Rage, maybe rage would lift me up, make me stand, make me walk - -Marlon James. |L O R E N Z O|"This is so fucked up, Enzo!" I heard my brother scream in phone from the other side of it, first thing in the morning. And, it is not helping that my head already feels heavy. "There are a lot of things in that category. You have to be more specific, brother." I groan as my head throbs with pain. What the fuck is wrong with it? Did someone knocked me out with an iron rod or something?"Your entire situation. Everything about you is fucked up at the moment." He scolds me but I am barely keeping up with his speed of sprouting words. "Yeah, you are right." So, I decided to agree with him until he is done venting and stops ruining my morning. "What the fuck are you high on?" His loud voice feels like a sharp needle to my ears and I can not take it anymore. "Go to sleep, Nic." I murmured before ending the call and stuffing my face in the soft ba
I needed to be somewhere different. Maybe I needed to be someone different too. -Heather Davis. |I R I S|"It's convocation ceremony tomorrow." Tori clapped her hands together in both excitement and fear. She is afraid she would fail but I know better. "And, we are out of groceries." I tell her as I checked the empty cabinets. Usually, Vince would take care of groceries and snacks in the house but right now when he is supposed to return tonight we have to take care of it by ourself. "Fuck." Tori cursed under her breath. "Yeah, now go and bring it." I tell her. "No. I am tired." She whined. "And hungry." I added for her. She realised the that there is no way we are getting some food inside our tummy if she does not go out on grocery shopping right now. "Wait, let me change." She said holding his index finger at me. She immediately ran towards her room and came out in a few minutes in a crop top and jeans. "I will be back soon." She a
There are ways of dying that do not end in funerals. Types of death you can not smell. -Unknown. |I R I S|I have heard so may times that your entire life flashes in front of your eyes when you are close to death. And, now when I stay right there, at the exact same point, I believe it. The mystery man, who calls himself my doom points a gun right at me. I don't know him and he really does not look like he is here to kill for fun. The way his lips are tilted upwards in a smile tells me that he enjoys is and he is not doing it because he randomly picked this apartment to make a kill. "What the freak!" A loud shriek escaped my lips when I thought that my vocal cords have just stopped working. "Calm that tone down." He ordered, looking visibly irritated by the obvious fear on my face. "Do the same to your gun." I retorted. "Funny." He stated but did not laughed. My heart thumps wildly against my rib cage while I try my best to not let the
If you spend enough time with anything, you start liking it, even sadness. -Amish Tripathi.|T H I R D P E R S O N|Life is adventurous and only people who hates adventure claims to not like life. They want stability and normalcy in life while it gives you anything but that. You can never be stable with your life when you, yourself are constantly moving. You walk ahead in hope for more and then wish to find everything same and put together behind, just like you left. People keep on walking ahead that they have enough time to live, while they keep forgetting how to live and one day they are gone. In a snap of fingers, just like that. Nothing stays behind but the memories that provides nothing bit ache to the heart of closed ones. It causes guilt that they did not spend enough time with you. Rocco decreases the space between the body that lies on the floor in result of his shoot and spare a lazy glance like he could not care less and that's t
I am not brave anymore, darling. I am all broken. They have broke me. -Ernest Hemingway.|L O R E N Z O|"Do not force me to take this matter to Aleeza." Lucas threatened me. He has been doing this a lot lately. Threatening me, I mean. My phone ringed once in Aleeza's room but I could not pick it up.My hands reached to touch it but stopped even before my fingertips could graze the mobile phone. "Are you even listening to me?" Lucas demanded my attention. "Yes." I lie. I am not. My mind is occupied with another things like is Rocco done with his job or he just called for I do not know what. If his job is done, does that mean he killed her? Does that mean her heart stopped beating?Then, how come mine is working just fine. My anxiety grow as I battle between if to pick the call or let it rin and wait for his arrival instead. "Lorenzo!" Lucas shouted and I snapped my head to give him my undivided attention. But is it possible? When the only thing
No one wants a half remembered tragedy. You must know the width of the knife and how it ruined you, name the organs it kissed. -Olivia Gatwood. |L O R E N Z O|"Why would you bring her here?" I glare at Rocco, who still stands like a dumb fucker."So, it was you who sent him?" Tori, her best friend, pinned me with an accusing index finger. "Oh my god! You sent him to kill her. Isn't it?" The expression of pure horror dawned on her face, as if she were realising it just now."How can one be so fucking inhuman?" She snapped at me as if she had every fucking right to. But I kept myself from snapping her neck. "You fucking asshole, you ruined her life." She cursed, and I clenched my fists on either side of me to control myself."I wonder what she even saw in you. If it had not been about that woman, you might have killed her before. I cannot believe she fell in love with a fucking asshole like you. She cried rivers for you when we took her and you!"
I can not exactly describe how I feel but it is not quite right. And, it leaves me cold. -F. Scott Fitzgerald. |L O R E N Z O|Mason arrived soon later. He shares an unknowing look with Tori and decided to ignore her as he faced Lucas and asked him, "What is it?" His tone is patient and calm. "We have a problem." Lucas answers him, gesturing towards Tori with his eyes, who stands behind Mason with arms crossed against her chest. Mason turned and ran his eyes all the way from bottom to top on her body as if scanning for any familiar results in his mind but looked back at Lucas for introduction when found none. "She is Tori. Iris' friend." His head snapped back towards me and then he noticed Rocco sitting on the couch busy in his phone and away from this shit. He was quick to connect the dots as he sighed and asked, "What happened?" "Did you heard the call Mark informed you about? Where the name of Iris is called in back?" Rowan is the one who inqu
I knew from the moment I met you. I would spend a lifetime missing you. -Lee Martens. |L O R E N Z O|"Sarah, we need your help." Rowan said, coming straight to the point. "Yes?" She asked with a little hesitance in her voice yet she was ready to help and that's what matters. "Do you remember him?" I questioned pointing at Mason who stands on the right side of Rowan. Her eyebrows pinched together as she scanned him from bottom to top, in order to find any resemblance or familiarity. "Oh yeah, I do." She answered with a recognised smile. "When I came to meet you I asked you the name of the girl who called the police from here. You said it was Iris." Mason explained to her. "Yup, because that's what she said." She shrugged, simply. Rowan pulled his phone out of his pocket and scrolled through his gallery to find a picture of her, Iris, before she turned the screen towards Sarah and asked her, "Was that her?" Sarah looked at the picture
Two months later..."You are hot." Iris' mother complimented Lorenzo and he blushed under the judgmental gaze of his girlfriend's mother."Daisy!" Mr. Emerson scolded but only if his wife was one from listening."What? Isn't he?" Mrs. Emerson looked up at her husband with doe eyes and her husband gave in."Thank you so much for coming." Lorenzo thanked the couple, genuinely."Oh come on, you are proposing her. We need to be here." Mrs. Emerson shrugged."You better take care of my little daisy or I will kill you." Mr. Emerson threatened and a death warning coming from such a sweet person absolutely had an deep impact.Lorenzo nodded his head as he assured the couple, "I will always take care of her. And, if any day I fail, you are free to take my life." Lorenzo added.Mr. Emerson nodded with assurance at the man's sincerity before walking ahead towards their assigned room."How is my favourite son doing?" Came his mother's voice.He beamed at his mother before she pulled him in her mo
What we lived through is living in us. -Unknown. |I R I S|"I have a surprise for you." Both Lorenzo and Rowan said in unison. While Rowan had a big ass smile on his face regarding the same, Lorenzo had an evil smirk plastered on his face. I stared up at them, confused. "What surprise?" Lucas asked on my behalf. "Wait!" Rowan exclaimed and quickly rushed outside the mansion, leaving the three of us behind to wait for him. He returned with two people on his tail, but he was blocking my view so I could not really see them, until he stepped aside letting me take in my surprise. "Oh my god!" The words left my lips when I saw Tori and Vince standing at a few meter distance.Tori was wearing a yellow top and black jeans while Vince on the other hand was dressed formally, like going on a business trip. I waited no more time before I rushed to them and pulled Tori in a none crushing hug. She hugged me back, happily. "I am so happy that
An eye for an eye and the whole world goes blind. -Gandhi. |I R I S|"Good morning," A husky and drowsy voice greeted me in my sleep. My eyes fluttered open and I smiled, contently, at the beautiful sight in front of me. He was hovering my body and nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck when I gave him a smile. His nose tickled my sensitive skin, pulling out a giggle from me. My hands found their to his back and I sighed in pleasure as he marked my translucent skin with his torturous kisses. He took hold of my both hands in his one and pinned them above my head. His eyes gazed into mine for a fleeting second before he leaned down and crashed his lips against mine, holding me caged under his huge body. "God! I missed you." He whispered against my lips before he shoved tongue inside my mouth, ravishing it. I was completely at his mercy and he was merciless. His free hand explored my half naked body as his hand travelled from my s
Peace be upon those who hand pick their words, for fear of hurting anyone. -Unknown.|I R I S|Today, I am going to talk to Marcus. Because, umm, I kind of got distracted from the mental note I made last night. Anyways, I wore my white crop and black jeans before I headed towards his room. Marcus, I mean. Marcus' room is right opposite to Lorenzo's. The mansion is silent today, as if, people are still asleep. Most importantly Rowan. He is the only one who keeps this mansion alive with his cheerful screams when his favourite team wins a match, or when he running away from the other mam whoever he has pissed or annoyed in the mansion on the specific days. Once, I was standing in front of Marcus' room, I heaved out a long breath and lifted my hand to knock on his door. I waited for him to open the door while I thought about all the things I can possibly talk to him about. His sister? All the things starts from her and end on her. I was bu
I want you. Your bones. Your body heat. The bite marks your teeth leave, to see how bad and beautiful those eyes look beneath me. -Beau Taplin. |I R I S|After spending the whole day together inside the room with Rowan, talking and watching movies, we finally came out of that hole at night, during the dinner time. Lorenzo, Lucas and Marcus were already sitting at the dinner table, waiting for us while the servants served the food. Lorenzo's eyes immediately came to meet mine as if he has suddenly got some super natural powers to know about my whereabouts. I descended the stairs with Rowan on my tail. When we reached the dinner table, Rowan was quick to take a swat right next to Marcus, who by the way looked very lost and was barely eating. I made a mental note to have a conversation with him after dinner. I sat down next to Lorenzo on the dinning table, his heavy gaze ready to burn a hole in my head with the intensity he is watching me.
A loss is not always a lesson. Sometimes it's just a tragedy. -Unknown. |I R I S|I saw through my half open lids as he immediately rushed to me in the burning house. Vince."Iris!" He called out again but my body feels so hot and exhausted that it feels almost impossible for me to say anything. The wound in my chest hurts so much, "Iris, open your eyes." Vince patted my cheeks as he tried to get me back to my senses. Vince looked worried. Sick worried. Like with me, he himself is going to get admitted in the hospital along with me. If we would even reach there in time. "Fuck!" He cursed and if he is cursing then the matter is really worse. Because Vince does not curse. I have never heard him curse except the one time when Tori fell down the stairs. Vince was scared for her because he thought she is going to die and leave him alone. He might not say it but it is very obvious that he loves his sister so much. Tori is lucky to have h
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth. -Jess C. Scott. |I R I S|Today morning, when I woke up, my day was already reserved for Ronan without my knowledge. So, I was waken up in the most horrible way one could wake up. That stupid human being threw a bucket of cold water on me. It not only ruined my precious sleep but also ruined my sheets as well. And, now he is sitting at floor in my room while the servant changes the sheet. I am in the bathroom brushing my teeth when all I wanted to do was sleep. "Hurry up, lazy lad." He yelled out from outside growing impatient after ruining my morning. With brush in my mouth I could not properly speak so I just rolled my eyes and went ahead to spit out the content in my mouth. I splattered cold water on my face and my eyes did not felt as heavy as before anymore. I am going to kill Rowan. Was my first thought since my brain
I can not tell you how piercingly and endlessly I think about you. -Virginia Wolf. |I R I S|A new day, a new morning, a new start and a new beginning. I woke up after a long night that provided me with the enough rest I needed for today. Stretching my arms, I let out a lazy yawn and rubbed my eyes with the back of my palm. When my eyes opened properly, I looked around in the room I was sleeping in. The same room, I used before. Everything seems exactly the same, just a few changes here and there. I smiled at the memories that are connected to this room, fondly, before standing up from the bed.I opened the curtains of the room letting the sun rays enter the room to lighten up the dark room. Light reached almost all the corners of the room, filling it with a new yellow and glowing light. My lips curved in a cheerful smile at the joy of this mew beginning.ast night, I decided to give my relationship with Lorenzo another chance. Despite all
I just want to be in love with somebody who wants to be in love with me. -Unknown. |L O R E N Z O|I took her petite hands in mine and looked into her eyes with tenderness before I spoke, "I did a lot of horrible things, Iris." I started, speaking with my heart because I do not remember remembering these words when I was preparing for the apology speech that Google helped me write. "I made mistakes. I disappointed you. I hurt you." I confessed all my mistakes, "But, I never meant to." I told her. "I am not trying to justify my actions here. Trust me." I insisted as if my world would crumble down if she would believe otherwise. Her violet orbs stayed focused at me while I spoke, not saying a word or interrupting me, "I.. I want to tell you that everything was wrong. It was so fucking wrong. And, you do not know how fucking sorry I am." My voice shakes when I say this and I control myself from breaking into a crying mess. Because I feel th