I was ready to love the whole world, but no one understood me, and I learned to hate. -Mikhail Lermontov.|L O R E N Z O|"Definitely, I am with you on this." I told my brother on the phone. "Well, then I guess majority wins." Nicolas replied from the other side of the fun before hanging up on me. I put the phone back into my pocket and give my attention to the guys, surrounding me. "I am sorry for Bianca." Mason apologized almost as quick ly as I hang up the call as if that was all he was waiting for. "It was not your fault." I told him, genuinely. Her sister being a persuasive woman who does not know how to take no as an answer, does not put him at fault. We nod at each other in understanding, like some fucking telepathy. "Is Aleeza still determined on going to college?" Lucas asked. I nod at him before adding in a final tone, "But she isn't going anywhere." "You know she is not wrong to ask for a little freedom." Rowan joined the conversatio
Her angel eyes saw the good in so many devils. -Unknown. |I R I S|I feel eyes on me even when mine are closed. I know who can it possibly be. I am definitely sure about who he is. Because there is no way I would not feel his presence, not feel him. With my eyes still closed shut as I let the cold breeze hit me, I said, "You are here." Slowly, I opened my eyes and turned my head around to see him staring at me with so much adoration. I can never get enough of that look in his eyes. Only if I could communicate so much just by my eyes, then probably I would have managed to tell him what he means to me. He takes slow steps in my direction and stops right beside me, towering over my sitting figure. I extended my hand to him, hoping, he wouldn't turn down my offer and make me feel embarrass but he surprised by slipping his large hand in my smaller one before he sat down by my side. He stared ahead at the blank sky and high buildings when h
Sometimes home can be another person. -Unknown. |L O R E N Z O|I agreed for Aleeza to go to whatever university she wants to go on one condition and that is obviously her safety. But I have been taking shit from Nicolas for giving in and betraying him like fucking traitor. His words not mine. Zyra has been trying to convince him too just like Iris did with me but probably she isn't giving it her best because all she have to do is deal with his stubborn ass in her usual way which she had been doing just fine all the way. I stepped out of the bathroom with one towel hanging low on my hips and tucked safely around my waist while other rests on my neck.I use the one towel on my neck to dry my hair before I get dressed. I didn't woke up with Iris beside me today because Rowan fucker decided to do a sleepover out of no where, when we were in the middle of a make out session. I wanted to fucking kill that bastard for interrupting us like a
Provoking each other is our love language. -Unknown. |I R I S|Aleeza has been on the top of the world since she I have told her that Lorenzo supports her in her decision of going to college. This is also the reason that I and Rowan ended up watching a new movie whole night while gossiping over three tubs of ice cream, which I can feel in my bones are going to cause a cold now. I kicked the sheets sideways when a knock appeared on the door of my room. I am feeling so exhausted right now since I have not get a good and most importantly enough sleep to function like a normal human being.I kicked Rowan on the back which resulted in him rolling down the bed and groaning at the sudden fall. But, I didn't paid much attention as I tried to go back to sleep."You have become so violent, Riz." Rowan tells me in a sleepy and pained voice as the person on the other side of the door knocked again. Rowan groaned but headed towards the door anyway. I was
But he had eyes like ocean and hair like waves and a soul as vast and deep as the Ocean. And, I guess, I didn't mind drowning in him. -Unknown. |I R I S|He threw me over his shoulder as he walked inside the mansion and ignored everyone and their surprised gazes. None of my protests mattered to him and I was left with no choice but to clutch onto the fabric of his shirt. When we reached his room, he threw me on the soft mattress of his bed before locking the door and then he jumped over me, trapping me under his hard and muscular chest. His dark gaze burnt holes with the intensity he was staring me at. A shiver of excitement and thrill rushed down my body. I couldn't help but take my bottom lip between my teeth with the growing sexual tension between the two of us. "Are you mad at me?" The question slipped from my lips before I could think about it. "So. Fucking. Mad." He said emphasizing in the each word and for some reasons I found
We make each other alive. Does it matter if it hurts? -Ingmar Bergman. |L O R E N Z O|My mind is chaos as I fight the urge to force her to admit who she belongs to. She doesn't know the height of my obsession with her and I am keen on making her realise that. But then she had to say, "Don't force me, Lorenzo" in that soft and collected voice. Her voice was so low and shaky that I thought she would start crying right now. So, despite the urge to get my way with her I leaned backwards and met her violet eyes which looks at me like I am her saviour, right now but she has been her own saviour for the whole life. My heart starts beating wildly against my rib cage when I register the look on her face. I feel like killing someone so I can take the memory of her current facial expressions out of my mind. I set her both the wrist free and she brought them up to take my face in her palms, gently, like she wants to be careful with me. Like, she wants
Stare at the dark too long and you will eventually see what is not there. -Unknown. |I R I S|Walking alone in this big mansion and that too after watching a horror movie brings a very new experience to me, that, I don't want to experience in all honesty. But since I am hungry I have to walk to the kitchen and get something for me to eat. There isn't even a single soul in this mansion except the two guards at the entrance, who probably won't even hear me screaming, just in case. I would have even appreciated Bianca's presence right now. Okay, maybe not really. But what I mean to say is that I am so freaking scared. I walk with slow steps and hyper aware of my surroundings. At first, I got scared of my own freaking steps. So, to spare myself another heart attack I took my flip-flops in my hand and walked. Why the flamingo is it so silent today? Maybe because there is no one except you? I grin when the kitchen comes in view but before
I am terrified by this dark thing that sleeps in me. -Sylvia Plath. |L O R E N Z O|The guards bow to me when I pass them to enter the mansion. The gardens before the mansion are looking more lively than before. The flowers which Iris water almost everyday, are looking beautiful even under the light of a bulb. I walked a little faster and opened the door of the mansion. To my surprise it is all dark inside, not even a light is on. A frown touched my lips as I checked my surroundings for any kind of danger. Just then Iris' words from earlier repeated in my head. She said she would watch a horror movie today. Does that mean she did all this to make it more exciting? Because there is no way that there is an electricity cut when all the lights from outside are still very much working. Like Rowan says and does.With careful foot steps and not ignoring the chances of it being a completely different situation I step ahead. "Iris?" I called but n
Two months later..."You are hot." Iris' mother complimented Lorenzo and he blushed under the judgmental gaze of his girlfriend's mother."Daisy!" Mr. Emerson scolded but only if his wife was one from listening."What? Isn't he?" Mrs. Emerson looked up at her husband with doe eyes and her husband gave in."Thank you so much for coming." Lorenzo thanked the couple, genuinely."Oh come on, you are proposing her. We need to be here." Mrs. Emerson shrugged."You better take care of my little daisy or I will kill you." Mr. Emerson threatened and a death warning coming from such a sweet person absolutely had an deep impact.Lorenzo nodded his head as he assured the couple, "I will always take care of her. And, if any day I fail, you are free to take my life." Lorenzo added.Mr. Emerson nodded with assurance at the man's sincerity before walking ahead towards their assigned room."How is my favourite son doing?" Came his mother's voice.He beamed at his mother before she pulled him in her mo
What we lived through is living in us. -Unknown. |I R I S|"I have a surprise for you." Both Lorenzo and Rowan said in unison. While Rowan had a big ass smile on his face regarding the same, Lorenzo had an evil smirk plastered on his face. I stared up at them, confused. "What surprise?" Lucas asked on my behalf. "Wait!" Rowan exclaimed and quickly rushed outside the mansion, leaving the three of us behind to wait for him. He returned with two people on his tail, but he was blocking my view so I could not really see them, until he stepped aside letting me take in my surprise. "Oh my god!" The words left my lips when I saw Tori and Vince standing at a few meter distance.Tori was wearing a yellow top and black jeans while Vince on the other hand was dressed formally, like going on a business trip. I waited no more time before I rushed to them and pulled Tori in a none crushing hug. She hugged me back, happily. "I am so happy that
An eye for an eye and the whole world goes blind. -Gandhi. |I R I S|"Good morning," A husky and drowsy voice greeted me in my sleep. My eyes fluttered open and I smiled, contently, at the beautiful sight in front of me. He was hovering my body and nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck when I gave him a smile. His nose tickled my sensitive skin, pulling out a giggle from me. My hands found their to his back and I sighed in pleasure as he marked my translucent skin with his torturous kisses. He took hold of my both hands in his one and pinned them above my head. His eyes gazed into mine for a fleeting second before he leaned down and crashed his lips against mine, holding me caged under his huge body. "God! I missed you." He whispered against my lips before he shoved tongue inside my mouth, ravishing it. I was completely at his mercy and he was merciless. His free hand explored my half naked body as his hand travelled from my s
Peace be upon those who hand pick their words, for fear of hurting anyone. -Unknown.|I R I S|Today, I am going to talk to Marcus. Because, umm, I kind of got distracted from the mental note I made last night. Anyways, I wore my white crop and black jeans before I headed towards his room. Marcus, I mean. Marcus' room is right opposite to Lorenzo's. The mansion is silent today, as if, people are still asleep. Most importantly Rowan. He is the only one who keeps this mansion alive with his cheerful screams when his favourite team wins a match, or when he running away from the other mam whoever he has pissed or annoyed in the mansion on the specific days. Once, I was standing in front of Marcus' room, I heaved out a long breath and lifted my hand to knock on his door. I waited for him to open the door while I thought about all the things I can possibly talk to him about. His sister? All the things starts from her and end on her. I was bu
I want you. Your bones. Your body heat. The bite marks your teeth leave, to see how bad and beautiful those eyes look beneath me. -Beau Taplin. |I R I S|After spending the whole day together inside the room with Rowan, talking and watching movies, we finally came out of that hole at night, during the dinner time. Lorenzo, Lucas and Marcus were already sitting at the dinner table, waiting for us while the servants served the food. Lorenzo's eyes immediately came to meet mine as if he has suddenly got some super natural powers to know about my whereabouts. I descended the stairs with Rowan on my tail. When we reached the dinner table, Rowan was quick to take a swat right next to Marcus, who by the way looked very lost and was barely eating. I made a mental note to have a conversation with him after dinner. I sat down next to Lorenzo on the dinning table, his heavy gaze ready to burn a hole in my head with the intensity he is watching me.
A loss is not always a lesson. Sometimes it's just a tragedy. -Unknown. |I R I S|I saw through my half open lids as he immediately rushed to me in the burning house. Vince."Iris!" He called out again but my body feels so hot and exhausted that it feels almost impossible for me to say anything. The wound in my chest hurts so much, "Iris, open your eyes." Vince patted my cheeks as he tried to get me back to my senses. Vince looked worried. Sick worried. Like with me, he himself is going to get admitted in the hospital along with me. If we would even reach there in time. "Fuck!" He cursed and if he is cursing then the matter is really worse. Because Vince does not curse. I have never heard him curse except the one time when Tori fell down the stairs. Vince was scared for her because he thought she is going to die and leave him alone. He might not say it but it is very obvious that he loves his sister so much. Tori is lucky to have h
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth. -Jess C. Scott. |I R I S|Today morning, when I woke up, my day was already reserved for Ronan without my knowledge. So, I was waken up in the most horrible way one could wake up. That stupid human being threw a bucket of cold water on me. It not only ruined my precious sleep but also ruined my sheets as well. And, now he is sitting at floor in my room while the servant changes the sheet. I am in the bathroom brushing my teeth when all I wanted to do was sleep. "Hurry up, lazy lad." He yelled out from outside growing impatient after ruining my morning. With brush in my mouth I could not properly speak so I just rolled my eyes and went ahead to spit out the content in my mouth. I splattered cold water on my face and my eyes did not felt as heavy as before anymore. I am going to kill Rowan. Was my first thought since my brain
I can not tell you how piercingly and endlessly I think about you. -Virginia Wolf. |I R I S|A new day, a new morning, a new start and a new beginning. I woke up after a long night that provided me with the enough rest I needed for today. Stretching my arms, I let out a lazy yawn and rubbed my eyes with the back of my palm. When my eyes opened properly, I looked around in the room I was sleeping in. The same room, I used before. Everything seems exactly the same, just a few changes here and there. I smiled at the memories that are connected to this room, fondly, before standing up from the bed.I opened the curtains of the room letting the sun rays enter the room to lighten up the dark room. Light reached almost all the corners of the room, filling it with a new yellow and glowing light. My lips curved in a cheerful smile at the joy of this mew beginning.ast night, I decided to give my relationship with Lorenzo another chance. Despite all
I just want to be in love with somebody who wants to be in love with me. -Unknown. |L O R E N Z O|I took her petite hands in mine and looked into her eyes with tenderness before I spoke, "I did a lot of horrible things, Iris." I started, speaking with my heart because I do not remember remembering these words when I was preparing for the apology speech that Google helped me write. "I made mistakes. I disappointed you. I hurt you." I confessed all my mistakes, "But, I never meant to." I told her. "I am not trying to justify my actions here. Trust me." I insisted as if my world would crumble down if she would believe otherwise. Her violet orbs stayed focused at me while I spoke, not saying a word or interrupting me, "I.. I want to tell you that everything was wrong. It was so fucking wrong. And, you do not know how fucking sorry I am." My voice shakes when I say this and I control myself from breaking into a crying mess. Because I feel th