenzo on the dinning table, his heavy gaze ready to burn a hole in my head with the intensity he is watching me.
A loss is not always a lesson. Sometimes it's just a tragedy. -Unknown. |I R I S|I saw through my half open lids as he immediately rushed to me in the burning house. Vince."Iris!" He called out again but my body feels so hot and exhausted that it feels almost impossible for me to say anything. The wound in my chest hurts so much, "Iris, open your eyes." Vince patted my cheeks as he tried to get me back to my senses. Vince looked worried. Sick worried. Like with me, he himself is going to get admitted in the hospital along with me. If we would even reach there in time. "Fuck!" He cursed and if he is cursing then the matter is really worse. Because Vince does not curse. I have never heard him curse except the one time when Tori fell down the stairs. Vince was scared for her because he thought she is going to die and leave him alone. He might not say it but it is very obvious that he loves his sister so much. Tori is lucky to have h
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth. -Jess C. Scott. |I R I S|Today morning, when I woke up, my day was already reserved for Ronan without my knowledge. So, I was waken up in the most horrible way one could wake up. That stupid human being threw a bucket of cold water on me. It not only ruined my precious sleep but also ruined my sheets as well. And, now he is sitting at floor in my room while the servant changes the sheet. I am in the bathroom brushing my teeth when all I wanted to do was sleep. "Hurry up, lazy lad." He yelled out from outside growing impatient after ruining my morning. With brush in my mouth I could not properly speak so I just rolled my eyes and went ahead to spit out the content in my mouth. I splattered cold water on my face and my eyes did not felt as heavy as before anymore. I am going to kill Rowan. Was my first thought since my brain
I can not tell you how piercingly and endlessly I think about you. -Virginia Wolf. |I R I S|A new day, a new morning, a new start and a new beginning. I woke up after a long night that provided me with the enough rest I needed for today. Stretching my arms, I let out a lazy yawn and rubbed my eyes with the back of my palm. When my eyes opened properly, I looked around in the room I was sleeping in. The same room, I used before. Everything seems exactly the same, just a few changes here and there. I smiled at the memories that are connected to this room, fondly, before standing up from the bed.I opened the curtains of the room letting the sun rays enter the room to lighten up the dark room. Light reached almost all the corners of the room, filling it with a new yellow and glowing light. My lips curved in a cheerful smile at the joy of this mew beginning.ast night, I decided to give my relationship with Lorenzo another chance. Despite all
I just want to be in love with somebody who wants to be in love with me. -Unknown. |L O R E N Z O|I took her petite hands in mine and looked into her eyes with tenderness before I spoke, "I did a lot of horrible things, Iris." I started, speaking with my heart because I do not remember remembering these words when I was preparing for the apology speech that Google helped me write. "I made mistakes. I disappointed you. I hurt you." I confessed all my mistakes, "But, I never meant to." I told her. "I am not trying to justify my actions here. Trust me." I insisted as if my world would crumble down if she would believe otherwise. Her violet orbs stayed focused at me while I spoke, not saying a word or interrupting me, "I.. I want to tell you that everything was wrong. It was so fucking wrong. And, you do not know how fucking sorry I am." My voice shakes when I say this and I control myself from breaking into a crying mess. Because I feel th