I do not suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.
- Edgar Allan Poe.|L O R E N Z O|"Why not just kill her?" Mason, my right hand questioned as I made a drink for myself.His question was straight and logical but what he didn't knew was that my sister is coming to meet his brother today. And, I don't want to be covered in blood when my sister will see me.Taking a sip of the drink that burned my throat and inside as it drowned deeper. "Aleeza is coming." I answered his questions and he shut his mouth in understanding."But what did she do?" Rowan asked, more like demanded."She witnessed a murder." I told him and took another sip of my drink. Rowan kept staring at me for more explanation and I wanted to flip him off but decided otherwise. I don't want tk be in a sour mood when Aleeza arrives. "I committed." I added for him."Done," Lucas said when he returned from locking the woman with big violet eyes. I've never seen eyes like hers. Those black hairs of her made her violet eyes stand out. She looked nothing more than 5'5 but ran pretty faster for her little legs, last night.Guess the fear for life pushes you past your limits."The boy you killed last night," Mason started and stopped waiting for my attention I nodded looking at him, "He was her classmate." He finished."Makes sense." I muttered chucking the rest of the liquid down my throat and the liquor made sure to tell me how it went down sith the burning sensation it created inside my body."The man you were using as a toy," Mason said referring to the snitch who betrayed us a few months ago during a gang war. His betrayal costed us the life of three of my men.Since, then I started playing with him since he is so fond of playing the don himself, I thought it is my duty to keep my, once used to be trusted, man entertained.I guess he didn't really enjoyed my company since he isn't available to play anymore. "Cause of death?" I asked him taking the gun out of my waist band."Probably the blood that you drained out of him on daily basis through little cuts? Or, was it the way you peeled his skin off with a knife?" Mason said, sarcastically. He hates it when he has to do all this paperwork shit. He likes to be involved physically in the matters."I am sure it was just a heart attack, Mason." I said and a dark low chuckle escaped his lips as he agreed with my statement.How are they going to make a skin-less dead body look like a result of heart attack? They'll probably throw it in the forest and pay their generosity to the birds and animals of that dark forest."Where is that Waldo? " The cheerful voice of my little sister reached my ears and I immediately threw the gun to Lucas who was quick to tuck it in his waistband under his shirt."Here, sorellina." I called and soon enough she was standing in front of me with her brows furrowed and arms crossed against her chest."Where were you?" She demanded the answers trying to sound threatening when all she sounded like was an adorable baby.It's been almost a month since I last saw her. She lives with my parents in the mansion next to the penthouse of our oldest brother. She basically lives on her own since our parents are mostly out on some vacations."I've been busy." I answered scratching the back of my neck with a guilty smile playing on my lips.She rolled her eyes and moved further wrapping her arm around my torso and I hugged her back, immediately.Aleeza is a person who hugs almost everyone she sees. Seems like she never understood or figured out how handshake works. Even better, how the art of ignorance works."Now, I'll stay for next one week." She announced breaking the hug and beaming at my three guys standing behind her."Give me a hug, big boys." She told to all of them and the three of them gathered around her suppressing her in a gentle, loving hug."Is everything okay?" I asked to make sure that she is here just for a visit and not because she is bothered by some issue."Yeah, mom and dad went on a vacation for next month so I decided to visit you to remind you about your sister." She answered and a smile tugged on my lips as I nodded at her confident explanation, hinting everything is just like she mentioned.Jogging in the mansion she headed upstairs to the room beside mine which is only reserved for her, for whenever she decides to stay overnight."Deal with the body of David." I said referring to the rat who died last night and is still laid in my basement. Mason nodded."What about the girl?" Lucas queried and I moved a lazy hand on my jaw line thinking about my sister upstairs and the girl in the basement."I guess, the girl in the basement got lucky." Rowan commented before I could ponder on my thoughts and finding no other choice than ignoring her for a week, I nodded after his statement.Guess, the little cat got lucky.They have promised that dreams can come true, but forgot to mention that nightmares are dreams, too. -Oscar Wilde. |I R I S|The basement room where they locked me in is scary. The walls here are painted with the blood of people who died at the hands of this monster. The air around me is suffocating and it is hard to stay calm when you can hear the piercing scream of another person from a few rooms away. I wonder how he is getting treated and how old he is. I wonder what he did to be here.Hugging my knees to my chest, I pushed myself in one deep corner of the room. Right now taking every next breath feels like a bliss. Because I don't know when would I stop E breathing and it would all end here without me achieving all I wanted to in my life. Just because I thought I had enough time. The room isn't completely dark but the only source of light in this death trap is the ray of light that is reaching to me through the small window. And, I have suddenly grown paranoid of dark. "Are
The devil does not come dressed in a red cape and pointy horns. He comes as everything you've ever wished for. - Tucker Max. |L O R E N Z O|Everyone enjoys different things, different genre, different music, I enjoy watching people bleed when their face show the terror I made them feel. It gives me power. It assures me that I am the one with power and not the other way. I have never craved anything in my life like I live for power. And, the screams of the man who tried to mess with me sounds like the most soothing music right now. Aleeza is sleeping in her room peacefully while I on the other hand am taking a walk in my basement to see the suffering of people I caused at midnight. My feets came to a halt when my eyes fell on the woman lying down on the floor with her knees brought up to her chest. I recognized her from the night when she witnessed me murdering a 21 year old boy. He was an asshole. A fucking asshole who was taking pleas
And, all of a sudden she felt really tired. Like the world has drained her for everything that she had. -Unknown. |I R I S|The night passed quickly and surprisingly enough, I found myself covered with a blanket in the morning when I woke up. There was no one else that came to my mind other than Rowan who could have done that. Because, of course, the people here aren't saint who provides blanket and food to the people they have kidnapped. I am starting to think that maybe Rowan isn't as bad as thought of him to be. But it's only been one day and the image of their friend killing a boy of my class is imprinted in my mind which makes it hard to believe anyone associated with him. His heart didn't melted when the boy was begging him. He didn't even flinched when he shot him in the head and he didn't hesitated when he pointed the gun at me to kill me. "I can't believe him." I heard a feminine voice that echoed through the hall of the basement before it reached me. Is she another pr
Our existence is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness. -Edgar Allan Poe.|L O R E N Z O|"What on Earth do you think you brought her here for?" I called from behind and all three of their heads turned towards me. Aleeza looked furious when met my eyes and Rowan looked like he would support her in everything right now. Lucas couldn't care less about the matter right now as he ignored everyone. My eyes stopped when they met her violet ones. Her eyes widened in terror and I noticed how she deliberately but quickly took steps back. I couldn't help the smirk that overtook my face when I realised the terror I fill people with just by my presence. "What on Earth was she in basement for?" Aleeza seethed and the way her eyes were shooting daggers in my direction and the way her jaw is clenched, I am pretty sure she is furious right now. "To die," I answered simply as I made my way towards them. "Shut up, Lorenzo." Aleeza warne
Why do we cling to what we loose while we ignore what we still hold? -Steven Erikson. |I R I S|"Don't be scared. You're safe now." Rowan reassured and I was starting to believe at these two. "Yup." Aleeza said popping the 'p' as she settled the tray of snacks on the bed in front of me. I am really hungry. I have barely ate anything from last two days. Even the food Rowan brought me last night didn't do anything for my lost appetite. But now when I have some hope that I could be safe. Like, maybe, just maybe, I can live. I am suddenly starving. "This is your room." Aleeza informed me when I took one snack from the tray and put it in my mouth enjoying the crunchy taste on my tongue. I closed mt eyes and devoured the taste of the delicious food. "Thank you." I thanked her with a genuine smile on my lips. I don't remember the last time I smiled with all those chaos going on in my life. Aleeza returned my smile and I turned my head to Rowan, "Th
He was a man of black and white. And, she was color. All the color he had. -Fredrick Backman. |L O R E N Z O|My eyes fluttered open in the morning when I saw that the sun has already rose. Groaning, I got up from the warm embrace of my bedsheet, stretching my body. I ran a lazy hand through my messy blond hairs. Sliding the curtain to one side, I took in the sunrays that tried to reach me through the glass window. My eyes feel down on Aleeza and the little cat who were sitting in the garden, talking like two lost friends. Aleeza did the most of talking Iris only gave her small smile in return every now and then. "Admiring the view?" Lucas spoke and I found him standing beside me. I don't even know when he came here. His eyes focused on the girls sitting in the garden. "Nothing to admire, Lucas." I said turning around from the window and throwing a t-shirt over my head, covering my naked upper body. "Come on, she is so fucking gorgeous." Lucas
What a marvellous feeling it would be, if we could say exactly how we felt. What a monumental victory. What a terrifying thought. -Akif Kichloo|I R I S|Two days have passed in the blink of an eye with these two persons always around me. At this point, I think they are more scared for me than I am. Even after four days of being here I haven't checked the whole mansion, which I desperately want to do because this is just how beautiful it is. "Wanna hear a joke?" Rowan asked from the wooden floor in the room he was laid down on. "Not really." Aleeza said, quickly. In these four days I've realised that whenever Rowan says there's a joke it will never be funny. Never. "Pleaseeeeeee." He whined looking at us with his puppy eyes. Aleeza and I looked at each other. We rolled our eyes before saying, "Fine, go ahead." We said in unison.Rowan now took the criss cross sitting position on the floor, actively. "Knock Knock." Rowan started, excitedly.
There is something so fucking magical about her smile. -Unknown. |L O R E N Z O|"Food," She replied to my question without looking at me. She sounded annoyed? The way she has been walking in this mansion since last four days and giving her angelic smile to Rowan and Aleeza made me want to throw her out of my damn mansion or leave myself. Because that melodic laugh of hers always sent a weird sensation in my body, the one I am not familiar with. I didn't even realised when my feets started walking on their own and stopped just behind her body. I towered her 5 foot 5 inches figure with my tall one. She tilted her head upwards and those big violet eyes looked up at me with the same fucking innocence in them. "Careful with your attitude, little cat." I warned not taking my eyes off her face. Her eyes flickered down before coming back to meet mine, again. Resting my one hand on the kitchen counter behind her, I leaned down and I felt her
Two months later..."You are hot." Iris' mother complimented Lorenzo and he blushed under the judgmental gaze of his girlfriend's mother."Daisy!" Mr. Emerson scolded but only if his wife was one from listening."What? Isn't he?" Mrs. Emerson looked up at her husband with doe eyes and her husband gave in."Thank you so much for coming." Lorenzo thanked the couple, genuinely."Oh come on, you are proposing her. We need to be here." Mrs. Emerson shrugged."You better take care of my little daisy or I will kill you." Mr. Emerson threatened and a death warning coming from such a sweet person absolutely had an deep impact.Lorenzo nodded his head as he assured the couple, "I will always take care of her. And, if any day I fail, you are free to take my life." Lorenzo added.Mr. Emerson nodded with assurance at the man's sincerity before walking ahead towards their assigned room."How is my favourite son doing?" Came his mother's voice.He beamed at his mother before she pulled him in her mo
What we lived through is living in us. -Unknown. |I R I S|"I have a surprise for you." Both Lorenzo and Rowan said in unison. While Rowan had a big ass smile on his face regarding the same, Lorenzo had an evil smirk plastered on his face. I stared up at them, confused. "What surprise?" Lucas asked on my behalf. "Wait!" Rowan exclaimed and quickly rushed outside the mansion, leaving the three of us behind to wait for him. He returned with two people on his tail, but he was blocking my view so I could not really see them, until he stepped aside letting me take in my surprise. "Oh my god!" The words left my lips when I saw Tori and Vince standing at a few meter distance.Tori was wearing a yellow top and black jeans while Vince on the other hand was dressed formally, like going on a business trip. I waited no more time before I rushed to them and pulled Tori in a none crushing hug. She hugged me back, happily. "I am so happy that
An eye for an eye and the whole world goes blind. -Gandhi. |I R I S|"Good morning," A husky and drowsy voice greeted me in my sleep. My eyes fluttered open and I smiled, contently, at the beautiful sight in front of me. He was hovering my body and nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck when I gave him a smile. His nose tickled my sensitive skin, pulling out a giggle from me. My hands found their to his back and I sighed in pleasure as he marked my translucent skin with his torturous kisses. He took hold of my both hands in his one and pinned them above my head. His eyes gazed into mine for a fleeting second before he leaned down and crashed his lips against mine, holding me caged under his huge body. "God! I missed you." He whispered against my lips before he shoved tongue inside my mouth, ravishing it. I was completely at his mercy and he was merciless. His free hand explored my half naked body as his hand travelled from my s
Peace be upon those who hand pick their words, for fear of hurting anyone. -Unknown.|I R I S|Today, I am going to talk to Marcus. Because, umm, I kind of got distracted from the mental note I made last night. Anyways, I wore my white crop and black jeans before I headed towards his room. Marcus, I mean. Marcus' room is right opposite to Lorenzo's. The mansion is silent today, as if, people are still asleep. Most importantly Rowan. He is the only one who keeps this mansion alive with his cheerful screams when his favourite team wins a match, or when he running away from the other mam whoever he has pissed or annoyed in the mansion on the specific days. Once, I was standing in front of Marcus' room, I heaved out a long breath and lifted my hand to knock on his door. I waited for him to open the door while I thought about all the things I can possibly talk to him about. His sister? All the things starts from her and end on her. I was bu
I want you. Your bones. Your body heat. The bite marks your teeth leave, to see how bad and beautiful those eyes look beneath me. -Beau Taplin. |I R I S|After spending the whole day together inside the room with Rowan, talking and watching movies, we finally came out of that hole at night, during the dinner time. Lorenzo, Lucas and Marcus were already sitting at the dinner table, waiting for us while the servants served the food. Lorenzo's eyes immediately came to meet mine as if he has suddenly got some super natural powers to know about my whereabouts. I descended the stairs with Rowan on my tail. When we reached the dinner table, Rowan was quick to take a swat right next to Marcus, who by the way looked very lost and was barely eating. I made a mental note to have a conversation with him after dinner. I sat down next to Lorenzo on the dinning table, his heavy gaze ready to burn a hole in my head with the intensity he is watching me.
A loss is not always a lesson. Sometimes it's just a tragedy. -Unknown. |I R I S|I saw through my half open lids as he immediately rushed to me in the burning house. Vince."Iris!" He called out again but my body feels so hot and exhausted that it feels almost impossible for me to say anything. The wound in my chest hurts so much, "Iris, open your eyes." Vince patted my cheeks as he tried to get me back to my senses. Vince looked worried. Sick worried. Like with me, he himself is going to get admitted in the hospital along with me. If we would even reach there in time. "Fuck!" He cursed and if he is cursing then the matter is really worse. Because Vince does not curse. I have never heard him curse except the one time when Tori fell down the stairs. Vince was scared for her because he thought she is going to die and leave him alone. He might not say it but it is very obvious that he loves his sister so much. Tori is lucky to have h
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth. -Jess C. Scott. |I R I S|Today morning, when I woke up, my day was already reserved for Ronan without my knowledge. So, I was waken up in the most horrible way one could wake up. That stupid human being threw a bucket of cold water on me. It not only ruined my precious sleep but also ruined my sheets as well. And, now he is sitting at floor in my room while the servant changes the sheet. I am in the bathroom brushing my teeth when all I wanted to do was sleep. "Hurry up, lazy lad." He yelled out from outside growing impatient after ruining my morning. With brush in my mouth I could not properly speak so I just rolled my eyes and went ahead to spit out the content in my mouth. I splattered cold water on my face and my eyes did not felt as heavy as before anymore. I am going to kill Rowan. Was my first thought since my brain
I can not tell you how piercingly and endlessly I think about you. -Virginia Wolf. |I R I S|A new day, a new morning, a new start and a new beginning. I woke up after a long night that provided me with the enough rest I needed for today. Stretching my arms, I let out a lazy yawn and rubbed my eyes with the back of my palm. When my eyes opened properly, I looked around in the room I was sleeping in. The same room, I used before. Everything seems exactly the same, just a few changes here and there. I smiled at the memories that are connected to this room, fondly, before standing up from the bed.I opened the curtains of the room letting the sun rays enter the room to lighten up the dark room. Light reached almost all the corners of the room, filling it with a new yellow and glowing light. My lips curved in a cheerful smile at the joy of this mew beginning.ast night, I decided to give my relationship with Lorenzo another chance. Despite all
I just want to be in love with somebody who wants to be in love with me. -Unknown. |L O R E N Z O|I took her petite hands in mine and looked into her eyes with tenderness before I spoke, "I did a lot of horrible things, Iris." I started, speaking with my heart because I do not remember remembering these words when I was preparing for the apology speech that Google helped me write. "I made mistakes. I disappointed you. I hurt you." I confessed all my mistakes, "But, I never meant to." I told her. "I am not trying to justify my actions here. Trust me." I insisted as if my world would crumble down if she would believe otherwise. Her violet orbs stayed focused at me while I spoke, not saying a word or interrupting me, "I.. I want to tell you that everything was wrong. It was so fucking wrong. And, you do not know how fucking sorry I am." My voice shakes when I say this and I control myself from breaking into a crying mess. Because I feel th