"alaina wake up alaina"
I woke up to Roxy tapping on my arm "what time is it" I said sitting up and looking around "what happened"
"its 2:30 and nothing happened just the downside of a sugar high is you have to come down, we both fell asleep but your phone woke me up someone is blowing it up" Roxy said while getting up "I'm going to get me a water bottle you want one"
"yes" I said while rubbing my forehead i usually don't eat a lot of sweets, because when I do I get mini headaches; like a sugar hangover. I looked on the bed for my phone to see it had fell, I reached down for it, but a hand grabbed it before I could
"aaaaaahhhh" I screamed while standing up on the bed, Roxy came running in holding two water bottles "whats wrong" she said looking up at me
I pointed under the bed "someone is under there"
Roxy put the water bottles on her dresser and
I laid in bed staring at the ceiling, I don't think I've ever been this mad at Alaina, I was so worried about her; I was scared because I thought she hurt herself and I was scared this time I wouldn't be able to save her.I cant believe Chynna would do some foul shit like that, I got up out of bed angry now through all the years of Chynna messing with Alaina this is the worse and it makes me even angrier that I wasn't there to protect AlainaI grabbed my car keys"where you going" my mom asked looking away from the t.v she was watching"I'm going over to Alaina's house" I replied while giving her a kiss on the cheek, trying my best to control my anger the last thing I needed was for her to start asking question"oh alright tell Alaina I love her and she needs to come by here and see me" she said while looking back at love and hip hop"alrigh
"Are you gonna go in?" Roxy asked looking at meI stared at my house, my mom and dads car was in the driveway "I'm fucked" was all I could say my mom specifically told me to be home when she got there, but there was a car wreck not to far from Roxy's house so we had to take the long way"do you want me to come in and explain to them what happened""no its fine, I put this on myself" I sighed "Ill see you later thanks again""no problem text me if you need me""bye Rosie" I said waving at her"bye bye Alaina" she said waving from the back windowI watched the car as it backed out of my driveway, I wish I could just go back in time then I would be able to text everybody that I would be at a friends house; I wouldn't be in any trouble and Cam wouldn't be mad at me I thought to myself as I climbed the stairs before I could even tw
I sat in the chair letting what happened settle in, finally I got up ready to fuss Alaina out for not listening when I told her to come back; but Jacob grabbed my wrist"just leave her alone"I looked at him like he was crazy and snatched my arm away "hell no I will not have no disobedient child in my house"He stood up and got in front of me "leave her alone Tanisha she going through things right now and as her parents all we can do is be there her; she's not a child anymore, you cant control her anymore".I looked up at him as a tear fell down my face, all I want is for my baby to be okay "I've always told Alaina she can come and talk to me; I'm always here for her""stop all that damn crying we both know she wasn't going to be a child forever she's learning and growing, its her life now. You taught her everything she needed to know now its up to her, she has to make and learn
"Alaina get up, Alaina get yo butt up"I woke up to feel my mom shaking my arm "get up girl" she said againI sat up in bed,rubbing my eyes im pretty sure its the weekend so all I wanna do is sleep "yes ma" I said sleeply a little aggitated I hated being woken up, especially when im sleeping good."get up so I can drop you off at your therapy session"I groaned, I had forgot all about that "mom can I just go next Saturday, I'm tired""nope you're going now, so get up" she replied while pulling the warm covers off my body, she waited for me to get up before walking out of the roomI rolled my eyes and looked for my phone, somehow it managed it get under my pillow. I picked up my phone to check the time 12:45 ugh Saturday is my sleep time and Sunday is my do the homework that I was supposed to do on Friday time; she messing u
When the class ended I felt a lot better about myself. I learned about self confidence and about how a person should love themselves fully, inside and out.Ms Perkins helped me out, she told me how when she was young she was bullied because of her weight and her story really inspired me to love myself even if people try to bring you down.I was just about to text my mom so she could come pick me up when Heather walked up to me"I just wanted you to know that you are very beautiful, only an idiot would disagree" she said then reached over and gave me a hug"thank you, you're very pretty too" she smiled at me "thanks see ya"I waved bye to her"hey"I looked up at Jevoni "hey""wanna go get some ice cream"I looked at him a little unsure if I should go or not; I m
Jevoni blew up my phone all weekend until I finally just blocked him. I have nothing else to say to him, I cant believe he was the one to tell the whole school; alaina forget him girl he is not worth your time I thought to myself. For the past couple of days I've been focusing on myself and not worrying about anything not even how horrible school is going to be tomorrow ugh school I'm soo happy that it'll all be over in a month all I have to do is survive one month; that's easier said than doneZzzz Zzzz ZzzzzI put the book I was reading down and grabbed my phone, to see I had a text from Roxy; she is a great friend I wish I would have meet her years ago.Text ConvoRoxy❤: hey boo let's go to the mall today I'm bored 😞Me: sure pick me up in like 30 min I have to get dressedRoxy❤: kay kayEnd of Text Convo
"Is she on the war" Te Te said looking at me"yeah she'll be here in a little bit""have y'all talked yet" Kay asked"Nawl, but yesterday one of my boys said he saw her and that nigga Von at a ice cream shop so I'm pretty sure she good" I said trying make it seem like I didn't care even though it hurt me, for the past few weeks I've been trying to fight the fact that I have feelings for Alaina; I thought she had feelings for me too but I guess not"Cam you know you and Alaina are the best of friends, just cause she went out with another person don't mean she forgot about you" Kay said"yeah I know I'm cool y'all""anyway I'm ready to beat a bitch ass" Te Te said pacing the room"I'm ready to see that bitch get her ass beat" I said Chynna is one person I will gladly see get their ass beat
Quack Quack QuackI reached over and hit my alarm clock ugh Monday, I thought as I moved the warm covers and stood up to stretch.Zzzz Zzzz ZzzzI sat back down on my bed after stretching and picked up my phone to see Cam had text meCam🙈: you better be getting ready big headI laughed then replied saying yeah, he probably was still mad about yesterday when we put make up on him; I smiled as I thought about it he was squirming all around trying to get out of the rope."Alaina you up" I heard my mom yell from downstairs"yes ma'am" I yelled back and went to my closet to find an outfit to wear. Yesterday was fun just chilling with my friends is what I needed.I settled for wearing adidas sweat pants and a white shirt with Nike slides, I left my braids down since their were still hella tight and
Cam🙈: are you ready I'm outsideMe: Kay I'm comingI took a look at myself in the mirror, I was wearing a nude pencil skirt with a white crop top and gold sandals; "you look good girl" I said to my reflection smiling.Its been a week since the hospital incident happened, Cam ended up canceling the pool party so me and him never had a chance to talk; but tonight he's taking me out so we can talk."You look beautiful"I heard someone say I turned around to see my dad standing there, I walked up to him and gave him a hug"Thanks""But isn't that skirt a little too short maybe you should put jeans on it's kind of cold out""Jacob leave her alone she looks fine" my mom said shaking her head at my dad"Thanks guys but I have to get going Cams waiting"
I sat in the car waiting for Alaina I felt a lot better knowing it was Cam who she was with, I hope they make up so it won't be awkward at the pool party.Zzzzzz Zzzzzzzz ZzzzzzzzI answered my phone "sup Cam are y'all almost done""what I was going to ask you the same thing where are y'all""I'm at the park wait your not with Alaina" I asked getting out of my car"No she was with you""There was this unknown number that texted her asking to meet up--""And y'all went why didn't she tell me""Cause you was ignoring her hit thats besides the point she thought it was you who was texting her" I said walking towards the trail"Ight I'm on my way right now I should be there in like three minutes wait for me""Okay just hurry cause I'm getting worried"I w
I started walking the trail looking around, but I didn't see anyoneZzzz ZzzzzzI jumped a bit the vibrate from my phone scaring meRoxy🦋: are you okay??Me: yeah I don't see anyone thoughMy phone vibrated again I looked at it thinking it was Roxy but instead it was the unknown numberUnknown: come by the big oak treeI started smiling "big oak tree" it's Cam the big oak tree is where we used to come when we were younger; he probably wanted to apologize for being such a dickhead earlier. I started walking with a little more pep in my step now that I knew who it was. The big oak tree was a little further away from where people went because it wasn't on the trail.I quickly texted Roxy to let her know it was just Cam fooling around"Caaamm" I said as I got closer to t
Te❤️: it was just one of those days for him, he didn't feel like talking but he said he'll talk to you tonight at the pool partyI smiled Me: thanks TeCam has been ignoring me all day. At lunch he didn't even sit with me and Roxy, I tried texting him in second but he kept the conversation short; so I asked Te to talk to him for me to see what was wrong with him. I guess everyone has those days where they don't feel like socializing so I can't fault him for that because I do it sometimesRinnnnnngggThe bell went off, finally I thought as I packed up all my things and walked out the classroom"Soo" Roxy asked as she walked up beside me"Te said he was just having one of those days you know, but she said he'll talk to me about it tonight at the pool party""See you was worried about nothing, do you feel
Alaina🦋: are you okay?I read the text message and sighed, I wasn't avoiding Alaina on purpose it's just that the feelings I have for her are strong and I don't know how to tell her; I'm not good with rejection and I know if she says she doesn't feel the same way our friendship is never going to be the same.Me: I'm good whyI shook my head at the lie, but what else am I supposed to say "oh Alaina I have really strong feelings for you and I wanna be your boyfriend even though he consider me a best friend or even a brother" I thought to myself she would probably laugh in my faceZzzz Zzzz Zzzz"Cameron finals are coming up soon and unless you're reading notes on your phone, which I doubt you are; put it away" Mr. Lewis said before I could look at the text message. I nodded my head and picked up my pencil and started working on the worksheet he handed out.
"Alaina get up before you be late" I heard my mom say shaking me awakeI sat up for a second trying to wake myself up, I got used to not going to school I didn't even feel like getting upI threw the covers off of my legs and walked over to my closet to find an outfit. Since the weather was warming up and getting ready for summer I decided on a gray maxi dress something I rarely wear especially to school, but today I was feeling good about myself.After a quick shower I put on my outfit with some white sandals. I looked in the mirror and smiled at my reflection "you are so beautiful" I said smiling "don't let anyone bring you down""Alaina Cam is outside waiting" my mom yelled interrupting my little self praise session"Coming" I yelled grabbing my book bag, phone and rushing downstairs"Okay miss thang you looking real cute toda
It's been four days since the fight I had at school, Chynna doesn't dm me talking shit anymore I guess she realized I wasn't going to pay here any more attention; I have to focus on school because there's only a couple weeks left and I definitely don't want to be held back."Alaina Roxy is here" I hear my mom yell"I'm coming" I yell back and get up from my bed grabbing my purse, me and Roxy are going to the mall today after being stuff in the house for almost a week in ready to go and get some fresh air.I walk down the stairs to see Roxy sitting in the living room with my mom, "let's roll" I say walking towards the door"Don't stay out too late because you do have school tomorrow" my mom said as I walked out the door"Kay" I said shutting the door and walking to the passenger side of Roxys car"You ready for tomorrow" Roxy asked as she bac
"I can't believe you ruined the fucking plan you dumbass" Chynna yelled at me"You told me she was a horrible person and bullied you, that girl was the one you bullied""What ever Jevoni I don't even know why I asked you to help me with this""I don't know either chynna you're just a manipulative psycho bitch and you're obsessed with Alaina; I don't know what I saw in you you're disgusting" I said walking out of her house and to my car"Blah blah Jevoni you're just a nerdy little wimp I made you popular if it wasn't for me you would still be getting bullied I saved you""You didn't save me you used me that's all you do is use people" I yelled back getting into my car and driving off, I regret ever meeting ChynnaFlashback 2 years agoI had just moved to a new town and I didn't know anyone, I had big glasses and braces. "Hey St
Zzzz Zzzz ZzzzI picked up my phone and looked at the notification it was a dm from InstagramImma get you back bitchI rolled my eyes even though the page was private I knew it was chynna messaging me, she had been messaging me for two days sending little threats but showing no action; I blocked at least five pages. Her little threats don't fase me at all she got what was coming to her, even though I'm still mad I got suspended I'm happy I finally stood up for myself.Knock knock"Come in" I yelled the door opened and a smiling Cam walked in with Te, Kay and Roxy right behind him, I got up and hugged them "hey guys""Sup prisoner 280164" Cam said laughingI hit him on his arm "shut up loser""I'm mad at you Alaina" Te said taking a seat on my bed"Why" I asked laying back down&nbs